:3

[spark beacon]

you went on a date

[real cairn]

That's tonight :3

[spark beacon]

oh well than good luck!!

I’ve been carrying a lot of guilt lately I didn’t do anything that bad but I still feel bad

[prisma roost]

I've been having headaches very frequently

[trail jungle]

I wish you good luck, and be sure to tell them that their eyes look pretty, it probably would work

[real cairn]

I was just going to come here and ask chat for a pep talk.

Holy shit I haven't been this nervous in forever.

I feel off my game and out of my league.

[trail jungle]

Ok, I know an advanced breathing technique, breathe in through your nose and out through your mouth

But seriously Fera, I am sure you got this

[real cairn]

I know!

I'm just high key freaking the fuck out

I can threaten to take my company to court and stand of the rights of animals and be the big strong tough girl by my god I'm going through it right now 😹

[trail jungle]

Where are you two having the date anyway

[real cairn]

Local arcade/bowling ally.

[trail jungle]

But just be confident, wear that nice outfit have you hair done well, ect

[trail jungle]

Are you particularly good at bowling

[real cairn]

Nope!

lmao

[trail jungle]

Then that is something you two can laugh about, hopefully not in a insulting way

Maybe also make a flirtatious bowling joke, idk

[trail jungle]

@real cairn Has the date gone well

Or I guess is the date going well, depending on when you are seeing these messages

[chilly kestrel]

[trail jungle]

Also would anyone like some headpats

[restive sinew]

yes, you

[spark beacon]

meeeeeeeee

[trail jungle]

How did you know

[prisma roost]

I love my bf :3

[prisma roost]

I think I've found the bday present for him (it's in 3 months lol)

[real cairn]

I think it went well.

Definitely one of the best first dates I've ever been on. They seemed interested in me as well.

But to be honest my entire dating life has been so crushing I don't hold high hopes of a second date.

[trail jungle]

I wouldn’t be so hard on yourself

If they seemed like they enjoyed your presence, they probably would offer up a second date

[trail jungle]

Also @real cairn how well did you do at bowling

[real cairn]

We didn't end up bowling

Played a couple arcade games then wandered around the mall for awhile :3

[trail jungle]

Well at least you two had fun

Hopefully you get more information for your next date

[trail jungle]

How is everyone’s day going

[chilly kestrel]

https://tenor.com/view/mggaow-cat-mggaow-cat-doorbell-camera-gif-27705989

[spark beacon]

my day was great I went to a beach today

[trail jungle]

Ooh nice

[spark beacon]

me fr: https://youtu.be/-fqV-Vv1Iqo?si=Ag2P96vcbHX_-fux

I don’t remember commenting this

[trail jungle]

Well answer the question, are you?

[spark beacon]

Yessn’t

[trail jungle]

That is not a direct answer

It would be so funny if you went back to that comment and edited it saying “Well I found something about myself”

[spark beacon]

can not confirm nor deny

[trail jungle]

mnm

[trail jungle]

Press 1 if you think Femboys are cute

[restive sinew]

1

[dire junco]

1

1111111

[trail jungle]

Dang, that is a lot of 1s its like more than 1

[slow prism]

1

[spark beacon]

1

[spark beacon]

[trail jungle]

1

Now Press 1 if you are cute

[dire junco]

1

[slow prism]

1

[spark beacon]

1

[magic condor]

1.5

[restive sinew]

2

[trail jungle]

Hey, you are cute, put a 1 NOW

[restive sinew]

2

[dire junco]

Ever time you say you are cute I receive one milliliter of estradiol

[restive sinew]

Thats rude I want you to get E

[spark beacon]

welp the rules are the rules

[restive sinew]

1

[dire junco]

O: thank you

[spark beacon]

unrelated but I think I’m gonna go by any pronouns for now

expect for it/its

[trail jungle]

Alright, cool

Oh frick I forgot to put a 1

1

[trail jungle]

https://tenor.com/view/monika-gif-6228364261004120716

[spark beacon]

https://tenor.com/view/headpats-cat-girl-anime-cat-girl-head-pat-head-pat-from-cat-girl-gif-27199205

[dire junco]

I feel like I just got hit by a truck (in a wholesome way)

[trail jungle]

Me when I hit you with a truck but the truck is full of squishy pillows and plushies

[quasi pike]

1 to both :3

[trail jungle]

:3

[chilly kestrel]

1

[trail jungle]

How is everyone doing today

[chilly kestrel]

I need my appointment to get here already i showered today and i really dont like body hair i think

Still in the closet btw

[quasi pike]

body hair

[chilly kestrel]

[spark beacon]

my day was good I got ice cream

[prisma roost]

no

[chilly kestrel]

What flavor

[trail jungle]

Oh, are you not doing well

[trail jungle]

Are you not able to just shave your body

[chilly kestrel]

Well the fact that it keeps coming back in the first place

And shaving takes a long time

[trail jungle]

I mean thats fair

Oh and it will probably be longer on your first time depending on how much body hair you have

[chilly kestrel]

Oh i havent done laser yet

probably should uhhh get to that. sometimes its nice to take things slow tho

[arctic surge]

ive always used nair tbh. its so much effort to shave

[chilly kestrel]

Also i cant really shave it cause parents wont leave the fucking house ever

[prisma roost]

I'm afab and I'm very hairy, don't feel bad xd

sorry if that's tmi

[prisma roost]

not really? idl hard ro say

[chilly kestrel]

Well I know there's less hair when you start hrt and I know it doesn't go away completely

It still helps

48 days to goooo

https://tenor.com/view/silly-dog-silly-dog-propeller-hat-propeller-hat-dog-gif-4764495627579170054

[trail jungle]

I mean you know what they say, the H in hrt stands for hair

[prisma roost]

I feel like I've been at one of my worst points in my depression yet and it feels extra bad because I basically just got together with my bf in September and since December it's been going downhill :/

[spark beacon]

cookie monster (cookies and cream + cookie dough + blue food coloring)

[arctic surge]

blue1 > red40

[spark beacon]

it was very good ice cream I love cookie monster

[arctic surge]

it sounds p good. walmart has blue and yellow ice cream at the spark cafe in bentonville. i love unnatural food colors

[restive sinew]

As a heads up laser is quite expensive if you go to a place that does it correctly, if you want to get laser it is worth the extra time research about the procedure(learn about which machines do what and which places near you use what machine) and find somewhere that does it well, and the extra cost of paying for it from wherever you find. I love what its like post laser, but you really need to take your time to know what will actually get you results and what won't

[spark beacon]

https://tenor.com/view/boykisser-msfs-microsoftflightsimulator-microsoftflightsimulator2020-gif-8685850253207278047

[quasi pike]

I have an IPL device :3

[chilly kestrel]

Does that work well?

Is it cheaper?

