:3

[spark beacon]

there is a trans boy but he is born female

[chilly kestrel]

I was just at an average school that was like a 50/50 split when i was in school

[spark beacon]

8 total students

[chilly kestrel]

dang

magic school bus ahh class /j

Anyways

I get that feeling of you wanting to fit in

I struggled to fit in during my school days

[spark beacon]

we joked around about that a lot last year we even set up a magic school bus themed booth for an event

[chilly kestrel]

I think maybe im trying to do what i want to do because i grew up with long hair so maybe i was looked at a bit less masculine-like when i was younger and maybe it took me until my early 20s to realize im just gonna be a balding gross ugly man if i dont course correct

Or late teens to start thinking about it on and off

[spark beacon]

my family is in favor of trans people but I can’t mention it to them until college because of my environment and because a trans girl just threatened me with implied violence a few weeks ago

[spark beacon]

I also don’t look or sound like I should be a boy

[chilly kestrel]

My moms told me shes accepting of any decisions i make even tho noone has directly said anything about gender

[chilly kestrel]

Lucky 😔 🥀

Voice training is hard

Ive been trying on and off at work

[spark beacon]

I was going to wear eyeliner into school but I don’t trust my classmates anymore so I can’t

[trail jungle]

That sucks, I am sorry

[chilly kestrel]

Me struggling to even have the courage to buy makeup

[spark beacon]

I’m really stuck this way until college

[chilly kestrel]

But ya know what i paid for those thigh highs today and im gonna get em soon so

Covid fucked my high school up and i didnt even end up getting to go to college

Not that it matters anyways

[spark beacon]

I’m not afraid to be a femboy in college the only people I fear are my parents (again not their fult they are great people)

[spark beacon]

you still can

just because you haven’t yet doesn’t mean you can’t go to some kind of school

[chilly kestrel]

Like i said, i'm still at the beginning of this long road but. I'm 21, i can make my own decisions

https://tenor.com/view/miles-morales-spiderman-my-own-thing-nah-gif-1880788394231438949

I'm doing what I want and noone can stop me >:3

[spark beacon]

if you don’t want to go to college that’s ok just don’t think you can’t

[chilly kestrel]

Well, gender stuff

I think a few years ago like mom told me my biological dad was bald at 19, and i made it to 19 and i still had a full head of hair so it was good but i was starting to question my future, then fast forward to 21 and i do notice it starting to go so i just full panic and even tho i was already considering it and in my sort of enby phase (was it even a phase?) my egg cracked a few months later (and a few months ago) so now here i am taking hair supplements, painting my nails, getting earrings, starting to experiment with fem clothes and i now have my hrt appointment scheduled

And I'm still an unhappy miserable shell cause I haven't started hrt quite yet, but inside whenever I think about fem stuff I do get bursts of happiness

[trail jungle]

This is honestly how I feel

[chilly kestrel]

I cant wait ive heard so many stories of ppl getting so much happier and in control of their lives on their first few months

[trail jungle]

I am confident for you Spriga

Hopefully things get better for you @spark beacon

[chilly kestrel]

Is it worth the price tho i swear that estimates gonna go down

Whatever im still doing it

And if it doesnt go down ill switch to diy or some shit

[chilly kestrel]

At least this first one

[trail jungle]

If only it was that quick

[chilly kestrel]

waow

[quasi pike]

https://tenor.com/view/estrogen-medical-medicine-peach-goma-cat-gif-8614547578415096666

[dire junco]

Estrogen woah

[quasi pike]

https://tenor.com/view/estrogen-goku-super-saiyan-gif-26708302

[spark beacon]

https://tenor.com/view/johnny-test-lab-estrogen-hrt-salt-gif-8438489692762252486

[dire junco]

https://tenor.com/view/balatro-estrogen-gif-12757421495138386956

[prisma roost]

just amazing my therapist has told me she won't schedule any more sessions, only 4 more
not feeling better in the slightest, but hey ill be able to see her once every 3 months so that's amazing

[chilly kestrel]

I got the email saying my pickup is ready and i can reply to schedule a time

I thought about doing it on thursday after work but i guess thats out the window those are some short hours 🥀

Friday it is. Then by the time i get back my parents will be home and im gonna have to be stealth again

Thought about it on thursday cause then i'd have my stuff and be home alone on friday morning but guess not

:(

But :) cause im still getting em

Just i have to sneak em if i wanna wear em soon as i get home now

[chilly kestrel]

Replying to the email and realizing i still have my dead name in use because ive never said a new name anywhere else yet cause i wanna stick with it in my head for a while to make sure it sounds right 😔

[restive sinew]

if you ever order food for pick up or order coffee use it in those contexts, helps a lot when you hear other people say it while referring to you, both to get used to it and to really solidify if you want to be called that, I went through like 4 or 5 names before settling on the one I have now uwu

[chilly kestrel]

I'm currently on my 2nd or 3rd but its a secret

I had one i thought about for a few weeks but decided against cause it wasnt common enough for a name

[restive sinew]

why did it not being common make you not want it?

[chilly kestrel]

Current one i have in my mind is in the top 100 girl names for 2004 so

I looked at a few lists

[chilly kestrel]

Maybe you get "clocked" more easily. And i decided it didnt roll off super well anyways.

