#Geek's Journal

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magic sequoia
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but at the same time

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i guess it could be worse?

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as long as its not something that i can pass on

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who knows

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maybe its an easy solution

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maybe theres nothing but a dead end

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i thought my sick run was over

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you know?

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i had to deal with 12 months of this last year

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more the year before

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everything that can go wrong, goes wrong

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i cant live my life anymore

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i cant go to the gym because of my heart

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everytime i go outside i get sick

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i stay inside and somehow i have fevers of 101 for months at a time

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its endless

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nobody knows why

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now thhey want me to see a blood specialist

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and do even more tests

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im scared if they do find something what the treatement will be

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i just