[trail jungle]

Good morning everyone

[lunar acorn]

[trail jungle]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[prisma roost]

:3c

[trail jungle]

How is everyone doing this evening

[spark beacon]

im good

[spark beacon]

oh quick update: I have no clue wether I want to be a femboy or a trans girl and I probably won’t know until the end of 2026 at the earliest

until then im just genderfluid

[restive sinew]

genderfluid is op

[spark beacon]

genderfluid is the “I can’t heckin stop changing my mind” gender

[restive sinew]

sometimes your mind wants to be boy and sometimes your mind wants to be girl

[spark beacon]

ya know I just had another thought

[restive sinew]

I understand it well

[spark beacon]

one of my greatest fears is my digital footprint

but if bluekandy can be a successful and highly respected meteorologist with emotes like woweeapplejuice I probably don’t have to worry that much

[restive sinew]

the apple juice emote is something else for sure

[spark beacon]

genuinely the most unhinged official twitch emote I have ever seen

[restive sinew]

he waited until he was back in good standings to upload it

[spark beacon]

we’ll see how long it takes to get taken down lmao

[restive sinew]

I presume it will put him back into bad standings

especially because several blue chatters have reportedly gone to random furry streamers and used bits to gigantify it

well "random", but it's furry streamers they've watched for a while

[spark beacon]

ya it’s mostly harmless in chats who know blue but as a global emote it can be abused

I definitely wouldn’t have added it lol

[prisma roost]

nervous

[trail jungle]

How is everyone doing today

[prisma roost]

sleepy, wbu? :3

[trail jungle]

I am doing pretty good

[chilly kestrel]

idk

[trail jungle]

How do you not know how you are doing

[prisma roost]

tbh that's what I should've told my therapist

actually kinda did

[chilly kestrel]

Kinda still wondering a bit about how expensive this appointment's really gonna be tho. I know prices are flexible with planned parenthood and that I should probably say something that can lower the price a bit when my appointment comes but it's still a lot. And no way I'll be paying this much every three months, right? That's not really something I wanna commit to. Idk. This is still an old estimate cause the page still has my old appointment date from before I moved it up.

I still said no insurance so it doesnt appear under my parents insurance which I'm still on

46 days to go (unless I cancel it out of price but I'll most likely at least go through with this first one)

[chilly kestrel]

I suppose it probably (is) too early to tell, you can do a questionnaire starting about a week before the appointment

The average is probably around 200 which I'm much more willing to pay

[trail jungle]

Would anyone like some headpats

[spark beacon]

meeee

[chilly kestrel]

[trail jungle]

Thanks for the headpats :3

[dire junco]

You should giv me headpats 2 :3

[trail jungle]

Headpats are epic :3

[slow prism]

Meeeeeee :3

[trail jungle]

How is everyone doing today

[chilly kestrel]

How is everyone doing today

[prisma roost]

I had my blood drawn today and it makes me nasoud nausea nacaoius

what

every single time

I think I had a stroke halfway through that message

[trail jungle]

Hey, thats my line

[chilly kestrel]

Waiting for stuff to happen

[prisma roost]

how are you:3

[trail jungle]

I am doing pretty good

[prisma roost]

niceee

[restive sinew]

today is injection day for me :3

[prisma roost]

niceee

have you ever has blood drawn from your foot

[restive sinew]

no

I don't get blood drawn v frequently

[prisma roost]

wouldnt recommend it either unless you really have to

[chilly kestrel]

E?

[restive sinew]

E

[trail jungle]

E

[chilly kestrel]

Awesome

I wonder if I'll be able to start with injections if I'm able to go through with that

Or pills idk

Whatever

[restive sinew]

make sure to bring it up during the appointment uwu

[chilly kestrel]

Shouldnt worry about price yet cause its probably too soon so the estimate is probably wrong :3

45 days to go

[trail jungle]

Honestly I am really excited for you Spriga

[chilly kestrel]

I'm excited for myself

Just dont wanna pay 500+ for the first appointment but i'm sure it'll work itself out

I explained that yesterday

But yeah every week i've been changing one thing about how i present, last week i started wearing that rose fragrance and this week i'm wearing that new belt i got at the mall

I miiight try again to get my ears pierced this weekend? Maybe?

[prisma roost]

hell yeah

[trail jungle]

I wish you good luck then

[chilly kestrel]

Oh my god bruh i really cant even shower anymore without feeling like shit, i need E like now

Is that a thing? Does your dysphoria get worse after your egg cracks and you kinda realize what you want to be more

I wish I could move the appointment up even more but that was as far as it goes

[trail jungle]

I think it depends on the person

It might be due to knowing what is able to be changed by HRT and if it is something you want to change it becomes more present

[dire junco]

I noticed my dysphoria so much more after my egg cracking but it’s hard to say if it actually was worse or if I could just notice it better

[trail jungle]

If we think about eggs, we can tell what it is inside the egg better without the shell then with

[chilly kestrel]

I think how I'm going about it is like, I'm just gonna slowly do my own thing and not tell anyone and if someone points it out then cool great guess it's time to come out

[chilly kestrel]

Yayyy, shared experiences good valid feeling

[real cairn]

I got "you're cool but..." once again

[trail jungle]

Oh, thats sucks

Are you regarding your date

[real cairn]

[trail jungle]

Yeah that sucks, hopefully it will be better next time

[real cairn]

I'm so over "next time"

[trail jungle]

Yeah, thats fair

Do you generally know why they didn’t want to be with you

Just saying maybe it could be something to improve on

You could always focus on yourself or something

[real cairn]

Shear bad luck

[trail jungle]

They didn’t want to be with you cause you’re unlucky?

[real cairn]

Fate decided to step in. And fate was a hell of a lot of bad luck.

[trail jungle]

Maybe you should roll a D20 for a charisma check before you plan on going on a date again

I mean thats probably why the command exists in Raysfire’s Twitch

[restive sinew]

this definitely can happen

[chilly kestrel]

:D

I guess?

[restive sinew]

I definitely noticed it more post accepting myself

[chilly kestrel]

Yeah its been a couple months for me, I'm finally kinda accepting myself

If I wanna look different well, it takes time. Ugh

[trail jungle]

It also takes money

[chilly kestrel]

https://tenor.com/view/tomodachi-life-tomodachi-life-living-the-dream-tomodachi-true-tomodachi-life-meme-gif-4819023103161939020

Unfortunately

[trail jungle]

I think you guys need some hugs

[prisma roost]

I want my bf to hug me

:(

[chilly kestrel]

How is everyone doing today

[chilly kestrel]

Good but I'm feeling like I'm just waiting on a countdown

I'm not dead but I'm not alive either, I can't wait for those mental changes

44 days

[spark beacon]

I feel the same I have no irl friends now and I kinda just need to wait for college now

[trail jungle]

I am doing good

[trail jungle]

Hopefully you’ll make some friends at college

[chilly kestrel]

I stole your bit

[trail jungle]

Yeah, how dare you

[prisma roost]

I'm getting a vaccination tomorrow, so I'm not exactly thrilled

also I'm gonna be told that my iron is so low I should be dead basically

[arctic surge]

Got gendered by a guy walking that I passed by. I'm sure he just wasn't paying attention but. I appreciate him

[trail jungle]

Gendered positively?