That one also couldnt be shortened. Idk, i like using short versions of full names cause thats what ive done with my boy name my entire life (maybe out of unknown childhood dysphoria)

So i kinda want to be able to do that on a girl name i guess

[restive sinew]

I did not look at any common name lists when choosing mine, but mine is quite common im p sure anyway, it had a familiarity to it without being someone I directly knew when I first heard it and liked that(turns out that it was familiar because a friend of mine played a dnd character with that name and I had just forgotten about that at the time lol)

that was a quality I wanted with my name as well, being able to shorten it is really nice :3

having a nickname is just fun uwu

[chilly kestrel]

Ive thought about if ive ever known anyone at any point in my life with the names ive thought of using

[chilly kestrel]

This one, i never knew anyone. Only a couple random fictional characters from media ive never consumed

[restive sinew]

I was also super stereotypical and my friends were like, please don't call yourself that for my very first chosen name

[chilly kestrel]

And the current one i knew a classmate from middle school with that name but we never really talked so

It's just mildly close to my dead name but like, not really. The first two letters are in both names

Im being vague

And i knew like one or two online accounts with that name at some point

[quasi pike]

haven't thought of a name yet

[trail jungle]

I haven’t really thought on changing my name, probably since the name itself works for any genders

[real cairn]

Mine was super gender nuetral but I couldn't stand it lmao

[trail jungle]

I am guessing you are referring to your old name

[real cairn]

[trail jungle]

What letter did it start with

[chilly kestrel]

qwertyuiopasdfghjklzxcvbnm

one of those

[trail jungle]

Oh thank you

I would have never gotten it otherwise

[restive sinew]

got a new color today :3

[real cairn]

[trail jungle]

That doesn’t tell me a lot

[restive sinew]

it tells you that the letter it starts with is :3 uwu

[trail jungle]

I don’t know about that

[real cairn]

Nope!

Can't ask a girl to reveal all her secrets 😉

[trail jungle]

Even if I ask nicely

[real cairn]

Even if you ask nicely

:3

[trail jungle]

:3

[prisma roost]

my "real" name is so ass

I have only told few people that I wanna be called Chris

[trail jungle]

Your “real name” is “so ass” That is a terrible name

[prisma roost]

its an actual name, but to non Nordic people it won't register as one since they'll only know it from another thing

[trail jungle]

Wait, seriously

[prisma roost]

so ass is not it, no, but I'm just saying it's a really annoying name to have

[trail jungle]

Oh, I was going to say

[prisma roost]

I'm not out here telling people my actual government name in a public server

I often wish I would've been a boy just so my name is much cooler
are you kidding me, my boy name would've been Ragnar!?

[chilly kestrel]

https://tenor.com/view/family-guy-chris-peter-griffin-you're-very-precious-to-me-gif-1404734049181601837

Chris griffin

[prisma roost]

no

please don't compare me to family guy

[chilly kestrel]

Ok sorry

I am very family guy brainrot pilled

[trail jungle]

Ragnar sounds like a pirate name

[prisma roost]

more viking if anything

[trail jungle]

Oh true

[spark beacon]

If I ever transition, I think I would go by Jala. The name I go by irl (that is not my real name) is Jake, so I figured Jala makes sense

[trail jungle]

Jala, from State Farm

[spark beacon]

I’ve been jake from state farm for haloween

I had a name tag too but I lost it

[trail jungle]

Oh, that’s pretty cool

[trail jungle]

How is everyone’s evening going

[quasi pike]

:3

[real cairn]

:3

[trail jungle]

@real cairn I finally got my nails done, how do they look

[real cairn]

Pretty!!

It is basically the same colour!

[trail jungle]

How is everyone doing today

[restive sinew]

im doing :3

[quasi pike]

:3

[trail jungle]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[dire junco]

:3

[real cairn]

:3

[young knoll]

:3

[chilly kestrel]

:3

[trail jungle]

Don’t you just love it when one person :3s and then everyone :3s

[prisma roost]

3:

[spark beacon]

:3

[trail jungle]

Why are you 3:ing

[prisma roost]

yes

[trail jungle]

Press 1 if you want some headpats

[real cairn]

7

[spark beacon]

1

[slow prism]

1

[trail jungle]

1

[spark beacon]

wait bigger number gets more headpats?

9

[trail jungle]

D:

What if I say 10

Jesus Crusnik, how many petting emotes do you have

[restive sinew]

im running out

of unique ones at least

I have dupes of fir's cause he has it set up as and

[trail jungle]

Wait, what is the difference between them

[restive sinew]

one is soft Pet and one is fir Pet

one requires a twitch sub, the other requires nitro

[trail jungle]

Oh, ok

That makes sense

But technically in the emote categories they are different

[restive sinew]

yea

so I can react to a message with both of them and they would be different

[trail jungle]

So at the very least you have a total of 12 petting emotes

[restive sinew]

I also have a dupe of cause she has a similar system in place

has not been adopted to that system yet tho, so no dupe there

[quasi pike]

isn't animated

[restive sinew]

well animated isn't why and are dupes

[quasi pike]

oh, well, is duped,

[restive sinew]

I must have missed it earlier

[trail jungle]

Good morning everyone

[prisma roost]

gm

[slow prism]

Good morning

If I say 20 I wonder if chat can give me 20 headpats

[prisma roost]

can I count

[trail jungle]

The unlimited power of headpats is in your hands

[trail jungle]

How is everyone doing today

[quasi pike]

:3

[restive sinew]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[trail jungle]

:3

[real cairn]

:3

[quasi pike]

[prisma roost]

3:

[spark beacon]

:3

[trail jungle]

https://tenor.com/view/headpats-anime-cat-girl-beeg-pats-shake-pats-gif-7464612627661142514

[quasi pike]

https://tenor.com/view/shiideraii-gif-3312903941915865885

[magic condor]

,mnb vsdtgweyhrif5rjytyfvcdxsyhrfdjgtct,gh i NEEd tyhis to happen to me

[restive sinew]

real

[trail jungle]

I second that

[spark beacon]

I third that

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1319200264783400970/1374783459675078868/watermark.gif

[slow prism]

So true

[trail jungle]

Did you know you all are cuties

[trail jungle]

How many uno reverses do you all have

Why do you have that many uno reverses

[quasi pike]

yes 🙂

[trail jungle]

Also why do you have two trans uno reverses, not complaining just curious

[quasi pike]

from trans servers of course :3

[trail jungle]

They from the same server or different ones

[quasi pike]

different

[trail jungle]

That makes sense

How is everyone doing today anyway

[trail jungle]

:3

[quasi pike]

:3

[crisp crater]

eating seasoning

[trail jungle]

Just straight seasoning?

