DID/OSDD-1 System Chat

[timber gull]

Of course!!

[heady hornet]

That's a lot

I mean looks like^^

Not is

Cause I do
Pk; (member name) proxy (text -proxy)

It looks different

[timber gull]

hehehehe crys in i thought my hair was neon pink and like not a mullet

Oop-

cries in it hurts to try to figure out who I am

REAL

I wanna figure it out. But nooo. Headaches.

I know I’m different to the person who was here last night because slightly different handwriting

[jagged ferry]

the hand writing is so pretty at least 💀 our hand writing usually looks demented -

[timber gull]

Haha

I don’t know any of these questions. Ahhh. The GCSE is today

[timber gull]

oof man well gl with that lol

Thanks

we already r out of school for the summer (since like may lol-) which is amazing bc thats the one good thing abt the american education system lol

Haha

when do you go back?

i think in august

We go back in September - it’s probably because it gets hotter here slightly later than in the US, as I’m pretty sure the summer holidays are so long to avoid learning in the heat

bro thats actually insane 2 me lol :0
what continent do u even live on 😭 ?

Live in the UK

an island

xD

Summer hols for me at 19th June to 4th September due to GCSEs
but it would be 5th July to 5th September if I didn’t have GCSEs

bro ur so lucky lol

not really lmao

[timber gull]

i don’t know who i ammmm. wooooo.

Join the gang!

the only thing i know is that i’m not ryn. which feels really weird because ryn’s always here-

mmm

and then i’m not a bunch of others because my voice doesn’t sound like their voices.

Yeah

i’m here now.

ow.

that sounds funny- now-ow.

haha

Seeing as Inside Out 2 is coming out next week, when everyone saw Inside Out, did anyone else think that the voices in your head were normal because everyone must have the different emotions always talking to you?

[timber gull]

Yes absolutely and we still use it as a way to explain whats happening

Yeah, might do that if we ever need to explain what happens to us

[timber gull]

lord help me.

this was it at the start of changing it. 😭

Oml-

Ours uses 87 characters total xD

i’m gonna try redo it all and make it not as long-

If you want it all there, then it’s fine. But if you wanna try and do that, that’s also fine!

It’s your desc

i’m gonna make the long one be on sp. and then have the pk one be more like. specific to discord.

Yeah

[timber gull]

got it down to that. quite happy honestly-

Oooo

Nice

We’ve been running away from spiders…

oh-

Yeah. There’s two of us here and it’s really funny. I’m like “run away!” And whoever else it is is like “let’s pet it” xD

Anyways we better try and sleep. We’re tired.

Night

goodnight.

i don’t sound like me at all-

Fun…

[heavy steppe]

My mind isn't me right now. I keep saying in my head why does my head feel fuzzy and where are these memories of triggers I never knew existed for coming from

[timber gull]

your brain protects you from the bad memories. that’s the point of being a system. /info

Forgetful Nonbinary cat (Sorry) ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) My mind isn't me right now. I keep saying in my head why does my head feel fuzzy and where are these…

i need to change my avatar it’s so. feminine.

[heavy steppe]

Yes it does just interesting to find info helping me learn things ya know. Also what profile picture do you think you want

For me I have triggers but not sure what all are

[fading path]

what picrew is that

its cool

[timber gull]

give me a minute to find it.

⊹ TCC ⊹ ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) what picrew is that

same with us.

Forgetful Nonbinary cat (Sorry) ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) For me I have triggers but not sure what all are

emery’s gone now so i don’t know what it wants from a profile picture so i’m just. vibing.

i actual wanna redo mine

it’s not vibing

[heavy steppe]

Wish I could draw my alters but can't digital draw at all

[timber gull]

use picrew

ryn can draw but can’t be bothered so we picrew

[heavy steppe]

Figured out five triggers that make me feel dissosiative

Maybe I can use them to help me figure why I am feeling dissosiative when I am in situations where my alters are out can get us hurt

[heady hornet]

Literally about to cry. Can't remember this littles fronting for 8 hours. Like hello???? And the second one us a suspected new person and I can't remember changing the colour and I woke up to it changed 😭

Like does that mean I actually am not always somewhat co conscious????

Says we fronted together but to my knowledge that little hasn't fronted in a long while

[fading path]

that's- complicated- (for you i mean)
also im sorry but i laughed at "British mf" 😭

[heady hornet]

Don't know their name and their British and appears to be male soooo XD

[heavy steppe]

That is a interesting name. Wonder who they could be

[heady hornet]

Haha me too but decided not to push to much but now I'm curious lol

[heavy steppe]

Pushing for us never ends well

Glad you missed a confusing convo about DID in general

[fading path]

lmao we have a new alter who also fits the description of "British mf" 😭

[heady hornet]

I'm glad I missed it too tho. Would have went off on a bitch

[heady hornet]

Lol

It just gets the job done

[heavy steppe]

Me almost DID but held my toung

[heady hornet]

He reminds me of a tiktoker who ive been watching a lot lately

That's scary

[timber gull]

i was holding back so much it was so infuriating

🎶 Orchestra System 🎶 ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) I'm glad I missed it too tho. Would have went off on a bitch

[heady hornet]

But the accent is different I think

[heavy steppe]

You ok after that general convo

[heady hornet]

I can tell /lh

[fading path]

lmao fair thats us with our british mf too except he reminds us of a youtube group (probably an introject of them honestly 😭 )

[heady hornet]

We have no introverts as of now so that's why scary

[timber gull]

not really but i’m calmer now

Forgetful Nonbinary cat (Sorry) ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) You ok after that general convo

[heavy steppe]

Well calmer can be good

[fading path]

he talks a LOT in our brain though (when at front) so it gets lowkey tiring sometimes but he's funny lmao 😭

[timber gull]

i’m here too. i don’t remember anything. woo. /pos?

[fading path]

probably pos 😭

[heady hornet]

He funny I think

I think he's an introject 😭😭😭 /neu

[timber gull]

i know what it was about and i remember 2 things but i don’t remember anything else really or how it became half 2 in the morning-

⊹ TCC ⊹ ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) probably pos 😭

so uhm.

goodnight-

[heady hornet]

Gn!

[timber gull]

continue conversing.

(i said something to stan about the convo in general btw)

[heady hornet]

Cool

Good idea

[heady hornet]

He sounds more like him now cause he was mentioned he's closer

[heavy steppe]

Good that kid doesn't know how to listen to rules especially the one called don't try to educate people about stuff you know nothing about. Think that's a rule right?

Just re red rules think that is a type of rule. Just progressing all the info to try to re remember

[midnight drift]

Could be that you were co con but once you stepped forward and the others stepped back the memories were taken. That's how it works for me anyway

[heady hornet]

Maybe. Just haven't had that happen before

[fading path]

still don't have a name-

reeeeeeeeeee

[heady hornet]

(Censored cause don't feel the most comfortable sharing but want to anyway)
The handwriting change-
Trying to right down experiences we've had and yea. "Zoned out" a bit and started getting angry then sad then happy then tired. All over the place basically

[heavy steppe]

Hugs 🫂 it's ok. That seems scary

[timber gull]

searches for picrews again

not gonna be able to choose just one at this rate-

[civic iron]

"I don't want to know when she's fronting" Oh. Wow. I doubt they realized how much that implied but like wow how can you say that about someone? And not even think about it?? Why do singlets say things about systemmates that they wouldn't say to a person with their own body?? /nav /gq

[heady hornet]

Huh? Idk what happened but I'm sorry!

Also got some more stuff done in journal

[heavy steppe]

Where did you get that wheel. I have been trying to find it for a while now

It would be great for my journal

[civic iron]

Someone was talking to us and they said that they didn't want to know when a specific alter was fronting and this alter has never even spoken to them so there really is no reason for that.

[civic iron]

Just search "emotion wheel"!

[midnight drift]

Jesus christ dude I'm sorry that's so needlessly harsh of them

[civic iron]

They don't know they're just learning everything but like wow did that fuck us up in the head, I was not ready to talk about that verbally so when they wake up I'm going to see if we can talk about it because the alter was literally at front and that hurt them (!! Obviously!) But I can't fully blame the other person because we never said that that's not a great thing to say yk it's just a mess and I need to talk to them

[midnight drift]

Just remember you are not required to stay with someone through their journey. You can recognise they're trying and still decide you do not want that version of them in your life.

I'm not suggesting you break the friendship if it's important to you but please do not stay out of obligation just because someone is trying.

[civic iron]

Thank you Alex 💛 they're a great person and they've thankfully been nothing but kind and respectful and eager to learn as much as they can which kinda just made this hurt worse because to us it felt so obvious that this was hurtful but I doubt they saw it in that way

But we will be keeping a lookout, we've been really good at staying in friendships because someone is trying their best even though they're not good for us! /nav /silly

[heavy steppe]

Thanks didn't know the name

[heavy steppe]

Wow that is mean. I hope your alter is ok. That sounds like being put down for not even being known to the person

[heady hornet]

Got it from school. The success coach (like counselor) gives them to every student

[heady hornet]

That's icky. That person needs to fix themselves before interacting with people

[timber gull]

Uggghh screw them.