[chilly kestrel]

Waow

Goals tbh

[arctic surge]

Yes sorry I forgot a word lmao

[trail jungle]

I assumed, but wanted to make sure

But thats great anyway

[trail jungle]

Press 1 if you require the essence of headpats

[chilly kestrel]

9

[young knoll]

Uno

[trail jungle]

Close enough

[lunar acorn]

１

[slow prism]

One

[dire junco]

1

[magic condor]

1

rmaow

mr iojhwskdimiadadakfnbkaehdija

ra>w<

mraowrm

w,eowa

mraowr

mreoe

[trail jungle]

I think this is an accurate depiction of a cat walking on a keyboard

[trail jungle]

1

[spark beacon]

1

[prisma roost]

I'm gonna help somebody commit work time fraud

[young knoll]

[trail jungle]

How is everyone doing today

[trail jungle]

Hey @dire junco how come you grayscaled your profile picture

[chilly kestrel]

D:

[trail jungle]

Wait, what are you D:ing about

[chilly kestrel]

D:

[trail jungle]

Ok, just making sure

[dire junco]

I feel kinda horrible rn so I desaturated my pfp

[trail jungle]

Oh, I am sorry, hopefully you feel better soon

I assume you are just sick right?

[dire junco]

I’m pretty sure it’s depression

[trail jungle]

That sucks

Well if you need anyone to talk to I am sure a lot of the people in this thread would talk with you, including me

[dire junco]

Thank you

[trail jungle]

You’re welcome

[spark beacon]

@dire junco me too!!

https://tenor.com/view/anime-head-pat-anime-head-rub-neko-anime-love-anime-gif-16121044

have some head pats as well

[dire junco]

[trail jungle]

https://tenor.com/view/kiska-sempai-animation-anime-anime-girl-art-gif-5423450897508298285

[dire junco]

Awawa >///<

[trail jungle]

Catgirls are so cute

[quasi pike]

:3

[trail jungle]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[real cairn]

:3

[trail jungle]

Did you know you all are cuties

[trail jungle]

Hey @dire junco it looks like you are feeling better based on your profile picture

[dire junco]

I am feeling better, but I also don’t like being desaturated

:3

[chilly kestrel]

I've been seeing whats been going down in Kansas lately. Very worrying

I'm in a blue state but does that mean much in this era

Chat are we fucked

[dire junco]

“We” as in? /nm

[trail jungle]

Remind me what is happening in Kansas

[chilly kestrel]

Heard some law happening about trans ppl there instantly had their drivers licenses invalidated unless they change it back to their AGAB

[chilly kestrel]

What is /nm

[trail jungle]

Yeah, that definitely sucks

Good thing I don’t live in Kansas

[chilly kestrel]

I dont either but like I kinda worry for the future of the rest of the country

[dire junco]

It’s a tone tag meaning Not mad

[chilly kestrel]

hmm

[chilly kestrel]

The trans community ig

idk

https://tenor.com/view/silly-dog-silly-dog-propeller-hat-propeller-hat-dog-gif-4764495627579170054

Anyways i should stop doomscrolling the pokemon presents is in 11 hours

Yayyyyy

[dire junco]

I think the trans community will be alright

[chilly kestrel]

I wonder, oooh since I havent started hormones yet I can still u-turn out and pretend to be cis if things turn bad quickly, but i got like 6 weeks to go until i (probably) do start

[trail jungle]

God, I hope you’re right

[chilly kestrel]

At least i have my passport

(But i'd rather not be forced to use it)

[spark beacon]

I don't want to talk about things like this in this chat it brings me exastential dread that can persist for hours

[dire junco]

https://tenor.com/view/hugs-cute-gif-20401699

[spark beacon]

sorry for shutting this down but things like this have caused me exatential dread for over a week before

I just don't forget

[dire junco]

It’s ok cutie<3

[chilly kestrel]

Oops sorry

I hope i didnt kill this chat

We can keep things positive

[dire junco]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-girl-maja-cute-cat-hi-gif-27526874

[chilly kestrel]

https://tenor.com/view/black-cat-water-cute-cat-shower-cat-gif-27550509

[restive sinew]

https://cdn.7tv.app/emote/01F9SRN2F80005NQWH5T1GPE51/4x.gif

[trail jungle]

https://tenor.com/view/spin-spinning-twirl-twirling-maid-gif-5239135141739038651

[prisma roost]

How's everything going

[trail jungle]

:3

[young knoll]

:3

[dire junco]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[trail jungle]

https://tenor.com/view/high-schoold-xd-koneko-meow-cat-kitty-gif-17299538

[prisma roost]

3:

[spark beacon]

https://tenor.com/view/nya-catboy-mafu-cute-cat-gif-13254203713385043382

[restive sinew]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-girl-maja-cute-cat-hi-gif-27526874

[spark beacon]

I wonder why this catboy has a barcode on his cheek

[trail jungle]

Maybe we should scan it, see where it goes

[dire junco]

https://tenor.com/view/heterochromia-pat-pat-head-pats-fox-fox-girl-gif-9627845230510133261

[trail jungle]

This is true, including the anticipation

:3

[magic condor]

:3333

[dire junco]

[magic condor]

fgdjHjdjlhdhjaejaj mreow,, >/w/<

[dire junco]

Hehe adorable ^w^

[magic condor]

mraoo,,,

kisses your hand when you try to pet me

:3

[dire junco]

Awawa >///<

[magic condor]

hehehe who's the cutie now? :3

[trail jungle]

I think the answer is C, all of the above

[magic condor]

nijdgm/l;fjhb ,n;fkdja

kfdmajnk ;lakdgbakh;lafknalmkdfkjhafvhg

/w/<

this includes you

[trail jungle]

Aw, thank you

[magic condor]

:3c

[spark beacon]

https://www.reddit.com/r/Colon3Supremacy/s/dG5OMyQQIo

[trail jungle]

How is everyone doing today

[chilly kestrel]

Gahh

Chat
I just bought a skirt secretly
I hid it under a bag of cheetos at Target self checkout and i was wandering around the clothing section for like 20 minutes but I GOT IT

[trail jungle]

Thats awesome

[chilly kestrel]

I have to remind myself noone gives a shit about what I do

[trail jungle]

Unless it is illegal

[chilly kestrel]

Yeah

[trail jungle]

But other than that yeah

[chilly kestrel]

Now I can wear it in my room and nowhere else for now

If it even fits tbh idk

I'll get makeup another time, i guess
I'm at the mall again to try to get my ears pierced maybe

[trail jungle]

I wish you good luck with that

[chilly kestrel]

Uh, maybe I left too soon i just walked into the mall through the bookstore entrance and the security beeper thing went off

I promise i paid for it maybe i forgot to get someone to cut a beeper off

nervousness

Should I go back and get someone to cut it or should i be fine to just head back like uhh i have proof that i paid for it and everything

[chilly kestrel]