[crisp crater]

Yes

i wanted flavor but theres no good snacks in the house and im not hungry

[trail jungle]

I mean, there is a perfectly good keyboard right there

Just sprinkle some seasoning on the keyboard

[trail jungle]

Press 1 if you want a hug

[spark beacon]

1

[slow prism]

1

[spark beacon]

https://tenor.com/view/nekopara-chocola-vanilla-hug-gif-24202821

[restive sinew]

did spriga leave the discord? I was just wondering about their update on the sockdreams stuff

I don't see them in this thread anymore

it doesn't show this as a mutual server I have with her either

[dire junco]

She left the server yeah

[trail jungle]

Oh

Well I hope she will be doing well wherever she goes

[restive sinew]

me too

I was enjoying following her journey and also trying to help her through it uwu

[trail jungle]

Do you think you would be able to add her as a friend

[restive sinew]

hopefully, we dm'd for a bit, so I think she'd be ok with that

[trail jungle]

Thats good at least

[dire junco]

She has a server where she posts her comic and other arts :3

[slow prism]

Wait she actually left? I’m sure she had her reasons but it’s always sad to see people leave

[trail jungle]

Yeah she did

[restive sinew]

she said people are free to dm her if they want...it does not seem like she left of her own volition

[real cairn]

Oh

[restive sinew]

I would recommend getting in touch with her

[trail jungle]

I went ahead and dmed her to check up on her

[real cairn]

I've reached out too

[trail jungle]

Also Fera, I noticed you added moth to your username

[real cairn]

It was my new fursona from the command. Gr3at demanded I try it and I got moth lmao

Motholine might need to become cannon tho lmao

[spark beacon]

I love moth fursonas they’re so cute

also spriga

[trail jungle]

Moth fursonas are very cute, do you think you would make a art piece of your fursona

[real cairn]

Yeah I might just have to ask my comm artist

[prisma roost]

I ❤️ mothman

[arctic surge]

where is the line between furry and kemonomimi 🧍‍♀️

i dont think im a furry but id be a moth or bunny vtuber

[spark beacon]

https://youtube.com/shorts/XpaxhnPkFKw?si=iif-sWD2vPOHObGb

[restive sinew]

kemonomimi=person with animal ears and tail(can also have animal-like eyes), furry=anthropomorphic animal, both can fall under furry for some people tho

also as a side note kemonomimi literally translates into animal ears

[prisma roost]

amazing

[trail jungle]

I will say kemonominis are also very cute

[restive sinew]

they're awesome, wish I could have cute animal ears and a tail irl and then the tail and ears would sometimes betray my true emotions while im talking with someone and stuff and it would be really cute if someone saw it or something...jk haha

[trail jungle]

Honestly so true

I wish that a thing in real life

[restive sinew]

me too, it would be so cute and fulfilling and I would want it and

[trail jungle]

And

[restive sinew]

dw about that :3

[trail jungle]

Please let me worry about that :3

What are the ideas that you are conjuring in you mind that relates to having animals ears and a tail

[restive sinew]

[trail jungle]

[restive sinew]

there's lots of fun you can have with it

and I won't say more uwu

[trail jungle]

Uh huh, sure

:3

[restive sinew]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[trail jungle]

Hey Crusnik, what type of animal ears and tail would you have if you were a kemonomimi

[restive sinew]

cat

[quasi pike]

:3

[trail jungle]

Nice

[trail jungle]

I would probably be a bunny

[trail jungle]

:3

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1402505168943321108/1471364803644883106/IMG_9027.gif

[arctic surge]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1402505168943321108/1471364803644883106/IMG_9027.gif

[restive sinew]

https://cdn.7tv.app/emote/01F9SRN2F80005NQWH5T1GPE51/4x.gif

[spark beacon]

https://cdn.7tv.app/emote/01F9SRN2F80005NQWH5T1GPE51/4x.gif

[quasi pike]

https://cdn.7tv.app/emote/01F9SRN2F80005NQWH5T1GPE51/4x.gif

[trail jungle]

:3

[spark beacon]

https://tenor.com/view/nekomata-okayu-cat-girl-nanome-to-pet-headpat-gif-25557810

[dire junco]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1402505168943321108/1471364803644883106/IMG_9027.gif

[restive sinew]

Okayu :3

[trail jungle]

You know I just thought of something I could have said for Pi day

I could have called you all cutie pies

[prisma roost]

dude this channel is wholesome, I'm just way too cursed for this.lmao

[trail jungle]

You’re not too cursed for this channel

[prisma roost]

my bf and I had an appointment together with my therapist today and he called me Chris, though she didn't question it, so good I think?

[trail jungle]

Thats good

Probably

[prisma roost]

possibly just a nickname under couples thing

even though its miles away from what my "real" name is

[trail jungle]

Thats probably true

[arctic surge]

i think itd be bad if she questioned it. kinda not her place to

[prisma roost]

I mean it isn't really a nickname under couples thing, I just prefer being called Chris tbh

[prisma roost]

but I mean considering she'd known me by my name on the insurance card it makes sense I think

I somehow would've expected it

[trail jungle]

This image is a perfect representation of what I want someone to do to me

[prisma roost]

this is me

[spark beacon]

https://youtu.be/H0-yxxdCANM?si=qULuXi1dMhq8dkKz

I think I just found the perfect channel for me

[real cairn]

That's a thick accent. And surprisingly a brand new one to my ears!!

Then again I've not met many people from Scandinavia

[trail jungle]

How did you tell he was from Scandinavia

[real cairn]

The map he showed in screen lmao

Plus the accent

[arctic surge]

video has a map, but also thats def scandinavianits big region with lots of variation but, thats what finnish accents sound like kinda

[trail jungle]

Oh that makes sense, I only saw a bit of the video

TBF I would have not been able to tell where he was from with the accent

[arctic surge]

i also wouldnt have been able to clock it immediately but if you know already it makes sense?

[trail jungle]

Yeah, I suppose

[real cairn]

I have lots of friends overseas. So I clocked the accent but not the dialect.

