Autistic chat

[restive marsh]

It’s so sad

I’m hoping to get my hands on a rockafire animatronic one day

[fickle locust]

I still keep thinking abt how terrified the rockafire band would be, seeing their friends be taken away and moulded into something else

Like yk if they were alive

[fickle locust]

Ooooh

[restive marsh]

I know I hate that they did that

[fickle locust]

Yea :(

[restive marsh]

Rockafire was my favorite

[fickle locust]

FR

They were so scrimbly

[restive marsh]

Suber scrimbly

[fickle locust]

Yeye :3

Speaking of scrimbly, my scrimbly ass is drinking yogurt drink :)

[restive marsh]

I cannot find my freaginf animatronic memes!!!

[fickle locust]

It's raspberry flavoured but my fav is strawberry banana

[fickle locust]

😔

[restive marsh]

The one with the monkey??

That one is goatedw

[fickle locust]

There's one with a monkey?

I'm drinking the uhh yop brandddd

Yea

[restive marsh]

Lemme find it

They look

Scary.

[fickle locust]

OH HAHAHA

Dang bro they'e staring into my soul

[restive marsh]

Ahego face I’m crying

[fickle locust]

But nah, not those I have a yop

[restive marsh]

Yop

[fickle locust]

Yop

[restive marsh]

My dog

I’d attackig

Mg metvjard

[fickle locust]

This one

[restive marsh]

Kaueboard

G uh

[fickle locust]

ACK NOOO

[restive marsh]

Bu it f as seegggggg

[fickle locust]

I think it's a Canadian brand tho that's why i know abt it

[restive marsh]

ifhjg

[fickle locust]

Cuz I'm Canadian

[restive marsh]

BELP

[fickle locust]

Doggy leave the keyboard alone 😔

[restive marsh]

HELP

gjhh K f

[fickle locust]

HAHAHAHA

DOGGY NO 😔

[restive marsh]

THIS FUCKIFNV HOG

[fickle locust]

XD

Got damnit dawg

[restive marsh]

She’s off I just gotta pet her

[fickle locust]

Oh lmao

Sillay dawg

[restive marsh]

Her name is Mangle

[fickle locust]

HEHEH

Oh that's adorable

[restive marsh]

Other dog is named Freddy (you can guess who)

[fickle locust]

Hur hur hur hur

[restive marsh]

Huuur hur hur hire hur hur

hire !

[fickle locust]

DUDJSJJSSIJXKEDJOWJSKWJSJJSSJSMSSKKFJDJSJDHDJDDDMKS-

or whatever beatboxing looks like in text

[restive marsh]

I found my animatronic meme!!

[fickle locust]

YAY

Also why is Colby next to Chuck E Cheese 💀

[restive marsh]

I don’t even know 😭

[fickle locust]

XD

[restive marsh]

She stole my alien and left

[fickle locust]

ACK NOOO

NOT THE ALIEN

[restive marsh]

💔💔💔

[fickle locust]

Cake jumpscare

[restive marsh]

AGGHKKK AGHHHH AHHHHH

CAKE

[fickle locust]

Gives you cake

[restive marsh]

Eats cake

[fickle locust]

fnaf yay sfx

[restive marsh]

This doesn’t have any microplastics in it right

[fickle locust]

Nope

Homemade :3

[restive marsh]

Okay

Yesterdays daily kwite edit was sucky

[fickle locust]

Woah... colours.....

[restive marsh]

Color….

[fickle locust]

Pfhehe

[restive marsh]

My best daily kwite edit so far this week was this one

She just rolled over and sat on me when I tried to grab my alien

[fickle locust]

PF

She was like "no alien for you"

[somber knoll]

😭😭😭

ppl don’t understand my need for entertainment 24/7

[deep latch]

I blame autism

(I have an unhealthy obsession)

[blazing nymph]

dances in tism

[fickle locust]

Am acousitc am aditim

Addendum

Aschisim

Dave

[chrome zenith]

what

[fickle locust]

Idk I just started goin ham on the random words

[fickle locust]

Mmmmm sweet acoustics for the acoustics

[twin beacon]

guys i got into this super good book trilogy

it’s called scythe

so I may or may not be a little bit obsessed

[blazing nymph]

give me the sun and the moon pls

im a simp i am

[orchid sonnet]

Me too

[steady valve]

Real

[silent stream]

wow ,simillar

[somber knoll]

tism moment: listening to the same on repeat constantly

BUT IM DIAGNOSED 💀💀💀💀

[steady valve]

crazy jojo stand stats

[silent stream]

HAHAHAHA

[silent stream]

#flex

[scarlet jacinth]

I'm not on the spectrum. I AM the spectrum

[swift flint]

Which test is this?

[somber knoll]

idrlabs

[swift flint]

Found it

[swift flint]

I got this

[thin cedar]

I make eye contact all the time, I do not stop, I rely on others to know when to look away

[somber knoll]

i guess i am least autistic autistic person

[steady valve]

guys we found the strongest stand

imbed fail :(

oh right

embed fail

sorry

english is really really dumb and cruel

0/10 language

cause like why do some letters just exist without reasoning it makes no sense

pterodactyl for example!!

why the P

[fickle locust]

Mines kinda small ig?

[stoic mesa]

Took it twice, wuh

[somber knoll]

i missed my Christmas package now it’s gonna be delivered AFTER Christmas 💀💀💀

[swift flint]

Same

[fickle locust]

Mm maybe I'll take it a second time

Big on the maybe btw my adhd is making me lazy

[woven fable]

Not sure how accurate abnormal posture is for me since I also have physical disabilities.

[rancid oak]

Here are some games that scratches the itch in my little autistic brain

[rancid oak]

Apart from idle miner that game stresses me out😭

Literally have been addicted to the triple tiles one

[fickle locust]

Same kinda, bc apparently I have scoliosis :/

[fickle locust]

Currently unpacking (on my phone), potion craft (on my switch), and suika game (on my switch) have been scratching my brain

[rancid oak]

thanks to kwite I’ve been obsessed with cult of the lamb

Literally bought it 2 days ago😭😭

[analog sorrel]

autistic chat this where i belong fr

currently starting to grow more and more fond of the game series "Sucker for Love"

[somber knoll]

I’m still reeling from my autistic test score being low while being diagnosed 😭😭

[woven fable]

Same. I'm hoping to pick the game up while it's still on sale.

[rancid oak]

Haven’t been able to play the last couple days bc I forgot my Ethernet cable at home😭

But it should be

[blazing nymph]

can yall send a link to the test?

[steep pawn]

so freaking! obsessed! with the inanimate insnaity thinking skills au… its on ao3…please pleas read im so normla anout it… hhghtrrhgg

[jade oracle]

Still have no clue what I created

Aut tis the season to be on the spectrum

[terse kernel]

Can i just say since ive been diagnosed with autism ive been more comfy doing stuff autistic related since before i was scared i was faking it wtv (like didnt wanna flap hands or stim) and now that i am i feel happier

[silent stream]

Hey duz anyone know what this flag is?

[woven fable]

I'd love to be able to get a professional diagnosis if it wasn't so expensive an wouldn't hinder my chances of getting gender affirming care in the future.

[silent stream]

Which one is this?

[woven fable]

That's the straight ally flag.