Ok its done i went back and fixed it, no weird comments or anything out of the usual but fuck its embarrassing

[trail jungle]

Cops, we found her

[trail jungle]

Also I just told you to not do a illegal

[chilly kestrel]

[trail jungle]

Be crime do gender

[chilly kestrel]

Yooooo yo yo

I got my ears pierced now

Its done

The lobes n all dat

[trail jungle]

Nice, would you care to send a photo

[chilly kestrel]

When i get home maybe

Its just one of the template ones they had so nothing too special until they heal

They're good to feel more fem :3

And accessorize yourself

[trail jungle]

Thats fine, I would also recommend getting a special pillow if you tend to sleep on your side

[chilly kestrel]

fuck

[trail jungle]

Its just one of those donut shaped pillows, I doubt it would be too expensive

[chilly kestrel]

Ok, here

Kind of a basic one for now

[real cairn]

ear

[chilly kestrel]

Waow

Yes very zoomed in, click if you dare

[real cairn]

aaaaaq;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwklo

[trail jungle]

Did you hold down random keys and just sent the message casually

[chilly kestrel]

https://tenor.com/view/this-man-react-him-discord-react-star-thanos-gif-13166413308104625747

Pretend the pronouns are different

Sorry theres no they version

https://tenor.com/view/star-star-react-react-discord-discord-star-react-gif-3577907378985596245

Whatever

I'M TRYING

If i post both it cancels out and is now gender neutral

[trail jungle]

True

[real cairn]

lmao

Cat issues

[trail jungle]

I can’t believe you are calling Spriga an issue

[real cairn]

[trail jungle]

[chilly kestrel]

I am an issue

[trail jungle]

See, she is cool with being an issue

Besides, most of us are issues for the government

[real cairn]

I wish I was cool

[trail jungle]

What are you talking about, you are cool

[real cairn]

Spriga coded

https://youtube.com/shorts/vi5kIR8v8UE?si=y8hn7H4JZa_mopdp

[trail jungle]

!chat

[real cairn]

Chat is bald

[trail jungle]

Wait that isn’t correct

[spark beacon]

chat isn’t bald rays is bald

aint this right @slate apex

ig that’s not how rayschat works

[chilly kestrel]

It's MEEE

Can't believe I'm not the newest grass starter anymore 😔

Can't believe I'm outdated

[spark beacon]

https://tenor.com/view/nifaumo-absol-pokemon-sol-flop-gif-1966710272663489282

[trail jungle]

Especially by a angry bird

[trail jungle]

Absol uses play dead

[spark beacon]

when Play Rough is too rough

also off topic but did you know that the shiny form of mega absol Z is the inverted colors of regular mega absol, and the shiny form of mega absol is the inverted colors of regular mega absol Z?

these are the shinies inverted

[chilly kestrel]

Oh my fucking god

I looked at em

I bought shorts

I accidentally bought fucking shorts

Well maybe I'll return em next week or something

[dire junco]

Are they cute shorts?

[chilly kestrel]

Eh

I dont wear shorts

Havent in like 5 years

[dire junco]

Fair enough

[chilly kestrel]

I didnt look hard enough

😔

Guess I'm gonna return em on thursday and try again

All that buildup for goddamn nothing

[restive sinew]

what's wrong with shorts?

[chilly kestrel]

I want skirt go spinny

[dire junco]

You might consider going to a store with genderless changing rooms so you can try things on before you take them home. I say genderless because I understand fearing gendered spaces.

[chilly kestrel]

I rushed, i just grabbed em cause they looked like a skirt

I'll just slow down next time and make sure I actually buy what I want

I have to have to have to keep telling myself noone cares about what I'm doing

[dire junco]

Personally, I like shorts. They are comfy and easy to wear but I understand they aren’t for everyone

[chilly kestrel]

Last time I wore shorts in public was like 2022 cause after that I realized I dont like showing my legs

[restive sinew]

I would reccomend getting like bike shorts or something similar, cause depending on the length you like, you might want to not be super revealing with your skirts, for me it's an issue cause i LOVE the length of mini skirts and how they look on me but they're very revealing so I have bike shorts I wear under them uwu

[chilly kestrel]

Well it was only something I wanted to wear in my room

I was thinking today "Earrings, skirt, makeup. If i can get at least two out of three then today's considered a good day"

I got my earrings successfully and i thought i had a skirt but i guess not and im kinda sad that im gonna have to go through all the stress of buying one again

So. 1 1/2 points for today. But not really, just 1 :(

You cant tell me this didnt look like a nice black skirt from a distance

Whatever yeah I'm gonna take it back after my work week's over on Thursday and go try to actually get one for real

and makeup maybe but hey one step at a time, we can take things slow

[restive sinew]

this would def look like a nice black skirt from a distance

[prisma roost]

only if you get caught

[trail jungle]

Has anyone ever had a dream where they were wearing a light blue bunny suit, or is that just me

[restive sinew]

I don't have dreams v often at all

so I can't say that I have

[arctic surge]

Yeah I never remember mine idk

[restive sinew]

you should get a light blue bunny suit and see if you like it, it's a sign

[trail jungle]

So true

[prisma roost]

I once dreamt that I was being chased by a giraffe in a tuxedo that wanted to eat me (as well as bananas) and I encountered it after sliding down my own window (placed in a mountain apparently?) and running away from a gorilla that wanted to eat me

[trail jungle]

I don’t think that is a sign for anything

[restive sinew]

that's a sign to stay away from giraffees, you never know when they might don a tuxedo

[prisma roost]

#main message what does this one mean

[trail jungle]

Don’t let Rays be a substitute teacher for a guy named Larry

[trail jungle]

How is everyone doing today

[spark beacon]

I just had a dream where I was with someone who was robbing people’s houses right in front of them and I was like “dude wtf are you doing”

[trail jungle]

They would never notice

[spark beacon]

they sure af noticed

[trail jungle]

I am sure there are ways around that

[spark beacon]

welp the guy in my dream didn’t do them

[trail jungle]

Sounds like a skill issue

[prisma roost]

my train said nope

[trail jungle]

Dang

That sucks

[prisma roost]

it's only 20 minutes late in the end, should still be able ro get the connecting trajn

[trail jungle]

Thats good at least

[trail jungle]

You know unironically, I would want to wear a bunny suit sometime in the future

[trail jungle]

Press 1 if you would wear a bunny suit

[arctic surge]

1 (everything I wear is a bunny suit, right? )

[prisma roost]

probably

I would wear one if I found one that fits and if my bf would want it

[spark beacon]

I don’t think I would wear a bunny suit actually

maybe like one of those magician style outfits kinda like rabbit hole miku but I don’t think I would look good in like an ester bunny costume

[trail jungle]

Thats what I was referring to

Not like a easter bunny suit or costume

[prisma roost]

I've managed to get home

[trail jungle]

Thats good

[prisma roost]

public transport (trams/buses) still on strike so I had to walk 20 minutes

beats walking 1.5 hours from the Central train station tho

[trail jungle]

Also TBF does anyone look good in a Easter Bunny Costume

[restive sinew]

1, but also in my experience bunny suits aren't particularly...accommodating for trans women pre bottom surgery, so I would have to find one that is

[trail jungle]

Dang, you’re right, I didn’t think about that

[trail jungle]

Wait, so does that mean you’ve worn a bunny suit before

[restive sinew]

[real cairn]

[trail jungle]

The bunny suit lore goes deep, like a hole

A rabbit hole

[dire junco]

Have you looked for bunny suits for trans women or just tried on suits meant for cis women?

