For the unspoken thoughts I haven’t told yet…
#Zaphire’s Journal
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I just woke up (at 5 pm 😔) and the plan for today is chat for a bit, go read what needs to get done for my history homework, then game for a bit, clean up after that, then eat, and finish my English and Anthro work!
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Intro Collection:
I know it sounds like an odd request but I'm an only child and I've always wanted something like an older sibling 🥹
I'm 18 btw and it doesn't have to be a huge age gap as long as the dynamic is there. I'm hoping to find someone who accepts me for who I am, checks up on me, looks after me, patient and listens to my venting, is protective of me, shares gossips, and gives brutally honest advice. It'd be nice to find someone who's also affectionate and wouldn't mind that I overshare because I have a habit of oversharing. I have zero filter sometimes. You'd have to tell me your boundaries because I don't wanna say anything that would make you uncomfortable. I really want someone I can trust with my secrets and feel like I could fully show my emotions in front of them without being judged.
If you're interested just comment or dm me! Also ask for my bio if you want to know more about me and I'll send it!
Hi! Im from Georgia, USA so Eastern Standard time and I’ve been hoping to make some really close friends that I can talk to and call everyday. I turn 19 in April, and I’d like 17+ friends please!
I’d love to meet somebody who likes the same things as me so we can play games, listen to music, and watch movies together. Having a friend who I can ask for advice and confide in sounds really nice since I just moved into college and I’ve had a lot of trouble since im so shy. I love Disney movies, playing games, riding motorcycles, cooking, reading, and writing.
I also used to work at a dog care and owned 4 cats plus fostered kittens so if you ever want dog or cat photos I have over 2000
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◞ ★ ︉﹒Name:
Raine or Zaphire
◞ ★ ︉﹒Age and age preference:
18 and 17+
◞ ★ ︉﹒Region and timezone:
North America Est
◞ ★ ︉﹒Favorite games:
I have tons of games, but Ark Survival, lethal company, phasmaphobia, and mw3 zombies have been my favorites so far.
◞ ★ ︉﹒Hobbies:
Riding motorcycles, reading, drawing, writing, and gaming.
◞ ★ ︉﹒Do you prefer voice chat or text?
Texting, but I’d love to have someone I can call too.
◞ ★ ︉﹒What are you looking for in a friend?
Someone who always texts me first and stays by my side. Friendly, funny, and someone I can confide in and share hobbies with.
◞ ★ ︉﹒Small description about yourself:
A big animal lover, and I’m currently in college. I love to cook with my boyfriend sometimes, and I have 1 fur baby (a rag doll kitty named Sora). I’ve worked at dogdaycares and Id like to work as a game writer in the future!
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Couldn’t fall asleep for shit, and melatonin sucks I’ve learned. Slept maybe a total of 6 hours while waking up every 2 hours. Ordered some iced coffee to make sure I’m not nodding off
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Man I love my Honors History Class. It’s basically just a seminar and it’s so fun to talk about philosophy. Sometimes it’s hard to read the book (the aenied or however you spell it) but the philosophical debates that come from it and the deeper analysis is wonderful. We had a debate about free will vs fate, and personally I have very mixed feelings. If a god exists, I don’t believe in free will, but if there isn’t, then I believe everything is free will.
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I went to my honors advising session 👍 Both of my classes went super well plus I got a group of girls together so I can start going to the gym!
Life’s going good for rn 🫣
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A good day. Didn't move much and I had a headache when I woke up, but i took a nap. Then I watched Rafel steam Walking dead (the older game) and it was really fun, plus i played a bit of modded stardew. Then Alex came over and made me burgers :)
I'm supposed to go on a date with Alex tmw and get boba at a bookstore
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Man I love Alex but the way he talks to me sometimes
It’s just
Ouch
Like he spoils me but at the cost of him just talking down to me half the time
I got a strawberry frappe with a expresso shot and he want “are you sure you can handle that” with a look of disgust of his face
Like ouch
And when we got books he just kept getting mad I wasn’t attached to him by a string and his little puppy or smthing
Like I wanted to look at the books
I’m an avid reader
Then every time I offered to help he refused
:/
Straight up huh?
Idk what I did I’m just tired now and like everything is turning in a damn argument
Oh and he can mention his ex but I can’t
He gets upset that I watched my friend, who technically is supposed to be a sibling relationship because that’s what was agreed on, stream a video game and he goes
Oh well my ex did that. She watched me stream video games
Oh but when I mentioned anything about my exs suddenly the world explodes and I’m not over them
Where are the fucking double standard
I wonder