[The Notes] F; Ava ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) Someone was talking to us and they said that they didn't want to know when a specific alter was fron…

[heavy steppe]

Wow orchestra that would be great if my high school did that when I was younger

[timber gull]

That’s awesome!
It can be used to help them express feelings, but also writers can use them. There’s a lot of uses

🎶 Orchestra System 🎶 ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) Got it from school. The success coach (like counselor) gives them to every student

[civic iron]

I've talked with them we're all good! 😭 I promise it was a genuine mistake on their part they are such a sweetheart it just hurt us a lot in the moment

[heady hornet]

Ok

[heady hornet]

We get these too. Imma cut the coping skills and tools out too

Nah not my unmade bed in the back

[heady hornet]

Yea. They're doing better to care now unless it's just different countries

[heavy steppe]

Well who knows I graduated in 2018 even that short time things can really change

[heady hornet]

Maybe

Censored for comfort

[heavy steppe]

Feeling good I told my husband my littles were not just littles but a type of alter and he asked how so so I explained things about alters DID/OSDD 1A AND 1B to him. He may not remember because of his memory issues but glad he was willing to ask and listen

[timber gull]

Hello

[heavy steppe]

hi

[timber gull]

Its gone but how is everyone today?

Been alright! Figured out that I seem to take a day or so to switch in properly, which is awkward considering I am host.
Dissociated a bit, but have watched a DID info vid, so that makes sense. (Speech is kinda blendy as well)

[timber gull]

is it possible to split from the stress of denial? /genq

just had this thought randomly, thought i’d ask.

You could

blendy | 🫧💫 ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) is it possible to split from the stress of denial? /genq

[timber gull]

One of our alters split off another because of denial combined with other things. (I am the split off alter)

blendy | 🫧💫 ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) is it possible to split from the stress of denial? /genq

[timber gull]

Is it possible to get trauma from being referred to the wrong department?
I know it has definitely caused trust issues with a lot of people, but now we don’t want to get DID investigated or anything because we’re scared we’ll be sent back there.

Nothing bad actually happened when we went there, we just think it was the wrong department - early intervention in psychosis unit

They didn’t accept us into the unit either

(This happened back in March/April and we still haven’t forgotten it or got over it)

[heady hornet]

We literally split a new person from a bad doctors appointment. Our brain perceived it as traumatic and decided we needed a new part to cope. Its possible

[timber gull]

i think i need a day where i don’t do anything and i actually rest.

[heady hornet]

You good?-

[heavy steppe]

owe my thats a lot of switchin hope your ok

[timber gull]

better now. slept practically immediately after sending that.

now got period cramps to deal with. 😐

[timber gull]

Fun

[timber gull]

If we ever doubt our systemhood ever again I need to remember the call we had last night with our partner because wow.. 💀 if that isn't solid proof idk what is. We switched twice and literally as soon as we switched both times they knew haha and the first one was pretty obvious pretty easy considering there was a voice change and we dissociated for a good 2 minutes but the second switch was so smooth so planned and we were like we'll tell them in a second and they went "that makes so much sense" because they knew we switched and checked our SP! (They did not get notifications and I know they didn't because I had to teach them how to turn them on haha)

[hollow orchid]

Coming back randomly. So our sister is now questioning DID/OSDD (Her therapist brought it up and I informed my sister. Lucky her, she can afford a therapist), but ever since then, our sys has been kinda unstable a bit and it feels like switchy but not, at the same time and I just feel icky. Any tips? /gq /nav

TW: ||possible manipulation mention? Idk||
And I don't think my sister is hearing me out on me having alters as well. It feels like she's just using my knowledge to help herself get help. Like she always ||steps on me, metaphorically, to get her own way of things||. I know it's sibling stuff but aaaa /nav.

[heavy steppe]

wow she should never use you to her advantage in a bad way. Also your alters are real as you said so she needs to accepty that and be a good sibling

what she may not know is alter are real once you have them you always have them

[hollow orchid]

Thank you. /gen

[heady hornet]

Sibling stuff or not she shouldn't be treating you that way. No one deserves that, and I'm sorry someone as close as your sister is making you feel that way

[heavy steppe]

your welcome

[hollow orchid]

I'm used to it, but thank you. /gen -Susie (She/They)

[peak sierra]

• Stress can cause dissociation in Systems

I know I’m late to the party. Sorry. -Senki

Stress of any sort that is overwhelming for the person or creature who is stressed, can make the brain/alter take those memories and create a barrier. Or if a switch happens so to say too.

[hollow orchid]

She's accepting of it! We're starting a podcast, and in the outline, she typed "[insert my name here] intro yo selves" and then when I shook my head she changed it back to singular /pos

[sonic talon]

we have a question. what’s an endogenic system? we’ve been trying to work it out for a while but have found nothing. our friend is also wondering what it is!! [/gen]

nevermind we found out!! our friend found out and told us. those aren’t good.

[hollow orchid]

Yea, I agree. Sorry, I was abt to answer /lh /nm

[sonic talon]

no no it’s ok!!

[hollow orchid]

Oki!!

[coral flint]

Yeah, there’s worse out there but endogenics are the root of all of it

[hollow orchid]

Agreed

[timber gull]

i told one of my irl friends about simply plural. /vpos

[timber gull]

Oooo

[timber gull]

Wish we could do that but we r too shy lol-

ryn | ask prns | 🫧💫 ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) i told one of my irl friends about simply plural. /vpos

i don’t even talk to this friend that often so it’s not gonna be used- /lh

but they are the only irl friend (and person in general-) who i’ve spoken to about system stuff recently. and uhm. yeah. i wish you luck lol.

william ☾✨🦷💫☽ ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) Wish we could do that but we r too shy lol- 📎

[urban sage]

Heyyy guess who found a system name that we really like

We are now officially called the headcanon system.
Just so you know everyone is fine with this. When it was first mentioned, everyone got really excited and really wanted it!

[weak basin]

GG @urban sage, you just advanced to level 2!

[peak sierra]

A system in a canon? Party Canon? Circus Canon? Ship Canon? Etc. /hj-silly-curious

[heady hornet]

Yayyyyy :DDD (No idea what that means, but still!!)

[urban sage]

We had been wondering what to call ourselves as a system but we couldn't decide anything that made sense to us

[peak sierra]

Go with what you feel.

[heady hornet]

Ah. Well, we're happy you finally found something you're comfortable with

[urban sage]

The Headcanon system!! We love it so much!

It also has a silly story behind it so it make is funny

[peak sierra]

Sometimes I feel we should call ours The Time System because Time always works against us.

We like circle clocks though.

[urban sage]

Hmmm that sounds cool!

Do whatever you whole system enjoys

[civic iron]

We call ourselves the Sticky Note Collective because we have a sticky note collection

[peak sierra]

Yeah. Only setback is with that half of us like dull names and others like too flashy or dark sounding names.

[heady hornet]

For us, most of us like horror, especially horror dolls and obsessed with ||death and gore|| and stuff. We're trying to find a name that will suit that, but it's so hard 😭😭

[peak sierra]

That’s what I mean by dark sounding names. 😂

[heady hornet]

Oh hahah 😆

[heavy steppe]

Gosh it's rough to notice you came out of a front episode and groceries and bags are all over the floor. Like when did I even get home

[heady hornet]

Dang...

[peak sierra]

Yep. It’s not fun but I’ve also been cocon with another alter and we keep switching around and out.

[heavy steppe]

Switched twice today ugh so tired. Now I'm dealing with this mess but at least the fridge and freezer are stocked

Having to put food up and bags away. So many bags omg

[peak sierra]

Well, Good Job I’d say.

I don’t have a name and I’m not Senki, I just realized.

[heavy steppe]

Dang. Also thanks I guess my little Anastasia was out according to texts. She was a little sad because of being told she can't be little right now. Looks like she tried to be a big girl and put food away. She did a great job on the fridge so organized

[heady hornet]

Aw, that's very cute

Just a forewarning, I am not currently Charlie, so anything I say or do, they might not.

[heavy steppe]

It's alright

[hollow orchid]

We finally got someone to clean! Wasn't me though haha. -Susie [she/they/it] & Noelle [she/her]

[heady hornet]

Well just found out my server ad was on a website that I stopped trying to put it on because it asks for a custom link and someone joined from there and sent the link and I was unaware the whole time and don't remember anything other than trying and giving up and yea

Amnesia >>>> /sarc

[hollow orchid]

I'm sorry to hear abt the amnesia :c

[weak basin]

GG @hollow orchid, you just advanced to level 13!

[heavy steppe]

Gosh the amnisia is real

[hollow orchid]

Yeah

[heavy steppe]

Anyone else notice they feel more dissociated and switchy at night. My amnisia the morning of a night switch is always extra high

[heady hornet]

100%

[weak basin]

GG @heady hornet, you just advanced to level 10!

[heady hornet]

M just get more blurry o tired so more blurry

[timber gull]

nights are harder mental health wise in general for me but most of the time i’m not switchy throughout the day and then at night it gets worse.

[ebon shell]

Is it a thing for an alter to change ages?
And I don't mean like age normally but like- they're 6 years old and then next time they front they're like 11

[timber gull]

age slider maybe?

