transdome | MG_OFFICIAL | Page 16

grand hearth Jul 27, 2023, 2:49 PM

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Ahhh gotcha

valid sun Jul 27, 2023, 2:49 PM

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^ contains eating and stuff idk if thats triggering to someone or not

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the pics i took of myself when i was 14/15 definitely look like the "bloated" descriptor LOL it went away when i was 16ish

grand hearth Jul 27, 2023, 2:51 PM

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I’m unfortunately 22 which is…well, it’s not too late for change to be noticeable but i wish i started when i was a teen. I didn’t realize at the time that i was trans though, or even consider that as an option

valid sun Jul 27, 2023, 2:53 PM

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there will definitely be a change, 22 is really young to start HRT

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i would say most people start between 19-25

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i got dealt an extremely lucky hand but that also means my timeline doesnt match up with most people so when people may get a change in 1 year it took me 3 years bc of my age

grand hearth Jul 27, 2023, 2:55 PM

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Huhhh interesting

valid sun Jul 27, 2023, 2:55 PM

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dont let age discourage you HRT is powerful shit

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cannot find the image/emote i wanted to add to that.

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for example facial hair kicks in maybe after the first year and a half to two years

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took me 3 years and its still growing in

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gonna be 4 years in october and ill be 18 in september

grand hearth Jul 27, 2023, 2:57 PM

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Lollllll gotcha, that’s very heartening

I was very nervous about the fact that I’m considered an adult lol

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But i guess i haven’t been an adult for a very long time

valid sun Jul 27, 2023, 2:59 PM

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good luck on the transition thumbsup1

bronze ocean Jul 27, 2023, 2:59 PM

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22 is young ya

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i started when i was 22

valid sun Jul 27, 2023, 2:59 PM

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most of my friends started at 18 or 20, two at 25 and one at 26

grand hearth Jul 27, 2023, 3:00 PM

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Ty! I think i will be ok. :3 I’ve been debating this back and forth for a long time but i think this is now a good time to try it

valid sun Jul 27, 2023, 3:00 PM

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that reminds me today is my t shot day

grand hearth Jul 27, 2023, 3:00 PM

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Lfgggg

austere jay Jul 27, 2023, 3:20 PM

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grand hearth Ty! I think i will be ok. :3 I’ve been debating this back and forth for a long t...

good luck! rooting for you

grand hearth Jul 27, 2023, 3:23 PM

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Thank u!!

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 3:51 PM

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grand hearth Ty! I think i will be ok. :3 I’ve been debating this back and forth for a long t...

Let’s goooooooooo Sam finally getting the testosteroni they wanted!!!! Good luck my frend

grand hearth Jul 27, 2023, 3:52 PM

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🫶

feral wind Jul 27, 2023, 3:59 PM

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W

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i want my estrogen

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 4:07 PM

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feral wind i want my estrogen

We all get there eventually my friend :3

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We don’t all have the same life circumstances so we get started at different times, but it’s good to always acknowledge we’re not racing against others but just seeking our own comfort. Fuck it took me until my mid 20s and even then I’m grateful that well. At least finally I’m on it

feral wind Jul 27, 2023, 4:13 PM

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yea one day

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doubt itll happen but yea

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can dream

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and if it does will prob cut off everyone who don’t support

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start a new life ig

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 4:28 PM

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Also I gotta say I love how rabid insane the right wing people are over us like looking for any chance to mention us

feral wind Jul 27, 2023, 4:29 PM

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yea

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 4:29 PM

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Yesterday night I had 3 older folk at a table and of course I was trying to sell them alcohol and the old man at the table asks for our draft list and I say we don’t have modelo on tap anymore and his wife is like “haha of course but I BET you have plenty of bud light wouldn’t want to be drinking the trans beer” and I swiftly say “actually we’re sold out of bud light draft too thanks for reminding me” and she shuts the fuck up

unborn atlas Jul 27, 2023, 4:30 PM

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lol

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 4:30 PM

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Like no lol people still guzzle that bud light like crazy meemaw

unborn atlas Jul 27, 2023, 4:30 PM

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good move

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"actually it's so popular that it's all gone"

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bud light is mid tho

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fosters better

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 4:33 PM

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The amount of transphobic remarks I get from customers regarding bud light or just as a little quip without realizing they’re saying it to a trans person is just absolutely golden to me at work

feral wind Jul 27, 2023, 4:33 PM

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thats kinda the reason i also say i am/look cis trying not to be hate crimed/harassed

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 4:33 PM

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A transfem that they’re referring to as a she and ma’am and darling and dear and sweetie

unborn atlas Jul 27, 2023, 4:34 PM

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is it viable to like

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make conservatives to think you're trans in the other direction

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so they misgender you correctly

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 4:35 PM

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Like to make a conservative think you’re a transmasc?

unborn atlas Jul 27, 2023, 4:35 PM

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one time I saw this lady just agree with everything this particularly deranged reactionary was saying

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and it made them sooooo upset

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until they just devolved into begging "what are you????"

unborn atlas Jul 27, 2023, 4:37 PM

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vapid dune Like to make a conservative think you’re a transmasc?

sorta. I doubt they actually think that hard about it

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 4:37 PM

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unborn atlas sorta. I doubt they actually think that hard about it

But. But zenoby. They can always tell. Don’t you know that?

unborn atlas Jul 27, 2023, 4:37 PM

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give them something to react to so they react in the way that's right for you and what they think is right for them

unborn atlas Jul 27, 2023, 4:38 PM

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vapid dune But. But zenoby. They can always tell. Don’t you know that?

I don't know anything, all I know is hyperpop, blahaj and poppers

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 4:40 PM

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unborn atlas I don't know anything, all I know is hyperpop, blahaj and poppers

A peek into the transfem brain

unborn atlas Jul 27, 2023, 4:42 PM

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vapid dune A peek into the transfem brain

it's all we're good for! consumption

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haha programmer socks synths and fallout new vegas!

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(we owe it to ourselves to do better)

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 4:43 PM

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So TRUE

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I’ll have you know I’m very good at beating the stereotypes I only wear programmer socks every once in a while (they’re just comfy they don’t give me euphoria)

unborn atlas Jul 27, 2023, 4:45 PM

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I have been a recently out trans person starving for meaning and community in the past

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but male-to-anime ain't it, chief

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vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 4:48 PM

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unborn atlas

God you’re so real for this

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I’m not otherkin but I do share this sense of being more animalistic and non-human rather than a girl

unborn atlas Jul 27, 2023, 4:50 PM

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I have always identified with monstrosity

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 4:50 PM

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My shit went like male-to-female-to-genderfreak-abomination

unborn atlas Jul 27, 2023, 4:51 PM

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my path was

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 4:51 PM

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I like this perception I have from my local DIY hardcore community assuming I’m a transmasc that deadnames itself

unborn atlas Jul 27, 2023, 4:51 PM

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default to male to agender to female to whatever the fuck I am now

unborn atlas Jul 27, 2023, 4:52 PM

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vapid dune I like this perception I have from my local DIY hardcore community assuming I’m ...

pfff what

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also like, people who get pissy at it/its pronouns like "it's dehumanizing!!!!" like yeah dumbshit that's the point

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 4:52 PM

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Because they only know me surface level, I present masc but still of course as Agatha

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Well not necessarily masc just. Somewhere in the middle without much effort

unborn atlas Jul 27, 2023, 4:53 PM

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they have a fool's concept of gender

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 4:54 PM

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Like a good chunk of the scene knows my name but still calls me dude and bro and just assumes me to be a guy

unborn atlas Jul 27, 2023, 4:54 PM

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hey trans moment

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does anybody else feel put on the spot or like

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weirdly annoying for correcting people about your gender?

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 4:55 PM

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unborn atlas also like, people who get pissy at it/its pronouns like "it's dehumanizing!!!!" ...

And yea. I got this many times when I used hinge. Instant unmatch. That’s exactly the point

unborn atlas Jul 27, 2023, 4:55 PM

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like if people misgender me I dread to be in the position where I gotta go "um ackchully ☝️ 🤓 "

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sometimes I wonder if I'm genderfluid

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or if that's just having a varying sense of giving a shit about what I am

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literally all that matters is my name (of which I only have one so there's no other option) and my pronouns (which aren't completely intuitive to everybody)

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oh speaking of I changed my name on paypal finally weehaa my deadname now no longer exists in this dimension

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I'm gonna gobed

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 4:58 PM

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I have wondered if I’m genderfluid too but yea. I say my choice of gender presentation from moment to moment is just a “how much do I give a shit this current moment?” Situation rather than any mental conscious gender decision. Precisely why I felt agender suits me best, I just look like me, in a million different points on the gender spectrum, i don’t let any define me

unborn atlas Jul 27, 2023, 4:59 PM

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boymoding is

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unique

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I've been a boy for a quarter of a century and sometimes I just wanna go on easy mode

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it's less a "oh woe is me my true gender is being repressed" it's more like "utility presentation today"

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 5:00 PM

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So TRUE

unborn atlas Jul 27, 2023, 5:01 PM

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even when I was the most unshaven dishevelled mess my boyfriend would refer to me as "she" and that felt so affirming and wonderful

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 5:01 PM

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I don’t even see it as boymoding just “idk I feel like pants and boots and a tshirt today not much to it” cus it’s less effort

unborn atlas Jul 27, 2023, 5:01 PM

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not my fault that default clothes are seen as masc

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I want a boiler suit

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HEY BATTLE JACKET GOOFSTERSUIT

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 5:02 PM

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I just go based on my “how much do I give a fuck today” instinct on a day to day basis except at work where I’m forced to pretend im a cis girl lest I risk my tips or being confronted by a customer

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 5:02 PM

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unborn atlas HEY BATTLE JACKET GOOFSTERSUIT

Holy shet

unborn atlas Jul 27, 2023, 5:04 PM

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vapid dune Holy shet

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Student_boilersuit

Student boilersuit

Student boilersuit (Swedish studentoverall or studenthalare, Finnish opiskelijahaalari, Canadian flightsuit or coveralls or redsuits) are boilersuits widely used for specific events at universities and polytechnics in Sweden, Finland, and Canada. Typically, the suits are procured by the student associations of faculties or programmes. At the maj...

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I am learning today

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anyway I am going to bed for real now

grand hearth Jul 27, 2023, 5:05 PM

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Related to prev convo (tangentially) I was called “sir” and “he” when I did an Ingo cosplay last conn

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(Good thing)

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 5:05 PM

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unborn atlas anyway I am going to bed for real now

Sleep tight goat

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 5:09 PM

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Focking rad

grand hearth Jul 27, 2023, 5:11 PM

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I was surprised lol

I feel like having bewbs gives away that I’m AFAB but I guess I was dressed super masc

I feel like as I take HRT I won’t do top surgery for no real reason other than I like having boobs lol

unborn atlas Jul 27, 2023, 5:11 PM

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surgery do be scurry

grand hearth Jul 27, 2023, 5:13 PM

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I’m not super afraid of surgery, I’ve had quite a few actually. The only thing stopping me from wanting to keep my chest as it is is that it tends to signal femininity to most people

unborn atlas Jul 27, 2023, 5:14 PM

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I feel pretty complete as I am

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nobody can make that choice for you

outer meteor Jul 27, 2023, 5:24 PM

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vapid dune Like to make a conservative think you’re a transmasc?

i think conservatives only think about trans women because they're the "scary predators" or whatever :/

outer meteor Jul 27, 2023, 5:25 PM

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unborn atlas weirdly annoying for correcting people about your gender?

yes

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 5:36 PM

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grand hearth I’m not super afraid of surgery, I’ve had quite a few actually. The only thing s...

