rice farmer's journal | Huddle | Page 1

rancid dirge Jun 10, 2023, 5:05 AM

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nice

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today was mid

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dang i wanna leave the country

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i just wanna chill

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wait why am i here again?

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I should be sleeping

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...why did i join the server again?

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KNYtokiThink

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oh yeah

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this happens every time

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never seen this journal function though

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is it worth sticking around

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discord servers suck for making friends

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there's nothing going around in town tho

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nothing new

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JJKToded

rancid dirge Jun 10, 2023, 9:20 PM

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ugh

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looks like city won the treble

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lucky

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this is why i don't watch football anymore

rancid dirge Jun 10, 2023, 10:43 PM

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is discord making me less lonely?

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i feel like it's just wasting my time

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imagine if i just delete this account right now

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no more time wasting

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i'm talking on all these servers for what

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rancid dirge Jul 13, 2023, 11:39 PM

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oh ok i found it

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haha

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man look at my lonely self up there

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i'm feeling lonely

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oh i wish i'd find a lover that could hold me

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now i'm crying in my room

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so skeptical of love

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but still i want it more more more

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https://tenor.com/view/johncena-john-cena-fandango-dancing-gif-8075569

Tenor

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this kid making me mad 😠

rancid dirge Jul 14, 2023, 12:52 AM

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hooooo boy

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these *************************

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🤬

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ok it's good

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it's fine

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we move

rancid dirge Jul 14, 2023, 1:38 AM

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i'm so far behind bruh

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im wasting time by writing here

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i can't lag any more

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i'm lagging too much

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my heart hurts and my stomach feels twisted but one deep breath seals it all away

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my breath is strong

rancid dirge Jul 14, 2023, 2:31 AM

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everyone's an opp 💀

rancid dirge Jul 14, 2023, 3:23 AM

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i'm sleepy

rancid dirge Jul 14, 2023, 4:14 AM

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bruh

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ppl rly be like that huh

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it's like one big chess game

rancid dirge Jul 14, 2023, 8:56 PM

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week one done

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thank the Lord I don't have to go back there anymore

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man these jr interns 😠

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so immature

rancid dirge Jul 14, 2023, 10:18 PM

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why am i spending so much time on discord

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especially on servers like these

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i should be spending my time on LINKEDIN

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getting linked in with the real ppl

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if i delete my account

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can i get it back

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wait

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that doesn't even make sense

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i'm like checking my back constantly

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not literally but figuratively

rancid dirge Jul 14, 2023, 11:04 PM

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bruh

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why that reaction lol

rancid dirge Jul 15, 2023, 1:36 AM

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https://tenor.com/view/turning-red-im-calm-mei-lee-i-am-calm-im-fine-gif-22325764

Tenor

rancid dirge Jul 15, 2023, 2:32 AM

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"a cheerful heart is good medicine..."

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notice how it says a cheerful heart, not a cheerful face

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but where do i get a cheerful heart from?

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do i seek it?

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am i supposed to be blessed with it?

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do i learn it from someone?

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i need to finish my work

rancid dirge Jul 15, 2023, 5:27 AM

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I need to stop bad habits

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It’s bad

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My eyes are forcing themselves shut I’m so tired

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But I can’t sleep

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God why is this the battle I face?

rancid dirge Jul 15, 2023, 2:58 PM

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idk why Mila is worried about me

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i'm literally acting the same way as i always have

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my life isn't in danger so we all good

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i ain't even worried so i don't see a reason for others to be worried abt me

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i respect the compassion tho

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compassion international

rancid dirge Jul 16, 2023, 12:28 AM

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wow v taxing day

rancid dirge Jul 16, 2023, 2:23 AM

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doesn't texting just suck?

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this is why i never send a message unless i have some business with a specific person

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i don't understand the whole "casual texting" or texting just to talk thing

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it's because of stuff like texting that everybody is socially awkward now

rancid dirge Jul 16, 2023, 8:07 PM

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my mum took great pic of me and the boys today

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so i'm glad

rancid dirge Jul 17, 2023, 1:13 AM

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i'm so hungry

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rummikub is sooooo much fun

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played it on friday at a friend's house

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too bad it's not big on the interwebs

rancid dirge Jul 17, 2023, 1:45 AM

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first W

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🔥

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🔥

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🔥

rancid dirge Jul 17, 2023, 2:12 AM

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thank the Lord for barley tea

rancid dirge Jul 17, 2023, 6:11 PM

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the limbic friction

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is strong

rancid dirge Jul 18, 2023, 2:24 AM

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i'm super shy

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super shy

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wait a minute

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while i make you mine

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make you mine

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you're on my mind

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all the time

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i wanna tell you

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but i'm super shy

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super shy

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9540shyblushycursed

rancid dirge Jul 18, 2023, 6:27 PM

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ugh i feel bad

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hopefully no heat stroke

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it's all for the Kingdom!!! 6501_tiktokhappy so it's ok

rancid dirge Jul 19, 2023, 3:01 AM

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you don't even know my name do ya???

rancid dirge Jul 20, 2023, 1:27 AM

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i have ascended

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my mindset is NEXT level now

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life will change soon

rancid dirge Jul 20, 2023, 2:42 PM

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guys

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do i do it or no

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i need sum feedback

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do i take my chances? 😳

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is it a W move or an L move?

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huddlefish

rancid dirge Jul 20, 2023, 6:48 PM

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vote below pls

rancid dirge Jul 20, 2023, 8:07 PM

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ok i'm gonna do it

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it's game over

rancid dirge Jul 21, 2023, 3:54 AM

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It’s been fun

rancid dirge Jul 21, 2023, 2:02 PM

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thanks for being part of the journey

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