[arctic surge]

i was looking into this, i didnt know finnish wasnt a germanic language

[spark beacon]

https://youtu.be/RjWvEF5PMc0?si=JtQqA5ze_zBpRlxU

Subscribed

[restive sinew]

trans blowing? WHAT

[spark beacon]

this guy is the exact person I wish I was

[quasi pike]

[trail jungle]

HUH

That is not what is being said

[trail jungle]

How is everyone doing today

[arctic surge]

very meh today

[restive sinew]

dogs are getting their annual check up this week, hopefully no bad news

[trail jungle]

Ooh what kind of dogs do you have

Also how was their checkups

[restive sinew]

they're both mutts, each has like 4+ breeds dictating their looks, one was today and it seems like she's fine from what they told me so that's good :3

[prisma roost]

I lost two runs in slay the spire 2 due to abysmal luck and I'm kinda annoyed lmao

[trail jungle]

Yeah that is good they should get pets as well

[trail jungle]

That sucks, hate when that happens

[trail jungle]

:3

[restive sinew]

:3

[real cairn]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[quasi pike]

:3

[spark beacon]

:3

has anyone heard from spriga?

[dire junco]

About anything in particular?

[spark beacon]

no just wondering where she is and why she suddenly left

[dire junco]

I mean she is still alive and well. idk why she isn’t in the server

[spark beacon]

ik I was just wondering

[restive sinew]

she didn't leave because she wanted to, I'll leave it at that

[slow prism]

Poor Spriga

I hope she’s ok now and got away from whatever forced her to leave

[spark beacon]

oh no did coming out go badly

[restive sinew]

it wasn't that

[quasi pike]

[prisma roost]

was it a ban?
hope she's doing well anyway, whatever she's doing now! 🫶

[arctic surge]

"it" in reference to yalls concern for her

[quasi pike]

[trail jungle]

:3

[restive sinew]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[lunar acorn]

[real cairn]

:3

[trail jungle]

https://tenor.com/view/anime-girl-happy-smile-pat-head-gif-17483543

[restive sinew]

:3

[scenic sapphire]

:3

[spark beacon]

:3

[prisma roost]

https://youtu.be/P0AKdmmy8MY

felt fitting for this chat

[spark beacon]

we don’t need a tutorial we already do that all the time

muurrp mrrrow nyyyya :3

[trail jungle]

Meow

Mrrrow

[restive sinew]

Mrow :3

[restive sinew]

my most recent sock dreams order came in today

[trail jungle]

Ooh, what did you get

[restive sinew]

uuh

a lot

it was honestly a bit excessive

2 more colors of those scrunch socks I showed off, a pair of arm warmers, 2 pairs of gloves, 2 pairs of other more "regular" socks, and 3 pairs of tights :3

[trail jungle]

Ooh very nice

[restive sinew]

it was certainly a lot, and I definitely overspent but I like the company a ton and these will likely serve me for many many years

[trail jungle]

I mean if the company is good, you stick with them

[restive sinew]

yea

and they're supportive :3

[trail jungle]

True

[trail jungle]

How many socks have you bought from the company

[restive sinew]

I've easily spent 400 dollars buying socks/tights/armwarmers from them

there's like 4 pairs of thigh highs, 4 pairs of scrunch socks, 6? different tights(might only be 5), 3 pairs of arm warmers, 2 gloves, 2 pairs of regular socks

[trail jungle]

That is a lot of numbers

But at least it seems like you wear their products pretty often

[restive sinew]

I do

[trail jungle]

It would be interesting to see them on you

[restive sinew]

I have a few pics with them

[trail jungle]

Ooh

Could you show me

[restive sinew]

I'd need to find them

[trail jungle]

Did you ever find them

[restive sinew]

Yeah but its only this one lol, I cant find the others

[trail jungle]

Very nice socks

Your boots are also pretty cool

[magic condor]

totally didnt think this said boobs then looked for them in the picture..

im too gay

[restive sinew]

I wish my boobs were pretty cool

[magic condor]

real,,

[dire junco]

All boobs are awesome including yours /p

[magic condor]

:3c

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1352007815727943710/1399005510048546917/hug-hugs.gif

[restive sinew]

aaaa chisato and takina

i love them

they're the best

[magic condor]

all yuri is the best imo

[restive sinew]

my favorite yuri is chisato and takina tho

they're so cute

and amazing

and I love them

[magic condor]

this is true

[trail jungle]

Yeah, I think we might be looking in the wrong place for those

You know what they say, big, small, or none at all, boobs are pretty cool

And so are the cuties with them

[trail jungle]

:3

[restive sinew]

:3

[real cairn]

:3

[quasi pike]

:3

https://tenor.com/view/socks-colorful-high-socks-gif-16046311

[spark beacon]

https://tenor.com/view/speech-bubble-gif-27609617

[quasi pike]

https://cdn.7tv.app/emote/01F9SRN2F80005NQWH5T1GPE51/4x.gif

[restive sinew]

https://cdn.7tv.app/emote/01F9SRN2F80005NQWH5T1GPE51/4x.gif

[trail jungle]

https://cdn.7tv.app/emote/01F9SRN2F80005NQWH5T1GPE51/4x.gif

[trail jungle]

How is everyone doing today

[trail jungle]

Hey, could I have some headpats

[trail jungle]

:3

[quasi pike]

https://tenor.com/view/aimi-omega-strikers-got-that-in-me-colon-3-gif-8789891938713059126

[restive sinew]

:3

https://klipy.com/gifs/furry-wiggle

[slow prism]

:3

[trail jungle]

:3

[quasi pike]

:3

[prisma roost]

:🍫3

actually that doesn't work nvm

[spark beacon]

:3

[real cairn]

:3

[dire junco]

:3

[trail jungle]

Also Fera is now a dragonfly

[trail jungle]

https://tenor.com/view/тянка-cat-gif-21106786

[trail jungle]

You people are all cuties

[spark beacon]

https://tenor.com/view/lily-yami-healer-toshite-tanoshiku-ikiru-the-brilliant-healer's-new-life-in-the-shadows-shouchiku-sb-creative-gif-6843234002963415816

[quasi pike]

https://tenor.com/view/good-boy-pat-on-head-stitch-gif-14742401

[trail jungle]

:3

[quasi pike]

:3

[restive sinew]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[real cairn]

I need headpats

[trail jungle]

Are you doing ok?