Yea and that’s the beauty of being trans. We’re the arbiters of what we consider to be our ideal physique more than cis people ever could

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Ironically I want FFS not to pass more fem, I already am strictly treated as a girl when fem presenting, I want it to present more masc. cus my fucked up masculine hairline means I have to put my hair in a way that will be more fem to hide the forehead. But if I got FFS like had my hairline corrected and a few other things, I’d be able to do something cooler like shaving the side of my head and have a more masc presentation effectively

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So we decide what surgeries we truly feel are essential or not

frozen breach Jul 27, 2023, 7:33 PM

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vapid dune Ironically I want FFS not to pass more fem, I already am strictly treated as a g...

ok wait that's sick as fuck

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galaxy brain

frozen breach Jul 27, 2023, 7:34 PM

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unborn atlas weirdly annoying for correcting people about your gender?

yes ughhhh I hate it

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 9:02 PM

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frozen breach ok wait that's sick as fuck

Feminizing more to masculinize harder 💪

grand hearth Jul 27, 2023, 9:04 PM

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I fully intend to look like an androgynous guy-thing that confuses the hell out of anyone who first meets them

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 9:04 PM

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Me as fuck

grand hearth Jul 27, 2023, 10:38 PM

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@outer meteor hey I removed ur timeout lol sorry about that, the bot filters the f slur

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(that sounds bad out of context he was referring to himself)

outer meteor Jul 27, 2023, 10:42 PM

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fbdndn thanks

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i thought it was really funny

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this is what i was trying to say

vapid dune Jul 27, 2023, 10:45 PM

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outer meteor this is what i was trying to say

It’s the f slur, please refrain from using it in this discord

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Well in reference to others

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(Sry Sam didn’t see that u already explained that)

grand hearth Jul 27, 2023, 10:46 PM

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yeah I personally have no issue if you use it in ref to yourself but to prevent people from using that kind of language towards others we gotta block it

outer meteor Jul 27, 2023, 10:46 PM

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ok i won't use it :3

grand hearth Jul 27, 2023, 10:46 PM

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👍

outer meteor Jul 27, 2023, 10:46 PM

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i get it

grand hearth Jul 27, 2023, 10:46 PM

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All good!

supple quarry Jul 28, 2023, 1:52 PM

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Need

unborn atlas Jul 28, 2023, 2:04 PM

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hey i follow this person

strong heath Jul 28, 2023, 2:10 PM

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whomst

unborn atlas Jul 28, 2023, 2:11 PM

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I forget the name

balmy pond Jul 28, 2023, 2:56 PM

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Need

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dysphoria musick plox

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baddaybadday

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mines In Utero u kno wtf it do

grand hearth Jul 28, 2023, 2:58 PM

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the most recent Ada Rook album methinks

Uboa’s Origin of my Depression

unborn atlas Jul 28, 2023, 3:00 PM

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uhhhhh

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Lingua Ignota

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sludge/doom/stoner/drone metal

supple quarry Jul 28, 2023, 3:13 PM

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Laura les solo

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Also I am having a fucking field day

vapid dune Jul 28, 2023, 3:47 PM

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grand hearth the most recent Ada Rook album methinks Uboa’s Origin of my Depression

The origin of my depression is peak dysphoria music

timid grail Jul 28, 2023, 4:09 PM

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me and my bf took a picture with each other the other day when we went to the saw escape room (was super fucking fun) and in the picture for like. the first time i felt like my face was passing if that makes sense

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it was the first time i looked at my face and recognized why im able to go stealth now. it was kind of a crazy feeling in a good way

grand hearth Jul 28, 2023, 4:11 PM

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That’s so awesome I’m glad it’s going well for u!

timid grail Jul 28, 2023, 4:11 PM

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bc for a long time even though i know i can go stealth and pass well enough to, i still had a weird disconnect as to why. i guess when you’re in your own body even if you notice the changes it was still hard to fully grasp what changed in me to pass to cis ppl now

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ty!!

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i’ll be 2 years on t in a couple months

zinc oriole Jul 28, 2023, 4:34 PM

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Gex is one of the first games I played, it was some version for the Gameboy. Glad to know gex is widely loved amongst trans ppl :]

zinc oriole Jul 28, 2023, 4:35 PM

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timid grail i’ll be 2 years on t in a couple months

Congrats on everything! I know how that disconnect feels tbh. Sometimes I still don't get why people gender me correctly

last pilot Jul 28, 2023, 4:37 PM

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Sorry to interrupt your conversation over here but I’m just here to say that when I was waiting on my train to gfs place this man next to me looked very confused about my appearance. And I take that as a win

zinc oriole Jul 28, 2023, 4:44 PM

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U don't have to apologize this is a public chat!

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Also I feel that sm. I love when people are confused by me, given I'm in a pretty conservative and military based area

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So most people's clothing choices are pretty binary adhering

unborn atlas Jul 28, 2023, 4:47 PM

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gex is a liminal game to me

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it took a very long time for me to realize that americans got a different voice for gex 2

zinc oriole Jul 28, 2023, 4:50 PM

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I wonder why they vary the voice actors for American releases

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Like if they're both in English

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Just in general for games
I know some games released in the uk have different VAs than America which is interesting (can't remember on the top of my head which games but I've heard of it happening

unborn atlas Jul 28, 2023, 4:55 PM

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maybe it's the pop culture references?

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but I dunno, it's a bewildering change

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completely alters the tone of the game into something creepy

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and they didn't bother with the sequel

zinc oriole Jul 28, 2023, 4:57 PM

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That is very jarring

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I've realized they do it with game titles too sometimes, like slightly modifying them

unborn atlas Jul 28, 2023, 5:02 PM

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in Gex 3 he was voiced by Danny John Jules

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https://tenor.com/view/red-dwarf-red-dwarf-cat-dance-gif-15504134

Tenor

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that's like, the opposite of how he sounded in 2

zinc oriole Jul 28, 2023, 5:04 PM

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In cartoons they're able to pass off voice actor changes bc they can just make a joke abt it or a plot reason

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For games it's more of a huge shift

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Bc they don't acknowledge it

outer meteor Jul 28, 2023, 5:58 PM

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grand hearth the most recent Ada Rook album methinks Uboa’s Origin of my Depression

ada rook <333

grand hearth Jul 28, 2023, 6:04 PM

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:3

frozen breach Jul 28, 2023, 6:41 PM

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vapid dune The origin of my depression is peak dysphoria music

fr like I'm not even transfem but it just Hits Different yk

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I love uboa I wish trans people were real

vapid dune Jul 28, 2023, 7:02 PM

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frozen breach fr like I'm not even transfem but it just Hits Different yk

Imo it just perfectly encapsulates the trans experience not necessarily just Transfeminine

frozen breach Jul 28, 2023, 7:12 PM

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no yeah I 100% agree

umbral flame Jul 28, 2023, 10:43 PM

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lucky (im late by 9 months and 26 days, pls don't hurt me)

austere vale Jul 28, 2023, 11:08 PM

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WHat

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This is like the most randomest thing but thank you lol

vapid dune Jul 28, 2023, 11:51 PM

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austere vale This is like the most randomest thing but thank you lol

Holy shit congrats on the estrogen Joku!!!! Good luck on your journey!!!

umbral flame Jul 29, 2023, 12:48 AM

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austere vale This is like the most randomest thing but thank you lol

Is it worth it?

zinc oriole Jul 29, 2023, 1:08 AM

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Congrats :]

austere vale Jul 29, 2023, 1:43 AM

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vapid dune Holy shit congrats on the estrogen Joku!!!! Good luck on your journey!!!

It’s been like 10 months lmao but thanks lol

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chrome snow Jul 29, 2023, 1:52 AM

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supple quarry Also I am having a fucking field day

I wanna be her sb

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:((

supple quarry Jul 29, 2023, 1:53 AM

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chrome snow I wanna be her sb

We’ll get there, me and you 🤝

chrome snow Jul 29, 2023, 1:53 AM

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FUCK YEEEEEE

umbral flame Jul 29, 2023, 5:55 AM

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chrome snow I wanna be her sb

same

zinc oriole Jul 29, 2023, 6:11 PM

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I believe in all of your gex dreams

umbral flame Jul 29, 2023, 8:28 PM

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zinc oriole I believe in all of your gex dreams

Ty pookie 🙏

zinc oriole Jul 29, 2023, 8:34 PM

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umbral flame Ty pookie 🙏

Ofc :]

unborn atlas Jul 29, 2023, 11:49 PM

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GUYS

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https://vxtwitter.com/BLOODSADx/status/1685399842527567872

vxTwitter

Twitter

ivy ❌❌ (@BLOODSADx)

i am opening preorders on a reprint of this right now http://bloodsad.com/store.html
if you RT this post u will enter a giveaway for a chance at winning a free tank top from me

bronze ocean Jul 30, 2023, 12:04 AM

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oh shes doing a reprint

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good for her!!

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the last run went really well

unborn atlas Jul 30, 2023, 12:05 AM

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byeah

austere jay Jul 30, 2023, 1:22 AM

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might purchase

supple quarry Jul 30, 2023, 2:39 AM

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unborn atlas byeah

cheeseburgers

unborn atlas Jul 30, 2023, 4:21 AM

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supple quarry cheeseburgers

bug collectin

supple quarry Jul 30, 2023, 4:21 AM

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byeah

strong heath Jul 30, 2023, 11:23 AM

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unborn atlas https://vxtwitter.com/BLOODSADx/status/1685399842527567872

i hate ecco2k but this shit go insane crazy

unborn atlas Jul 30, 2023, 11:25 AM

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strong heath i hate ecco2k but this shit go insane crazy

I'm thinking about getting it

strong heath Jul 30, 2023, 11:47 AM

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do

unborn atlas Jul 30, 2023, 11:51 AM

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catching up on ecco2k first

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seeing if I like him

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....this is like....placeholder music

misty harness Jul 30, 2023, 2:37 PM

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smh y'all aren't drained

spice sphinx Jul 30, 2023, 2:37 PM

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Trueee

misty harness Jul 30, 2023, 2:38 PM

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https://tenor.com/view/ecco2k-bladee-drain-gang-obedient-blingee-gif-18120409

Tenor

unborn atlas Jul 30, 2023, 2:45 PM

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misty harness smh y'all aren't drained

misty harness Jul 30, 2023, 2:46 PM

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drain gang

unborn atlas Jul 30, 2023, 2:47 PM

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what does this MEAN

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vampires???

misty harness Jul 30, 2023, 2:59 PM

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shout-out all the drainers

unborn atlas Jul 30, 2023, 2:59 PM

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w-

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wooden horse?

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small wooden 😭 horse you p-p-put 😢 in the window and stuff like that 🥺

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anyway drain gang makes me feel old

misty harness Jul 30, 2023, 3:08 PM

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same for a while but eventually it just clicked

unborn atlas Jul 30, 2023, 3:09 PM

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hm

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maybe it's like death grips

misty harness Jul 30, 2023, 3:11 PM

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I liked death grips almost immediately but it took like 3 years of hate for me to get into drain gang lol

sturdy trail Jul 30, 2023, 3:13 PM

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my mom really likes skrillex but dismisses drain gang as zoomer music

unborn atlas Jul 30, 2023, 3:39 PM

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your mother is correct

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skrillex is millenial music

bronze ocean Jul 30, 2023, 3:53 PM

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skrillex is like xillenial music

feral wind Jul 30, 2023, 4:02 PM

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its skrillenial music

unborn atlas Jul 30, 2023, 4:06 PM

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unborn atlas Jul 30, 2023, 4:08 PM

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bronze ocean skrillex is like xillenial music

what's a xillenial anyway

bronze ocean Jul 30, 2023, 4:14 PM

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gen x millenial

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cusper

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worst of both worlds

feral wind Jul 30, 2023, 4:14 PM

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zillenial

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worse thing ever

bronze ocean Jul 30, 2023, 4:14 PM

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sooo true

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im a xanellial

feral wind Jul 30, 2023, 4:20 PM

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im gen z :(

bronze ocean Jul 30, 2023, 4:23 PM

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cringe zoomer

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do a fortnite dance

feral wind Jul 30, 2023, 4:27 PM

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no

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(idk how to)

sturdy trail Jul 30, 2023, 4:27 PM

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unborn atlas skrillex is millenial music

my mom is 50 tho so it was surprising

feral wind Jul 30, 2023, 4:27 PM

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mines 36

spice sphinx Jul 30, 2023, 4:28 PM

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Is skrillex still a scientology freak

unborn atlas Jul 30, 2023, 4:32 PM

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sturdy trail my mom is 50 tho so it was surprising

I can feasibly see skrillex as mum music

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my mum's into Lingua Ignota

spice sphinx Jul 30, 2023, 4:32 PM

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my mom likes uhhh

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third eye blind

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idk what that means

unborn atlas Jul 30, 2023, 4:33 PM

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I got my dad into a single Weston Allen song

feral wind Jul 30, 2023, 4:34 PM

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i got most my family into bcnr