[restive sinew]

first one then the other, but I should look again

[trail jungle]

When are we going to convince Rays to wear a bunny suit

They did it with DougDoug we can do it here

[spark beacon]

we need to make a bet with him and win somehow

[trail jungle]

What if it was archipelago based

Like him not being able to beat a archipelago in a certain amount of time

[prisma roost]

haven't worn a bunny suit, but I've done a cosplay of rebecca from cyberpunk edgerunners

I ran around half naked on my 19th birthday at a con 🔥

[chilly kestrel]

One of my earrings fell out when i was sleeping

I cant get it fully back in by myself so i just have the metal needle thing in my ear backwards so it doesnt close up

Ughhhhh

[prisma roost]

it's sometimes a little trial and error, but you could try getting the backing in again

[chilly kestrel]

I did that

[prisma roost]

it took me a while to do it myself, but it gets easer

[chilly kestrel]

I guess thats what its called

I have that in until mom can help me

[prisma roost]

ah, yeah that's an option too ofc, hope I didn't sound condescending xd

i have the easiest earrings ever

[chilly kestrel]

Got it fixed, thanks mom
Its hard to do it by yourself you really do gotta get someone else to do it huh

[chilly kestrel]

39 days until appointment
Time sure is standing still huh
My facial hair shadow is pissing me off more and more every day but I know it'll fade on E

[prisma roost]

Once you take e, be prepared to one random ass hair on your boobs

[chilly kestrel]

[prisma roost]

(I'm afab, maybe it doesn't happen on e?)

it's just very funny cause its this one big black hair and no others to be seen otherwise (I have brown hair)

[real cairn]

Sadly it won't fade

You might get lucky and it will grow slower but the only way to get rid of it permanently in laser or the like.

[real cairn]

This just sounds like a you thing 😹

[prisma roost]

I got them hairy genes

[chilly kestrel]

Damn

Maybe e still helps somewhat i guess

[trail jungle]

HUH

[prisma roost]

idk man

[chilly kestrel]

idk either

[prisma roost]

I thought it ws funny okay

[trail jungle]

BTW, how was everyone’s day

[chilly kestrel]

https://tenor.com/view/sleep-patrick-spongebob-cry-gif-10759658

[trail jungle]

Does that mean it was boring, or are you tired

[trail jungle]

Press 1 if you want headpats

[spark beacon]

1

[chilly kestrel]

2

[trail jungle]

I am giving you headpats anyway you can’t escape

[chilly kestrel]

[dire junco]

1

[slow prism]

1

[trail jungle]

:3

[restive sinew]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[real cairn]

:3

[arctic surge]

:3

[trail jungle]

How is everyone doing today

[prisma roost]

I forgot the password for my bank card and now I've blocked it cause I've entered the number incorrectly too many times and now I'm kinda cooked

[trail jungle]

Oh, thats not good

[prisma roost]

https://tenor.com/view/patrick-star-dumb-duh-gif-13669009

actually me

[trail jungle]

https://tenor.com/view/cute-fox-girl-kawaii-headpat-daebom-gif-17338593736563901533

[trail jungle]

:3

[trail jungle]

How is everyone day so far

[trail jungle]

@real cairn How have you been recently

[real cairn]

I've been alright. Been allowing myself to take more time for my needs. It's been nice

[trail jungle]

Thats good, have you done anything fun recently

[real cairn]

No really done anything. But did go on a VERY expensive shopping spree for myself

[trail jungle]

Ooh what did you get

[real cairn]

Very expensive things lmao

[trail jungle]

Like did you get clothing, makeup, ect

[real cairn]

Nope

[chilly kestrel]

Switch 2

[real cairn]

Nope

[trail jungle]

Did you get Wario Land 4 for the gameboy advance

[real cairn]

https://klipy.com/gifs/marcus-marcus-the-worm-1

[trail jungle]

Did you get a pet

[real cairn]

I have many of those

[trail jungle]

Did you get a new one though

Honestly you should just tell us, we aren’t going to get it

Is it a Ford F150

[real cairn]

You're right

[trail jungle]

Could you please tell us

[real cairn]

Nah

It was done for myself and I'd like to keep it that way

[trail jungle]

Alright

I’ll give you that

Well whatever you did, I am glad you had fun with it, or something

[trail jungle]

Hey Fera, I was thinking about repainting my nails this weekend, would you like to twin with me

[real cairn]

Sure!

What colour? :3

[trail jungle]

I am not really sure, is there a color you want to pick

[real cairn]

Not really. I running out of ideas lmao

I need to get some new shades.

[trail jungle]

I’ll see what I have then we can bounce ideas

[real cairn]

Okay!!

[trail jungle]

@real cairn would green be good for you

I have a lighter green that I could use

[real cairn]

I have a single green I've never worn.

I like this idea!

[trail jungle]

Cool, can’t wait to see yours

[prisma roost]

I've made a decision and I'm pretty sure I really wanna go through with it
my bf certainly would not approve of it though

[trail jungle]

That worrys me a little

[prisma roost]

its actually quite a good thing

I'm still here cuz of that

[trail jungle]

Oh, thats good at least

[trail jungle]

How are you guys doing today

[prisma roost]

hard to say, what about you?

[chilly kestrel]

https://tenor.com/view/sprigatito-pokemon-horizons-gif-6832100508081509041

[trail jungle]

I am doing pretty good actually

Tired and probably need some coffee of some kind, but good

[real cairn]

Mental health day here. Plus my back has just been murder again lately

[prisma roost]

hah, yeah kind of same but also not since it fluctuates so much during the day uts really really hard to tell how I feel

[prisma roost]

that's nice to hear

[trail jungle]

Would anyone like some headpats

[chilly kestrel]

https://tenor.com/view/sprigatito-sleeping-petting-yawning-gif-4649177901923371323

[trail jungle]

Could I also get some headpats

[trail jungle]

@restive sinew I just noticed that gif from fir is called pet the qt

[restive sinew]

it is

[trail jungle]

[trail jungle]

I am cute

I just got Tacobell

[young knoll]

https://tenor.com/view/taco-bell-fast-food-commercial-tacos-90s-gif-19148456

[chilly kestrel]

Five weeks to go

[chilly kestrel]

Since im off today I wanna return the not skirt to target and go buy an actual one but like

Yawwwn. I'm sleepy

I dont wanna do anything

[trail jungle]

Hopefully you find a skirt to wear

@chilly kestrel did you ever find a skirt to wear

[chilly kestrel]