[wet bolt]

the arch linux pride flag /j

[fickle locust]

Dude same, I felt so weird abt ir bc I didn't wanna feel like I was faking, but now I have a diagnosis yay

[fickle locust]

Oh god yea that sucks, one chance I am glad to be in Canada maybe (idrk how it works here)

[terse kernel]

like I’m now calling myself a grownup iPad kid cuz here I am loving life, just for an iPad and I’m stimming as I make art on it, watch YouTube, and have my classic noise cancelling headphones on lol

[fickle locust]

Yea....

I love mine, I can draw, game, music, discord, all the good stuffs

[fickle locust]

OUGH THESE BROWNIES <3

Took a big bite outa the one on the left

[terse storm]

looks scrumptious

it went down by alot hmm, not sure why

[fickle locust]

PFHEHE

REGRETEVATOR

SPRAY THAT STMINKY

[terse kernel]

The autism is hitting rn

I get randomly superly empathetic for random stuff and am trying to not cry rn because im watching an old vod (playing the sonic exe games) and chat is being mean to kwite and i just wanna spam kwite with appreciation but ik thatd be annoying lmao

Just like he does so much and is so amazing and generally people are nice but he deserves so much appreciation for everything he has done

Does kwite have a PO box? I might send him fanmail and stuff idk

I wanna crochet him a sweater, make him a stuffed animal, and give him a note of platonic love cuz bro im getting emotional cuz hes so nice 😭

Imma be embarrassed about this rant later lmao but idc currently

My empathy/sympathy hits in random moments, where i wont cry at big events but then sometimes like this i wanna hug kwite lmao

[cerulean peak]

ADHD gaming

[terse kernel]

Ngl all the sensory shit going on throughout the holidays messed me up lmao. I am struggling to mask like at all and my emotional regulation is also worse

[silent stream]

Bro suika game has been scratching my autism brain recently

[steep pawn]

REAL

[silent stream]

What site is this ??

[fickle locust]

REAL DUDE

[silent stream]

hehe

[azure light]

OH MY GOD U ARE SO REAL FOR THAT DUDW

I got swag

[silent stream]

Funky frog bait?

[azure light]

YES

!!!!

[silent stream]

✨my tisum✨

[swift flint]

Tism

Also I just got an iPad pen and 3ds styluses

Soon I’ll be able to get a game dlc

[silent stream]

Jesus that's a lot 💕

[steep pawn]

can i hve the link to that test..

[jade oracle]

Made a tier list of games in terms of personal enjoyment, wether that be from playing it or watching it

[silent stream]

Agree

[silent stream]

Idrlabs.com/autism

[vague quest]

I agree but portal should go next to gmod

Imo

[austere oxide]

The lucar has joined

[silent stream]

Jaha

[silent stream]

Yipeeee jazz

This is one of my current hyperfixations💖

[terse kernel]

straight up kwites discord, stream, and stuff are like one of the few platforms of content creators I feel comfortable unmasking in. I can share my niche cringe interests, hyper fixated on making random unnecessary lore, and more. Just wanna share cuz I’m happy with it :D

[somber knoll]

I’ve gotta actually enroll for the fall semester i guess 😭😭😭

[chrome zenith]

rivahhh

God knows where he is right now but I promise you he's doing whatever the hell he wants and not giving a damn about me! And I'm just fine with that. When you love the Doctor it's like loving the stars themselves. You don't expect a sunset to admire you back. And if I happen to find myself in any danger, let me tell you the Doctor is not stupid enough, or sentimental enough and he is certainly not inlove enough to find himself standing in it with me!

i love that quote

[swift flint]

She’s so pretty

[chrome zenith]

fr!!

[dapper sandal]

so my aunt and uncle are so awesome /vpos, they gifted us socks from a small business that have no seams and they’re already my new favorite pair. these are in the Irish flag colors btw !! (except for the grey ofc lol)

[fickle locust]

No way there are socks with no seams???????

[crude flame]

Me fr

[chrome zenith]

GOOD OMENS ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!??!?

I have to admit guys... I watch dr who more than good omens... my whole profile is a doctor who reference 💀

[crude flame]

David Tennet WOOOOOOOOOO

[silent stream]

Yipeeeeeee

[thin cedar]

Kwites tweet be like "some of yall don't know your lefts and rights?"
Me, who has to do the L thing with my hands AND think about which way an L goes:

[devout shell]

i brought four fantastic beasts books and im hyper fixating hard and ahhh omg

[silent stream]

I DO THIS TOO

[sly dock]

Anyone else fixates on the worst stuff sometimes?

[silent stream]

Hahahaha

[sly dock]

I was peacefully fixating on my ocs and then this

[lusty basin]

yup
youtuber lore and taylor swift

[turbid notch]

IK THIS ARTIST

AHHH AHHH

AHAHAHAHAHDHWHJC

MEOW

hiiiiuuuu

[turbid notch]

FUNKY FROG BAIT

EEPY

https://tenor.com/view/dog-feral-zoomies-zoomie-sped-up-gif-26353164

Gifs dont work

Darn

[turbid notch]

🥺

RAHHH

Ahem

[lusty basin]

epithet erased enjoyer

[turbid notch]

Yes

[lusty basin]

YIPIEE

[turbid notch]

HAHAHAHA

YAYA

[jolly thicket]

idk were else I can talk about this but gosh, for some context my dad kinda of sucks, till I was 9 or 10 yrs my family was doing just fine, but when we moved to another nearby city he suddenly started to be with us less and less (first it was because of job's stuff, then cuz things I didn't really comprehended back then), he would be far away for weeks, then months, till he pretty much stopped showing up at all, at much he would come once a year, twice if such, which ended up affecting us economically (a lot, my mom would ended up being stressed all the time trying to get any stability so me and my sisters wouldn't... starve), however he would always call every once and then (every 6 months or smth), the only exceptions being holidays and birthdays, and goddamm, everytime that happened (my dad calling me) my family (specially my mom) would tell me to ask for money and also make me be careful with the words I would say to him to avoid saying something that would indicate our current economical situation (like if we went to eat somewhere or if we did something during holidays), but since I'm a human being with emotions and feelings I started to cut any connections with my father, once consciously denying to talk to him when he called during one of my birthdays, but surprise, it's new year, and he called again on one of my sister's phone, asked for me and somehow I decided to talk to him (idk why, maybe peer pressure from my family), shit is my mom was also present and she started to do the same shit that I talked about and I ended up feeling overwhelmed, so I just throw the phone in one of the beds and flee to the bathroom to brush my teeth (wanted to distract myself for what just happened), it have been YEARS since I last talked with him with my mom present, I don't know how a younger me managed to endure that but it feel horrible.
(Rn were doing way better than before cuz my sisters graduated and have better jobs than before, but still I hated it.)

Feeling better now/gen

[woven fable]

One thing I really hate about new years is people just love to set off fireworks and just hearing them go off makes me overstimulated af.

[silent stream]

Happy new year my autistic fellas✨💜🎊

[sly dock]

This meme was revealed to me in a dream

[chrome zenith]

im not autistic im autistic.

[silent stream]

?

[plush sand]

kwite hyperfix back in full swing 🤑🤑🤑

[steady valve]

I need further context on this image

[vague quest]

no

[noble tree]

So like I don't know if this counts but sometimes I will stim in public and get weird looks then I feel bad 😭

[tiny grotto]

SAME

But it shouldn’t matter!! They should mind their own business because you’re just tryin to get out whatcha got to get out by stimming!