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and got aunt into black midi

unborn atlas Jul 30, 2023, 4:36 PM

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I showed my dad the spotify playlist I made and he said "well it's very.........meaty"

bronze ocean Jul 30, 2023, 4:36 PM

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i went to see iron maiden with my mom once

feral wind Jul 30, 2023, 4:44 PM

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nice

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imma see bcnr with mom,aunt,and uncle in sept

unborn atlas Jul 30, 2023, 4:46 PM

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I think my dad's too old and crusty for live music

sturdy trail Jul 30, 2023, 4:51 PM

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spice sphinx third eye blind

cultured

feral wind Jul 30, 2023, 4:53 PM

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mine arent yet

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so we chill

bronze ocean Jul 30, 2023, 5:12 PM

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my dad's into zappa and frankie

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and like other like classic dadrock stuff ofc

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bro was blasting welcome to the pleasuredome in the living room

frozen breach Jul 30, 2023, 5:25 PM

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I got my dad into noise music huge W

frozen breach Jul 30, 2023, 5:25 PM

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spice sphinx Is skrillex still a scientology freak

wait what

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Skrillex lore

unborn atlas Jul 30, 2023, 5:33 PM

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lore this, lore that

dim sleet Jul 30, 2023, 11:54 PM

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i know i dont talk very often in here but im kind of very upset, i just realized someone i used to be with is a chaser and i just dont know what to do

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im literally sick to my stomach

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im sorry to bring in negative stuff i just dont know what to do

sturdy trail Jul 31, 2023, 12:09 AM

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spice sphinx Is skrillex still a scientology freak

i thought only his parents were but he doesn't practice it

bronze ocean Jul 31, 2023, 12:33 AM

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culturally scientologist

grand hearth Jul 31, 2023, 12:34 AM

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dim sleet i know i dont talk very often in here but im kind of very upset, i just realized...

I’m glad ur no longer with them, shit sucks

dim sleet Jul 31, 2023, 12:35 AM

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thank you

tardy creekBOT Jul 31, 2023, 12:35 AM

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@dim sleet has leveled up! (5 ➜ 6)

spice sphinx Jul 31, 2023, 2:17 AM

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sturdy trail i thought only his parents were but he doesn't practice it

I see

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He said quote “they my homeys” in reference to the church of scientology

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Now I don’t think that’s indicative of anything but it is funny as hell

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Pointing at a bunch of comically evil ghouls and going “yeah those guys are cool”

chrome snow Jul 31, 2023, 3:55 AM

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strong heath i hate ecco2k but this shit go insane crazy

This hurts me deeply.

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e is one of my favorite albums of all time.

strong heath Jul 31, 2023, 4:55 AM

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okay

misty harness Jul 31, 2023, 5:19 AM

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dim sleet i know i dont talk very often in here but im kind of very upset, i just realized...

that is incredibly shitty, I'm sorry to hear dude

unborn atlas Jul 31, 2023, 8:55 AM

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chrome snow e is one of my favorite albums of all time.

teach me

chrome snow Jul 31, 2023, 1:26 PM

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unborn atlas teach me

Just like Sarah said, you basically have to listen to it until you like it.

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Besides that, it's a long process.

unborn atlas Jul 31, 2023, 1:28 PM

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chrome snow Just like Sarah said, you basically have to listen to it until you like it.

a band with effort justification?

chrome snow Jul 31, 2023, 1:48 PM

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unborn atlas a band with effort justification?

Yes.

dim sleet Jul 31, 2023, 3:44 PM

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misty harness that is incredibly shitty, I'm sorry to hear dude

thank you, i got really upset last night but ive rested and im feeling better right now. i just am really disappointed cause i kind of already knew but it being confirmed just really got to me

grand hearth Jul 31, 2023, 10:04 PM

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Actually counting the days to my HRT consult lol

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How do I hide it from mom tho lol

supple quarry Jul 31, 2023, 10:33 PM

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grand hearth Actually counting the days to my HRT consult lol

Take all of it at once so you transition instantly, then they can’t stop you

grand hearth Jul 31, 2023, 10:34 PM

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I eated all the T

supple quarry Jul 31, 2023, 10:34 PM

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Me with the suspiciously T shaped belly

unborn atlas Jul 31, 2023, 10:46 PM

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supple quarry Me with the suspiciously T shaped belly

supple quarry Jul 31, 2023, 10:46 PM

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Please someone pin that

unborn atlas Jul 31, 2023, 10:46 PM

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THIS LITERALLY TOOK ME ABOUT 20 SECONDS I don't deserve that

grand hearth Jul 31, 2023, 11:06 PM

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unborn atlas

unborn atlas Jul 31, 2023, 11:10 PM

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okay 😔

grand hearth Jul 31, 2023, 11:11 PM

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I like it it’s a very funny drawing

unborn atlas Jul 31, 2023, 11:11 PM

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:>

austere jay Aug 1, 2023, 3:44 AM

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hey guys, i know this isn’t trans related but i love and trust you guys. my car was stolen. that car means the world to me. has kept me from taking my own life, has kept me going, all of that. if you guys want to say a prayer or anything like that for me and for her i would appreciate it. i just need support in any way possible right now

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here’s her and my cat :, )

outer meteor Aug 1, 2023, 3:56 AM

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that's awful, i hope you can get her back

strong heath Aug 1, 2023, 4:17 AM

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BEST OF LUCK FINDING HER 🙁 🫡

frozen breach Aug 1, 2023, 5:40 AM

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austere jay hey guys, i know this isn’t trans related but i love and trust you guys. my car ...

oh vinny that's so fucking terrible, I'm so so sorry and I hope and pray that you're able to reunite with her somehow

unborn atlas Aug 1, 2023, 5:42 AM

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doing research

supple quarry Aug 1, 2023, 7:53 AM

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9/10, forgot the weed pen but still accurate

unborn atlas Aug 1, 2023, 8:11 AM

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supple quarry 9/10, forgot the weed pen but still accurate

she hit it as she took the photo

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then her room was like

grand hearth Aug 1, 2023, 12:12 PM

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austere jay hey guys, i know this isn’t trans related but i love and trust you guys. my car ...

awww vinny I’m so sorry. I understand this totally. Sending good vibes ur way, I really hope she turns up again soon for you

timid grail Aug 1, 2023, 4:32 PM

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austere jay hey guys, i know this isn’t trans related but i love and trust you guys. my car ...

im so so sorry that happened to you, i really hope you’re able to get your car back :< praying for you

zinc oriole Aug 1, 2023, 10:52 PM

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austere jay hey guys, i know this isn’t trans related but i love and trust you guys. my car ...

I'm really sorry dude I'll hope you'll be alright :(
Are you a part of any local groups online? My friend and his roommate got their bikes stolen and somebody was able to find one when they posted abt them on a local bike group

chrome snow Aug 1, 2023, 11:12 PM

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austere jay hey guys, i know this isn’t trans related but i love and trust you guys. my car ...

That's fucking horrible, I really hope that you're able to get your car back.

austere jay Aug 1, 2023, 11:22 PM

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i really appreciate the support guys. still fucked up over it but i followed all the steps you’re supposed to so all i can do is wait

tardy creekBOT Aug 1, 2023, 11:22 PM

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@austere jay has leveled up! (14 ➜ 15)

austere jay Aug 1, 2023, 11:22 PM

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zinc oriole I'm really sorry dude I'll hope you'll be alright :( Are you a part of any local...

i have every car guy i know within 30 miles of me looking for it and have posted it everywhere so hopefully someone sees it

zinc oriole Aug 1, 2023, 11:24 PM

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Ahh that's good, I believe in you!

valid sun Aug 2, 2023, 2:13 AM

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good luck vinny

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 2:58 AM

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supple quarry Take all of it at once so you transition instantly, then they can’t stop you

actually happened to me (had a high t dose and now i have body hair an a beard)

valid sun Aug 2, 2023, 3:00 AM

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i think my t dose is low

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its like 0.3

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but its also weekly

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 3:01 AM

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nah thats where mine was at when it happened to me

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but im at 250mg/ml so may be slightly lower

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current dose now is just .25 weekly so aorund 62.5mg

valid sun Aug 2, 2023, 3:02 AM

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tbh i say "low" but it depends on ur blood

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.25 is "low" but i guess if ur T levels are within male range its a normal dose for you

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same here

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i knew a guy who was doing .75/ml biweekly

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which is like. fucking insane tbh

valid sun Aug 2, 2023, 3:04 AM

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inland schooner current dose now is just .25 weekly so aorund 62.5mg

idk if this is a weird question but wheres ur injection site

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 3:04 AM

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intramascular i do thighs

valid sun Aug 2, 2023, 3:04 AM

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ohh okay

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i do subq in the stomach

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the thighs hurt too much for me i feel no pain when i do.mine in the stomach

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 3:05 AM

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it was super high i think 47nmol/l when i did .3 and it was converting back to oestrogen so that wasnt good either

valid sun Aug 2, 2023, 3:05 AM

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yikes

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 3:06 AM

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recent blood test from new dose shows its all good but i have slightly low (good) cholesterol which is surprising

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the highest male range is like 40nmol/L. its at like 27 now tho

valid sun Aug 2, 2023, 3:06 AM

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thats great to hear

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my blood is normal i think nothing out of the ordinary good or bad

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 3:06 AM

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valid sun the thighs hurt too much for me i feel no pain when i do.mine in the stomach

i usually do leg day on my injection day which helps i guess 'stretch' it out

valid sun Aug 2, 2023, 3:06 AM

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i get tests every 3 months

valid sun Aug 2, 2023, 3:07 AM

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inland schooner i usually do leg day on my injection day which helps i guess 'stretch' it out

that makes sense

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 3:07 AM

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i get them whenever i feel like it or change doses cuz am DIY

valid sun Aug 2, 2023, 3:07 AM

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i got a ton of stomach fat so its easy in my stomach

valid sun Aug 2, 2023, 3:07 AM

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inland schooner i get them whenever i feel like it or change doses cuz am DIY

how long doing diy?

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 3:08 AM

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valid sun how long doing diy?

bout' a year. started on 8/6/22

valid sun Aug 2, 2023, 3:08 AM

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nicee

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thats when i got employed to my job lol

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 3:08 AM

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no issues and have had 2 providers (which is generally seen as risky). looking to get it started legally soon but my mum is lazy

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 3:08 AM

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valid sun thats when i got employed to my job lol

u remember? kinda fire but damn i dont even remember when i was hired

valid sun Aug 2, 2023, 3:09 AM

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i have a friend whos done DIY for 2 yrs

valid sun Aug 2, 2023, 3:09 AM

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inland schooner u remember? kinda fire but damn i dont even remember when i was hired

LOL ive worked there for about a year and have only gotten 1 raise of 50 cents i was gonna ask for another and realized they were automated

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next raise is 25 cents so ill be at a whopping $10.75 an hour

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thats thenonly reason i remember

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 3:10 AM

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i started it diy cuz i didnt wanna wait til i was 15 cuz my appointment w the clinic was at the start of the year and my birthday is in december

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 3:10 AM

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valid sun LOL ive worked there for about a year and have only gotten 1 raise of 50 cents i...

goddamn

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thats shit i get paid like hmmm let me check

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now im at 11.89 and i work at a lil cafe

valid sun Aug 2, 2023, 3:11 AM

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no fucking way LMFAO

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 3:11 AM

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but im also under 16 (which is when ur paid better in australia or something) so its honestly better for my age

valid sun Aug 2, 2023, 3:11 AM

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i see i see

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 3:11 AM

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im also australian tho so its around ehh 7.85 an hour in USD

valid sun Aug 2, 2023, 3:11 AM

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thats like min wage

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well min wage is 7.25 in my state

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so federal min wage

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 3:11 AM

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nah min wage in australia is 8.93

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i remember becuz that was what i was paid at my last job. fuckin' fast food and a pizzeria. shit job but it was fun cuz i had friends

valid sun Aug 2, 2023, 3:12 AM

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thats crazy but also cool

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 3:13 AM

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my bosses r chinese now and no problem theyre both very sweet but they dont speak alot of english so we dont chit chat or anything

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its ok they treat me as if im their child or something. its kinda funny and sweet i dont mind cuz it means i get ice cream or other things sometimes

valid sun Aug 2, 2023, 3:14 AM

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my old boss was a gay jewish guy my new boss is an old white guy with a bisexual daughter

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 3:14 AM

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fire 🔥🔥

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what job do u have?

valid sun Aug 2, 2023, 3:30 AM

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circle K

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we got 3 on the island idfk why

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:06 AM

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digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:06 AM

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inland schooner nah min wage in australia is 8.93

what ??? isnt like AUD way more expensive than like USD or GBP

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:09 AM

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digital geyser what ??? isnt like AUD way more expensive than like USD or GBP

1 aud to usd is 0.66 usd. 1 usd to aud is 1.52 aud!

