the moon 🌙

[digital trail]

i made another huddle journal some time ago but i decided to make it a little bit more structured if that makes sense?

anyways answering a prompt

daily prompt: how can i make tomorrow even better?

tomorrow i have to go to school again ugh

i guess i could start exercising again or drink a lot more water

put on a cute outfit and continue reading my book on astronomy

i realized that there's a lot of things that can make my day better

i just don't know if i have the energy or motivation or do anything like that these days

all i've been doing these days is overeating and putting on baggy clothing to hide the 20 lbs i've gained in the last couple of months

sigh

i want everything to be back to normal

i want to be normal from the start

not a healed kind of normal

but i guess normal is still normal

[digital trail]

i feel really tired and i really don't want to go to school tomorrow

and i don't want to make a whole post on my blog about my exhausted feelings either

all i have is my best friend and my mom and my brother

yet i still feel like a burden

and this creepo keeps trying to flirt with me saying that we'll get married someday??

asking me for selfies