[silent stream]

💚HELL YEA💚

[silent stream]

What is stimming?

[tiny grotto]

Stimming is often explained as actions or sounds used by individuals to express energy or emotion (usually when excited, upset, stressed, or overstimulated). Stimming varies from person to person, but many people do the handy-flappy thing, tap, repeat phrases or sounds, etc. I often tap my fingers, do the hand-flappy thing, quote stuff like “goo goobie” & the waluigi “wah”, and squeak as forms of stimming. Sometimes stimming can be involuntary, and sometimes people have to make themselves stim to get out emotions or energy. :]
Also sorry for the word dump, I just hope I was able to explain in a way that makes sense

[steady valve]

I have a squish mallows addiction and and a road sign one;-;

Both me and my gf make sounds at each other and go full tism when we together 😭

[silent stream]

Tysm

I dident know why I did that or that there was a name for it ♥️

[sly dock]

Can you also stim in your mind?

I don’t really do it physically but I tend to repeat specific words in my head sometimes like “the creature” or smth like that

[tiny grotto]

Yes!! I do it a lot when I need to stim but it’s a bad time to yell “YIPPEE!! wWAAGHHH-” lol

[silent stream]

I constantly say "itsa me mario"

[turbid notch]

Presenting... one of my stims

https://tenor.com/view/get-it-girl-gif-12611567115789838857

Darn i forget the gifs dont work

“Getitgetitgetitgetitgetit girl”

[plush sand]

real 🫶🫶

[dapper sandal]

I do this every day

[dapper sandal]

special interest fun fact: micheal’s pfp is a dog that appeared in a segment of the classic Teletubbies

every time I see their (incredibly banger) tweets I think “I wonder who knows that”

pubby

[turbid notch]

YAYAYATAT YIPPPEPEEPE YAHOOOO

ALSO IS THAT A MURIEL PFP??!?!

RAH I LOVE THEM

I HAD THEM AS MY PFP BACK IN AUGUST

[crude flame]

ELEKTRA???? IM IN THAT PLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM CLTEMNESTRA

[turbid notch]

Huh

what play? :0

[crude flame]

O_O

[steep pawn]

my new water bottle is arriving! finally i wont be drinking out of a water bottle thst constantly tests my sensory issues!

[turbid notch]

Its my middle name actually 💀 (and chosen lol)

Its based off Elektra from Daredevil

[crude flame]

It’s the name of the daughter of Agamemnon :DDDD The Play I’m in is called that and it’s based off the Ancient Greek tragedy of the same name !!!!!

[turbid notch]

OH U MEAN THE GREEK ELEKTRA

IK HER

[crude flame]

YEAHHHHHHHH

[turbid notch]

not much though, i need to research her more

[crude flame]

IM PLAYING HER MOM/DOCTOR!!!!!

[turbid notch]

Gasp

Cool

Also, hehe theater kid spotted

[crude flame]

I will soliloquy right here and now don’t test me

[turbid notch]

(I say as if i wasnt in theater class in 7th and Was obsessed with musicals during quarantine)

[crude flame]

RAAAAAAAAAA

[turbid notch]

also i totally wasnt in choir to-

(I was) 😭

[turbid notch]

HEHEHEHEHEH

[turbid notch]

The autism of how much thought i put into a characters birthdate

My character was born in 18th century France, 1785 November 1st on a Tuesday at 7:14pm, during the year of the snake.

[stoic mesa]

I did not expect to see a centuries old nursery rhyme in a character info text

I absolutely love that kind of character writing where every single thing about them has a reason tk be that way

[turbid notch]

YAYYYYY

THANKS HEHEHEHHE

[thin cedar]

Do you guys ever feel like you're not in your own body? Like a 3rd person character or a Sim, where you're disconnected from your body and don't really feel like you're in control of your own body.

[dusty rose]

That sounds like dissociation. You may want to consider doing some research on dissociative disorders if that happens to you often

[swift flint]

Yeah but not like that

It’s very different but similar? But also not the case and I don’t understand it

[thin cedar]

probably. i get boughts of it happening that last from hours to months

[thin cedar]

also nice pfp

[dusty rose]

Thank you :)

[thin cedar]

it's probably form burnout tbh

[swift flint]

Moon pfp

[dusty rose]

Possibly, although there are quite a few causes for dissociation that could be triggering it, especially if it's something that's been happening for years

[dusty rose]

Yeaaa :D I love fnaf sm

[swift flint]

So cool

[thin cedar]

it happens periodically and has done it for a while so idk i just deal with it ig

[swift flint]

I haven’t had a fnaf phase yet but I know it’s coming

[dusty rose]

Ah, fair enough
I wish you well with that, hopefully you're able to figure out what's going on or are at least able to peacefully coexist with it

[dusty rose]

Yea I didn't think I'd have another one cause I stopped caring about it after Sister Location was released, but then I played Security Breach and got punted right back into it lmao

[swift flint]

I know it’s coming, I’m just too tired to let it happen

[plush glen]

im still in my fnaf phase, given i, someone with heart issues who jumps when someone just walks around the corner in front of me, purchased help wanted 1 and 2

anyway

my hyperfixation is definitely undertale- specifically aus lol

and fnaf-

ye

ok i feel awkward now imgonna scamper away

[swift flint]

Bye bye

[thin cedar]

I'm really wanna binge a bunch of god of war stuff but i want my first full experience of it to be kwite streams so i'm just stuck waiting and tism brain doesn't like it

[steady valve]

I have a plush

Cat

[vague quest]

damn they made gmod in 2.2

[sly dock]

I always feel a bit off, i look in the mirror and then i see a person instead of an amalgamation of toughts, art and text messages and its weird thinking and looking about it

I also have a weird blurry vision and what is probably visual snow

I got myself a new pair of ear holes today (that sounds awful)

[sly dock]

As a Swiss person i can confirm this (Kaspar didn't eat his soup so he starved)

[silent stream]

LOL

[somber knoll]

😔 i hate being picky eater

texture of so many food nasty

but i hunger 😩

[rain stone]

real

[dapper sandal]

so real man 😔

I cannot stand crunchy veggies except carrots and parsnips for some reason

probably because it’s not a gritty crunch like 99% of vegetables tend to be for whatever reason

on the flip side of that I hate fruits that are too soft and squishy

[rain stone]

ong like i absolutely hate stuff like onions and celary 😞

[dapper sandal]

omg celery is the worst… not only does it have that awful awful crunch but it’s so bitter, and even when the bitterness is cooked out it still tastes and feels simply awful!! -infinity/10 food

[silent stream]

For some reason I can't stand the texture of steamed spinach 🤢

[turbid notch]

Yah thats so gross, i feel yah

Its so gooey

AND MASH POTATOS?!??!

throws up

[sly dock]

Never had a problem with texture personally, it’s usually the taste for me although I eat most things

I refuse to take any medicine that taste like something though due to several instances ||of me throwing it back up||
(lemon is not a great flavor for medicine stop trying to make it taste like that)

[turbid notch]

LEMON MEDICINE?!?!