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:10 AM

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oh ive checked it for gbp

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this is our current min wage

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:12 AM

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rich

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:12 AM

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im just shocked its so low with aud cuz ive talked to australians before about prices and they are often much higher

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not euro, pound

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:12 AM

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yeah because the dollar is worth less

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:13 AM

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ohh

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but then why wouldnt ur min wage be higher

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in aud

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i mean

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:13 AM

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oops

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:14 AM

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digital geyser but then why wouldnt ur min wage be higher

i got fucking no clue. our government is stupid

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:14 AM

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ur getting the equivalent of about £5 minimum wage

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:14 AM

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taxes are shit and they all go to the elderly

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for some reason. dunno i dont pay taxes yet

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:14 AM

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i now completely understand why australians come here and buy a ton of books jkldjfdskl

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ive heard about paperback prices there oh my god mamamia

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:15 AM

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its kinda wild like butter is 6$ for 250g its ridiculous

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ok for reference

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:15 AM

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what ?????

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:15 AM

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wait no

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i meant butter *

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:15 AM

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butter for 6 ???

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:15 AM

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chicken is 11$/kg

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yup

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:15 AM

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thats about 3 gbp

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:15 AM

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buying the machine girl double LP cost 110$

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:16 AM

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digital geyser thats about 3 gbp

buder 🤤

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:16 AM

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again ur price is £3

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:16 AM

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clover spread is not butter

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its oil

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its closer to the second one

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:16 AM

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theres butter there

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:16 AM

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yes

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:17 AM

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this is prolly the closest

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:17 AM

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(even with that. price is still shit)

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:17 AM

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god im sorry

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:17 AM

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thats just coles (supermarket) home brand too

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(which means its the unlabelled, cheaper end of the basket)

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:17 AM

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and yall deal with all those spiders

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crikey

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:18 AM

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i havent seen a big spider unless im in the bush

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(the bush being the outback, away from cities)

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butder 🤤🤤🤤

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:19 AM

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wow

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:19 AM

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im gonna move when i can afford it 💀 plus i want to get surgery in europe so it'd be handy anyways

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pricing here is shit. housing is ridiculous. not that id know of it personally

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:21 AM

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i wouldnt recommend coming to the uk if u do come to europe, nhs waiting times are insane. idk how good private is though tbf

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:21 AM

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yeah not uk

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i was thinking france or a Scandinavian country. ive done a bit of research but not much

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i do know if i have visa and live there i can get health insurance which is good. in australia no surgery is covered at all (gender confirming) and my top surgery was 15k out of pocket including hospital fees (have private health. does dogshit) . private health ONLY covers hospital stay basically

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:22 AM

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wtf oh wow

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:23 AM

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yeahh our healthcare is kinda ass but i mean atleast its free for certain things

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and im gonna get a revision which adds another 3k possibly ontop (thats if im lucky) 😔

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and god forbid trans masc bottom surgery

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:23 AM

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😔

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:23 AM

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get this

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1 surgeon

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in the entirity of the country

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:23 AM

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i dont think we have any surgeons

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in the entire country

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:24 AM

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where r u from?

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:24 AM

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uk

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:24 AM

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1 sec

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:24 AM

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at least at one point we didnt

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:24 AM

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where in the uk

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cuz in france i know theres like 4 or something

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i wanna go to serbia for mine because i want a lesser-done phalloplasty

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:25 AM

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i odnt know i dont intend to get bottom anyway

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:25 AM

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thats ok :D and fair enough tbh

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ive just done a ridiculous amount of research on it because i have nothing else to fill my spare time LOL

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:27 AM

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sdjklfds

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yeah all i know is to get gender affirming care on the nhs im gonna be on a long ass waiting list

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:28 AM

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best of luck to u man that must be shit

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:28 AM

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i know stuff about getting a GRC (legal gender change thing basically, its essentially a new birth cerfiicate) but yeah nothing more

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thanks im not even on the list yet 😭

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:28 AM

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is private insurance do-able for most people or no?

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get on the list as soon as u can. even as a minor it will span into ur adulthood

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:28 AM

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digital geyser i know stuff about getting a GRC (legal gender change thing basically, its essen...

oh thats neat

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:29 AM

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inland schooner get on the list as soon as u can. even as a minor it will span into ur adulthood

im an adult and i cant havent seen a GP in ages, i will when im at uni

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in like

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2 months

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alongisde long needed mental health referrals

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:29 AM

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the state im from just passed it recently that u can get ur sex changed on ur birth certificate w/o bottom surgery which thank god

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:29 AM

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digital geyser im an adult and i cant havent seen a GP in ages, i will when im at uni

bro

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go see a gp 😭😭

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:29 AM

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inland schooner oh thats neat

not rlly its a horrible process that not a lot of people go through

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:29 AM

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inland schooner go see a gp 😭😭

i will when im not living at home

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:30 AM

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digital geyser not rlly its a horrible process that not a lot of people go through

oh thats shit then D:

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:30 AM

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inland schooner is private insurance do-able for most people or no?

no

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:30 AM

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digital geyser i will when im not living at home

best of luck to u 🫡

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:30 AM

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digital geyser no

i have no idea how european insurance works (or uk even)

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:30 AM

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some ppl go private but its expensive

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the nhs is free healthcare

inland schooner Aug 2, 2023, 11:30 AM

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yeah medicare is the free healthcare in australia

digital geyser Aug 2, 2023, 11:31 AM

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mm

last pilot Aug 2, 2023, 4:21 PM

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Idk where else to post this but yeee

austere jay Aug 2, 2023, 4:24 PM

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valid sun .25 is "low" but i guess if ur T levels are within male range its a normal dose ...

i have to do .25 a week cuz if i don’t my levels shoot up way past the recommended highest level and im at risk for heart problems 😭

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i’m going to see if i can try to go up to .3 again just to try it but i’m not sure

feral wind Aug 2, 2023, 4:42 PM

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digital geyser

it burns 💀

grand hearth Aug 2, 2023, 4:52 PM

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HRT consult today!

balmy pond Aug 2, 2023, 4:56 PM

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LET FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO wlfgrl wlfgrl wlfgrl wlfgrl wlfgrl

outer meteor Aug 2, 2023, 5:30 PM

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digital geyser

cndndm until the testosterone hits

chrome snow Aug 2, 2023, 8:24 PM

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grand hearth HRT consult today!

WWWWWWWWW

balmy pond Aug 2, 2023, 9:07 PM

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at that point after laser where the hairs pop out if i rub my face

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hehe dis is fun :333

grand hearth Aug 2, 2023, 9:16 PM

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:3 ‼️

unborn atlas Aug 2, 2023, 9:28 PM

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balmy pond at that point after laser where the hairs pop out if i rub my face

love that

grand hearth Aug 2, 2023, 9:37 PM

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HRT appointment in half an hour (or hour and half depending lol)

unborn atlas Aug 2, 2023, 9:38 PM

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grand hearth HRT appointment in half an hour (or hour and half depending lol)

godluck and goatspeed Systems

grand hearth Aug 2, 2023, 9:39 PM

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awoo

zinc oriole Aug 2, 2023, 9:52 PM

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CONGRATS SYSTEMS GLL!!!

grand hearth Aug 2, 2023, 10:00 PM

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oh my god I’m literally stupid, the reason the email says it’s at 5 is because it was in pacific time 💀 💀 💀

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it’s indeed two hours from now

vapid dune Aug 2, 2023, 10:31 PM

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grand hearth oh my god I’m literally stupid, the reason the email says it’s at 5 is because i...

Why would they give you in pacific time? Is it an online appointment?

grand hearth Aug 2, 2023, 10:31 PM

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yEAH

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oops caps

sturdy trail Aug 2, 2023, 10:47 PM

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wher u getting it from

umbral flame Aug 2, 2023, 10:47 PM

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I wanna take off my weewee

vapid dune Aug 2, 2023, 10:48 PM

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umbral flame I wanna take off my weewee

Don’t we all

unborn atlas Aug 2, 2023, 10:54 PM

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I don't!!!!!!!!!

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that's very scary to me

vapid dune Aug 2, 2023, 10:56 PM

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I don’t know exactly what I feel regarding that bit tbh while I’m not a sexual person at all. It doesn’t bother me when I tuck (always) but in my mind I assume I should get rid of it if its untucked presence bothers me

unborn atlas Aug 2, 2023, 10:57 PM

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I feel like body horror is so affecting to me because being able to change your body into what you want it to be is cosmically compelling

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but also having it changed into something you don't want is existentially terrifying

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I've had teeth removed because it was too crowded, and I'm looking into if removing some more might help with my tinnitus

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I'm sure the body can adapt to it but

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vapid dune Aug 2, 2023, 11:00 PM

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Completely understood

unborn atlas Aug 2, 2023, 11:00 PM

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that being said

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massive, awestruck respect to nullos and smoothies

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extreme body mod people are fucking incredible sometimes

vapid dune Aug 2, 2023, 11:01 PM

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I have seen stories from transfems who got bottom surgery and realized oh shit I miss my peepee. Of course it’s a very rare occurrence. Most are 110% satisfied with it. But there’s always that margin which of course isn’t a big deal

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Cus it IS indeed like probably the biggest. Idk. Change when it comes to what you can do to your body id say? It’s fucking wild that we can achieve that

unborn atlas Aug 2, 2023, 11:02 PM

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recently, legendary furry artist Strype got bottom surgery and she's been blogging about it

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that was super interesting

unborn atlas Aug 2, 2023, 11:02 PM

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vapid dune Cus it IS indeed like probably the biggest. Idk. Change when it comes to what yo...

it's specifically removing, like, an organ

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rather than a bunch of tissue

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I think that's what freaks me out about it

vapid dune Aug 2, 2023, 11:03 PM

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When I’ve been okay with answering cis people’s answers regarding my genitals though. My answer is “if I had the astronomical amount of money this procedure takes, I would most definitely do it”

unborn atlas Aug 2, 2023, 11:03 PM

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I'm more interested in chemical manipulation than surgical intervention

vapid dune Aug 2, 2023, 11:03 PM

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Yea. For sure. And the absurd levels of contortion done to create the opposite genitals from what you have in case of vaginoplasty

unborn atlas Aug 2, 2023, 11:04 PM

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my mum got a double masectomy so I have a passing familiarity and proximity to the procedure

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so maybe that's why it doesn't bother me

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but even still, a bunch of stuff went wrong with her's

vapid dune Aug 2, 2023, 11:05 PM

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Like it’s the one procedure where I’m like “fuck, it’s expensive but I can only imagine the level of expertise these doctors have on this procedure. They’re literally contorting a peepee into a vajay or vice versa”

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Awwww. Dang

unborn atlas Aug 2, 2023, 11:05 PM

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altho I think that was more to do with the reconstruction

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so I'm kinda apprehensive getting implants, myself!

