Sometimes I wonder what will life be if I wasn’t around, what my family think or do if I would just disappear for a 3 years. Will they forget about me and move on or would they cry to sleep just wishing I would come back and think it was their fault that I was gone.
#Milo’s journal 🥞
ebon yoke
This morning I had an argument with my mom well not really because I never talk back because ik it will make it worse. So she got mad at me because she wanted me to put my brother clothes on my bed so I did then she got bad and say why tf would you pile them up like that and put it on that side!? And started yelling at me but I was so confused at what she ment by that because that was how she had it so I didn’t know she didn’t want them like that so she started throwing stuff that was behind the door because that wasn’t how she put them even though she put them their.. but anyways fast forward I was in the kitchen washing up the dishes and I heard her talking about me saying how she was sorry for me and life and how I won’t ever get a good job and called me the b word and etc.. she even said I was a disappointment to her and I started to cry and she came to the kitchen wondering why tf I was crying and got mad saying how those are fake tears and I’m just doing it for attention so clearly I can’t cry because I’m doing it for attention or even get mad I’m supposed to smile and be happy but she can do all those other things because she is the only one who is going threw things
ebon yoke
My friend gave me some of her vape today had like ten puffs still don’t know how she so addictive to it though lol🧍♀️