Li (they/them) ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) Is it a thing for an alter to change ages?
And I don't mean like age normally but like- they're 6 ye…

“Other alters may age sporadically as they process their trauma and come to accept the current date and the age of the body.”

that’s not an age slider that’s another thing i found-

ryn | ask prns | 🫧💫 ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) “Other alters may age sporadically as they process their trauma and come to accept the current date …

[ebon shell]

Hmm
It's also hard to tell cuz sometimes she likes to "act like the big kids"
So like is she actually changing ages or is her maturity level just dramatically changing?
I hate being a system sometimes. This stuff is so complicated:/

[timber gull]

“Not all alters fall easily or neatly into one category of age. Some alters are what are known as age-sliders and have the ability to present at different ages depending on internal or external circumstances. Age-sliders may slide within a certain range of ages, may only present as certain fixed ages, or might experience some combination of these (for example, one alter might be 7-12, another might be 6, 9, or 17, and a third might be either 7-9 or 12-16). Alters that age-slide may or may not have a different appearance, disposition, job, or set of memories for each of their ages.” - age-sliders.

that’s long oops-

[peak sierra]

I know right. 💀 It gets so complicated you just want to curl up and sob sometimes.

Also though she may actually be aging mentally + emotionally or Physically as well. But some can change from a little physically/mentally but remain little emotionally/physically. It varies from system-system/alter-alter.

[heady hornet]

We had a little move from 4 to 7 then she felt like 11 then 4 and I was confused until I relised that she moved from 4 to 7 but still goes back to 4 occasionally and the constantly 4 year old is another little and the 11 year old I saw images of her flashing across my face a lot for a long time finally acknowledge them and she is 11 and yea

[heady hornet]

Yea! and it is way too complicated I usually just let it develop on its own then slowly figure out whats up

[heady hornet]

Thanks for this, might actually need it 😭

[timber gull]

https://did-research.org/did/alters/ages#:~:text=Alters may age even if,upon to stop the trauma.

^^ that’s the page i got the info from. :)

🎶 Orchestra System 🎶 ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) Thanks for this, might actually need it 😭

[heady hornet]

ty

[timber gull]

you’re welcome.

[peak sierra]

That’s what we have started to do. Because certain things are becoming more developed. Bit by bit. Still no headspace access.

So we get that 💯

I don’t like to go digging 🥲 Danger scary nope.

[heady hornet]

yea^^

[timber gull]

Anyone have any advice on un-fuzzying yourself?

[heavy steppe]

gosh i culd use that to been fuzzy all day

[peak sierra]

Wish I knew honestly.

Does anyone know of any names with the aesthetic milk chocolate/a cafe aesthetic?

[heady hornet]

Milo!!!

[mint ocean]

Hi people

[heavy steppe]

Hi

[hollow orchid]

Hi

[mint ocean]

Hru?

[heavy steppe]

Sick. I went into my room to get something and it reeks still

Also other issues but ya know

[hollow orchid]

I'm sorry to hear that!

[hollow orchid]

I'm okay! Studying for my driver's test that's tomorrow 😭 /nav

[heady hornet]

This bout to be me studying for My learners 😭

[timber gull]

I love throwing alter names on these! Especially humanizing our persecutor alters when people love to dehumanize them

[heavy steppe]

Wow this is a cool way to capture them and who they are. I love it

[timber gull]

Thank you! We originally made them to try and explain some alters as best as we could to our partner but it just turned into let's do sillies

[heavy steppe]

I was thinking of ways to describe my three girls in my journal

[heady hornet]

Make mood boards

Then print

[heavy steppe]

Oooo good idea. Hope I can print them we have two printers but no ink money but next option ten cent or 25 cent library prints

[heady hornet]

Oh ok! I just made mine. Not gonna print though I think

[heavy steppe]

Well i might draw mine in my book for my therapist or pshyc both like to look

[digital abyss]

We often draw each of us

it helps piece together specific looks and clothes and stuff, helps with grounding and blurryness

[heady hornet]

Well apparently we can't draw for shit so we just find picture of what they look like and keep them in an album

[digital abyss]

valid valid

[weak basin]

GG @digital abyss, you just advanced to level 2!

[heady hornet]

Yea 😂

[peak sierra]

I need the Crimes & NO one

Because that’s basically us

[civic iron]

I cannot find it in higher quality :,) very sorry

[timber gull]

The highest quality xD
(Love discord refusing to load stuff)

[midnight drift]

My system in utter chaos just tryna get shit done rn

[timber gull]

Someone (/sys) likes the word “thus” and I don’t know who, but so far in our GCSEs, we’ve written it in at least 7 papers 😭

[peak sierra]

Thanks! That works!

[timber gull]

i think i’m new. or at least newly discovered. but i don’t know if i’m just really dissociated and blendy or if i’m actually new. not really sure what it’s meant to feel like to be discovered i guess. also not really sure how anybody could help but if you can then that would be nice. :))

Hello, best thing I can suggest is making sure you are grounded before trying to figure it out fully as not being grounded wouldn’t help fuzziness or being blendy

i think i’m fully grounded. i don’t really know what i’m doing sorry.

It’s fine! /gen

Do you feel present in the moment and the body?

i was when i wrote that but now i feel a little less. i think because i’m thinking about it. which might not make sense.

unsure (1 alter) | 🫧💫 ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) i think i’m new. or at least newly discovered. but i don’t know if i’m just really dissociated and b…

That makes sense. It’s fine

oki.

Do you want help figuring out who you are? Because best thing I can suggest is look at a list of names within your sys and see if you resonate with any of them, if you don’t, even if you do a bit but not fully, then you’re probably new

i’ll go do that! thank youuu!

Alright!
I might not be online when you come back - it is midnight xD
I wish you luck though

oh same timezone.

i think i’m new.

but i’m not really sure.

because there’s two alters that i relate to a little bit each and one of them i don’t think we know anything about and the other one i don’t know because she’s not really fronted in a while i don’t think.

she was here today. oh.

i don’t think i’m her though.

because she’s quite childish and i don’t feel childish but more like i am young. if that makes sense.

i shouldn’t be online maybe if i’m young.

oh.

Could u’s have fused?

what’s that again?

Two or more alters in one

Like they merge

i don’t really know.

they both fronted today.

unsure (1 alter) | 🫧💫 ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) because there’s two alters that i relate to a little bit each and one of them i don’t think we know …

they are very different though i think.

because the only thing we know about one of them is that they are unstable and things. like they don’t know anything really and are confused as to what’s happening and whenever they front it’s a big deal because it disrupts the whole day.

that might be too much sorry.

i’m not alone anymore i think.

See if they can help you out - struggling at the moment sorry

it’s ok i hope you feel better.

We will. Just rapid switching and I don’t know why…

i’ll stop talking now and see if i can work it out. and not put pressure on you to help.

It’s fine! We’ll help to the best of out ability, just might be slow to respond

whoever it was has now disappeared

might’ve been my fault honestly for some reason i’m considered scary

(in a loving way i think)

Heh

That’s funny (forgot littles can’t talk here)

i can’t feel them at all that’s so weird

Mmm. Just don’t push it

nah i’m not

i think sleeping is probably a good idea honestly

[timber gull]

Hey

[timber gull]

i think they might be back.

i will attempt to keep you updated. 🫡

[heady hornet]

Oo good luck. Its been pretty silent here

[faint mason]

we have been so switchy lately it’s not funny

why did our only male alter (hasn’t fronted in 6 months until recently) and our (nb) primary caregiver front together today when we were just hanging out with our partner??

[heady hornet]

[faint mason]

[heady hornet]

[paper crater]

Ahhhhh

[timber gull]

Someone here is really confident in this skirt we are wearing and I don’t know who…

[heady hornet]

Kya?

I'm just guessing XD I'm bored

[timber gull]

I only front to make sure no one does shit to us while we are wearing it. So not me xD

🎶 Orchestra System 🎶 ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) Kya?

[heady hornet]

Ok 😂

I live in Canada I don't worry about that. The skirts I own are- anyway I wish you guys the best of luck

[timber gull]

Haha, yeah

[heavy steppe]

gosh been having a lot of co fronting the past few days and its suttle like I notice foods being eaten that only the girls eat. Weird

[peak sierra]

Ah the life of a Canadian, great ain’t it? /sarc

[heady hornet]

There a || shooting || down the street XD (Not literally down the street)

[peak sierra]

Omg I’m so sorry 💀 hopefully things went ok. There’s been a few in my city but it’s been quiet for a while.

[heady hornet]

My dad has to walk with me cause some random guy was following women 😭

[heady hornet]

It was a bit ago dw

[peak sierra]

💀😭 yeah it’s not the best. Sorry things have been scary.

[heady hornet]

I'm good. That doesn't scare me lol

I'm from Jamaica

[peak sierra]

A dude kept stalking my sisters work. Me and my mom went while my sis wasn’t there and stared him down and he never went back.

[peak sierra]

RIP

[heady hornet]

As you should!

[peak sierra]

I am an Albertan so 🤷🏻

[heady hornet]

Me tooooo

[peak sierra]

Eyyyy

Wait you are in the other city I think, right?

[heady hornet]

Edmonton

[peak sierra]

Yeah figured!

I’m a few hours away

I remembered! lol

[heady hornet]

Yea! Lol

Imma pull up at West Ed mall

XD

[peak sierra]

I wish I could go! Still haven’t. I’ve been practically all over our province except that mall.

[heady hornet]

Lol

I live 10 to 15 minutes away

[peak sierra]

Luckyyyy

[heady hornet]

I got my build a bear from there

[peak sierra]

Nicee! I’ve had a few over the years!

[heady hornet]

Cool!