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plus I just don't like the whole, look it has

vapid dune Aug 2, 2023, 11:06 PM

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Implants yea I’d never do. Frick that

bronze ocean Aug 2, 2023, 11:06 PM

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i should get top surgery 🤔

unborn atlas Aug 2, 2023, 11:07 PM

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I used to really like my body but what I am now is like 👌

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99% perfect imo

vapid dune Aug 2, 2023, 11:07 PM

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I think I’m happy with the growth I’ve gotten in 1 year so I know 4 more years will be a bit. Excessive so no implants

unborn atlas Aug 2, 2023, 11:07 PM

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one of my mum's implants bonded with her pectoral so they had to remove it

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and now she can't lift that arm a certain distance

vapid dune Aug 2, 2023, 11:08 PM

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I do wonder how my remaining process of feminization will affect my self image and how I see myself. But rn I’m happy

unborn atlas Aug 2, 2023, 11:08 PM

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I considered getting jaw shaving for a lil bit but I kinda like my jawline

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I wanna transition sideways

vapid dune Aug 2, 2023, 11:09 PM

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I’ve mentioned here before that I’d also prioritize FFS above all. Mostly cus my hairline is fucked up so I can’t get a more masc haircut

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But I’m p happy with my jawline also. Soft jawline not fem not masc

unborn atlas Aug 2, 2023, 11:13 PM

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here's my goal

vapid dune Aug 2, 2023, 11:14 PM

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So TRUE

grand hearth Aug 2, 2023, 11:14 PM

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I love that

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my mom kept badgering me about what the appointment was for so I broke and told her. She was surprisingly chill about it what the hell?? Her only actual concern was cost 💀

unborn atlas Aug 2, 2023, 11:15 PM

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technically this is just the last couple steps of a much more complicated process

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I was thinking of making a comic about it

unborn atlas Aug 2, 2023, 11:15 PM

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grand hearth my mom kept badgering me about what the appointment was for so I broke and told ...

oh wow

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well I mean

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you are a medical student right

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she can't really take the stance that she knows more about it than u

grand hearth Aug 2, 2023, 11:16 PM

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true

vapid dune Aug 2, 2023, 11:16 PM

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I love how at the punk venue I go to there’s an older man who lives in the shed beside the venue and he treats me like I’m the prettiest girl ever despite coming out of the hardcore shows looking like a bruise covered goblin dude-thing

unborn atlas Aug 2, 2023, 11:17 PM

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in atlanta it was soooo affirming to have my boyfriend almost always refer to me femininely whenever we went out

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even when I was like, dishevelled and decidedly unfemme

vapid dune Aug 2, 2023, 11:26 PM

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Truly a nice feeling

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That old man is so cool tho like when I met him he had a thrifted shirt that said “y’all means all” and it had the rainbow flag

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Shoutout to JR for being such an inclusive boomer

unborn atlas Aug 2, 2023, 11:28 PM

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yeah that's cool

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I like cool old guys

grand hearth Aug 2, 2023, 11:48 PM

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unborn atlas she can't really take the stance that she knows more about it than u

but yeah re: Mom, she was super supportive about my wanting to start HRT

She asked questions out of curiosity and she was very receptive about how I wanted to be perceived

I’m less inclined to tell my dad but I’m very glad she is on my side

unborn atlas Aug 2, 2023, 11:48 PM

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grand hearth but yeah re: Mom, she was super supportive about my wanting to start HRT She a...

hey that rox

chrome snow Aug 3, 2023, 12:42 AM

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grand hearth but yeah re: Mom, she was super supportive about my wanting to start HRT She a...

That's pretty based.

misty harness Aug 3, 2023, 2:46 AM

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grand hearth but yeah re: Mom, she was super supportive about my wanting to start HRT She a...

That is super fucking cool to hear, I'm really happy for you

austere jay Aug 3, 2023, 3:06 AM

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grand hearth but yeah re: Mom, she was super supportive about my wanting to start HRT She a...

official transdome win

vapid dune Aug 3, 2023, 4:06 AM

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chrome snow That's pretty based.

Josie when will you stop using the B word!!!!!!

chrome snow Aug 3, 2023, 4:37 AM

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vapid dune Josie when will you stop using the B word!!!!!!

IM SORY

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mamamia

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ALSO AGGY!

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Thank you for sending the m/a tour!

feral wind Aug 3, 2023, 4:38 AM

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based like tybg

chrome snow Aug 3, 2023, 4:38 AM

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Legit, they're playing at 8 minutes away from me.

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Eeeeeeee

feral wind Aug 3, 2023, 4:39 AM

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THANK YOU BASED GOD

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god i need to get off the internet im too online

supple quarry Aug 3, 2023, 7:30 AM

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:3

last pilot Aug 3, 2023, 8:51 AM

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supple quarry :3

SHARK BRACELET LETS GOOOO cacopog

grand hearth Aug 3, 2023, 2:41 PM

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Oh yeah i didn’t really update how the appointment went

So apparently I’m joining this program like, super early during its change

But they’re going to prescribe me T though :3

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It sounds like it will be a lot more affordable than it would’ve been when i first scheduled the consult

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Mom convinced me to call and tell dad lol, which went better than i expected, but it was very awkward

Asked me if I’m going to start wearing guy clothes and if i wanted to wear any of his old clothes lol

I mean, i feel like i generally wear neutral/masc clothes already lol

unborn atlas Aug 3, 2023, 3:05 PM

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sounds like he wants to help

grand hearth Aug 3, 2023, 3:07 PM

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Yeah i feel like he kinda does? He seemed very shocked though but i think in the end he does care

unborn atlas Aug 3, 2023, 3:10 PM

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as used to trans concepts as we are by virtue of being internet people

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if you take a step back and look at it, it would be pretty surprising

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we have a reference for this

grand hearth Aug 3, 2023, 3:12 PM

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Truee

unborn atlas Aug 3, 2023, 3:12 PM

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unfortunately, my mother's frame of reference was about 40 years out of date and it took a long while for her to relearn what being trans actually meant in a contemporary sense

grand hearth Aug 3, 2023, 3:16 PM

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Yeah tbh

I think dad’s first reaction to me telling him that is “…so you’re going to get male parts??” And i had to explain that wasn’t the goal/wasn’t going to happen lol

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I don’t think I’ll ever get bottom surgery, but the idea of top surgery is appealing. Appealing but expensive

unborn atlas Aug 3, 2023, 3:19 PM

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yea

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I think cis culture ogles transness in a sensationalist and melodramatic manner

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being trans is wonderful but it's also ultimately pretty mundane

grand hearth Aug 3, 2023, 3:21 PM

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Mmhm, it really is

zinc oriole Aug 3, 2023, 3:32 PM

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I love making my existence mundane or playing gender 3D chess there's no in between. Just Some Guy on some days and bewildering on others

grand hearth Aug 3, 2023, 3:34 PM

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How i wanna be

My whole reason for starting T is to become much more ambiguous

Getting sick of being perceived as female

zinc oriole Aug 3, 2023, 3:35 PM

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My journey on t was to get more masc so I could be more girly (sometimes

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I believe in you! I know not just in terms of presentation but my emotions regulated a shit ton on T too. It may have been from becoming more content with how I'm perceived but having a good hormonal balance really helps you feel at peace

unborn atlas Aug 3, 2023, 3:36 PM

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my emotions changed

grand hearth Aug 3, 2023, 3:36 PM

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I’m looking forward to that. It’s all too easy for me to cry and i hate it

unborn atlas Aug 3, 2023, 3:36 PM

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oh yeah

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just try to keep anger in check

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don't turn into a wall puncher

grand hearth Aug 3, 2023, 3:37 PM

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🫡

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Don’t think I’m a “smash things when angry” kinda person so i doubt that will change

bronze ocean Aug 3, 2023, 3:45 PM

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usually ppl get way less angry when they start hrt cause its like there's a lot less to be angry about

vapid dune Aug 3, 2023, 3:47 PM

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grand hearth Yeah tbh I think dad’s first reaction to me telling him that is “…so you’re goi...

This mentality kills me aaaaaaaaaa

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Why is it that 9 times out of 10 when I tell someone I’m trans

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“Does that mean you’ll cut your dick off?”

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Or “does that mean you like guys?”

grand hearth Aug 3, 2023, 3:47 PM

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FDKSLJDSJFDJKL MY MOM ASKED THAT LOL

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She was like “so do you like guys or???”

zinc oriole Aug 3, 2023, 3:48 PM

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If it helps, pre T i cried basically every day and now I barely do anymore. It's inconvenient sometimes but overall I'd take a bit less of crying than being able to very easily like I used to

vapid dune Aug 3, 2023, 3:48 PM

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Like “possibly” and “I do like guys but not just guys” but that’s beside the point holy shit!!!! Treat me like a normal person first

grand hearth Aug 3, 2023, 3:48 PM

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It’s weird that people’s first thought goes to what’s in your pants lol

zinc oriole Aug 3, 2023, 3:49 PM

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my fav answer to "do you like guys or girls" is either "I dont know" or "I dont care" It makes people very confused and mad

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cis people are obsessed with genitals it seems

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transphobes or less accepting ones at least

vapid dune Aug 3, 2023, 3:49 PM

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I have given the response “I like people who don’t ask this sort of stupid questions how about that?”

zinc oriole Aug 3, 2023, 3:50 PM

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YESSS

grand hearth Aug 3, 2023, 3:50 PM

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Transphobes and older people who have little understanding of how being trans works

zinc oriole Aug 3, 2023, 3:50 PM

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"if you had to choose"
"I dont really care so i dont know. changes all the time :/"

vapid dune Aug 3, 2023, 3:50 PM

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Tbh tbh like even I don’t know

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I used to always say I’m lesbian and then sometimes I see cute boys and im like mmmmm maybe im not that lesbian…

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Like we fluctuate

zinc oriole Aug 3, 2023, 3:52 PM

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my preference changes all the time, though ive found when it comes to flirting or dating girls like me more than guys for some reason. once i started passing I now get virtually no interaction with guys when it comes to dating unless if theyre also transmasc

grand hearth Aug 3, 2023, 3:52 PM

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I’m very much chill with having a relationship with any gender

Thought i was less bean for a bit too and then I’m like “man i just really don’t care huh”

zinc oriole Aug 3, 2023, 3:54 PM

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I thought I was a lesbian as a teenager whilst thinking of men 99 percent of the time. I think its bc at that time i prefered dating girls and didnt want to be percieved as straight if i ever was with a guy

vapid dune Aug 3, 2023, 3:59 PM

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owoWearyAdorable

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Dating someone regardless of AGAB or chosen gender and only cus they just your type of silly

chrome snow Aug 3, 2023, 4:42 PM

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Hopefully I get married with somebody as goofy as me.

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:>

frozen breach Aug 3, 2023, 4:44 PM

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vapid dune Dating someone regardless of AGAB or chosen gender and only cus they just your t...

so real

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I mean I'm personally only really attracted to ppl with more feminine leaning gender identity and/or presentation, but I don't feel like I'm "straight" per se because sometimes boys pretty idk

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but yeah silliness comes first 100%

vapid dune Aug 3, 2023, 5:22 PM

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frozen breach I mean I'm personally only really attracted to ppl with more feminine leaning ge...