[real cairn]

Not particularly no

[trail jungle]

Would you like to talk about it

[real cairn]

No really. 💗

[trail jungle]

Ok, well I hope everything gets better for you

[prisma roost]

I'm sorry, hope it'll get better :3

[real cairn]

That's a lot of head pats haha

[trail jungle]

Your head shall feel the warmth as repeated hands do a repeated motion of touching you head

[trail jungle]

Are you doing any better Fera

[slow prism]

You say these enchantresses have some kind of gender shifting spell. This is most interesting I must learn this spell

[trail jungle]

Some of these enchantresses also seem have puppy or cat like attributes

[restive sinew]

mrow

[trail jungle]

There is one of those enchantresses right now, we need to analyze her in her natural environment

[trail jungle]

:3

[dire junco]

:3

[quasi pike]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[restive sinew]

:3

[magic condor]

:3c

[quasi pike]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-gif-12450451651611168773

[trail jungle]

How is everyone doing this afternoon

[prisma roost]

I feel like I've finally lost it
I unironically thought it was November 2 weeks ago and was wondering why the venue had posters for March in front of it
It seems to decline day by day as in idk when I am

[trail jungle]

[quasi pike]

:3

[trail jungle]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[restive sinew]

:3

[spark beacon]

:3

[dire junco]

:3

[real cairn]

:3

[trail jungle]

Wait, I think this is just like Madeline from Celeste

[restive sinew]

this is true

I double jump all the time

[trail jungle]

I need proof

[real cairn]

So.....

I may not have to paint my one nail black for much longer

[trail jungle]

Ooh

[slow prism]

[trail jungle]

Thats awesome

[restive sinew]

[real cairn]

Turns out this person I have been talking to actually seems to like me.

This...

This is new

[trail jungle]

You know what else is new

[restive sinew]

[trail jungle]

New Super Mario Bros

But still Fera, I hope it all goes well

[real cairn]

Me too 🤞🏻

Also adopted this rat tonight :3

[restive sinew]

taht doesn't seem like a rat

[real cairn]

Trust me

She is

[restive sinew]

[trail jungle]

That might be something that rhymes with Rat, but I am not sure

[arctic surge]

bat 😔

[spark beacon]

hat 😔

[trail jungle]

Sat

[restive sinew]

mat

[quasi pike]

vat

[dire junco]

Hey your new pfp is cute :3

[quasi pike]

ty

[trail jungle]

Has everyone drank water today

[dire junco]

A bit

[quasi pike]

[spark beacon]

I drink a ton of water

today I’ve had a bit less than usual I think I’ve had close to 64 oz today

wait no I had more than that

today I drank 3 full 32 oz cups of water as well as a full 12 oz bottle, and I usually drink more than that even

did the math I drank about 108 ounces of water

a gallon is 128 ounces

I think I usually drink about a gallon of water per day ig

ok mathtime over :3

also I’m drinking water rn

[scenic sapphire]

[trail jungle]

Could I have some headpats, I have had a stressful day so far today

[trail jungle]

Thanks :3

[trail jungle]

:3

[restive sinew]

:3

[real cairn]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[spark beacon]

:3

[quasi pike]

:3

[trail jungle]

https://tenor.com/view/anime-anime-love-anime-girl-anime-girl-shy-gif-17462286460221095988

[trail jungle]

You all deserve some headpats

Press 1 if you want a headpat

[dire junco]

:3

[spark beacon]

1

[slow prism]

1

[trail jungle]

:3

[spark beacon]

:3

[slow prism]

Finally a good use for math

[trail jungle]

Besides you can’t make :3 without 3

[trail jungle]

How is everyone doing today

[trail jungle]

Also did anyone do anything fun today

[dire junco]

I’m doing good :3

[trail jungle]

Thats good, did you do anything fun today

[dire junco]

Nothing in particular. Am getting closer to obtaining my drivers license tho

[trail jungle]

Ooh thats exciting

Are you prepared

[dire junco]

I’m preparing

[trail jungle]

Ok, be sure to stop at stop signs and use your turn signal when turning

@dire junco right now this is you

Also hold the r button to start drifting

[dire junco]

How do I add mushrooms to my car to go faster?

[trail jungle]

You might be able to put them in the exhaust pipe

[dire junco]

[trail jungle]

Now what do you if someone cuts you off

[dire junco]

Thats when I use a shell right?

[trail jungle]

Exactly

You are going to great on the test :3

[dire junco]

Thank you hehe :3c

[trail jungle]

When do you take the test anyway

[dire junco]

Whenever I am ready to take it

[trail jungle]

Cool

Well I wish you luck whenever you take it

[dire junco]

Have you done anything fun today?

[trail jungle]

Yeah actually, I went to one of my friend’s birthdays at a laser tag place

[dire junco]

Oh that’s awesome:3

[trail jungle]

It was also pirate themed

The laser tag place

I got the said friend some water color pens and a water color sketchbook

[dire junco]

Peak

[trail jungle]

Are you excited for the Mario Galaxy Movie

[dire junco]

Not especially but I still want to see it

[trail jungle]

My dad and I are going to see it on opening night

[trail jungle]

:3

[quasi pike]

:3

[dire junco]

:3

[restive sinew]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[spark beacon]

:3

[trail jungle]

Hey Fera, how have you been doing recently

[real cairn]

I've been alright.

Busy as always

[trail jungle]

Yeah

Anything new recently

[real cairn]

Not really

Just gearing up for travel season.