My mom hates her

Cause it sings into the unknown and has the belt

[peak sierra]

🥲 oh no

Lol

[heady hornet]

Yeah... 😂

[peak sierra]

We always feel so uncomfortable when we see who we are. It’s weird it’s like “who am I” then -giant wave of discomfort-

Unsure why it happens to all of us (as far as it’s been recorded.

Like I know now I’m Grey, and others are cofronting/cocon but self realization is always so stressful to us.

[heady hornet]

Yea I know!!! I'll look I the mirror and even try to find the face of me when I was younger (when I say me I mean the body) and I realized that a lot of the time no one identifies with the body even me that I though was always host but I also think makeup plays a part or something cause like now when I have makeup on I identify more with the body but even without makeup on when I smile I can still see us when we were like 6. Idk it weird

[peak sierra]

Yeah! That’s very similar for us but me and my subsystem are nonhuman so it’s a lil rough for us, but generally we forget we are a system and then like we’ll look in a mirror and go, “that’s not me, but who am I if that’s not me.”

I can’t tell if we are a subsystem or sidesystem. Because only few from other sidesystems can interact with us.

I think sidesystem

[heady hornet]

What's a sidesystem?

[peak sierra]

Kinda like a system
With like a host, protector, caregiver etc, but it is like many and they only have certain times where 1 system is active, they may or may not be able to contact each other.
These are pretty much only found in more complex systems.

Sidesystems will have different locations in headspace they reside, and may switch out with each other based on certain factors (aka, what the sidesystem is needed for in the body’s life.)

Does that make sense?

[heady hornet]

Oh yea!

😭😭😭 Science final tomorrow

[peak sierra]

Ripppp

Dang. I wish you luck.

I’m a Chem geek. Kinda Bio too

[heady hornet]

I found put I missed a whole unit so your luck will be wasted

[peak sierra]

Nooooo

🫂🤞🏻I’ll still cross my fingers for you.

[wise basin]

Hey!! So how would you know if you had DID/OSDD? We don't understand it tbh, but We've been told by doctors and therapists that we could have DID/OSDD. So idrk, what do you think?
(Sorry if this wasn't very clear, we don't know how to word it)

[timber gull]

Do you ever have voices that talk to you, or ‘wake up’ in a different place, forget a lot of things, feel detached from reality?

Oops

Haha

Sorry

[wise basin]

It's okay, but yeah

[timber gull]

Do you feel like these voices are their own person?

[wise basin]

Honestly yeah

[timber gull]

Big chance that they are alters then

Do they take control of your body?

[wise basin]

mhm
Actually better way for us to word it, it often feels like we're a different person

[timber gull]

Alright

[wise basin]

Oh okay

[heavy steppe]

sounds a lot like alters yes

[wise basin]

Okay thanks (Sorry didn't know how to reply)

[heavy steppe]

Owe it's ok

[peak sierra]

The urge to zoomies is high but bodies got no energy and this is a Catholic Christian Warehouse……..

[heavy steppe]

my lord its like when ADHD go burr but body is like me sleepy and its 2 am and you don't wan't to wake anyone

i found a note once with my two year old alter saying i love going brrr in the light. I laughed

[faint mason]

littles leave the funniest messages

[peak sierra]

This yesss.

It’s like Alter Energy =/= Body Energy

[heavy steppe]

Omg yesss and I notice one alter really likes being active at night it's Anastasia because my husband says she is noisy at night lol

[peak sierra]

Lmao

Rip

We are generally quiet

[heavy steppe]

My youngest and oldest are the quiet ones

[hollow orchid]

Trying not to refer to myself as my name because Im texting a person who doesn't know about our sys.

[timber gull]

Oof-
We’ve already switched twice today and haven’t even been awake for 20 minutes yet 😭

[hollow orchid]

Yikes, Im sorry!!

[timber gull]

Mehhh
We’ve got exams and need to find a teacher. So we are stressed to be fair. But just kinda annoying. And said teacher knows we think we have DID as well…

[midnight drift]

Any tips for dealing with new experiences that are generally expected?

Had someone front while I was on my way to college and he got pretty motion sick because he's apparently never been in a car so wasn't used to the sensation/how to sit/adjust his body

[heavy steppe]

Man I just woke up and feel switchy already wow

[timber gull]

We gave up on logging them before we even logged any xD

Switched way too many times

Got a new person too. But didn’t have chance to figure out who they were

We are that switchy

[heavy steppe]

I was gonna log but it's taking a long time this morning. This is a long switchy feeling

[timber gull]

felt, hope u find out soon

Forgetful Nonbinary cat (Sorry) ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) I was gonna log but it's taking a long time this morning. This is a long switchy feeling

[timber gull]

i was having such a good day without a bunch of switches and now there’s a lot going on-

i get that feeling, hope ur okay !

it’s getting better. :)

[weak basin]

GG @digital abyss, you just advanced to level 4!

[timber gull]

questions to the systems of the server
anyone here have introjects? im too nervous to proxy because of that

because of the fear that im alone on that / being fakeclaimed / explaining myself to singlets*

anonymous . . ask prns — 🎬 ⋆ . ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) questions to the systems of the server
anyone here have introjects? im too nervous to proxy because …

not a vent just like, curious

glad!! .gen

blurry | 🫧💫 ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) it’s getting better. :)

/gen*

[fading path]

what :0 introjects are very common in systems and i know some systems here who have introjects (including us)
you're definitely not alone in that, and iirc fakeclaiming is not allowed in here

[timber gull]

yea it isnt i just was worried abt being questioned if i proxied

generl fear ig?

but tytysm omg

[midnight drift]

We do 👍

[timber gull]

normally there’s at least one other person in a group conversation that can help explain if you can’t.

[fading path]

nono not at all! altho i will say some people here and there get confused and don't know what proxies are and may think you're a bot but usually there will be other people willing to explain if ur not up to it

[fading path]

i feel like this makes no sense but my brain can't read it back so mb if i just gave a wall of text that means absolutely nothing 😭

[midnight drift]

I'm online a lot and have been to college for psychology and have done an EPQ on autism and PTSD

I specialise in trauma disorders so I can usually explain fully & am online a lot (even if it appears like I'm not) so feel free to ping me! I'll respond if I can :))

(that statement goes for anyone, I love educating people)

[timber gull]

totally wasn’t specifically talking about you- /s

Alex [Bug] - @ping me! ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) I'm online a lot and have been to college for psychology and have done an EPQ on autism and PTSD

I …

[fading path]

lowkey same 😭

[midnight drift]

Haha I'm a celebrity/j

[fading path]

XD

[timber gull]

that was the fastest switch of my life, wow.

[midnight drift]

Hi Adam lol

You alr?/nfta

[timber gull]

my head hurts. ryn’s coming back in now. no idea what is happening.

Alex [Bug] - @ping me! ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) You alr?/nfta

[midnight drift]

Oh lord yeah that sounds rough

Keep yourself as grounded and safe as possible

[timber gull]

ok ok ty!! im a nervous individual thats all lol

⊹ TCC ⊹ ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) nono not at all! altho i will say some people here and there get confused and don't know what proxie…

[fading path]

xD that's fair!! glad to have helped ^.^

[timber gull]

nodz! tyty

uh on the interject question we have.. a lot but it makes sense to us why we have a lot so we don’t think about it too hard 😅

[coral flint]

Introject*

Spelling

Sigh

[timber gull]

nono ur good

i was worried abt proxying as an intrj

[fading path]

unrelated but stripe is such a cool pronoun-

[timber gull]

that was the question if i wasbt allowed to lol

ill just proxy the typical

thank you!!

⊹ TCC ⊹ ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) unrelated but stripe is such a cool pronoun-

stripe :0 /vvpos

jumpscare

lol

ty all i appreciate it, first time speaking in this server /gen

[heady hornet]

Yes only one though. British tiktoker

[fading path]

"british mf" still makes me laugh 😭

[heady hornet]

Stop-

At least we know his name is Paul now XD

[fading path]

XD

[fading path]

damn 😭

[heady hornet]

I did him dirty

The video it's from he got a brain freeze

[fading path]

yeouch!

i forgot those were a thing

[heady hornet]

Yea lol

That's why his description is no you didn't

[fading path]

lmao

we haven't heard from our british mf in a while

no idea if thats a good or a bad thing XDD

dude is the most talkative (brain-wise) guy ever 😭

[hollow orchid]

I get that lol

We have a British dude lol

(Also sorry for just randomly coming into the chat /g)

[fading path]

idk why ur sorry for that :p /g

[heady hornet]

S ok^

[fading path]

anyway im heading off to watch a movie now

[heady hornet]

Alr

[fading path]

farewell british beholders !! /silly

[heady hornet]

Ofc!! Byeeee

[hollow orchid]

Oki, Byeee

[heady hornet]

Finally did s

[hollow orchid]

Awesome!!

[timber gull]

Late to the convo but you can 100% proxy here as an introject!

anonymous . . ask prns — 🎬 ⋆ . ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) yea it isnt i just was worried abt being questioned if i proxied

(Says that and then figures out who I am)

[hollow orchid]

I get that -Susie [she/it/they]

[timber gull]

Yeah. Why’d me and my brother both get introjected on the same day?…
I know it was stressful, but still. Not Toya as well.

[timber gull]

i think that one was even faster. /hj

adam | he/xe | 🫧💫 ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) that was the fastest switch of my life, wow.