I feel this describes me

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I MOSTLY prefer fem leaning people but sometimes dudes just look mad cute and such

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I think my main issue when it comes to dudes isn’t presentation. But actually smell

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Some dudes to me have a very off putting smell but some guys I catch a whiff and I’m like. Damnnnnn son

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(do NOT start a boysmell discussion out of this please)

bronze ocean Aug 3, 2023, 5:26 PM

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starts a manstink discussion like a boss

grand hearth Aug 3, 2023, 5:28 PM

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men who put on too much cologne infuriate me actually

feral wind Aug 3, 2023, 5:29 PM

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same

grand hearth Aug 3, 2023, 5:29 PM

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Walk past me and the smell invades my nose

feral wind Aug 3, 2023, 5:29 PM

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new form of assault

bronze ocean Aug 3, 2023, 5:29 PM

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the worst part is they have shit taste in cologne too

feral wind Aug 3, 2023, 5:30 PM

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and they act like the best smelling people ever

feral wind Aug 3, 2023, 5:32 PM

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grand hearth men who put on too much cologne infuriate me actually

vapid dune Aug 3, 2023, 5:33 PM

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I hate those guys who. I’m sure you can picture. Fucking slicked back hair. Business casual attire with a few buttons undone to show off their chest fur. Expensive shoes and expensive Rolex. And they ALWAYS can be smelled from miles away

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And when they’re right beside you

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Holy shit their smell is overpowering

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Those guys always have the most shitty taste in cologne ever

feral wind Aug 3, 2023, 5:35 PM

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true af

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ive had ppl like that at old schools in texas lmao

bronze ocean Aug 3, 2023, 5:57 PM

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slicks back real nice

sturdy trail Aug 3, 2023, 6:03 PM

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vapid dune I hate those guys who. I’m sure you can picture. Fucking slicked back hair. Busi...

nipster

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nvm i just read the chest fur part

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he is just misguided

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i am biased towards chest fur

bronze ocean Aug 3, 2023, 6:10 PM

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he can be fixed

spice sphinx Aug 3, 2023, 6:12 PM

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Make it a woman and ditch the cologne n expensive parts and that’s my type

vapid dune Aug 3, 2023, 6:12 PM

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spice sphinx Make it a woman and ditch the cologne n expensive parts and that’s my type

God SO TRUE

frozen breach Aug 3, 2023, 6:12 PM

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mfw when hairy women megamind

spice sphinx Aug 3, 2023, 6:12 PM

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Real

vapid dune Aug 3, 2023, 6:13 PM

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When it comes to women I like everything from masc women to hyperfeminine “mymelody profile pic” girls

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Any degree of femininity is cool in my book

frozen breach Aug 3, 2023, 6:14 PM

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thats so real

spice sphinx Aug 3, 2023, 6:16 PM

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vapid dune Aug 3, 2023, 6:17 PM

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I mean like watermelon in the thighs level of carnage

frozen breach Aug 3, 2023, 8:05 PM

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spice sphinx

he;s so me

feral wind Aug 3, 2023, 8:28 PM

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so real

valid sun Aug 3, 2023, 10:29 PM

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grand hearth men who put on too much cologne infuriate me actually

men in the lockerrooms be talkin bout how they dont shower and proceed to douse themselves in fucking axe body spray

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im like gay but in the ambiguous way not the homosexual way. im basically homosexual but sometimes i question it but it doesnt rly matter to me anyways

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i use gay/queer interchangibly. not attracted to women but theyre always my best friends

sturdy trail Aug 3, 2023, 11:16 PM

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locker rooms r so hot

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both temperature wise and the other wise

grand hearth Aug 3, 2023, 11:17 PM

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hard disagree

the few times I’ve been in that environment I try hard not to be perceived and it’s honestly stressful

bronze ocean Aug 3, 2023, 11:18 PM

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i can't give my honest opinion on locker rooms in this chat

zinc oriole Aug 3, 2023, 11:25 PM

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I've only ever been in men's bathrooms

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Never lockerrooms

sturdy trail Aug 3, 2023, 11:29 PM

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grand hearth hard disagree the few times I’ve been in that environment I try hard not to be...

well like mens lockerrooms

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i biased

unborn atlas Aug 3, 2023, 11:39 PM

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grand hearth Don’t think I’m a “smash things when angry” kinda person so i doubt that will ch...

"I doubt this thing that will change me will make me change" that's you. that's what you sound like. /j

grand hearth Aug 3, 2023, 11:40 PM

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:(

unborn atlas Aug 3, 2023, 11:40 PM

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zinc oriole my fav answer to "do you like guys or girls" is either "I dont know" or "I dont ...

I like everybody

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but also: men

zinc oriole Aug 3, 2023, 11:42 PM

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unborn atlas but also: men

I feelthis

grand hearth Aug 3, 2023, 11:42 PM

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unborn atlas "I doubt this thing that will change me will make me change" that's you. that's ...

honestly I don’t like to think about my anger…it’s like been an actual problem in the past that I’m trying to work on

unborn atlas Aug 3, 2023, 11:43 PM

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grand hearth honestly I don’t like to think about my anger…it’s like been an actual problem i...

it can sneak up on u

zinc oriole Aug 3, 2023, 11:43 PM

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T has really pulled my anger back by more than half

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i used to have huge anger issues and now they are just mild anger issues lol

unborn atlas Aug 3, 2023, 11:43 PM

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might be an uphill battle with chemical manipulation involved

zinc oriole Aug 3, 2023, 11:43 PM

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its a misconception that T will make you more angry

unborn atlas Aug 3, 2023, 11:43 PM

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maybe so

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E chilled me out

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went from mad 2 sad

grand hearth Aug 3, 2023, 11:44 PM

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I don’t really want to be told I’m going to be an angry person or angrier

zinc oriole Aug 3, 2023, 11:44 PM

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I used to have full blown fits of anger and now that rarely happens, if ever. now when im mad, im just mad, but it fluctuates. ironically enough, im only ever angry in a similar way again if my t is too low

zinc oriole Aug 3, 2023, 11:45 PM

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grand hearth I don’t really want to be told I’m going to be an angry person or angrier

as somebody with very big anger issues pre T, and from everything ive heard from other people on T with anger issues, its almost always made it better

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if thats of any reassurance

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it doesnt ENTIRELY remove years worth of anger but its definitely helped in me managing or controlling it. im able to maintain way more restraint and move on

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it turns more into annoyance rather than rage if that makes sense

grand hearth Aug 3, 2023, 11:46 PM

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that’s good to hear

unborn atlas Aug 3, 2023, 11:47 PM

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yeah he probably has more authority on it than I do

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sorry if I made you uneasy with my comment

grand hearth Aug 3, 2023, 11:47 PM

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it’s fine it’s just a very sensitive topic for me

zinc oriole Aug 3, 2023, 11:47 PM

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I used to get mad very easily but now it takes a lot more
please dont have fear about emotional changes on T. It's inevitable that you may be very emotional at first, considering it IS asecond puberty, but dont let that overwhelm you. after 3 - 5 months the emotions die down and keep gradually doing so

unborn atlas Aug 3, 2023, 11:48 PM

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grand hearth it’s fine it’s just a very sensitive topic for me

oh I'm sorry, I didn't know

zinc oriole Aug 3, 2023, 11:48 PM

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zinc oriole I used to get mad very easily but now it takes a lot more please dont have fear ...

(by emotional i mean general emotions, it isnt exclusive to anger)

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as an example id cry tears of joy early on in my transition like a lot, and pre t i wasnt able to do that at all. its one of the only ways i really cry now

grand hearth Aug 3, 2023, 11:57 PM

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in other news I got a notification that it got shipped????? my nurse said there was going to be an invoice before the sent it but—

zinc oriole Aug 4, 2023, 12:06 AM

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oh nice!

valid sun Aug 4, 2023, 1:34 AM

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zinc oriole as somebody with very big anger issues pre T, and from everything ive heard from...

this is in fact true it usually mellows out your emotions

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t made me cry like a total of 30 times since i started so thats definitely something

zinc oriole Aug 4, 2023, 1:35 AM

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I cried a lot at first and then now barely at all. Maybe once a month

frozen breach Aug 4, 2023, 2:36 AM

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speaking of T, I hit ten months a couple days ago!!

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kinda can't believe it's been that long

feral wind Aug 4, 2023, 2:36 AM

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nice

frozen breach Aug 4, 2023, 2:37 AM

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also to add on to the earlier convo, T definitely hasn't made me angrier; it's shifted my emotions in other ways, but that in particular isn't something I've experienced

zinc oriole Aug 4, 2023, 3:33 AM

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Congrats :] !!

valid sun Aug 4, 2023, 4:45 AM

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super wins happening in transdome

frozen breach Aug 4, 2023, 5:01 AM

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common transdome W

vapid dune Aug 4, 2023, 2:21 PM

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Wait T makes some people angrier? I feel like estrogen has the exact opposite effect

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I feel I was a very frustrated person pre transition with a lot of issues I had difficulty sorting out and estrogen completely mellowed me out and made me who I am today. Completely killed my sex drive too. But I feel my personality and romantic preferences are just about the same

grand hearth Aug 4, 2023, 2:28 PM

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I think T making people angry is a misconception because of the whole “roid rage” thing among body builders

zinc oriole Aug 4, 2023, 2:56 PM

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vapid dune Wait T makes some people angrier? I feel like estrogen has the exact opposite ef...

It doesn't. It's a stereotype because of cis men who take testosterone as steroids. They take extremely high doses along with other performance enhancing drugs so it's naturally going to make them have extreme mood swings. People apply it to transmascs on T because of this frame of reference, and also to demonize eliminating more 'feminine' features on trans guys into more masculine ones

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I tbh think it's the same fear mongering that people apply to other features you gain on t, like gaining weight (for some) and growing body hair like those are inherently masculine or bad features

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It's a misconception that I've seen echoed by terfs towards us and has spread to be a common understanding about T, an understanding of something that rarely, if ever happens to us

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Trans guys who are angry were angry before. I also think it's a product of toxic masculinity/weird expectation towards trans guys or ppl on t to maintain how they are. Attributing emotions to masculinity and whatnot. SORRY FOR THE BIG EXPLANATION but it's a misconception that I feel needs to be addressed bc it's generally misinformed as a view and it scares a lot of people from going on T

sturdy trail Aug 4, 2023, 3:01 PM

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assimilationist trans guys who try to conform to either behavior norms mamamia

bronze ocean Aug 4, 2023, 3:13 PM

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grand hearth I think T making people angry is a misconception because of the whole “roid rage...

it's that and also the fact that cis men and boys are allowed and encouraged to have rage and be angry at people in this society

grand hearth Aug 4, 2023, 3:13 PM

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Very true!

bronze ocean Aug 4, 2023, 3:13 PM

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and cause cis ppl think testosterone is the boy hormone its like, oh yeah all amab people or all people with testosterone are angry

grand hearth Aug 4, 2023, 3:14 PM

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thinkgmagik

timid grail Aug 4, 2023, 3:41 PM

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i will say t makes me experience anger differently but it hasn’t made me an angrier person. one of the first changes i noticed when i first started was that i had to actually deal with my anger, before my anger would turn into sadness pretty quickly and fizzle out but after t my anger like. does not stop unless i do something to address it. it’s made me healthier about it in a lot of ways actually

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i think the misconception around t making people angrier is linked to a lot of dumb stuff but i do think t makes people experience emotions differently including anger and frustration which may be part of where the misconception comes from. trans people on t that seem angrier after starting i think tend to have already had issues with anger and irritability, but like what i described i think it’s more important on t to get a grip on your emotions because anger feels way more intense now

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almost more physical in a way. i never wanted to break something because i was angry until i started t, before t i just wanted to cry when i was mad

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SORRY LONG ASS RANT LOL its just interesting to me

unborn atlas Aug 4, 2023, 3:44 PM

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I think I just knew a shitty man

zinc oriole Aug 4, 2023, 3:47 PM

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Knowing a shitty man is a very common experience unfortunately

grand hearth Aug 4, 2023, 3:47 PM

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Shitty men…Met a few, dated a couple. Although in my experience they were all cis

zinc oriole Aug 4, 2023, 3:50 PM

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I wish I had better phrasing but patriarchal standards can be perpeturated and benefitted from, and yet effect and hurt everybody

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Some dudes are shitty because they perpetuate toxic masculinity specifically, and some are shitty just bc they act shitty

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Just like how anybody can perpetuate toxic masculinity and yet also be harmed by it, or any gender can be shitty. People have a lot of shitty experiences with men because of patriarchal issues, myself included, and I've noticed that people with bad faith arguments or terfs use it to be bioessentialist (nobody here has btw but just mentioning it

grand hearth Aug 4, 2023, 5:41 PM

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Sent my nurse a message about not getting an invoice…first shipment of T might be on the house because they messed up the new workflow lmaooooooo

inland schooner Aug 4, 2023, 10:32 PM

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zinc oriole If it helps, pre T i cried basically every day and now I barely do anymore. It's...

Haven't cried in a year since I started T 🫡

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Maybe just because I was gyming it out but I haven't been angrier

zinc oriole Aug 4, 2023, 10:38 PM

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inland schooner Haven't cried in a year since I started T 🫡

T is the chilling juice

inland schooner Aug 4, 2023, 10:43 PM

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Exact

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I would cry out of frustration and now I feel like im being taken more seriously by my family in regards to T and stuff because they've seen how much I've improved on it

spice sphinx Aug 4, 2023, 11:52 PM

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I cry so much more now

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E had a pretty big impact on the way I experience emotion

outer meteor Aug 5, 2023, 1:16 AM

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i'm 4 months on t and still cry a lot <- just teared up about beastars

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look at this shit 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️

vapid dune Aug 5, 2023, 1:24 AM

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I cried a lot during my early HRT cus of all the hormonal imbalance

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Specially because dutasteride is a t blocker known for real bad mood swings

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Fucked me up so bad

chrome snow Aug 5, 2023, 1:55 AM

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grand hearth Sent my nurse a message about not getting an invoice…first shipment of T might b...