Idk whenever to be grossed out or not, idk if thats appealing or not-

[fickle locust]

EWWWWW LEMON MEDICINE?? WHAT MEDICINE HAVE YOU BEEN EATING

NO EAT THE YUCKY

[sly dock]

It usually got that “citrus” flavor on it when it has an added flavor I hate it

The there’s stuff like mint too that also sucks

[sly dock]

Does anyone else constantly daydream? I do it all the time including work and idk if that’s unhealthy or not since I’ve been doing that since I was a baby

[vague quest]

found this unfinished ass game on my pc does anyone know about this

from 1997 and still not finished

[rain stone]

dude i zone out and daydream so much at work specifically, ive made so many orders wrong bc of it 💀

[stoic mesa]

PETSCOP

[sly dock]

Glad I’m not the only one

[vague quest]

that is indeed what it says

[stoic mesa]

I lik petscop

[vague quest]

is this game popular or something because it just randomly appeared on my desktop

[swift flint]

I like thinking

[terse kernel]

Omg im the total opposite, i cant stand soft veges 🤢 i cant do corn, 75% of the times beans, cooked carrots, or anything like that

But also

Yall have to agree on this

The fat on meat

That stuff makes me feel sick

[turbid notch]

NAW THATS SO REAL

[stoic mesa]

Record a playthrough

[vague quest]

ill need recording software but ill try

[silent stream]

I don't ✨

[silent stream]

Omg ur so right

[vague quest]

so true

[sly dock]

Hhhmmhg

[vague quest]

video should be ready by tomorrow

[stoic mesa]

holy shit

[fickle locust]

I mmade a trollsona im a troll trolls just trolls <3

[stoic mesa]

https://tenor.com/view/gamzee-frog-homestuck-conanlovers-ifarted-gif-21314368

[silent stream]

Who actually is that?

🤠

[vague quest]

jeff kinney

[steep pawn]

author of diary of a wimpy kid and associated works

[swift flint]

It always throws me off that Greg heffley is in genshin impact

He’s got the cheese touch dude

[steep pawn]

he is WHAT

[swift flint]

It threw me off too

[vague quest]

whur

[swift flint]

Greg heffley gave genshin the cheese touch

[vague quest]

damn

another reason not to play it

[dusky granite]

WHAT

oh god this reminds me of how finn from adventure time was gingerbrave in cookie run kingdom's english dub

[fickle locust]

Hrrghh trollsona trollsona they're just like me fr, shitty feet, scoliosis, and crappy throat and all- (i had to give them the velvet and veneer treatment to get that lmao)

But ough I love them I love trolls, my trollsona makes breakcore mixtapes using the funk trolls' stuff and like doesnt sing bc really horrible throat

GRRRRR TROLLS <3

I AM AUTISTIC FOR TROLLS I LOVE TROLLS GRAH

[dusky granite]

GRAHHHH AUTISM

[fickle locust]

AUTISMMMM

[dusky granite]

AUTISM

[fickle locust]

YEAAAAAAAAA

[dusky granite]

WOOOOO

[fickle locust]

Proud to say that I am acoustic

Bc I get to love trolls <3

Trolls is so cool I love trolls

I love my trollsona

[dusky granite]

i'm an acoustic guitar with generic pokemon stickers all over it
(can you tellw hat im autistic for)

[fickle locust]

Lmao pokemon guitar

[dusky granite]

im autistic for many things and some of them scare the average person and i enjoy that

[fickle locust]

My trollsona is literally me, I'm also literally branch; also sort of autistic question but do compression socks help if ur feet hurt when you stand or walk for more than a minute or two bc i keep seeing compression socks everywhere all of a sudden help

[fickle locust]

Lmao yea

Ppl irl are concerned for me

[dusky granite]

i played one of my autism songs to show this one girl what i like to listen to and she just
😨

it was a numbers station

[fickle locust]

Ough

Tbh yea, whenever I show ppl the breakcore songs I listen to, or my hyperfixations amd special interests, or something ive drawn etc its like

The most concerned expression

[dusky granite]

wait until they hear about my special interest in the caretaker (i've listened to everywhere at the end of time at least 12 times i'm not ok)

[fickle locust]

And im like "okay noted, youre neurotypical, goodbye" and then I sink into the void

[fickle locust]

Ough yessss EATEOT

[dusky granite]

AND i recently listened to an empty bliss beyond this world and i'm conflicted on if i actually like that album's music more

[fickle locust]

I have like 3 or four special interests now, HLVRAI, Trolls, Sonic the Hedgehog, and obscure medias in that order

Like imscared for example? OUGH

Cant get enough of that damn game

[dusky granite]

pokemon, everywhere at the end of time, indie horror and other strange obscure content of no particular variety

i also like broadcast hijackings

[dusky granite]

WOOOOO

[fickle locust]

Oo

YEAAAAA

[dusky granite]

OH OH
and ENA

dont forget my girlboss ena

[fickle locust]

I saw a whiteface cameo as graffiti in Faith the Unholy Trinity (another mildly obscure horror game I like) and I FREAKED

[fickle locust]

OMFG YESS

ENA

[dusky granite]

WHITEFACE HAS A CAMEO IN FAITH???? WHAT

[fickle locust]

Woah what

Hfhsjs

[fickle locust]

Oh okay my messages are back, YEA

AS GRAFFITI

[dusky granite]

thats craaazy

[fickle locust]

HOL ON

[dusky granite]

remembering his cameo in spooky's house of jumpscares now

[fickle locust]

On the far left

Then gastrr

[dusky granite]

GASTER UBOA

[fickle locust]

And then the thing from yume nikki

[dusky granite]

HI UBOA

[fickle locust]

YEA UBOA

[dusky granite]

IM AUTISM FOR ALL OF THOSE CHARACTERS

[fickle locust]

I love easter eggs hehe

[fickle locust]

I love yume nikki styled games they're so neat

[dusky granite]

what's with me and liking weird eldritch entities with a black/white color scheme

[fickle locust]

Shrugs

Sillay

Any neurotypical walking in here probably

[dusky granite]

there's a website that hosts a bunch of yume nikki fangames :3c

[fickle locust]

Oo

[fickle locust]

Anyways, quickly going back to my feller, trolls <3

[dusky granite]

silly trollsona

[fickle locust]

Hehehe

Im gonna make all my friends trollsonas too

I made one person one already wanna see?

[dusky granite]

sure

[fickle locust]

Rah

Hehehe

They wanted to be a rock troll that likes pop

[dusky granite]

pop rock

so silly!!

[fickle locust]

Yea except rock pop bc they're a rock troll not a pop troll heehee

Word switch >:3

[fickle locust]

Yee, they liked it

[dusky granite]

reminds me of how im also autism for my OCs

nothing will keep me and my OCs apart

[fickle locust]

Same dude, I fixated so hard on one of them, got so attached that I accidentally split them in the sys

And now we're like besties or whatever

Lmao

We insult each other a lot

[dusky granite]

like how friends call each other names like that lightheartedly or

[fickle locust]

Yea

[dusky granite]

good kind of dynamic

[fickle locust]

Like I'll call him shit like "gay ass" or whatever cuz hes gay for a cartoon cat, s actually going pretty well for him

No joke, new years, they held hands

Like my guy is terrifying but he will become SO flustered over this freakin cartoon

[dusky granite]

wowie

[fickle locust]

Yea

Its funny to watch

[dusky granite]

unrelated but theres this game i've been autism for because my sister got me into it somehow
neko atsume
and i FINALLY got a picture of this cat that keeps escaping me grahh

[fickle locust]

Oooo

I think I played that likee

Once

My adhd didnt let me continue

I got bored

[dusky granite]

my autism makes me do it

FOR THE KITTIES!!!