I didnt leave the house yawwwn ill do it next week

[trail jungle]

mnm sure

What kind of skirt were you thinking of buying anyway

[crisp crater]

i have this cheap one i got on amazon that has shorts built in and has a pocket. it was kinda nice. i only wore it once though, it was more of a dare thing

[chilly kestrel]

Basic. Black. Goes spin

Probably about knee length

Maybe a bit higher

[trail jungle]

We love skirt go spinny

https://tenor.com/view/chika-fujiwara-spinning-anime-twirl-happy-gif-14830000

[trail jungle]

How is everyone else doing today

[prisma roost]

trying to distance myself from my mother (blocked her on WhatsApp) and she's tried writing me an sms I didn't respond to on Monday, an email yesterday and today she called me about 2 hours ago
I didn't respond to any of it, take a hint
I'm mildly annoyed

wbu

[trail jungle]

I am doing decent, throat is a little sore

[trail jungle]

:3

[prisma roost]

get well soon, sore throat kinda annoying

[trail jungle]

Good morning everyone

[prisma roost]

gm :3

[trail jungle]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[spark beacon]

:3

[trail jungle]

How is everyone doing today

[real cairn]

:3

[spark beacon]

:3

another day of silliness :3

[slow prism]

Yaaaaaaaaaay sillyness!

[restive sinew]

:3

[trail jungle]

I love sillyness, if I didn’t feel like crap

I still love silliness though

:3

[restive sinew]

sprigatito asmr

[trail jungle]

Would anyone like to be pet on the head

[real cairn]

Minty

[trail jungle]

Ooh nice

Also pringles appearance

I unironically think that is a very similar shade to the green nail polish that I have

[chilly kestrel]

Still don't know anything about the black nail lore

[trail jungle]

Also Fera, I’ll get my nails done tomorrow then I will send a photo

I would have had them done today, but I wasn’t feeling too well

[chilly kestrel]

Chat i'm scared

Dont shoot

[restive sinew]

gib lore

[trail jungle]

[real cairn]

It's really nothing that special

[trail jungle]

It all started at an age

On a day that ends in y, with a year that started with 20

[real cairn]

Yea

You got it 😹

[trail jungle]

The month was either January, February, March, April, May, June, July, August, September, October, November, or December. On the 1st 2nd 3rd 4th 5th 6th 7th 8th 9th 10th 11th 12th 13th 14th 15th 16th 17th 18th 19th 20th 21st 22nd 23rd 24th 25th 26th 27th 28th 29th 30th or 31st

[real cairn]

You really want the story?

[trail jungle]

You don’t have to tell us if you don’t want to

[restive sinew]

I would be interested, but if you don't wanna share I don't wanna force you

[real cairn]

I'll spoiler it because it's a little sad

||So it reflects my relationship status. Or really just a lack of a partner in my life. Which is crazy because I was married once and wore a ring on that finger. Fast forward to now being single and it seemed fitting to reflect that with painting that nail black. It's like the opposite of what the ring meant. I intend to paint it the same as the others once/if that status changes.||

But honestly it feels like part of my brand now

[chilly kestrel]

well hope life takes you where you want it to go

[real cairn]

I hope so

It's been a rough year ngl

[trail jungle]

Uhg, I can’t sleep

[trail jungle]

Good morning everyone, did you guys set you clocks back

[chilly kestrel]

No

Cause its not november

[arctic surge]

I set MY clock back. it's only 7 here instead of 9

[trail jungle]

I meant forward

Just pretend I said that correctly

[prisma roost]

no nut November

[restive sinew]

oh that's why when I was dm'ing people it skipped 2 am

[trail jungle]

The real question is why were you dming people at 2 am

[trail jungle]

Oh my god, I am at the doctors office and the song that is playing is “You got a friend in me”

[quasi pike]

:3

[restive sinew]

why weren'ty you dm'ing people at 2 am?

[chilly kestrel]

Friend inside me

https://tenor.com/view/friend-inside-me-toby-fox-woody-toy-story-deltarune-gif-9231829624306389324

[chilly kestrel]

Oh um today's women's day huh

Too bad that's not me :(

But I'm kinda shocked at how fast my appointment is coming up it's only one month from Tuesday

[trail jungle]

Cause they were all probably asleep

[dire junco]

I wasn’t dming people because I was too busy playing bg3 :3

[trail jungle]

I mean granted I would have been asleep at 2:00am, but I couldn’t sleep till around 3:30am

Also Happy Women’s day for all the women in chat

[chilly kestrel]

If only I could look in the mirror and see that

[trail jungle]

I’ll look in the mirror for you, and I will see a women

[prisma roost]

could've been Europeans (weird people, not to be trusted)

[chilly kestrel]

Me? Really?

Is this real chat

:3

[trail jungle]

I do believe this chat is real

[restive sinew]

it is real spriga

[trail jungle]

Is Spriga real?

[restive sinew]

yes, and a woman :3

[real cairn]

Woman

[trail jungle]

Women

[chilly kestrel]

https://tenor.com/view/point-gif-2450101530054484962

[trail jungle]

Assuming you are the only Spriga here, then yes

[chilly kestrel]

waow...

[trail jungle]

Unless you aren’t the real Spriga and are just posing as Spriga

You might be a zaroark or a ditto

[quasi pike]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1402505168943321108/1471364803644883106/IMG_9027.gif

[trail jungle]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1402505168943321108/1471364803644883106/IMG_9027.gif

[chilly kestrel]

:3

[trail jungle]

:3

[dire junco]

:3

[restive sinew]

:3

[slow prism]

:3

[chilly kestrel]

Just happy to be here

[real cairn]

:3

[trail jungle]

Did you know that you all are cuties

[chilly kestrel]

https://tenor.com/view/point-gif-2450101530054484962

[quasi pike]

https://tenor.com/view/mochi-mochimons-mochimon-kawaii-cute-gif-10462924222323919853

[spark beacon]

If I took hrt and kept running almost everyday and rock climbing twice a week how much muscle would I lose?

I don’t really want to lose much muscle I am happy with the amount I have

I know astronauts will lose muscle in microgravity but exercise can prevent that I wonder if s similar thing happens with hrt?

[arctic surge]

exercise should help. its hard to really know how much itll affect you one way or another, its genetics and lifestyle and stuff

[restive sinew]

if you don't take T blockers it shouldn't be that much, esp if you continue to exercise? I'm not super well versed in it tho, so if you were thinking of taking hrt I would ask those questions to a doctor as they would know more

[spark beacon]

I believe that I already have a high amount of natural estrogen or a low amount of natural testosterone due to my body shape and voice being feminine for a cis man

I think that might also prevent me from losing too much muscle?

[spark beacon]

found this in the ksp discord

[restive sinew]

real

rock tthem thigh high

[quasi pike]

i got some on rn

so cozy

[restive sinew]

always cozy in thigh highs

[quasi pike]

And arm warmers

[restive sinew]

[prisma roost]

I'm so happy :3

[trail jungle]

Especially when the thigh highs squish the top of your thighs so there is a little bulge, it looks so good on people

[trail jungle]

Press 1 if the thighs are high

[spark beacon]

1?

