☁ | the chronicles and thoughts of an exhausted nerd

[harsh briar]

10/26/2023

first message here: do you like my cover for this post guys? haha

i’m kind of cringing at the sight of the name i chose for my huddle journal but um it was good in my head

i didn’t go to school today since i’m sick, my brother’s sick, and my mom’s sick, we’re all sick except my dad which is funny considering how he’s he unhealthiest one here

i’m kind of glad though that i didn’t go to school

i feel silly for feeling glad because i’m so young but honestly i really really need to just be alone

or be somewhere else or be not me

i don’t want to go to school, to therapy, to that field trip tomorrow, to the philippines, to home even

because home is still full of crap full of tension and grudges i cannot breathe

if i could i would live in the library

but at the same time i need to stay equinox and i need to stay here

if i actually want to get any better i have to.. go to school.

and therapy especially

it’s whatever