[trail jungle]

Thats cool, where are you planning on traveling to

[real cairn]

France at the end of April

Then I have a trip in may, june and July

[trail jungle]

Ooh nice

Plus you already have the French Flag in your room, and definently not Dutch

[spark beacon]

rotate 90 degrees

[real cairn]

[trail jungle]

https://youtube.com/shorts/sdyeSI5DFr8?si=Jz9m6diRoRKZuCIk

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[spark beacon]

:3c

[quasi pike]

:3c

[trail jungle]

Hey Fera and Crusnik, I was thinking about repainting my nails this coming Friday if you two want to paint your nails the same color

[real cairn]

I'd be game

[restive sinew]

sure :3

[trail jungle]

Cool, I was thinking potentially purple

[restive sinew]

oooh, purple

[quasi pike]

purple :3

[real cairn]

Purple

[trail jungle]

So I suppose purple is good with everyone

[quasi pike]

I need to get some :3

[trail jungle]

If anyone remembers, on that Friday, that is when Spriga gets her HRT

[quasi pike]

I miss her

[trail jungle]

Yeah, we all do, but she is at least doing good

[quasi pike]

that's good

[trail jungle]

But @real cairn and @restive sinew is purple good with you two

[real cairn]

[quasi pike]

never painted my nails before, what should I get? :3

[trail jungle]

Uh, you could probably find stuff at target, but I would ask the others as I am not as knowledgeable on nail polish

[quasi pike]

[restive sinew]

purple is good with me

[trail jungle]

Great

:3

[quasi pike]

:3

[dire junco]

:3

[restive sinew]

:3

[trail jungle]

Also apparently I got the date wrong for when Spriga gets HRT, I was a week off, it is not this Friday, but a week after Friday

So not the 3rd but the 10th

[quasi pike]

so we still painting this week or next?

[trail jungle]

I think we should wait for next week, for Spriga

If that is cool with everyone

[quasi pike]

[restive sinew]

im down to wait

[quasi pike]

https://tenor.com/view/trans-pride-trans-day-of-visibility-corrieliotta-trans-trans-flag-gif-25246030

[trail jungle]

Thats today?!

[quasi pike]

[trail jungle]

[quasi pike]

[trail jungle]

Hey guys, I got word from Spriga that she is going to paint her nails purple too on the 10th

[quasi pike]

[restive sinew]

[spark beacon]

🏳️‍⚧️ :3

[trail jungle]

:3

[dire junco]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[restive sinew]

:3

[quasi pike]

:3

[real cairn]

:3

[magic condor]

:3 (not opaque)

[spark beacon]

https://tenor.com/view/popeyes-fox-cute-averi-dance-gif-1830994366420094566

no clue what the context of this gif is but I figured it fits here

[prisma roost]

can I have headpats, I've become way too attached for my own good

[trail jungle]

Happy Fools of April everyone

[trail jungle]

If anyone wants any headpats, type 1

[real cairn]

1

https://tenor.com/view/lizard-lizard-lizard-button-lizard-tom-the-lizard-pixar-gif-17194109322617058326

[trail jungle]

Ha, get headpated idiot, get showered with care

[restive sinew]

I was really expecting it to not be headpats

[trail jungle]

Thats the joke, you expect to be tricked, but by expecting to be tricked and you weren’t tricked, that in turn tricks you

That make sense

[spark beacon]

1

[quasi pike]

https://tenor.com/view/colon-three-kitty-crumb-cuptoat-heavy-gif-15723533476185307497

[scenic sapphire]

:3

[restive sinew]

:3

[trail jungle]

:3

[spark beacon]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[quasi pike]

omg i love this

[trail jungle]

Hey @quasi pike Spriga’s appointment got moved up to the 4th

[quasi pike]

[trail jungle]

Fera, Rays just said he hates cats. D:

and he definitely wasn’t joking

[prisma roost]

I mean people may like and dislike whatever lol

[spark beacon]

||(rays likes cats he was joking)||

[trail jungle]

||Yeah I know, I am just messing with you all||

[trail jungle]

:3

[restive sinew]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[spark beacon]

:3

https://tenor.com/view/ahri-slow-pet-league-of-legends-petting-foxgirl-gif-14484334689783658471

[trail jungle]

Getting headpats rapidly

[real cairn]

:3

[trail jungle]

How is everyone doing tonight, and did anyone do anything fun

[spark beacon]

I'm good I just finished an archipelago

[trail jungle]

Cool

[quasi pike]

I got the purple nail polish :3

[restive sinew]

ourple

[quasi pike]

[trail jungle]

Very nice

[quasi pike]

:3

[trail jungle]

:3

[spark beacon]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1226759334445191271/1367160525380911237/caption.gif

[restive sinew]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1282361102935658780/1331068029454254242/caption-1-1.gif

[quasi pike]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-girl-anime-cat-girl-gif-7303058642262868716

[restive sinew]

https://klipy.com/gifs/cat-nonsense-anime

[magic condor]

me(ow)

[quasi pike]

any update from spriga? :3

[restive sinew]

she's currently waiting for her prescription to be ready

[trail jungle]

[quasi pike]

[slow prism]

[trail jungle]

Really puts the E into the Fifth Letter of the Alphabet

[restive sinew]

true

[quasi pike]

[quasi pike]

https://tenor.com/view/estrogen-medical-medicine-peach-goma-cat-gif-8614547578415096666

[prisma roost]

that's chocola

[trail jungle]

Here me out, what if you buy both

[trail jungle]

Spriga has officially obtained Estrogen

[slow prism]

[restive sinew]

she has also officially taken her first dose

[trail jungle]

That too

She also got Spyro the Dragon (and definitely not Spiro)

I totally thought there was a connection with Transfems and Spyro the Dragon, nope I just saw Spiro and though Spyro

[restive sinew]

definitely not what happened

[trail jungle]

You know what the worst part about that is, I would totally make that a joke in the future

[quasi pike]

https://tenor.com/view/celeste-estrogen-silly-gif-1374422605011072237

[restive sinew]

me too

[magic condor]

https://tenor.com/view/celeste-gif-3006395906602429025

[prisma roost]

only one of those applies to me

[trail jungle]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[quasi pike]

:3

[spark beacon]

First 2 best combo

normal people are BORING

[quasi pike]

first 2 is me :3

[restive sinew]

:3

if you aren't mentally unstable are you even on the internet?