[hollow orchid]

Talking to the sister even tho Its awkward

[heavy steppe]

God when it comes to my siblings I am never strong enough to tell them my issues and so scared one day I will switch in front of them and freak them out because they don't even know dissociation disorders and alters exist

Also if I switch they tell our mom because they keep nothing from her and that is a convo I hope to God never happens. So I hope talking to your sister is going as well as it can

[hollow orchid]

Im really sorry to hear that! Im not the current host, but she thought I was. I didn't tell her about anything related to DID/OSDD

[timber gull]

if it makes you feel better i get called the ||slut|| of the system and im a real person introject 😔 //nsfw implecation

🎶 Orchestra System 🎶 ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) I did him dirty

giggles its giving our introject of a first person gun game but not the game itself a fucking mod of the game based off of a book 😭 like how much more specific can ur ass get

Todoroki || He/Him 🎶🧮 ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) Yeah. Why’d me and my brother both get introjected on the same day?…
I know it was stressful, but st…

[midnight drift]

A friend of mine is an introject of a very specific small fanfic of a character that a person plays

That's pretty specific lmao

[timber gull]

thats pretty specific

our introjects are straight up like “it is this exact thing nothing more nothing else” or “i just look like them i kinda forget its an introject to begin with sometimes”

[weak basin]

GG @hybrid skiff, you just advanced to level 4!

[timber gull]

yeah we get that too, i think its the same for us. i cant speak on them too much but we are introj heavy a bit ahaha but they are all their own person obvi and some don't really care about their source at all and some do like their source but not heavily connected w/it

💎 — ASH ! SHE / THEY — 🎬 ⋆ . ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) our introjects are straight up like “it is this exact thing nothing more nothing else” or “i just lo…

we have this introj of a voice acting character we made and he doesnt even look like the character himself (hes a goober i love him but we dont talk too much, between me and him i mean. he fronts regularly in general)

we have three of those. i hate each of them /t /not serious

[⚔] Blake - He/Doc [🌹] ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) we have this introj of a voice acting character we made and he doesnt even look like the character h…

LOL

💎 — ASH ! SHE / THEY — 🎬 ⋆ . ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) we have three of those. i hate each of them /t /not serious 📎

only one is okay to be in the same room with with their source

that says enough

[weak basin]

GG @digital abyss, you just advanced to level 5!

[timber gull]

and even then im scared ill make them cry

ohhhh them

goober

i think three? ide wanna know anymore

valid lol

[timber gull]

….

a bit of a chaos day.

[midnight drift]

Same lol

[timber gull]

JESUS??

im sorry for ur loss wtf

[hollow orchid]

hey, so im in 'front' with susie, but it doesn't know how to explain where i am or who i am and they say that im new... could anyone please help?

[timber gull]

holup i got a link for this

idk if i can send links here, can i dm it to u? /nf

[hollow orchid]

yea! ofc!

[timber gull]

sent

[hollow orchid]

thank you!

[timber gull]

mhmhm

[hollow orchid]

ok, i understand! thank you again! i'll try to figure out a name, i don't think im an 'introject'

[timber gull]

no worries /gen

dear god im so sorry😭😭 usually we have like 2 at minimum fronting but damn I hope yall are good lol

blurry | 🫧💫 ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) …. 📎

[weak basin]

GG @hybrid skiff, you just advanced to level 5!

[timber gull]

is that THE chaos 🫵

❓ — CHAOS ! HE / THEY — 🎬 ⋆ . ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) no worries /gen

thank you thank you

MEE6 ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) GG @hybrid skiff, you just advanced to level 5!

[weak basin]

Verily, thou art most welcome, noble <@​1244664894075306026>! 'Tis a grand achievement to reach level 5 in this digital realm! Wouldst thou celebrate this milestone with a feast of delectable tacos, or perhaps partake in a jousting tournament to showcase thy newfound prowess?

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[timber gull]

HELP?

Ohhh it replied to me😭🤣

[hollow orchid]

Oop-

[timber gull]

proxy moment😔👍

I think we’ve had 5 in front at most possibly

well not front front but like there but like co or background lol

[hollow orchid]

Oh yikes, Im sorry to hear about that!

[heady hornet]

Us too^^

[heady hornet]

And this

[timber gull]

our top mightve been like 7 good lord

[⚔] Blake - He/Doc [🌹] ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) I think we’ve had 5 in front at most possibly

[timber gull]

hi

meowdy

hi country cat lol jk i am new and not much is know about me i am a older friend of the hosts 3 littles and the original system protector from Sweden

i don't reviel stuff about myself much

coolio, pleasure to meet u nontheless

thank you right now i am co fronting with the hosts little Sandy little one got tired and is sleeping in my lap

[timber gull]

aww

[timber gull]

I have been secretly teaching the girls to be safe when no one can care for them like their mama or caretaker the hosts husband

[midnight drift]

Sometimes I kinda feel most if not all of my system* wake up in response to something and trying to get thoughts to actually function around that time and get some order is soo hard

*(We're a pretty small system)

[timber gull]

one time (no idea what happened) the whole system was co con and I could not concentrate on anything for those few minutes
I’m not sure how many people that was but probably around 15 at least??

🗡 — GAIL ! THEY / ANY — 🎬 ⋆ . ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) our top mightve been like 7 good lord 📎

[timber gull]

Sameee
There was like 30+ of us in front

Ari - they/stripe ||BIRDS ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) one time (no idea what happened) the whole system was co con and I could not concentrate on anything… 📎

[timber gull]

2-3 is the usual at one time. but then sometimes things like that happen.

[⚔] Blake - He/Doc [🌹] ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) dear god im so sorry😭😭 usually we have like 2 at minimum fronting but damn I hope yall are good lo… 📎

[digital abyss]

only one is typical or 2 to 3

for us ^

or just being blurry

thats the typical /hj

like rn 💀

[heavy steppe]

Dang crazy fronting for over 8 hours last night

[digital abyss]

sometimes the fronting statuses i find are so funny

[weak basin]

GG @digital abyss, you just advanced to level 6!

[digital abyss]

like what are these hello

[hollow orchid]

Valid!!

I once had like 14 in front and we all just about cried

[midnight drift]

We're a system of 6 (likely more but I don't have access to them if there are) but we're P-DID so are largely inactive unless needed

We get dazed and confused with 3 at once so when everyone is awake at the same time it gets to be a bit much

[hollow orchid]

Fellow P-DID er (I'm an American meaning that I'd have OSDD-1b, but its a tiny bit inaccurate)! I'm currently front stuck 😭

[midnight drift]

ah I see! yeah here in the uk we use the ICD so I fall under P-DID and I feel it's the most accurate description for me :)

[hollow orchid]

Yeah, I understand! In the US we use the DSM-5, meaning that I fall under OSDD-1b, however I feel that P-DID is the most accurate for me as well

(Darn America 😭)

[weak basin]

GG @paper crater, you just advanced to level 20!

[timber gull]

Hey, sorry to interrupt, but is it normal to feel guilty when you have at least 2 alters from a show you have only watched for the first time this last month?
(I say at least two because I sense another’s presence but they’re not confirmed yet)

[hollow orchid]

All good! And yeah, it is normal, but its totally valid and okay : )

I had that happen with Gravity Falls once

[timber gull]

Mm. Just feels so weird. But we are also hyperfixating on it. Finished it today and went “hmm. Better watch that again”

[steady wolf]

@midnight drift DSM-5 is that a will wood reference?? /hj /ref

[timber gull]

I hate the ghosty feeling when Todoroki or Toya front because it feels like we have their burns on our face or body.

Will Wood mentioned?

stan754 [tech support] ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) @midnight drift DSM-5 is that a will wood reference?? /hj /ref

[hollow orchid]

I gotchu, Im sorry to hear that though

[steady wolf]

yess

[timber gull]

Mm it’ll take some getting used to, but… ehh

Duck Lord (pls @ reply) ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) I gotchu, Im sorry to hear that though

[steady wolf]

(I'll leave again cuz off topic lol)

[midnight drift]

half joking? /gq

[timber gull]

Last song we listened to….

stan754 [tech support] ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) yess

[hollow orchid]

(Its chill lol)

[timber gull]

Don’t care! Don’t worry /gen

stan754 [tech support] ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) (I'll leave again cuz off topic lol)

[steady wolf]

yess it's in one of his songs haha

[midnight drift]

ohhh haha

[heavy steppe]

also looked it up people say in they have heard him mention it in some of his songs

[steady wolf]

whut?

I just sent a screenshot of it being in one of his songs /lh

[heavy steppe]

i am scanning threw the chat and never heard of him so looked it up

[timber gull]

How do you stop splits from happening due to stressful situations?
Like find better coping mechanisms for small stressors.
I think we’re splitting again, which I can understand for this certain event, but we split because of basically nothing normally and that’s not good.

[peak sierra]

Unsure honestly. Don’t think they can be stopped.
Grounding techniques however and positive affirmations and emotionally+mentally+physically processing the event that’s happening may help.

[timber gull]

Ok. So basically let the event happen and try and not block out that it has happened?

[peak sierra]

In a sense yes.

Kinda let yourself experience the emotions that come from it

Let it pass through you, acknowledging the event, what you feel, what it makes you think.
Journaling about it all may help.

The event that occurred:
How I feel about it:
What makes me feel this way about it:
Has it happened before:
What can I learn from what happened:
What thoughts does this event bring up:
How can I help myself better if this situation happens again:

It may help but please don’t push yourself if you are not ready.