[fickle locust]

Heehee

I got both adhd and autism so they battle each other like its doomsday

[dusky granite]

i feel like i may have both but i'm not confirming anything so it's the autism

[fickle locust]

Shrugs, I recently was diagnosed for autism

[dusky granite]

awesome sauce

[fickle locust]

I had an adhd diagnosis since i was leetle guy

Ye

[dusky granite]

my grandma tried to get me diagnosed MUCH earlier but i didnt get it until like two years ago

now i am autism and i enjoy it

[fickle locust]

Ohh yea, my autism diagnosis is so late that i can barely get benefits in like a govermental and real world sense

But meh

At least i am autism

And now that im diagnosed with scoliosis from that one car accident i was in when i was like 3, i am legally not allowed to do heavy lifting yayyy

[dusky granite]

at least autism

[fickle locust]

Ye

Anyways FLOYD ON HOT DOOOOGGGSSSS

[dusky granite]

autism is the reason why me and my sister have 100+ squishmallows combined

[fickle locust]

Oo

[dusky granite]

whar

[fickle locust]

Funny trolls ad reference

[dusky granite]

oh

[fickle locust]

Anyway im gonna go autism for Unpacking now

Fun game

I get to put stuff away :)

[dusky granite]

have fun yippee!!

[chrome zenith]

i havent got smart autism, or nerd autism.. i have obsessed with sad gay men autism

tih

this edit is my downfall.

screaming and crying

[turbid notch]

YAHHHH WOOOO ‼️

[rain stone]

i wish my special interest was something usefull like science or math and not star wars cuz there arent any jobs where knowing the entire history of a fictional planet is remotely relevant 😞

[steady valve]

https://tenor.com/view/post-this-cat-post-cat-cute-cute-cat-gif-7762848450443009794

[turbid notch]

“Actually ☝️🤓” /silly /lh

But fr, examples being

U working on the franchise...

Maybe as an artist, cgi, set design, actor, writer, storyboard artist, engineer, set builder, ect

My point being, don’t think there isnt smth for u

I belive in u random person :333

[swift flint]

I LOVE POKÉMON

[reef roost]

OH!!!! so pokemon actually qualifies as an autistic media because the creator had autism and the majority of the fandom (especially when less mainstream) is autistic!!

my special interest is special interest

[reef roost]

oh!! do you know if george lucas has autism? /gen

[swift flint]

POKÉMON!!

[swift flint]

Are we allowed to have more than one special interest?

[reef roost]

YAYYYYY!!!!

[reef roost]

dude yeah ofcourse allthe time always

[swift flint]

Because I like a lot of things but when I like things I feel like I like them at an unreasonable level

[reef roost]

like i have special interests that i rotate in my head like soth park, eddsworld, fnaf, autism itself, trey parker and matt stone, alvin and the chipmunks, etc

[reef roost]

nods nods, do you also have ADHD? they're comorbid usually

that or OCD

[swift flint]

I’ve been told I’m very obsessive

I won’t wear something if someone wears it for example

[reef roost]

also people with autism more commonly experience anxiety and depression

[swift flint]

I just realised that’s not obsessive

Is it?

[reef roost]

i have OCD leaning more towards pure O ive been told, but a lot of the time those "rules" do come from things like OCD and autism

i have rules regarding a couple of things in my life and it can be a Thing (tm) to be like "yeah i have to follow the rules all the time"

[swift flint]

I love a lot of things in an unreasonable amount but I love too many things so then I’m just sad

[reef roost]

YEP felt

[swift flint]

I love dumb things

[reef roost]

for me thats because i hyperfixate on my different interests!

ehee

[swift flint]

I don’t hyperfixate, once I like something I like it forever

That’s probably an exaggeration

[reef roost]

nono i get it

[swift flint]

Do you ever think?

[reef roost]

allll the time always

[swift flint]

Like my brain is always empty until I make myself think

[reef roost]

dude i think all the time every single day no stopping my gogo gettum brain always

[swift flint]

I’m using the wrong words

[reef roost]

im pickin up the vibe

[reef roost]

are you talking in a hollow empty sense or a more soft dissociation

[swift flint]

I don’t know what that means

[reef roost]

(sorry im fascinated by brain functions

[swift flint]

I love science and stuff like that too

[reef roost]

like in what sense is your brain empt

[swift flint]

I just don’t do stuff I like because it’s hard

[reef roost]

ehee

[swift flint]

Sometimes I feel like I really don’t have favourites and I just pick something and stick with it

[reef roost]

hmmm nods

[swift flint]

What?

[reef roost]

as in im nodding agreeing

nods = "yeah i see"

[swift flint]

Why not just say that then?

[reef roost]

idk! i like saying nods

[swift flint]

Okay

[reef roost]

people with autism more commonly suffer from dopamine deficiency

[swift flint]

How does that relate to this?

[reef roost]

i just thought it was a fun fact that somewhat related because you mentioned this

[swift flint]

I know but I meant how does that relate to what I said

Like how does it link

[reef roost]

from the context of your described behaviors and feelings i thought it would be interesting since im assuming you have autism

:3

[swift flint]

I’m still phrasing my question wrong

How does that relate to me not knowing if I like stuff or not?

I don’t think I phrased it right that time either

[reef roost]

i think i get it
I said that cause i thought it seemed like the way you mentioned you enjoy things reminded me of that specific fact

[swift flint]

How does dopamine deficiency do this?

Like what does it do?

That’s not the right question

[reef roost]

so autism changes the brain like your brain is different and can function differently than a neurotypical brain
dopamine deficiency is a lack of the happy chemical in your brain!

I can look up some research papers for you if you'd like

[swift flint]

Yes I’m aware

I can’t find good words

[reef roost]

okey :D so yeah tehres this link between lowered dopamine and people with autism

[swift flint]

You know a lot of stuff

[reef roost]

which obviously has an effect of the way you enjoy and are able to enguage with things

[reef roost]

i love to learn ^__^ i'm very passionate about fun facts and a lot of STUFF!! thank u :3

[swift flint]

Fair enough

[reef roost]

I would highly recommend doing some clinical research on autism and what it's linked to

[swift flint]

I research it a lot but I’ve never heard of that relating to not knowing how to like things

[reef roost]

I think that may just be because it's 1. hard to find extensive research on specific problems relating to autism 2. your brain function is different! so dont worry

Liking things is as simple as thinking about it dude

[swift flint]

It’s not that simple

[reef roost]

totally fair ^__^

[swift flint]

Thank you for this chat

[reef roost]

no problem man :D thanks for talkin

[swift flint]

You too

[dusky granite]

WOOO YEAH POKEMON

[swift flint]

So true

[dusky granite]

so true

[swift flint]

Yup yup

[fickle locust]

HEHEHEHE

[turbid notch]

Throws down my cringy Floyd drawings to show u them (ik... troll angst... so cringe 😭)

MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW

EEEEEE FLOYD ‼️

[fickle locust]

ACKKK FLOYD!!!