WWWWWWWWWWW

spice sphinx Aug 5, 2023, 2:52 AM

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outer meteor look at this shit 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️

WAHHHH I LOVE BEASTARS

misty harness Aug 5, 2023, 3:06 AM

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yea e also has made me experience emotions More

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Everything is just More in the best way cuz my mood was always just flat lol

outer meteor Aug 5, 2023, 3:14 AM

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spice sphinx WAHHHH I LOVE BEASTARS

beastars so good
do you see legoshi as trans

spice sphinx Aug 5, 2023, 3:34 AM

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Yes totally

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Trans in general no gendered any which way I think

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Trans for everyone

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outer meteor Aug 5, 2023, 5:03 AM

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spice sphinx Trans in general no gendered any which way I think

literally he can be read in any way

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and also he's gay for louis and haru both relationships are gay

spice sphinx Aug 5, 2023, 5:19 AM

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Truth

last pilot Aug 5, 2023, 10:55 AM

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https://twitter.com/bluefolf/status/1687543715517071360?s=46&t=aiDvOWgupVXXHDm5M5REHg

Blue 💙 (@bluefolf)

I NEED THE TRANSGENDER POKÉMON SHOES

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11108

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1492

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Sylveon shoes,,,,

unborn atlas Aug 5, 2023, 10:59 AM

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you are not immune to propaganda

last pilot Aug 5, 2023, 10:59 AM

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I just like Sylveon a lot

bronze ocean Aug 5, 2023, 11:03 AM

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those look like they'd be so hard to style

spice sphinx Aug 5, 2023, 4:44 PM

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You could make these at home for so ridiculously cheap

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Paint some white shoes then waterproof em

austere jay Aug 5, 2023, 5:04 PM

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anyone else see that tobacco use can decrease effects of t

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or am i insane

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because if yes that’s a wonderful incentive for me to quit could genuinely be really helpful for me

grand hearth Aug 5, 2023, 5:05 PM

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maybe???? It sounds plausible

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my shipment of T is literally in town now so I’ve been checking tracking for it incessantly lmfao

vapid dune Aug 5, 2023, 5:06 PM

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austere jay anyone else see that tobacco use can decrease effects of t

Idk about T but it does for estrogen so maybe it would too for T

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I quit tobacco cold turkey when I started HRT

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Cus of the effects on blood flow

grand hearth Aug 5, 2023, 5:06 PM

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makes sense

austere jay Aug 5, 2023, 5:07 PM

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i feel like either way i’ll probably delude myself into believing it fucks up t effectiveness so i can quit

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i feel like that’s an acceptable form of lying to myself yknow

grand hearth Aug 5, 2023, 5:07 PM

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hey, go for it

austere jay Aug 5, 2023, 5:07 PM

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cigarettes SUCK fuck cigarettes

grand hearth Aug 5, 2023, 5:07 PM

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I’ve been avoiding addictive substances as much as possible and I intend to keep it that way

vapid dune Aug 5, 2023, 5:08 PM

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Straight edge gang let’s fucking goooooo

grand hearth Aug 5, 2023, 5:08 PM

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awoo awoo

bronze ocean Aug 5, 2023, 5:08 PM

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vapid dune Idk about T but it does for estrogen so maybe it would too for T

only for oral E

vapid dune Aug 5, 2023, 5:08 PM

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(I’d never push anyone to be straight edge but fuck if it hasn’t done wonders for me)

bronze ocean Aug 5, 2023, 5:08 PM

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but there aren't really any studies on on exogenous testosterone use, with endogenous testosterone actually rising in smokers

austere jay Aug 5, 2023, 5:09 PM

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vapid dune Straight edge gang let’s fucking goooooo

unfortunately still a weed smoker but for me it’s more medicinal than anything

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i am so envious of straight edge guys at shows they have it all figured out

grand hearth Aug 5, 2023, 5:09 PM

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I probably can’t be considered straight edge completely because I enjoy a beer every now and then, but I don’t smoke anything and I don’t keep alcohol in the house (apartment)

bronze ocean Aug 5, 2023, 5:09 PM

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sorry, free t goes up, t levels are insignificantly different

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but probably a good idea to try cutting down for the health benefits

austere jay Aug 5, 2023, 5:10 PM

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upon further research there’s no affect on testosterone but because t increases risk for thing like heart disease and whatnot tobacco is more dangerous

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which is reason enough to quit i think

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i’m going to try to find like a completely herbal and nicotine free cigarette cuz the only reason i’m smoking now is for that like ten minutes of quiet and rest

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it’s more the ritual of smoking than the chemical itself if that makes any sense

bronze ocean Aug 5, 2023, 5:12 PM

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i get u

grand hearth Aug 5, 2023, 5:12 PM

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I avoid a lot of substances because I’m just so pumped full of prescriptions lol

austere jay Aug 5, 2023, 5:12 PM

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that’s completely fair tbh

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substances while i was on meds were super dodgy

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luckily am only on t so i haven’t had any run ins

unborn atlas Aug 5, 2023, 5:35 PM

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are

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E-blockers a thing?

grand hearth Aug 5, 2023, 5:35 PM

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i think so.....maybe? i know puberty blockers are a thing so they probably target those hormones

bronze ocean Aug 5, 2023, 5:37 PM

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yea

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theres antiestrogens and aromatase inhibitors

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generally not really needed for exogenous T use

unborn atlas Aug 5, 2023, 5:48 PM

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so you can just take T and it works?

grand hearth Aug 5, 2023, 5:50 PM

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im taking birth control which i thought would interfere with T and i would have to stop, but my clinician didn't say i had to stop taking it at all

bronze ocean Aug 5, 2023, 5:54 PM

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unborn atlas so you can just take T and it works?

yeah

sturdy trail Aug 5, 2023, 5:54 PM

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grand hearth im taking birth control which i thought would interfere with T and i would have ...

it only interferes iirc when u do something that's not progesterone only

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so like the mini pill or the shot

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i do the shot

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cuz the combo pill has estrogen

sturdy trail Aug 5, 2023, 5:56 PM

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sturdy trail it only interferes iirc when u do something that's not progesterone only

or progestin or whatever it's called

bronze ocean Aug 5, 2023, 5:57 PM

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progestin's just synthetic progestogen

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should work the exact same i.e. not have an effect on t

sturdy trail Aug 5, 2023, 6:14 PM

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yeas

unborn atlas Aug 5, 2023, 6:34 PM

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huh

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thorhighheels just came out as intersex

balmy pond Aug 5, 2023, 8:07 PM

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rad

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Always knew he was one of the colors, never expected I tho :0

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||ngl I was utterly convinced hed come out as nonbinary or a trans woman at some point||

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Ok question for the girls in here; do yall get PMS type stuff and if so what do u like do about it?

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Cuz I feel like shit rn ong

real meadow Aug 5, 2023, 9:20 PM

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does anyone know where to find actually decent binders because i am in desperate need of a few new ones

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gc2b is no longer working for me . quality went down

grand hearth Aug 5, 2023, 9:20 PM

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the fuck u mean you need new ones!!! we went shopping for new ones in my dream

real meadow Aug 5, 2023, 9:21 PM

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i got hungry and eated it :(

grand hearth Aug 5, 2023, 9:21 PM

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https://tomboyx.com/collections/the-compression-top?g_productchannel=&g_locinterest=&g_ifcreative=&g_acctid=914-082-0587&g_productid=&g_source={sourceid}&g_merchantid=&g_placement=&g_partition=&g_locphysical=&g_ifproduct=&g_productchannel=&g_locinterest=&g_ifcreative=&g_acctid=914-082-0587&g_productid=&g_source={sourceid}&g_merchantid=&g_placement=&g_partition=&g_locphysical=&g_ifproduct=&g_acctid=914-082-0587&g_adgroupid=&g_adid=&g_adtype=none&g_campaign=PMAX_US_NA_NA_APPAREL_ALL&g_campaignid=18327480647&g_keyword=&g_keywordid=&g_network=x&gclid=EAIaIQobChMI2vXntrnGgAMVNi7UAR2p6w6eEAAYASAAEgLfkvD_BwE&gclsrc=aw.ds

Real talk I’ve heard good things about this website

Anyone is free to refute it though I don’t use binders

TomboyX

Compression Tops & Comfortable Chest Binders | TomboyX

Our Compression Top is a less restrictive alternative to traditional chest binders, built from gentler fabrics than most binders, and compresses more gently.

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the fucking link

real meadow Aug 5, 2023, 9:22 PM

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big ass link GOT DAMN

grand hearth Aug 5, 2023, 9:22 PM

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WHY IS IT SO OBNOXIOUS!!!!

real meadow Aug 5, 2023, 9:22 PM

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but thank you !! ill have to check em out

grand hearth Aug 5, 2023, 9:23 PM

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yeah see if it looks good

Maybe one of these days I’ll start binding as well but I kind of don’t care enough

I be having my titties out (in a bra) ((under my shirt))

real meadow Aug 5, 2023, 9:24 PM

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i just dont wear shit

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its either binder or nothing

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shrug

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and then i get the worst back pain, but it is what it is

vapid dune Aug 5, 2023, 9:25 PM

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grand hearth https://tomboyx.com/collections/the-compression-top?g_productchannel=&g_locinter...

Praise TomboyX. Really recommend their compression panties for tucking. Best shit in the market

grand hearth Aug 5, 2023, 9:26 PM

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fuck yeah

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yknow I have a feeling that binding my chest will make me feel better

I already feel pretty euphoric when I wear a sports bra so logic dictates I’ll feel even better wearing a binder

real meadow Aug 5, 2023, 9:27 PM

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binding has helped me a lot !!!

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its just hard to find good shit nowadays.

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and it fucking sucks bc gc2b used to really help me but now their products are just like . complete dogshit and are just painful

zinc oriole Aug 5, 2023, 9:49 PM

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Spectrum outfitters is pretty reputable!

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In terms of binders

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Same with underworks, they've been pretty consistent for many years. They started as a company for men with gynocamastia, (sorry if I misspelled) so they've been working with chest compression stuff for a long time

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Now they make binders, and even swim binders too

sturdy trail Aug 5, 2023, 10:13 PM

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underworks just felt like putting a normal crop top on for me

timid grail Aug 5, 2023, 10:48 PM

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does anyone have any experience with trans tape and swimming? im considering applying for a second job as a lifeguard at my local pool but i really hate how my swim shirt basically suctions to my torso when it’s wet and i feel like even a swim binder might not be the best to wear considering the position

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i love swimming but the top dysphoria goes crazy every time i do (but i am honestly also not interested in top surgery)

outer meteor Aug 5, 2023, 11:26 PM

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timid grail does anyone have any experience with trans tape and swimming? im considering app...

i thiiiiiiiiiiiink i have? but i can't remember
i've definitely showered with it and my only issues are the edges can start to peel and it takes forever to dry and that's a very negative sensation

zinc oriole Aug 6, 2023, 12:33 AM

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^ sometimes it varies for me

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Sometimes it stays on really well whilst other times it does what he mentioned

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I noticed it stays on better in water if you have smth tight over it, like a swim top that's thicker or form fitting

timid grail Aug 6, 2023, 12:52 AM

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ok good to know, my swim top rn is a little more baggy but i think a form fitting one would be more comfortable anyways if my chest is flatter w trans tape

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ty guys :>

strong heath Aug 6, 2023, 12:59 AM

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spice sphinx

he’s so flushed_taco

zinc oriole Aug 6, 2023, 2:26 AM

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Ofc!! It also helps with swimming speed, especially for being a lifeguard. They may ask you to not wear smth baggy regardless

chrome snow Aug 6, 2023, 5:50 AM

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feral wind Aug 6, 2023, 10:00 AM

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how to capture trans person

grand hearth Aug 6, 2023, 5:08 PM

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I’ve neglected shaving my body hair completely the past few days lol. Curious how it’ll look if I just don’t for a long time

balmy pond Aug 6, 2023, 5:48 PM

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Fuck yeah I feel like body hair is the best early source of euphoria 😍

