So I found this company mentioned and decided to check it out, they do seem to be pretty good in terms of price per unit if aperture, now that I know what I know from building my refractor I'm excited to build something different and bigger, I'm thinking of saving up for this mirror because of its price per aperture and the fact that it falls within the range my existing field flattener is rated for.
https://agenaastro.com/gso-parabolic-primary-telescope-mirror-10-f-5-ad081.html
Would have been cool to do a mak Newtonian or cass but the parts just don't seem to exist and to my knowledge need to be a matched set.