YIPPIE YIPPIE YIPPIE

[turbid notch]

YAYYAYAYAYAYAYTA

YAYAYAYAYWHFJWJJFWJF

im so glad ur happy

[fickle locust]

OFC DUDE I LOVE TROLLS

[turbid notch]

YYYAYAY

last time i posted it in this server someone said to pull the trigger 😔

ANYWAYS, GRRRR FLOYD IS AWSOME

[fickle locust]

YEZZZZZ

[jade oracle]

How did I embrass myself in a game bro 😭

[floral forge]

screams I love pokemon adventures- when I saw this on sale I had to snatch it :3333

Sadly I only have the full collection of the first series and the X&Y series

Maybe one day I will have them all when I’m not poor

[vague quest]

okay i have it unlisted on yt do you want me to send a link in dms

[stoic mesa]

Skrunkly fella, i have the urge to edit them as those silly old troll dolls yk

[stoic mesa]

DMS TEEHEE

[vague quest]

ok

[fickle locust]

PFHEHEHE FEEL FREE LOL

[vague quest]

they sent this in response

[stoic mesa]

Yes

[steep pawn]

fueling the cat special interest. bought this fella on impulse

[lucid crystal]

AW

[steep pawn]

naming her after a warrior cat but i cant decide which one

[lucid crystal]

:0 OK UR MY BESTIE NOW

also

MOTH' WING

[steep pawn]

thinking mothwing maybe.

[lucid crystal]

LOL

[steep pawn]

SAME WAVELENGTH

[lucid crystal]

YUHH

[steep pawn]

decided to make a mothwing design based on thsi… heres the wip

[lucid crystal]

:0

[silent stream]

Aww💕

✨ randomly started hyperfixating on genloss✨

[silent stream]

REAL

[fickle locust]

Hehe

[fickle locust]

OHMYFUCKINGGOD PLEASE SAY IT'S RANBOO'S GENLOSS

[silent stream]

YESSSSSS OMG

Litteraly I couldn't watch the first one because of my ADHD but I got to the second one and BINGED THEM ALL AT 3 AM

[humble merlin]

My main hyperfixation rn is transformers prime continuity!! I love it sm sm
I kin Raf

[stuck saffron]

OMG THERES A CHAT FOR THIS

my main special interest rn is Killua from HxH, more specifically the 1999 version of the anime as of recently. not sure if anyone has seen it before

[humble merlin]

LETS GO

This boy is autistic and me

[pseudo raven]

I’m very hyperfixated on the Moon Knight System from the MCU, most of all Marc Spector. If anyone here likes Moon Knight PLEASE hmu.

[humble merlin]

He looks cool!!!

[stuck saffron]

he is :D i have like several hundred files of him on my computer- pwp

[humble merlin]

Team autism!

[stuck saffron]

the anime's really good if you're interested its on netflix and crunchyroll :3 its called hunterxhunter

[humble merlin]

Ive heard of it! My brother likes it im pretty sure :3

What is it about?

[stuck saffron]

the 1999 version of the anime is uncopywrited and free on youtube, oh and the author of the manga married the author of the sailor moon manga too

its really complicated to explain tbh, i could try though just gimme a few minutes

[humble merlin]

Okie!

[stuck saffron]

hunterxhunter on the surface seems like nothing much, but it plays a lot into morality and stuff, and it gets SUPER dark near the end. its one of those animes where the mc is more psychotic and selfish than the actual villains- the mc is a boy named Gon Freecss who takes this exam to become a hunter, he meets 3 other people who he ends up traveling with. Killua, an ex assassin who run away from home, Kurapika, the last surviving member of the Kurta clan seeking vengance, and Leorio, a broke teenager who wants to be a doctor but cant because hes broke

now describing what the anime as a whole is about is really hard, as a lot of stuff happens and it doesnt exactly stay in just one place, i could probably find a video that better explains it than i could. i made this edit that features the main cast if you're interested!

[fickle locust]

GRAH OMG YESSSS I LOVE GENLOSS SM

[silent stream]

YIPEEEEEEE

[fickle locust]

YAYAYYYA

[fickle locust]

But I'm rly into trolls rn I love trolls trols are so <3 yanno I love trolls I am a troll

insert singing killed my grandma

XD

[silent stream]

(⁠＾⁠∇⁠＾⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♪

[fickle locust]

:D

Pretend this is stimming idk

Sillay waving guy

[rain stone]

moon knight mentioned (i love steven)

[turbid notch]

OMGMEKFKWKC

MOONKNIGHT?!?!?

I LOVE MOONKNIGHT

UGH

YAHHQHDJWJFJEJ

[turbid notch]

EJEJFJWKCKEKCKEVI

Steven is so me fr fr

My comfort show, the only thing ill miss from not having disney+ anymore

[rain stone]

moon knight is so good dawg 🤤🤤 id never willingly watched anything related to the mcu before i watched it and im so glad i took the chance (i just liked oscar isaac a lot 💀)

[pseudo raven]

oscar isaac my beloved (will always be my beloved bc he told me he was proud of me twice!!!!)

[rain stone]

i dont usually care abt famous ppl but oscar isaac is like the only exception 🤞

[pseudo raven]

EXACTLY!!!!! if it wasn’t in landscape mode the selfie i got with him would literally never leave my homescreen

[rain stone]

dawg im so jealous i would kill for a selfie witb him 😞😞

[pseudo raven]

HES SO PRETTY IN PERSON TOO LIKE— //is there a irl photo chat here somewhere?

[rain stone]

yeah i think so

[pseudo raven]

okay i found it and sent the selfie i got with him 🥹

[sly dock]

Literally me

[thin cedar]

I saw the image of sonic at the grill and thought it fitted

[lost vortex]

My autism go brr at 1am 😔

[steel panther]

ngl I'm probably autistic

unless random stimming at 4am is a thing all neurodivergent people do

[lost vortex]

I have insomnia so..

[thin cedar]

ahaha nervous side eye

[silent stream]

Stop calling me out 😭

/j

[lost vortex]

real

[thin cedar]

hehe is the exact same way

[thin cedar]

fr tho

[stuck saffron]

does anyone else just like lose all motivation to do anything if it isnt somehow relating to your Special Interest or Hyperfixation-

[thin cedar]

all the time my dude

[dusky granite]

occasionally

if i can't read my old books without the caretaker i can't read

[stuck saffron]

i literally could not finish this one assignment in history because i was so bored, i had to make a country flag with rules or something

so in the end i decided to make it based off of my favorite character's family values and i finished it in like 5 minutes-

[dusky granite]

the power of autism

i find it hard to write a 1-2 page essay but have no problem writing 30 in a week

[stuck saffron]

tell me why 80% of my computer files are this guy either in fanart, in his 2011 version, or his 1999 version (which is what the image is of lol)

[silent stream]

Hehe

[midnight cypress]

vocal stimming by myself (barking)

[stuck saffron]

wha-

[midnight cypress]

listen I don't have roommates nor cats anymore so idk i need some noise to fill the void-

[stuck saffron]

pffft lmao ok

[turbid notch]

Mines meowing :0

[midnight cypress]

the Pikmin noise :3

[dusky granite]

the pikmin noise is so great

[midnight cypress]

Pikmin ! Pikmin!