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God what I'd give to shave my legs for the first time again lmao

zinc oriole Aug 6, 2023, 6:02 PM

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It'll be werewolf time for you soon

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It's so cool seeing body hair get thicker. It makes me feel like I'm in a werewolf transformation a bit

austere jay Aug 6, 2023, 6:04 PM

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NO REAL

zinc oriole Aug 6, 2023, 6:06 PM

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wlfgrl me when my leg and arm hair turned from blonde to black

real meadow Aug 6, 2023, 6:44 PM

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balmy pond Fuck yeah I feel like body hair is the best early source of euphoria 😍

NO UR SO RIGHT

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im not on t or anything but for a while theres been the tiniest bit of hair on my chin and it makes me feel so so so silly

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my mom tried to get me to shave it and i shut that down real quick

sturdy trail Aug 6, 2023, 6:52 PM

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minoxidil minoxidil minoxidil minoxidil

bronze ocean Aug 6, 2023, 6:54 PM

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minoxidil!

grand hearth Aug 6, 2023, 6:59 PM

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oooug I hope I get some face scruff

vapid dune Aug 6, 2023, 7:07 PM

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Minoxidil my beloved

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the thing both transfems and transmascs take and love

vapid dune Aug 6, 2023, 8:08 PM

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I really love transphobes being hateful it fuels me in my case tbh. I arrive at work and there’s this one old guy who’s always really of course oh so nice because he blatantly objectifies all our women here so hard. And I’m listening to music when I walk into the office and he starts talking so I assume he’s talking to me and I pause my music and say “…did you say something?” And he’s like “no. Why would I direct my words at a (f slur) like you. You’re lucky that’s all I do to show I hate you because back where I’m from we’d publicly beat people like you for it” and I’m like “okay. You want an award for most closeted guy ever or something?” And he’s like “you (f slur) wish you could have a man like me. I’m a real man don’t try to insinuate I’d be into a (t slur) like you or I actually will beat you”

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The most vehement transphobes are the most closeted Mfers ever

last pilot Aug 6, 2023, 8:09 PM

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vapid dune I really love transphobes being hateful it fuels me in my case tbh. I arrive at ...

sniff sniff do I smell.. sniff small dick energy?

feral wind Aug 6, 2023, 8:30 PM

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the sniffer

outer meteor Aug 6, 2023, 8:38 PM

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wtf

chrome snow Aug 6, 2023, 9:45 PM

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vapid dune I really love transphobes being hateful it fuels me in my case tbh. I arrive at ...

Assholes going out of their way just to be hateful need to just shut up and go away.

umbral flame Aug 6, 2023, 10:07 PM

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strong heath he’s so <:flushed_taco:798047216656711681> <:flushed_taco:798047216656711681> <:...

HE'S SO TACO?!

strong heath Aug 6, 2023, 10:14 PM

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umbral flame HE'S SO TACO?!

yeah 😵‍💫

umbral flame Aug 6, 2023, 10:14 PM

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im so taco too

grand hearth Aug 7, 2023, 8:57 AM

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need suggestions 4 song to go with first T shot (inspired by Vinny a while back I think?)

had a dream that I played Laura Les’s Haunted along with it so I might do that but I’m curious what ideas y’all might have as well

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im up too early so im going back to bed but I’ll be awake in like three hours again

unborn atlas Aug 7, 2023, 9:06 AM

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grand hearth need suggestions 4 song to go with first T shot (inspired by Vinny a while back ...

you've mentioned feeling a connection to haunted in the past

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I mean you could do it to the opener to biyaaheysf

grand hearth Aug 7, 2023, 9:07 AM

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🤔 true!!!!

unborn atlas Aug 7, 2023, 9:09 AM

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altho I heard it's like

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slow and potentially stressful

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personally I'd do it to nothing, but that's just me

grand hearth Aug 7, 2023, 1:06 PM

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T shipment is out for delivery yay

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Probs will get my first dose when I come home

unborn atlas Aug 7, 2023, 2:44 PM

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yay yay

grand hearth Aug 7, 2023, 7:53 PM

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opened the fucking box upside down, great start lmaoo

grand hearth Aug 7, 2023, 8:42 PM

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injected my first ever dose of testosterone yippee wahoo congrats like I’m five!!!!

chrome snow Aug 7, 2023, 10:08 PM

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WWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

balmy pond Aug 7, 2023, 10:15 PM

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OMFG YEEEEEEEEEE LETS GO wlfgrl

grand hearth Aug 7, 2023, 10:17 PM

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awoo wlfgrl werewolf_trans

misty harness Aug 7, 2023, 10:23 PM

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LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

cold whale Aug 7, 2023, 11:18 PM

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grand hearth need suggestions 4 song to go with first T shot (inspired by Vinny a while back ...

i listened to the minecraft ost

austere jay Aug 8, 2023, 12:18 AM

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grand hearth need suggestions 4 song to go with first T shot (inspired by Vinny a while back ...

thank god someone remembers this

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was my best moment

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i’m anthothed a go goed for the rest of my life

grand hearth Aug 8, 2023, 12:19 AM

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awoo

supple quarry Aug 8, 2023, 4:28 AM

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grand hearth injected my first ever dose of testosterone yippee wahoo congrats like I’m five!...

congrats!

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valid sun Aug 8, 2023, 2:03 PM

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grand hearth injected my first ever dose of testosterone yippee wahoo congrats like I’m five!...

Im so happy for u for real

grand hearth Aug 8, 2023, 2:04 PM

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tyyy I’m very happy!!!!

I caught some kinda respiratory sickness too which sucks but overall I’m feeling a lot better about myself in general

zinc oriole Aug 8, 2023, 3:17 PM

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Congrats systems omg!! :]

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NOT ON THE SICKNESS LOL

visual sun Aug 8, 2023, 3:39 PM

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hello genders

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reposting here

unborn atlas Aug 8, 2023, 3:43 PM

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visual sun reposting here

which game is this?

visual sun Aug 8, 2023, 3:46 PM

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armored core for answer

balmy pond Aug 8, 2023, 3:49 PM

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ARMORED CORE MORE LIKE ARMORED MORE ESTROGEN PLEASE

chrome snow Aug 8, 2023, 4:10 PM

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May I please just get a small pinch, just a tiny smidgen, a short portion of the estrogen?

unborn atlas Aug 8, 2023, 4:11 PM

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a potion of estrogen?

chrome snow Aug 8, 2023, 4:26 PM

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Yes pls

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🥺

unborn atlas Aug 8, 2023, 4:31 PM

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chrome snow 🥺

visual sun Aug 8, 2023, 4:44 PM

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https://youtu.be/azHIWZxUgPY

YouTube

Alex Perdomo

Metal Gear Solid 2 Ending (Snake's Speech) "We need to pass the torch"

"These are the things I will pass on. That's what I live for." Snake's speech merged in one video. MGS2 taught me so much, till this day, and its my favorite game ever. that's why

▶ Play video

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phillip

balmy pond Aug 8, 2023, 5:09 PM

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Hell yea who else in here got turned gay by a kojima game?

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https://youtu.be/tUVz2nX98oY

YouTube

Brianna.

489 Separate Instances Of Someone Being Gay In The Metal Gear Solid...

Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/sugarmowntain
Twitter: https://twitter.com/sugarmowntain
♡
MGS: PW soldier quotes source: https://tinyurl.com/28c7p7xp
Hideo Kojima commentary source: http://www.tentenpro.com/muni_shinobu/mgs3/commentary.html

▶ Play video

visual sun Aug 8, 2023, 5:10 PM

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lmao this is feature length

grand hearth Aug 8, 2023, 5:11 PM

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https://tenor.com/view/jetstream-sam-my-beloved-gif-22029076

Tenor

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this man made me trans

balmy pond Aug 8, 2023, 5:13 PM

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YES

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sam is goals regardless of gender identity or expression

grand hearth Aug 8, 2023, 5:13 PM

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reallllll

balmy pond Aug 8, 2023, 5:14 PM

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I still dont know how death stranding cracked my egg but it did 💀

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Maybe not in the sense that I was a woman but in the sense of I needed to transition

visual sun Aug 8, 2023, 6:07 PM

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https://tenor.com/view/smile-gif-25512686

Tenor

proper igloo Aug 8, 2023, 7:21 PM

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balmy pond https://youtu.be/tUVz2nX98oY

cacopog

last pilot Aug 8, 2023, 7:42 PM

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grand hearth Aug 8, 2023, 7:42 PM

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🫡

balmy pond Aug 8, 2023, 7:45 PM

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o7

visual sun Aug 8, 2023, 7:45 PM

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orz

feral wind Aug 8, 2023, 7:55 PM

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o7

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we salute the flag here

grand hearth Aug 8, 2023, 8:06 PM

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https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0gbA4Y4AbvltjjPCFegtyi?si=hrD7-90-Qyuz59dHXUUjtw

dropping my playlist and my dumbass music taste in here

wasn’t satisfied with the popular user-created ones on Spotify

Spotify

let’s take testerone together

let’s take testerone together · Playlist · 17 songs

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might add more idk

last pilot Aug 8, 2023, 8:07 PM

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Fuck Puppet being the first song. Appreciate it.

grand hearth Aug 8, 2023, 8:07 PM

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u know the vibe 🙌

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some of em aren't explicitly transmasc i don't think but they give me the same feeling that the others in the list do

visual sun Aug 8, 2023, 8:08 PM

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https://open.spotify.com/track/2iGCFvzjXPoXBooTnPOvdw?si=9d105f15b7a349f3

Spotify

heal

ICO · Song · 2002

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https://tenor.com/view/ico-yorda-cinematic-platformer-coach-sofa-gif-22327637

Tenor

grand hearth Aug 8, 2023, 8:08 PM

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i've always wanted to play ico

visual sun Aug 8, 2023, 8:08 PM

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t4t ass game

grand hearth Aug 8, 2023, 8:09 PM

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fr ‼️

visual sun Aug 8, 2023, 8:09 PM

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:3

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it's really good definitely recommend

unborn atlas Aug 8, 2023, 8:13 PM

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grand hearth https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0gbA4Y4AbvltjjPCFegtyi?si=hrD7-90-Qyuz59dHXUUj...

Born Slippy is a fucking phenomenal choice

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I'm gonna share this around if you don't mind

grand hearth Aug 8, 2023, 8:13 PM

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go for it!!!!!

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at some point i may change the image to a shitpost with my own character but it will still be the same flavor meme lol

last pilot Aug 8, 2023, 8:15 PM

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Just found out one of my oldest friends from primary school supports trans people. God I love to see that.

grand hearth Aug 8, 2023, 8:15 PM

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awoo werewolf_trans

zinc oriole Aug 8, 2023, 11:31 PM

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At the dentist they were really nice abt my name not being legally changed. The only question they asked was "are you gonna get it changed. Are you old enough to do that?"

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I think they thought I was a teenager lol

sturdy trail Aug 8, 2023, 11:35 PM

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my childhood dentist was also surprisingly chill with my nam

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name

zinc oriole Aug 8, 2023, 11:37 PM

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Dentists seem to be a bit more chill than regular doctors (in my experience

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They didn't doubt what I said or speculated. Or were rude

digital geyser Aug 9, 2023, 12:47 AM

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why worry about gender when teeth

grand hearth Aug 9, 2023, 12:50 AM

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(nudity) appended the design of the main character of my comic

to be very brief he has the ability to grow limbs consciously

had a dream a couple nights ago that he looked like the first image so i drew him as he appeared, so it's canon now that he's transmasc

his hair is short in the beginning of the comic but i think it grows a lot over time

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proportions suck in both images for different reasons (first is a messy concept sketch, second was drawn a while ago)

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i let him have ragged chest scars because i think the implication is he did it himself lol. i feel like it is within the realm of possibility for him to change his genitalia through flesh/tissue-growing abilities but i think he just chooses not to because he doesn't want to and/or it may be particularly painful

zinc oriole Aug 9, 2023, 2:25 AM

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digital geyser why worry about gender when teeth

You're right. That's probably their mentality
Plus a lot of young dentists assistants were there which helped, not that the older people there weren't also respectful

zinc oriole Aug 9, 2023, 2:25 AM

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grand hearth (nudity) appended the design of the main character of my comic to be very brief...

I LOVE HIM SM

#transdome