[trail jungle]

Is the internet even on

[spark beacon]

https://tenor.com/view/tired-office-cubicle-bob-parr-the-incredibles-gif-7767100

mentally stable people pov:

[dire junco]

That guy does not look mentally stable

[spark beacon]

true

uhhhh

1 sec

😐

^ mentally stable person

uhhh ig that doesn’t work either

[dire junco]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1402505168943321108/1471364803644883106/IMG_9027.gif

[spark beacon]

you get the idea

https://cdn.7tv.app/emote/01F9SRN2F80005NQWH5T1GPE51/4x.gif

[restive sinew]

https://cdn.7tv.app/emote/01F9SRN2F80005NQWH5T1GPE51/4x.gif

[trail jungle]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1402505168943321108/1471364803644883106/IMG_9027.gif

[trail jungle]

Press :3 if you want headpats

[slow prism]

:3

[quasi pike]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1402505168943321108/1471364803644883106/IMG_9027.gif

thanks discord

[spark beacon]

111111111

[trail jungle]

:3

[prisma roost]

3:

[dire junco]

Hey, did you know that you are pretty cool? Cause you are

[prisma roost]

no I'm not

[spark beacon]

https://tenor.com/view/anakin-liar-star-wars-lying-gif-8634649

[trail jungle]

:3

[quasi pike]

:3

[restive sinew]

:3

[spark beacon]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[spark beacon]

I feel quite trans today not really sure why

[trail jungle]

Is that a good thing, or a bad thing

[spark beacon]

idk ig both?

[quasi pike]

[trail jungle]

[trail jungle]

https://tenor.com/view/headpat-anime-kuromi-serika-blue-archive-headpat-anime-cat-girl-gif-27534540

[trail jungle]

Did you know that you all are cuties and deserve headpats

[trail jungle]

Press 1 if you want headpats

[spark beacon]

1

[slow prism]

1

[dire junco]

1

[spark beacon]

Twirl check failed 3:

[trail jungle]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1402505168943321108/1471364803644883106/IMG_9027.gif

[restive sinew]

https://cdn.7tv.app/emote/01F9SRN2F80005NQWH5T1GPE51/4x.gif

[spark beacon]

https://cdn.7tv.app/emote/01F9SRN2F80005NQWH5T1GPE51/4x.gif

[trail jungle]

How is everyone doing today

[spark beacon]

good today is my birthday!! I’m 18 now

[slow prism]

Happy birthday!

[prisma roost]

happy bday!

can't even tell you to crack open a cold one rn, subce drinking age in the US is 21 smh

[trail jungle]

Happy Birthday Dallor

[quasi pike]

[spark beacon]

thx!!

[spark beacon]

I don’t think I’ll ever drink anyway

[trail jungle]

Fair

[prisma roost]

I take meds that make me feel like I'm actively dying when I have the tiniest bit of alcohol

[quasi pike]

my meds say don't drink alcohol :3

[prisma roost]

mine say keep it to a minimal, so I thought one small sip of beer can't be too bad

[trail jungle]

:3

[trail jungle]

So Dallor, what did you end up doing for your birthday

[spark beacon]

it was a good day me and my parents played mini golf, I went for a run with my dad, I played ksp, and I had cake and ice cream

I also got a switch pro controller

[trail jungle]

Nice

Glad you had a good time

[trail jungle]

Do you guys remember what today is

[spark beacon]

artamis 2 spashdown day?

(livestream starts around 6:30 pm EDT)

I think my math might be wrong

[trail jungle]

I am going to assume that is correct because I don’t feel like checking that

But today would have been the day Spriga’s appointment would have been and some of us were going to paint our nails today for that

[trail jungle]

@real cairn @quasi pike @restive sinew Here are my purple nails

[quasi pike]

[trail jungle]

You like them?

[quasi pike]

[trail jungle]

Thank you :3

[restive sinew]

Ourple

[trail jungle]

Ooh, very nice

[quasi pike]

[quasi pike]

Porple

[trail jungle]

Also very nice

[quasi pike]

[restive sinew]

Many ourple :3

[trail jungle]

We all have cute hands

Don’t you two agree

[quasi pike]

[restive sinew]

[trail jungle]

:3

[dire junco]

People should wear Whats they want to wear :3

And what they want to wear should be skirts /j

[trail jungle]

God, my legs would look amazing in skirts

In fact, I assume that a lot of the people in this chat's legs would look good in skirts

[spark beacon]

mine would :3

although I have some kinda bad news:
my retainer broke. I got a trait from my dad that causes my two front teeth to spread apart really fast because there is a vestigial muscle pushing them apart

im really worried that I’ll look bad

[trail jungle]

Well, I don't know a lot about teeth, but I'm sure you will be fine

[spark beacon]

I will most likely have a noticeable gap in my teeth in the next few weeks

[trail jungle]

The densists should be able to fix the retainer, or I guess get you a new one

[spark beacon]

I can’t get a new one

[trail jungle]

Oh

[spark beacon]

I’ll just have a gap in my teeth my dad has one too

[trail jungle]

Well maybe just make a different part of your body stand out

[spark beacon]

wdym?

[trail jungle]

I mean, if you don't want your teeth to get any unwanted attention, then have something else stand out to get that attention

[spark beacon]

idk then I think people will just notice that first and then my teeth

[trail jungle]

Is that a good thing, or a bad thing

[spark beacon]

idk I don’t think she looks bad or anything idk what other people think tho

I think she looks good

[trail jungle]

I mean, I think she looks good, but I figured since you were making the comparison, you would know

Who is that person anyway

[spark beacon]

no clue I just googled “person with gap between teeth” lol

[trail jungle]

Oh

[spark beacon]

I’ll delete the message in case of any privacy things or anything

[trail jungle]

Well, if it makes you feel any better, I have a gap between my teeth, and have for years

[spark beacon]

that actually helps a little

I can’t think of many people who have gaps in their teeth but that might be because I don’t notice it

maybe this is one of those things where I’m the only one who notices

[trail jungle]

Besides, I am sure you will probably look attractive with the gap, hypothetically speaking

Trying not to make that sound weird

[restive sinew]

real

[quasi pike]

:3

[trail jungle]

:3

[spark beacon]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[spark beacon]

https://youtu.be/j0P9T9mBsd4?si=cG5B0o0F9TveJN7Y

also this video taught me that the day after my birthday is femboy day :3

[spark beacon]

never mind it is april 16th

[trail jungle]

Close enough

[spark beacon]

never mind that doesn’t seem true either

idk

[trail jungle]

We may never know the answer

[slow prism]

Femboy day is a mysterious day indeed

[trail jungle]

Maybe every day is Femboy day

[spark beacon]

this guy says april 10th

serms to be april 10th

[trail jungle]

April 10th is a month after March 10th, coincidence?