[trail jungle]

Good answer

[quasi pike]

1

[restive sinew]

1

[slow prism]

1

[trail jungle]

Now press 2 if the previous press 1 was very confusing

[prisma roost]

3

[spark beacon]

2

[chilly kestrel]

7

https://tenor.com/view/siivagunner-gif-9470178

Cause i dont have any

[trail jungle]

Granted neither do I

That should be on your list of goals Spriga

[spark beacon]

can you actually play 7 grand dad? I looked up playthroughs of it a few months ago and I couldn’t find any

never mind I found one: https://youtu.be/j2CoqTUbnlc?si=bDaXMxiZ2KQK5Ydq

[chilly kestrel]

Maybe but idk what place has em

And i probably shouldnt order any just in case

[restive sinew]

sockdreams, but that's online unless you're in portland

[trail jungle]

Why are socks having dreams

Or are the consumers dreaming of socks

[spark beacon]

I too dream of socks

(I got no thigh highs )

[quasi pike]

I got mine from amazon :3

[chilly kestrel]

But what if i am

😳

Wow it sure is convienient that I actually live in portland

But maybe you knew that already and thats why you suggested it

[quasi pike]

[chilly kestrel]

Dawg my house is a less than 1 hour walk from their physical store

https://tenor.com/view/phineas-and-ferb-i-know-what-were-gonna-do-today-i-know-what-were-going-to-do-today-gif-27359053

(*I'm at work)

(So not actually today)

Alright so I learned its not an actual store but they do pickups so maybe thats something i could potentially do. Not gonna lie i kinda blushed a bit seeing the front psge of their website

[quasi pike]

:3

[restive sinew]

I did not know this, but im glad you live there, cause I love their stuff, reecommend it whenever I can, and they're just an awesome company in general

also, highly highly recommend the sock glue they have, it's not a sock only thing and works on other apparel as well as just being really really useful as thigh highs do tend to fall quite often just due to motion

nearly every pair of socks I've worn in the past like 6 months, basically since learning about them, has been from their site

[chilly kestrel]

Awesome, i was on break so ill look at their site again later and maybe like actually pick something out. And then i can walk to their headquarters and do the pickup or something

If thats what they do

They had a physical location in north portland that closed in 2024

[restive sinew]

I heard from my sister that it was an actual brick and mortar

oh I see

it closed D:

[chilly kestrel]

The headquarters seemed to be all thats left now

Yeah ill look around and see if i can order/req a pickup this or next weekend idk

[quasi pike]

if you can pickup that's awesome :3

arm warmers too :3

[chilly kestrel]

Or, a friday. Theyre closed on actual weekends. Im off fridays

TRUE

Too bad winters basically over

[quasi pike]

yeah 3:

[restive sinew]

why does winter being over matter? looking cute and fashionable is not a season specific

[quasi pike]

too warm maybe :3

[restive sinew]

the price you pay for fashion sometimes uwu

[chilly kestrel]

Yayyyy maybe i can do that without the possibility of parents snooping around packages

When my virtual boy switch thing showed up a few weeks ago i had to open it in front of everyone, so thats why im being s bit protective

[restive sinew]

[chilly kestrel]

Them seeing that was fine i had no issue with that, but there are other things to keep secret

Ok to be fair i told them i ordered it before it showed up

[restive sinew]

that's still so scary

I understand why you don't want to order like anything now

makes a lot more sense

[trail jungle]

The Legs were too much for you

[restive sinew]

I think it's p normal to blush at their front page uwu

[trail jungle]

True, just like drinks, if I want to drink hot chocolate in the middle of summer, I should be inclined to do so

[chilly kestrel]

True 👉 👈

The skirt and thigh high combo is like the "baby trans" outfit stereotype isnt it

[trail jungle]

I mean maybe, but

[restive sinew]

it is, but also, I like it

idc if it's stereotypical cause I like seeing myself in thigh highs and a cute skirt and a nice shirt uwu

[dire junco]

Their socks are adorable

[restive sinew]

and if you don't like seeing yourself in that outfit, you can figure out what you do enjoy :3

you should def get measurements of yourself to make sure you're buying thigh highs that actually work well, almost all of the ones on sock dreams have measurements from heel up, and the few that don't reference other sizes in the description of the sock

[quasi pike]

[trail jungle]

Yeah whenever I get them, I would probably have to get a pretty large since I have thick thighs

[restive sinew]

they do have options for that too :3

sockdreams is op

[chilly kestrel]

Fuck yes i'm so lucky to live nearby, i can shop online then just go quickly walk over and pick it up a day or two later

Easy

[trail jungle]

Wow, this is truly a socks dream

[chilly kestrel]

So easy

I love this so much

[trail jungle]

Wait, thats not technically correct

[chilly kestrel]

Thank youuuuu for the suggestion

[restive sinew]

no problem, glad you were actually in portland so it could be useful for you uwu

[chilly kestrel]

It was an extremely lucky shot

[restive sinew]

im always prepared to spread the good word of sockdreams

[chilly kestrel]

Their headquarters is a 45 minute walk from my house i even live on the same side of town

waowwwwwie,,,

I'm absofuckinglutely doing this

[restive sinew]

can't wait to hear about you wearing them :3

[trail jungle]

I will say, I do not live close to portland

[restive sinew]

they also have more "normal" socks

[chilly kestrel]

HELL YEAH

[restive sinew]

I really like their slouch socks personally, have a few of those and need to get more tbh

[chilly kestrel]

Glad i didnt return that not skirt to the mall last weekend and buy a real skirt so now i can knock out both in one day

Go laziness!

[trail jungle]

What are slouch socks

[restive sinew]

easier to show you, these are slouch socks, kinda socks made to be worn scrunched up? but like they also have like the option of not being worn scrunched in which case they're about knee high lengths

also, for spriga at checkout is where you get the ship vs pick up prompt, it's a choice under delivery method

[trail jungle]

Oh cool

[chilly kestrel]

I added a random thing to my cart to test that cause im silly

I'll actually look at it when im at home, or another day

So many cool designs and colors

[trail jungle]

Which design is your favorite

[chilly kestrel]

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I havent had the time to like actually stop and see the full site yet ive only really super briefly been on there

[trail jungle]

Holy crap Spriga

[chilly kestrel]

Woooo!