[timber gull]

Alright. We’re not in any therapy at the moment so need to be extremely careful but thanks for the help!

[digital abyss]

therapy helps with it me thinks

[timber gull]

Yeah. I don’t know wtf is going on with us and therapy ngl.

[heady hornet]

We split lots cuz finals. But not find everyones yet

Find 2 I thinks, n maybe one mores

[heavy steppe]

Dang I bet that is hard

I'm calming my sensory overload and stress of heat after a walk. I was scared I would shift on my walk but petting a dog and cat helped

[heady hornet]

Mmhm! I knew cause lots of headaches and migraines constantly the pass week

Even headache today twice

I can only imagine the chaos

[heavy steppe]

Yeah my headaches each day drive me crazy and yeah stress from tests can cause all these and more to happen. I would always get migraines during test weeks

[peak sierra]

On the topic of hobbies in the general chat. How do you start a new hobby without it seeming like you are ‘stealing’ a hobby from a systemmate.

Or well more or less, how do you take on one of the body’s hobbies as your own and feel more comfortable with it?

Cause I feel like I’m intruding when I want to have a hobby but can’t get rid of the feeling.

[heady hornet]

Just go for it! Its not stealing at all! You can have the same interests!

[heady hornet]

You're entitled to having hobbies no matter what they are!

[heady hornet]

You are never intruding when you are enjoying something because you enjoy it

[peak sierra]

😅👍🏻 Thank you.
I don’t know why I feel so weird about it too. We’ve always felt awkward for having the same likes and interests as others. None of our memories link back to that belief though.

[heady hornet]

Ugh another headache. I don't even want to know the member count now /nav

[peak sierra]

Pfft same here. I don’t want to count. We just go by most active and who feels still there. It’s absolute chaos.

[timber gull]

well I am not looking forward to later this week or next week the host starts their ||period|| and it throws the whole system out of wack

[peak sierra]

(Ours might come soon too, usually 23rd/24th, it’ll be hell if it does)

[timber gull]

Same systems already so moody every little thing driving the members ininsaininsaneinii

stupid Kendal discord repeat for no reason glitch

[timber gull]

hello! I got a question. is there a good way to find out like- why you are here like. for reference we just realized I was here yesterday but I think its been a while so maybe I was a fragment but yeah. idk man im just figuring stuff out LOL

I know I’m a mood booster but tis all I know for now 😎✌️

[midnight drift]

do you mean why you split?/gq

[timber gull]

I just dont want people thinking I just spawned in of existence out of nowhere 😭

possibly yeah

im thinking im a split from our host

[midnight drift]

I would argue if you do not know (and it was a recent split) let the system restabilise before looking for the reason

Amnesia is there for a reason and if you're already splitting it's not the best idea to stress yourself more

[timber gull]

gotcha, everyone is confused and like “who are you” rn lol

ah gotcha okay

[midnight drift]

There will be a reason. it's just unclear at times

let things settle and if you feel safe you can start looking

if you really need to know maybe check any logs you may have
Private discord server
notes app
system comm app
system journal
ect

[timber gull]

I think I know what the reason is but it was so recent that im not sure if its possible and I feel bad that if it is possible I feel bad that he split

[midnight drift]

Dont' feel bad. It took me a long time to learn but don't feel guilty

this is how your brain learned to cope. You did not do this to yourself nor to any other member of your system

it sucks but it's not your fault and you will learn to work together with time

[timber gull]

:( thank you /gen

[midnight drift]

ofc. We're all just out here doing our best

[timber gull]

mhm ^^

[midnight drift]

I still feel guilty some days. Especially if youre the host it's easy to feel like you inflict pain on your system

You do not. each and every one of you is needed and important. You are all part of one mind. It hurts but you are needed

even if it was a choice, mistakes happen. Don't let them drag you down. Learn from them and move forward

My therapist gave me some pretty good advice for this:
"The thoughts of 'I should have done better'/'I should have done more'/ect Are Important. When we go through trauma it helps to push us because we're always working to be better"
But
"There is a point where 'should' is no longer a useful word. there comes a time to lay it to rest and move forward with more compassion"

(all of that applies to anyone who may be reading)

[peak sierra]

Wise therapist indeed

[little dew]

hi um sorry for interrupting but we re feeling really hazy l=and we can't ground
ourselvees what so ever any advice?/nfta

[timber gull]

smell a candle or scented item, listen to music, if you can then put your feet on the floor and feel the floor with your feet.

ash ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) hi um sorry for interrupting but we re feeling really hazy l=and we can't ground
ourselvees what s…

[peak sierra]

Use your senses to connect back to your body.
Smell, Taste, Touch, Hearing, Sight.

[little dew]

ouu never thought about the sent thing i hope that it will help cz we have an exam tomorrow thanks for the advice/gen

[timber gull]

i wanna start carrying around a scented pen lol.

[little dew]

thats is a very nice idea ngl

[timber gull]

Ooooo I love that idea. I wonder if pens that smell like summer smells are a thing

[timber gull]

We learnt an interesting positive trigger for one of our little’s today. It’s a song from a camp we did when we were around that age. We completely forgot that song existed and we listened to it in a club tonight.

They didn’t fully front. Only reason we know is that our voice went more childish

[peak sierra]

That’s cool!

[heady hornet]

How find people who split? Want them gone

[peak sierra]

Doesn’t work that way unfortunately.

[fading path]

why is picking a name SO dang hard 😭 others (/sys) have said it before me and ill say it again 💀

i'm prolly js axton anyway so idk what im on abt but like its been SO long since he(or i) fronted so who tf knows

[peak sierra]

Mood

[fading path]

hi

yes i was just staring at the screen

[peak sierra]

Maybe Cofront or something

[fading path]

honestly was thinking that too

[peak sierra]

✨ Dissociation ✨Wheeeeee

[fading path]

literally

damn i reply fast

[timber gull]

I was doing the same with a long YouTube video

[peak sierra]

Maybe your brain in slo-mo

[fading path]

lmao

[peak sierra]

I’m trying so hard not to dissociate

[fading path]

im spacey as of like 2 minutes ago (hence the staring at the screen) so idk what's going on 😭

if anythings even going on

looking back at old msgs is funny af 😭

[timber gull]

hi.

i don’t know why i’m here lol.

[fading path]

yo

[timber gull]

I feel like I'm going back and someone else is coming front but I'm trying not to let that happen because the littles can't cook so if I go I need the host to come forth not a little they are sweet but can't feed themselves

it's ok we all have that from time to time

dyno | ?? prns | 🫧💫 ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) i don’t know why i’m here lol.

alr im js gonna embrace it atp and if im not me then sux 2 suck ig

⊹ TCC ⊹ ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) i'm prolly js axton anyway so idk what im on abt but like its been SO long since he(or i) fronted so…

nah im def me 💀

probably

feels a bit off but prob just having a slow switch or smth like that plus the fact that i havent fronted in about 64 billion years 💀

[timber gull]

helped bud find himself a pfp for his proxy now feelin a bit blendy 💀

dyno fronted????

dyno | ?? prns | 🫧💫 ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) i don’t know why i’m here lol.

since when????

[heady hornet]

Whoever that was, was losing it

We found 6/7 new alters. Not sure about one

It was a great experience /sarc

Could've been worse though

[timber gull]

jesus i

tbf this happened

"bro im cooked" is wild 😭

[heady hornet]

Actually 6 alters not 7

[weak basin]

GG @heady hornet, you just advanced to level 15!

[peak sierra]

Understandable

[heavy steppe]

Long night and day

[hollow orchid]

Trying not to let a new person front in the car today bc we had a split and are super dissociated

[heady hornet]

My head.....is pounding. We're legit splitting from the trauma of splitting-

[hollow orchid]

Im really sorry to hear that /g

[timber gull]

guys the only pants all of us agree on are wearing out at the thighs. and we got them thrifting so i can’t even re-buy them

what am i supposed to do now 😭

[hollow orchid]

Maybe try for similar pants

[heavy steppe]

Ooo you can look for what kinda pants they are online

[faint mason]

they’re banana republic black skinny jeans but i don’t think they have the same ones anymore

the ones on the website are different :(((((((

[heady hornet]

Um...Help?-

[timber gull]

oh damn-

[timber gull]

Fun

[heady hornet]

2 more people joined after but now it's just set as blurry cause cba to keep track. For once our comms are up and working

[peak sierra]

Ooo lmao

That’s good comms are up

[heady hornet]

Arguable

[rocky zealot]

lol we’re splitting more than usual. do you have any idea to not doing it? like to release some stress and stuff? idk tbh /g

[hollow orchid]

I just try to self care when possible. /lh -Mira [she/her (may try they)]

[rocky zealot]

mhm, maybe i should do it. i mean, srs this time /lh. had a rough period of 8-9 days so i need to /g /p. Thank you sis/dude(?) (insert what you prefer ^^)

[hollow orchid]

Of course! Glad I could help! If you (or really anyone) needs anything, even just a friend, my DMs are open. (And I am alright with anything) /g

Right now, I am a bit dissociated (switched while driving around 30 minutes ago), so I'm trying to think of ways to ground us.