(I've never played any Pikmin game but it's fine)

[silent stream]

I do the fuckin "goobally goop"

[turbid notch]

HEHEHE

i love going “Haur haur haur haur haur”

[silent stream]

Juaha(⁠＾⁠∇⁠＾⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♪

[turbid notch]

Once i was in the news crew room for school, and was taking out a flash drive and went “you’ve been... Ejected (in the among us theme) haur haur haur haur haur” and heard the door behind me close.... thats connected to the classroom next to us with the teacher everyone dislikes... she was just in the room 😭

[silent stream]

I also do the gua gua

[silent stream]

Hahahahaha oh no🫠

[crude flame]

I LOVE THIS SHOW SO MUCHHIM WATCHING IT AHAIN REEHEEEHEEEE

GOOD OMENS

LITERALLY SO OBSESSED WITH THIS SHOW

G O O D O M E N S

https://tenor.com/view/aziraphale-good-omens-yeppiee-autism-tbh-gif-17423934368203526533

[silent stream]

We have fun lol🫠

[turbid notch]

GOOD OMENS

YOU GOTTA SEE THIS PIN I MADE

Boom

[turbid notch]

Good omen pins

The divorce one, my history teacher was like “Does that say child of divorce?” And i was like “mmhhhh” and he was like “ok- uh... can i send a pic to my wife?”

Anyways his wife said “Yikes” 😭

[steady valve]

ANOTHER TMNT FAN

YALL ARE EVERYWHERE

[swift flint]

https://tenor.com/view/pikmin-gif-3228500086144608289

[turbid notch]

Yes

[swift flint]

What a handsome smile

[swift flint]

So true

[stuck saffron]

:3 killua is best boi

look at him, so majestic :3

[vague quest]

i really like this design

[ivory grove]

Sharks are so cute

[turbid notch]

Ngl thats slay

Also is that from.... DARKWING DUCK?!?!?

[steep pawn]

analyzing bobs burgers because a song in a certain episode resembled the experience of an undiagnosed autistic person :)

i love being NORMAL

i am NORMAL

and NORMAL about this show

[dapper sandal]

||I will no longer be inauthentic and destroy myself for the sake of others. If they want to destroy what they have with me that’s their problem and I will not be helping them with that… They should fester through it on their own and see how it feels. 😊||

[swift flint]

I like it but what’s the context?

[vague quest]

idfk lmao

[jade oracle]

Acoustic

[simple violet]

I love tmnt :3

[chrome zenith]

I'd say from an outside perspective, if you genuinely feel hated then maybe try to talk about it first because it could be a misunderstanding, but if you can genuinely tell from how they act that it is their intention then maybe try and slowly cut off contact instead of just starting arguments because nothing ever gets better with arguements to be honest its just mentally exahusting on both ends.

[dapper sandal]

That is good advice but I didn’t specify (lol whoops) that I still feel like an outsider in this country and it’s my huge family making me feel like this. I can hardly get a word in and when I do they don’t care to listen. And honestly they still see me as a child but never give me the chance to prove myself. And good luck to me for making any irl friends even though I’ve been here for almost two years now LMAO

[dapper sandal]

I was struggling with the change and no one cared 🤗 Just said “oh you’re here, lovely” and didn’t give a rat’s ass

[chrome zenith]

ohhh wait if you dont mind me asking which country are you from and where did you move to? if its too private i dont mind if youd rather not answer

[dapper sandal]

||I was raised in America and moved to Ireland||

[chrome zenith]

OHHH

that makes sense, I'm not Irish, never really been there but culturally its quite similar to where I'm from tw: ||br*tian mention|| ||the UK...||.

yeah generally the culture is REALLY different from what ive heard, like theres A LOTTTT of culture-shock

[dapper sandal]

English specifically cannot be compared to Ireland…

[chrome zenith]

yeah id like say fr just dump them if they make u feel like shite

[chrome zenith]

yeah its certainly different but its more similar to Ireland than the US, i also have family that are from there that understand the culture more

[dapper sandal]

I am beyond glad I’m out of the US but I’m just so lonely right now and have been for a while, it’s just been hard lol

[chrome zenith]

Yeah, it's going to be hard adjusting to anywhere new especially socially wise through culture and especially Irish culture since I know that even though it's not like hateful towards Americans I've defo heard of like atleast annoyance so especially if you have that sorta accent i suppose itd be hard, I'm glad I've lived in the same country my whole life, the UK is quite shite though, definitely leaving the second i get the chance.

[dapper sandal]

That’s why I only really trust neurodivergent and queer people here, every else is someone I simply cannot relate to at all lmao

If only I could have the energy to go out more and actually meet the people I wanna meet!

[chrome zenith]

over time i hope it gets better, id suppose over time most people meet more people over stuff like jobs or education and attending stuff like local social gatherings, if you have the time and patience (or even the money for supplys) for things like knitting or crochet or even other artistic based things even for fun and not as a serious thing to get into, theres many small shops and buisnesses that sell yarn but also do things like lessons for you to learn and also meet more likely kind people in clubs like it

[chrome zenith]

but to be fair loads of people find things like that boring, i just recently got into it and to be honest its quite time consuming (god do not start knitting first, crochet is so much easier to fix mistakes on)

[dapper sandal]

(I got auto modded)

[chrome zenith]

oh yea thats prolly because u said a-hole

[dapper sandal]

LMAO

[chrome zenith]

they dont auto-mod swearing but for some reason they do it for insults that are considered also swear words

[dapper sandal]

ohh I see

[chrome zenith]

like i could say idiot but not c.nt

or ass but not a-hole

[chrome zenith]

yeah though like its obviously a massive cultural difference but i suppose like you also have to try and understand the sorta stuff that made an impact on the way the country is or just how it is right now. like something might not be an issue in the US but you cant just get to a certain point in a countries development and then decide that you should stop because the place isnt terrible, theres always issue somewhere that either isnt big enough to be dealt with somewhere else but that doesnt make it not an issue, if you know what i mean??? idk obviously its hard and slow to adjust to somewhere so different.

[dapper sandal]

I may have worded that wrong so I’ll try again /nm: I simply can’t help but notice that certain problems (still very real ones) I see here are not even slightly comparable to how the same problem would look in the U.S… aka much worse. And it hurts not being able to share my past pains because of it

||For example, a hospital bill over here may be like €100 or something, but in America you will literally be THOUSANDS!!!! of dollars in debt. No, I’m not exaggerating. Not to mention there are plenty of very real very scary American issues that people don’t even have to THINK about over here. I need to get back with a therapist bc tbh that’s the only way I can talk about my past without seeming like a self-centered, overbearing b*tch… otherwise I just don’t talk to people at all, including my family, because I CANNOT possibly relate to them yet. Isolating and fucked up is what it is lmfao||

[chrome zenith]

OHHH,,, OK. sorrry aaa im super bad at reading as it is but i also find it hard to understand shit sometimes 😭,,, i suppose like maybe you could try and relate into it by being glad that things are better in ireland but shed light onto how its worse in the US, but yeah id say that it would be good to have a therapist, though in the meantime maybe rant about it in notes or docs or something, id say that used to help me sometimes when i didnt want to or couldnt say something without judgement

[rain stone]

the autistic urge to quit my job an hour and a half before i go in bc all the people i felt safe around quit in the last two weeks🧍‍♂️

[turbid notch]

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG IMG OMG OMG OMH OMG

YESSSS

CASSANDRA AND 2003 MIKEY

WOOOOO

I did one of Rise donnie and Mr.knight (steven grant) :333

I love them so much

[simple violet]