But i feel like panda express fortune cookies are just vague enough to be relatable to everyone

[restive sinew]

the pride designs they have I really like, but idk if you would want those considering your situation, I also like top stripes as a design, those are nice and easy to pair with things, the diamond socks are really pretty as well and I just ordered some of those uwu

[trail jungle]

Yeah but this one is very coincidental in this scenario

You know Crusnik, it would be funny if Sockdreams sponsored you

I mean you already got two people invested

[chilly kestrel]

👉 👈

[trail jungle]

[restive sinew]

sadly, they don't

just a good product

[trail jungle]

Dang

[trail jungle]

I really like these socks

[chilly kestrel]

Ace socks ace socks ace socks

[prisma roost]

shipping from us usually not worth unfortunately

shit is expensive as hell with import

[restive sinew]

yeah, it's unfortunate for those not in the us :(

[prisma roost]

we got snocks tho

they got some fun stuff

I prob won't wear thigh highs anyway because I'm a certified fat fuck and it hurts if your thighs are always rubbing against each other

I feel like thigh highs are the least of my worries currently anyway xd

[chilly kestrel]

My legs are kinda fat

I did some measuring at like toward the top of my leg i think its around 27 or 28 inches around. Eesh.

I'm not that overweight im only like 225 pounds and 6'1 (which i hate that height so)

A little overweight yeah but not that much

Shoe sizes shouldnt matter a whole lot cause socks are pretty stretchy right? Oh no, what if they get holes :(
Well im probably not leaving the house with em that much unless i wanna hide em under my pants cause i can

Omggg the arm warmers are so prettyyy

Sorry i can gush here

https://tenor.com/view/silly-dog-silly-dog-propeller-hat-propeller-hat-dog-gif-4764495627579170054

[restive sinew]

if not, you can gush in my dms :3

[chilly kestrel]

Idk what colors to get

Trying to picture myself EVENTUALLY wearing them in public a long long time from now. Or never. I wanna get some black or gray but like hmmm

maybe a purple? idk

I like the pride flag ones a lot but im not gonna get any

Damn, clothes are expensive...i've spent so much on clothes lately 😔

[restive sinew]

I went on sock dreams for the first time in a while and got consumed

I spent way too much

but it'll be nice

[chilly kestrel]

I've spent so much money on stuff in the past month. Clothes shopping at the mall, gaming, getting my ears pierced was a big one. Starting hrt next month which is also still gonna be expensive as shit aggghh

Still looking at that $500+ estimate and hoping its not actually gonna be that much

[chilly kestrel]

So, ordering them, if it says "pickup usually ready in 24 hours" i can get em on friday just fine right theyre not gonna shelf it if im not there tomorrow

Hmm, lots of money and some stuff is out of stock but thats what i came up with last night. Any further suggestions

[spark beacon]

I love the fem gothic/emo style that’s the style I want to have

I also think it’s funny that I like this because I am the least emo person ever

actually I don’t know if that’s entirley true I have a really tiny bit of emo in me but not much

[chilly kestrel]

Its a good style tbh im like super used to wearing nothing but black tho

Even if im not necessarily "emo", the black clothes has just been cause yeah idk guess thats a me thing

[real cairn]

I should get some thigh highs

[chilly kestrel]

Tbh ive been itching to update pronouns on all my other socials but im still waiting for a good day

I think ive progressed past they/any

Guh

[restive sinew]

I personally really like the cookies and cream "color" thigh highs that they offer, they pair really well with most outfits just cause the colors are so neutral, but you can also pair them with specifically like black skirt white top type of stuff and it looks really nice, but besides that you chose well :3

Also, I know this may sound weird but new shoes for me were v v nice to have, it always made me feel more fem when I wore shoes that I got post transition, and for a while I only had one pair and I looked like an idiot sometimes cause I wore them with everything, even if it didn't match with the rest of the outfit. Obviously all of this stuff is super super dependant and availability of money and you dont have to do any of this until you know you'll be/you are financially secure enough to afford it

[chilly kestrel]

I havent ordered yet cause it says pickup is usually ready within 24 hours and im not able to go get em until my next day off on friday

Yeah i only have one pair right now that i just use for work. Sorta sturdy ones cause i walk a lot

Taking things one at a time cause shits expensive

Shoes can be later

[restive sinew]

The pickup should be fine, they might have a phone number listed? If they do i would call and ask them if its ok, otherwise you can just wait until Thursday to order

[restive sinew]

V understandable uwu

[chilly kestrel]

Yeah maybe

My first hormone consult is ONE MONTH from today :o

So like ik thats gonna be pricey

Gotta take things slow 🥀

[restive sinew]

[chilly kestrel]

I have money saved up but i wanna keep growing my bank account number cause big number good

Its satisfying to make progress on that and its tough to spend so much so fast

[restive sinew]

Number go up=brain happy

[chilly kestrel]

Wait how did you get your hrt

I forgot

[restive sinew]

I went through appointments and stuff, but I was fully out to my parents before I scheduled any, I was v fortunate, so I was able to use insurance to lower costs

[chilly kestrel]

Shoot

Well im doing appointments but my dumb way was just. Not saying anything until someone notices

Cause then they would know before either of us even say anything

Hope no insurance isnt gonna be the death of me

[chilly kestrel]

I bought em 😊
Though the confirmation page did mention shipping and i did have to enter my address but it does say pickup stuff so i sure do hope it's pickup

[trail jungle]

Thats cool

[chilly kestrel]

Swear to god if they show up at home before friday and my parents see em im not gonna have a good excuse

I will pick them up thank you

[trail jungle]

Also I don’t want to sound like an idiot, but what is sock glue

I saw you ordered some

[chilly kestrel]

Keeps em from falling off ig ask crusnik

[trail jungle]

Hey @restive sinew what is sock glue

[arctic surge]

a need for the thigh highs

they do NOT stay up otherwise in my experience

[chilly kestrel]

Noted

[restive sinew]

basically it's adhesive you put on your skin that washes off easily and it just makes thigh highs and, if you really want to, other clothing stick in place

thigh highs very very rarely actually stay up at the length you want without it, basically only happens if you do literally nothing but lay in bed all day, if you move like at all then they will start to fall

oh, and @chilly kestrel btw, when you're putting on the sock glue you only apply at the highest point the thigh highs reach, usually that's like mid thigh, but also you can put on the socks and see where on your thigh they rest, then apply glue, that's how I do it so that I don't waste any uwu

[trail jungle]

That makes sense actually

[real cairn]

You ever get your nails painted?

[trail jungle]

No not yet, sorry

I should be able to soon though

Maybe either today or tomorrow

[chilly kestrel]

Ive done em on and off the past few months

Theyre not painted rn but ill probably do em again soon

[spark beacon]

ok I’ll keep this in mind

[chilly kestrel]

Ok i did it and its always okay to change back if im not confident

[trail jungle]

[trail jungle]

How is everyone doing this evening

[spark beacon]

I’m having another gender crashout

[chilly kestrel]

Real

But you can tell us if ya want

[spark beacon]

so like I don’t think I was born with some secret gene that makes me want to be a girl

I just became that way because of my environment

although I go to a school with only one other cis male so I know that my want to be a girl is probably really just my want to fit in and be treated the same as everyone else

I don’t care about my pronouns or anything I just want to be beautiful not handsome

[chilly kestrel]

https://tenor.com/view/me-too-kid-gif-19596970

Only one other male in the whole school?

[spark beacon]

ya

[chilly kestrel]

How