[timber gull]

I was the third one for a while

[hollow orchid]

How do you convince your system to go to sleep? -Liv [she]
How does one ask the host to go to bed, instead of gaming? -Laura [she/her] & Mira [she/they]

[rocky zealot]

ty man, can i send a friend request so i have your chat up? it will be easier to remember and catch it /g

[rocky zealot]

we usually try to let others understand that we need sleep or gaming will be worse as performance and that we can always re-game later

usually this is with someone who tries to “argue” to disturb or be an adult figure to discourage continuing the game session

[rocky zealot]

its pretty relatable lmaoo /g /lh

[timber gull]

maybe it’s me in front

[timber gull]

Fun fact: So were we. Baby self-realized system was funnn. Especially with our FNAF fictives.

Maxx ||BIRDS ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) I was the third one for a while 📎

But that’s a whole other can of worms my brain doesn’t wish to open.

[digital abyss]

i blame chaos for faking did /sys /j (co host)

[hollow orchid]

Yeah! Ofc!!

[hollow orchid]

Ohh, okay, thank you!!

[timber gull]

hope it helps!! (also ty! sent!)

[hollow orchid]

And yeah, that helped a lot, thanks!! /g (accepted!)

[weak basin]

GG @hybrid skiff, you just advanced to level 7!

[timber gull]

is it possible for an alter to split two new alters? /genq (is bro mitosising?? /copingjoke)

[digital abyss]

i think thats how that works

[timber gull]

Yes. Any alter can split alters.

[⚔] Blake - He/Doc [🥀] ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) is it possible for an alter to split two new alters? /genq (is bro mitosising?? /copingjoke)

Alters do not just split from the host.

There is also internal trauma that can happen where the brain traumatizes itself or alters traumatize each other.

[digital abyss]

yea we have split offs from fully formed folks

[timber gull]

well yes of course but I meant is that can they split more than one? lol

Yes! They can, if the brain feels the need to split off say 2 emotions the alter feels strongly, but doesn’t want both in one alter, it may split two said emotions into two separate emotion holders

[timber gull]

oooh okie ^^

Lani 🎶🧮 ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) Yes! They can, if the brain feels the need to split off say 2 emotions the alter feels strongly, but…

[fading path]

LMFAO

[timber gull]

(to us, alters can split alters, and its called being a sub-system o inner-system) ^^ /info

sorry for the late reply, we’re struggling /nav

[digital abyss]

ohh interestin’

[timber gull]

ohh ok thanks

Leo (they/he) |☀Solar ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) (to us, alters can split alters, and its called being a sub-system o inner-system) ^^ /info

[timber gull]

of c! ^^

[heady hornet]

New account people

[timber gull]

Aight!

Sincere | Orchestra sys 🎶 ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) New account people

[north chasm]

helloo!!

[timber gull]

Hello, would this be the right place to ask for help with discovering a name?

[timber gull]

Yeah!

He's not in front anymore but I'd be very happy if someone were to help him pick out a name!!

He's a introject and has a japanese name that he no longer feels comfortable with identifying with since the body is not japanese, I am not sure how I'd describe a theme for his names but for context his original name is Ito and this is how he looks like in source (Spoilered for Horror Imagery)

I do hope that that spoilered right, if it did not tell me but I will find a nicer image of him to send

This is a bit more of a friendly image, the art is by vixiestars on deviantart, so if anyone would be able to help suggest names it'd be very appreciated!

[timber gull]

Idk why but the only name I can think of rn is Ivan

[fading path]

on that note, ivory/ivoris/ivis come to mind

if you wanna go fancy 😭

[hybrid skiff]

Ivan?

[timber gull]

Tysm!! Ivan and Ivis are so cute, im sure he'll love them

[jagged ferry]

any apps good for systems (besides simply plural ofc) that anyone recommends???

[midnight drift]

We use Antar to leave notes but equally you can just have a private discord with pk if you want

[fading path]

pronouns.cc

[dusky solstice]

Hi guys!! I don't have DID or OSDD but I'm super fascinated by the disorder, and I have been researching it for about a year!! 😄 (Not OSDD though, I'm not completely sure what that is...)

I know it's other specified dissociative disorder

That's about it

[timber gull]

Yep! That’s pretty accurate.

[dusky solstice]

Oh cool

[civic iron]

Not an app but a website, lighthouse!

[digital abyss]

thats accurate

[dusky solstice]

Nice!

I'm glad, I really like researching about this

[midnight drift]

Just told a friend that I have known for 2 years that I have P-DID and then tagged on "btw (mutual friend) wanted to know if coffee at 11 works for you on Tues? Xx"

Social skills 💯

[timber gull]

never let them know your next move haha

[midnight drift]

Damn right XD

[timber gull]

Love it!

[fading path]

This took me all day to figure out what this meant 😭 /silly /g

That's so real tho

[fading path]

Think i just figured out who i am-

Idk tho

Been wondering that for the past few days 😭

Idk if theres someone else whos been with me tho or if i just have 2 typing styles xD

[fading path]

Nvm im currently confused between 2 people 😭

Rahhhhhhh (save meee)

I relate to both of them ;-;

But i feel like i talk kinda different so im confused

REEE

Tbf 1 of them was kinda confused about their identity (in a way) and the other one masked a bit so-

[timber gull]

Oop i just found out the 1st person has a diff name to what i thought it was (and that i liked)-

So ig i might be diff- Idk

Very much confusion xD /neu

Only slightly diff tho- I could've just forgotten my name if im them who knows -_-

Blendy/Blurry/New?? || Juno/Hazel (They/Them) // TCC • ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) Oop i just found out the 1st person has a diff name to what i thought it was (and that i liked)-

Unless im just blended or smth-

I've come to the inclusion that i am infact neither of them and just happen to be super similar to them (particularly the 2nd person) :3

Yippee for self discovery !!

[glass axle]

i recently discovered one of my alters is heavily into angels. it may be claiming to be one?

[glass axle]

yay!

[timber gull]

We have an angel alter as well

ᥫ᭡CHARLIE ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) i recently discovered one of my alters is heavily into angels. it may be claiming to be one?

I think

[glass axle]

that's awesome!

I'm trying to find a name for them

[timber gull]

Pog :3

Ours is named Angel

Creative ik /j

[glass axle]

lol

Genesis seems like a cool name... i may use it

[timber gull]

OOO

That's very cool

[glass axle]

thank you :))

[timber gull]

Reminds me of the song Genesis by Grimes :3

[glass axle]

oh yeah!

[timber gull]

Also came to the conclusion there is infact someone else whos been fronting w/ me the past few days-

⊹ TCC ⊹ ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) Idk if theres someone else whos been with me tho or if i just have 2 typing styles xD

Idk who they are lol

I feel super weird for typing with caps at the start of my sentences

That prob sounds weird but we havent done that in a while so its kinda funky xD

[glass axle]

I always feel weird for using lowercase letters when I do it but I guess one or two of my alters like doing that! xD

"Who disabled auto-capitalization?"

[timber gull]

LOL

It also just feels weird knowing my name n stuff when ive just been called TCC for the past however long-

I kinda hate it rip

[glass axle]

we keep shifting ;-;

[glass axle]

Yeah. Names are usually difficult

[timber gull]

i feel stupid because i can’t pick out a name and pronouns that i like.

[timber gull]

i’ve been bouncing between names and pronouns for actual years and we’ve only been out as a system to the host for like 2 of those years

it happens to all of us i promise!

[timber gull]

Don’t feel dumb. I’m currently at a loss. I’m Juniper, but also juniper doesn’t feel right.

dyno | ?? prns | 🫧💫 ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) i feel stupid because i can’t pick out a name and pronouns that i like.

[civic iron]

One of our singlet friends that we're just starting to get close with just said "also unrelated but would you like instead of me saying "you" i say "y'all" this came to my head but i keep forgetting to ask /gen 😭😭😭" and that actually genuinely broke our brain? We feel cared for?? /pos

[heavy steppe]

Glad you are cared for

[dusky solstice]

I feel like that'd be a good idea so your whole system is recognized

[timber gull]

Sup

[timber gull]

ryn, adam and fran is a very odd combination. 😭

i say something and it either sounds like adam or it sounds like fran and it’s very weird and i don’t like it- /lh

[tight flax]

Happy disability pride month

[timber gull]

Being cocon/cofront is definitely an interesting experience.

ryn | ask prns | 🫧💫 ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) i say something and it either sounds like adam or it sounds like fran and it’s very weird and i don’…

[timber gull]

Does anyone else hate it when an alter steals your good sentence from you?
I thought of a good sentence and LEMON was just like “mine”

I know it now though because they bragged about it to someone

[heavy steppe]

Well this morning was lovely. I heard my neighbor fighting so I freaked out and ended up dissociating and passing out

[hollow orchid]

July is disability pride month?? /gq /pos

[timber gull]

mhm! according to google anyways.

Duck Lord (pls @ reply) ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) July is disability pride month?? /gq /pos

[hollow orchid]

Oooo, ty!!

[timber gull]

it might be different depending on where you live though.

[heavy steppe]

True true

[timber gull]

Omg it’s July?! What?!
(I’ve only existed for 4 hours, ignore me haha/silly)

Duck Lord (pls @ reply) ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) July is disability pride month?? /gq /pos

[heavy steppe]

Omg I didn't even realize that

[timber gull]

it is apparently july.

Damn- just got a reminder to check who’s fronting.
Lemon: ✅
Harmony: ✅
Everyone else: ❌
/silly

Yep and I have work experience in less than 8.5 hours, so I’d better sleep

blurry | 🫧💫 ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) it is apparently july.