THEY WOULD BE BUDDIES

[turbid notch]

THEY WOULD‼️

[simple violet]

HEHAHWHAHSH

[turbid notch]

HEHEHEHE

[icy panther]

Has anyone else seen the video on game theory that Matpat is passing on the channel to someone new

[simple violet]

YEHA

I’m sad

I don’t wanna see him leave but I’m curious who’s gonna take over

[icy panther]

It's not gonna be the same without him that's for sure

Got me feeling like

[turbid notch]

YAH, IT WAS IN GENERAL CHAT, IM SOBBING AND SCREAMING AND AHHHHH

/lh /nm /very very very sad

[icy panther]

Bros got me screaming like rocket in guardians 3

[steep pawn]

i was never a huge fan of matpat’s but for ofhers this is a devastating event

[icy panther]

Me rn

I'm devastated

[simple violet]

HEHAHAHHAHS

[icy panther]

Call me choso from jjk because im

[simple violet]

EXACTLY

[icy panther]

His last "that's just a theory, a game theory" is gonna be mortifying

[stuck saffron]

im sorry but what the actual- wait is that REAL?

i mean- you do you hahaa- but dear lord that thi- i mean Jack, is terrifying

i think this has something to do with why people dont like spiders-

i personally scream like a little bitch when an ant crawls on my finger so i'd rather not- but im sure hes very friendly? :'3

snakes in hats tho

[vague quest]

creature

[stuck saffron]

was a mini obsession of mine a while back

[vague quest]

i love him

[stuck saffron]

lmao

[floral forge]

EEEEEEE I have 2 tarantulas Jack is ADORABLE!!!

[stuck saffron]

random gif :3

why-

i prefer cats

[floral forge]

My obsessions are tarantulas- legit my comfort creatures

Omg fr cats are… a mess I’m ok with some cats but most are just a pain

[stuck saffron]

my Special Interest is Killua from Hunterxhunter he is my child ihefwef

NOOO IT DIDNT SAVE AS A GIF

[floral forge]

Ah yeah I only have a red rump and a Arizona blonde so I don’t have a ton of experience

God I still have yet to watch hxh somehow

[floral forge]

Vibes

[stuck saffron]

specifically though im more fixated on the 1999 version, there's just smth about it yk

[stuck saffron]

im just glad you know what it is nobody ever does when i bring it up :'3

insects make me physically uncomfortable TwT

let me rephrase that. anything with more than 4 legs makes me physically uncomfortable-

also cats are assholes, but they're so silly iefhfu

i see no difference

you gotta click a thing

itll say discussions or smth

[vague quest]

I don't blame him

He's nearly 40

[vague quest]

He says it in the video

Each channel will have someone different from the team

[swift flint]

Spider bunny

[silent stream]

Yipeeee

[sacred oxide]

I LOVE THEM

[rain stone]

when someone sits in ur (unassigned) seat and it lowkey ruins ur whole day in an autisitc way😁🤞

[sly dock]

Yall have any comfort characters/ characters you really like at the moment? Mine is one of my oc's and the dude on my pfp i guess but its kinda complicated with him since hes a really obscure characters that isnt really even featured on the thing he comes from, i just really loved his design and the rest did my autism

[icy panther]

I got tickets to the new York sonic symphony

[dusky granite]

me and my idiot sister are now both published authors
(we both got into different poem books)

i put this here because writing is one of my various autisms

she has like no writing experience but it happened anyway

[stuck saffron]

drew my Special Interest again

[turbid notch]

LITERALLY

ESPECIALLY ON THE BUS

[stuck saffron]

me when someone takes my spot in class

[silent stream]

Bro that pisses me off to a whole other level 🎚️

[stuck saffron]

yeah except im too socially awkward to yell at them so i kinda just sit nearby :'3

[jade tulip]

BRO!! I've been obsessed! Ever since it came out!

[jade oracle]

Not a fictional character but thundercats/tame impalas music comforts me like nothing else

[sly dock]

Considering getting a keychain of a character I like but it will arrive at the end of February/march and I don’t think I’ll still love them as much till then

[simple violet]

Jesus

Such a long wait bro

[silent stream]

Wreckless endangerment 😭😭

[swift flint]

So silly

[swift flint]

Surprise

[sly dock]

To be fair its from AliExpress and its a custom order (characters is too obscure to have an keychain by themselves)

[icy panther]

This video changed my life fr

[silent stream]

It had the same effect on me 🥲

[icy panther]

You know the cartoon beat box battles guy

He spent 50k on a amv of him and Charlie from hazbine hotel getting it on

It's on yt rn

It's crazy

[silent stream]

COOL

[stuck saffron]

You ever have that inability to do anything because you know you either cant fully commit or it wont be perfect so you dont even want to try

[sly dock]

ME ME ME ME

[stuck saffron]

im glad im not alone :'3

i also spent like 4 hours on a one minute video 3 of which were spent adding the words

https://youtu.be/JnbrRH4kdck?feature=shared

if you wanna watch, its gay :3

also my first thumbnail

[icy coral]

does anyone here listen to oingo boingo
if you dont GET ON THEM RN their sound is so so so good for my brain
so silly and funky ohhmygod
their later stuff is HEAVILY under-appreciated bc it's 'not boingo enough' ???? their whole thing was to break expectations of themselves and to continuously evolve despite the music industry pushing narratives of 'keeping your sound'

i LOVE the sociological aspect of their music ESPECIALLY in their first album
bc most of the songs were written about things the common man would be angry about like social cues/counter-culture (On The Outside), corrupt governments (Capitalism), and most notably p3dophiles (Little Girls)

i could seriously go on for HOURS talking about them and their entire historybut dude.....
theyre everything

[lost vortex]

I have a lot more of these btw..

[sly dock]

This do be kinda like my oc frillix though

[lost vortex]

I got more if u want

I got too many,,

[sly dock]

Holy shit
Taco

[silent stream]

OMG yes tyyyyy

[silent stream]

❤️❤️❤️

[lost vortex]

I can dm u them all

[silent stream]

OK🤠

😆

[silent stream]

Hehe

[midnight cypress]

pomni once she snaps

[stuck saffron]

i randomly got obsessed with making a set of emote/png things (like a pngtuber) for my biggest Special Interest rn and i draw like 10 images, recorded a test, edited it, and everything i missed dinner 😭

[swift flint]

That’s cool

How does it work?

[silent stream]

He chillin

Is this Jesus?

[lost vortex]

What is that im scared

[sly dock]

Why does he look so proud of himself? Why am i lowkey fixating on this i want to go back to loss oh god

[stoic mesa]

Yummy

[stuck saffron]

i dont know yet :'D i dont have a...site where i can make it voice reactive so i recorded my voice then spent like an hour arranging the pngs please if anyone knows one thats free you would be my savior-

[swift flint]

Ah

[stoic mesa]

I do know hol on

[sly dock]

I think making it like a vtuber model, like the one saltydkadan uses, would work but idk how it works exactly

[stoic mesa]

veadotube-mini

[stoic mesa]

I was thinking abt doin that once but i got tired of attempting to study how rigs work n stuff

[sly dock]

Yeah i dont know anything about rigging, it looks really hard but i do want to do rigged animation one day

[stuck saffron]

but its not 3d its like- let me get some of the images

this is a few of them