[slow prism]

Maybe there’s a secret brother named Aprio who’s like Mario but a femboy

[trail jungle]

Holy Crap, we solved the mystery

[spark beacon]

i kinda want @agile elbow to see this for some reason

(also no i don’t use twitter I saw this on reddit)

[quasi pike]

well now you added her to this thread :3

[trail jungle]

Imagine Dragon…

Deez Nuts

I am so sorry, mostly

[quasi pike]

:3

[trail jungle]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[quasi pike]

[agile elbow]

agree with junko

[trail jungle]

Laura has joined the thread

[agile elbow]

fun fact: i look at most threads to make sure you guys aren't dealing drugs or human trafficking or whatever in them, so joining them does nothing because i look at them anyway

anyway :3 bye

[trail jungle]

Don't worry I can confirm we are not dealing drugs or trafficking humans

:3

[magic condor]

yea, were trafficking cats

[trail jungle]

D:

[restive sinew]

:3

[dire junco]

:3

[trail jungle]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[scenic sapphire]

:3

[trail jungle]

https://giphy.com/gifs/rice-shower-riceshower-aya1221-ruaNdHJltP7t1eLw05

[spark beacon]

:3

[prisma roost]

fairly certain that's not illegal under law since all animals are technically objects

[trail jungle]

Good morning everyone

[spark beacon]

might fall under animal cruelty

[trail jungle]

:3

[spark beacon]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[restive sinew]

:3

[trail jungle]

Oooh nice

Also I notice the red nail

[real cairn]

Debating if I want to go back to the black because it just looks cool

[trail jungle]

I do like the red nail

[real cairn]

Yeah

It would still work with all the colours I have

So it might stay red

[trail jungle]

Press 1 if you want some headpats

[slow prism]

1

[spark beacon]

1

[trail jungle]

1

[dire junco]

1

[scenic sapphire]

1

[real cairn]

1

[trail jungle]

Headpats are amazing

[spark beacon]

https://tenor.com/view/girl-meow-cute-meme-funny-gif-16874634335787195581

[trail jungle]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-nonsense-anime-catgirl-gif-22850739

[magic condor]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1319200264783400970/1407758672142143538/togif.gif

[restive sinew]

real

[trail jungle]

God, I wish someone would do that to me

[magic condor]

:3

[trail jungle]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[dire junco]

;3

[restive sinew]

:3

[spark beacon]

this turned out to be fake :(

[trail jungle]

That sucks, although was it you getting the switch pro controller that was fake, or the switch pro controller that was fake

[spark beacon]

the procon I got was fake

[quasi pike]

[spark beacon]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[trail jungle]

:3

[trail jungle]

Dang, that sucks, at least it works right

[trail jungle]

Has anyone done anything fun

[restive sinew]

im about to eat some sushi

[trail jungle]

Ooo

[restive sinew]

does anyone know if bunny is alright?

she's not in a lot of the mutual servers I used to have with her

[trail jungle]

No idea, maybe she just got tired of those servers

Although now looking at it, she doesn’t even seem to be in this server anymore

Whats also odd is her last message, where she says “I lov u guys”

[restive sinew]

when I clicked on her profile her bio was also v concerning and I hope nothing bad has happened

[trail jungle]

Yeah, I hope nothing bad happened too

[slow prism]

I really hope she’s ok

[quasi pike]

she said something in rays chat a couple days ago under her new twich name

[trail jungle]

Oh, thats good at least

[spark beacon]

I saw her in chat last night I didn’t want to say anything here though because I didn’t want her to think I was stalking her or anything

[prisma roost]

I got cheese for brains, who was bunny again?

ah I have really bad memory, sorry I remember now

I'm happy if I wake up and don't have to check google maps to know where I'm at

[trail jungle]

That’s understandable, glad she is doing ok though

[trail jungle]

Does anyone need some headpats

[quasi pike]

:3

[spark beacon]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[dire junco]

:3

[restive sinew]

:3

[trail jungle]

:3

[real cairn]

:3

[trail jungle]

https://tenor.com/view/kiska-sempai-animation-anime-anime-girl-art-gif-5423450897508298285

[quasi pike]

https://tenor.com/view/maid-anime-girl-anime-gif-7166303995383051959

[restive sinew]

https://klipy.com/gifs/cat-nonsense-anime

[trail jungle]

Oh God, we were caught

[quasi pike]

https://tenor.com/view/blahaj-go-spinny-blahaj-blahaj-spin-spin-shark-spin-gif-25670993

[trail jungle]

Everyone should be motivating today

Give yourself or someone else a positive comment

[restive sinew]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1282361102935658780/1331068029454254242/caption-1-1.gif

[trail jungle]

I am not entirely sure that is motivating or a compliment

[restive sinew]

:3

[trail jungle]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[scenic sapphire]

:3

[spark beacon]

:3

[restive sinew]

:3

[quasi pike]

:3

[trail jungle]

:3

[quasi pike]

https://tenor.com/view/spinning-blahaj-spinning-blahaj-shark-shonk-gif-27706401

[trail jungle]

Do you guys mind if I ask for headpats

[spark beacon]

https://tenor.com/view/ralsei-deltarune-pet-valeria-fills-pet-the-goat-boi-gif-3395337838494213000

[trail jungle]

:3

[restive sinew]

:3

[dire junco]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[trail jungle]

Hey LuckyArtificer, I noticed you got a new discord banner, I like it