[civic iron]

Still June for us!!

[timber gull]

it’s been july for 28 minutes.

29 minutes-

i managed to send that as soon as the minute changed what-

[timber gull]

It’s always fun when that happens

[civic iron]

It's June 30th 7:48pm for us

[timber gull]

1st July 00:49 for us

It’s 5:50pm here
June 30th

10 minutes til dinner 🤤🥲 I’m hungryyy. Even though I ate at 12.

You will be if you ate at 12, for us we get hungry 6 ish hours after last eating on average

Yeah that’s about the same with us. We seem to always get tired at 9pm though. Funny enough.

Haha

We’ve been tired since 7pm, but don’t want to sleep, so still awake five hours later.

Lmao I know the pain

Anyway, time to sleep. Got stuff to do at 7am, so got no chance of getting more than 6hrs of sleep now

Alrighty

Goodnight!

told my mom the basics of everything she needs to know about DID and her first question is if I can create walter white and then have him front??? 😭 sorry no we cant

she has like a breaking bad hyperfix rn or something

im just glad shes trying her best

[timber gull]

Ummm creating alters… it doesn’t work that way.

However other people can influence alter creation, knowingly or not.

[faint mason]

we have an alter who was dormant for years before resurfacing because our partner (not at the time) split her partner from their source

[timber gull]

Oop yeah that’d do it

[faint mason]

he ended up only having source memory from before he even met her so she was very upset about all of it

[timber gull]

Awww I’m sorry

[faint mason]

it’s okay she became a protector for us since she was out anyway (thanks cal we love you)

[timber gull]

Yeah we explained it to her, she's not exactly fully there yet

Junii (They/It, Twi/Twist) |🧪📼 ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) Ummm creating alters… it doesn’t work that way.

She's just joking around but idk how she'll handle it when she needs to be serious

[hollow orchid]

Same here

[tight flax]

What is the concensus on which is the OSDD pride and which is the DID pride flags

[timber gull]

Unsure.
The..

White
Orange
Black

Is for all systems.

[tight flax]

Thats what i thought

Sorry i was having a slight debate with a friend

Not debate but idk

[timber gull]

No no it’s alright. I’m unsure if they have other flags. Will have to dig into that.

[tight flax]

They do

[timber gull]

yeah I thought that flag was DID specific lol

rats will eat you ||rat bags sys ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) Not debate but idk

[tight flax]

Yea

Black bluegreen and yellow is apparently OSDD
and only the white orange black is coming up for DID

[timber gull]

Huh. Ok.

[tight flax]

So idk

I remeber seeing one for DID a while ago but i dont remebe what it was

[timber gull]

I mean this one’s pretty

[tight flax]

Yea i saw that one for OSDD a couple of times

I think ill do both and see what happens

[timber gull]

I agree. Looks too close to the Agere pride flag. Maybe it’s the yellow and blue.

Ari-they/pup/stripe ||BIRDS ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) I mean this one’s pretty 📎

[jagged ferry]

\ Hii idk if this would be the place to ask but um yeah-
So I am an Arab alter in headspace and I choose to wear my hijab but out of headspace we don’t own a hijab for me- it makes me extremely uncomfortable and feel guilty about not wearing a hijab outside of headspace while I front bc of my religious beliefs say that I must wear my hijab and not let men see or touch my hair..but like I said we don’t own one and I’m not sure if it is appropriate for a bodily white/native person to wear a religious item that is not specific to their body’s race or culture
Not to mention we don’t know how to ask for a hijab to wear or how to explain why we feel we need one to the body’s parents, relatives, and friends who r not aware of us being plural-
So um opinions??

[tight flax]

Ah, thats really annoying sorry, im not sure, sorry

[timber gull]

We have heard varying opinions. I know that some systems actually get support from cultures while others get nothing but ridicule. As well systems tend to ridicule each other for it in system spaces.

I would not be sure how to go about it. Though I would suggest maybe try wearing a large lengthy bandana to lessen your dysmorphia/dysphoria around it.

I hope that helps.

orbeez_kid | pls @ ☾✨🦷💫☽ ↩️

[Reply to:](#1151243634876891246 message) \ Hii idk if this would be the place to ask but um yeah-
So I am an Arab alter in headspace and I ch…

[hollow orchid]

I agree. We're bodily white but we do have I think one alter who is a person of color*

*I think that is the correct term. My sincerest apologies if it is not. /gen

[timber gull]

We have had a few alters of color but they are usually hidden in the innerworld for…. reasons… as we are white.

[hollow orchid]

I understand.

[timber gull]

In the descriptions of P-DID I have heard, it ends up sounding like the host doesn’t change (at least to me for some reason) and I was wondering if they can cause if so we end up functioning in a similar way, with the current host fronting almost always
(Sorry if this makes no sense btw)

[midnight drift]

There is no requirement that the host does not change. It's unlikely but not impossible by any means

It's more common that the host will fuse so they "change" over time but they're technically the same

[tight flax]

Ah

[faint mason]

bro i just got yelled at by two protectors in headspace for. kissing my boyfriend of over a year. excuse me

literally all of the littles aren’t anywhere near front What is their problem

[tight flax]

That sucks

[hollow orchid]

I agree

My tics have gotten a little bit worse, and I think we're gonna switch or split... or both

[heavy steppe]

feel like a switch is gonna happen idk who. I keep stressing over the loud fireworks on the 4th so that isn't helping

[timber gull]

Can it be the same with splitting?
(Our hosts have split off up until now where Jay and Al fused to form me)

Alex [Bug] - @ping me! ↩️

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[midnight drift]

Hosts are alters just the same as any one else in the system. The only thing that makes them special is the frequency that they front. They can be anything that any other alter can be -- and they can split or fuse like any alter too

[timber gull]

Mhm

Ok

[timber gull]

so im currently learning about sub systems, and apparently there seems to be 2 main different types of sub sys, one where it is a completely seperate system, so there is more then two speratly functioning, or there is another system in an alter, when the othr system in the alter got explained i kinda thiught abkut an alter we have kai, cause he often acts extremely differently, he obviously changed a bit when he split with another alter kat, but its very interesting, becUse i am also thinking back on things that i or other people inside and outside the system have noticed acting differently and how kai also seems to do stuff similar, and its not just like unruley teenage boy emotions it seems, i dont think he is aware of this, but i am trying to figure some stuff out now because he does do interesting things sometimes, like hell be quite harmful one time and then he is the most caring person ankther time and it just seems weird now i think abkut it i guess, also i havent seen kat it a while, they mightve fused back???? No one has really seen her or anhthing which is interesting? Anyway i dont think he is aware of this, which im assuming for now is a good thing, based on ljke if it is that he has bis own ststem there are obviously more things going or have happened that as far as im aware none of us knew of,
Im trying to figure some stuff out, if anyway has more stuff about sub sys ill be happy to hearYea

[peak sierra]

He may have different roles too. Like being kind when he is relaxed but being angry and aggressive when he or the system is attacked.

But yeah if it’s more of like mindset changes with the certain traits he shows, then definitely could be a subsystem.

Sidesystems (Not alters in an alter, but different formations of alters that have certain roles and act like a system outside of the ‘main system’.) are generally in only complex systems. For, reasons I don’t know how to explain without it being potentially triggering.

Whereas Subsystems (alters within an alter) happen in any system from my understanding.

[digital abyss]

wait i dont remember does anyone know if pluralkit is in this server or is it tupper i dont know i dont talk here ever

[digital abyss]

nvm!

[midnight drift]

Pluralkit :)

[timber gull]

i got it ty!!!

[timber gull]

it’s 1:11am and everyone is fighting and crowding headspace and all having so many conversations and fighting :-:

felt, im an energy holder, sleeping is hard w/ me in front

[hollow orchid]

We're either going to switch to either a non-human (robot) alter, who does not sleep, or our host is not going to sleep.

Or both.

[peak sierra]

Idk who I am. I’m just here. So I get it. Though I’m up pretty late rn.

[hollow orchid]

I understand

[hollow orchid]

I just don't want the former to happen for some reason.

[peak sierra]

Charging the phone

But still tired as heck

[hollow orchid]

I'm sorry to hear

[peak sierra]

Good thing though. I get salmon!

[hollow orchid]

Nice!

[peak sierra]

Our mom is bringing it back with her.

It’s not much but it’s nomnoms

[hollow orchid]

Salmon is good! -blurry [they/them]

[weak basin]

GG @hollow orchid, you just advanced to level 14!

[peak sierra]

Yeah. It’s pretty good 😌

[hollow orchid]

: D

[fading path]

yummie! :3

[timber gull]

I get that, we had terrible insomina last night 😵‍💫 I couldnt get to bed no matter what. too many thoughts and brain couldnt shut off

Eden {🌨} ↩️

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[heavy steppe]

Headspace is loud. The kids are routy and Astrid is trying to round them up and quiet them down. We already have a stressful night ahead with tons of fireworks which triggers many issues we have so this is a crazy day and it's only 9:37 am

[timber gull]

did not sleep much from everyone wanting to front and then switching and then talking lol. Their is never nothing happening when your a system I swear and if their is nothing happening it’s scary :-:

[💗] Pixel/Gloomy - It/Itself [🥀] ↩️

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hope everything is quieted down!

Forgetful Nonbinary cat (Sorry) ↩️

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[timber gull]

felt lol

Eden {🌨} ↩️

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