transdome

[vapid dune]

at any point in transition

and deadass deadass it feels good. I feel now that I am so damn ambiguous in both ways I am the happiest like. truly an mtftm situation lmao

this feels like peak gender

[zinc oriole]

I've been on t for 3 years and I pass most of the time now so that's why I said idk if it'd make much of a difference

[bronze ocean]

thats super fair!! it might just be fun to have a look and see if you can mess with your mess around with ur voice :)

[austere jay]

the most transgender pokémon of all time (and my favorite eeveelution)

she’s my good luck charm i keep a little keychain of her on my keys and i have a stuffed animal of her

[bronze ocean]

omg hell yeah

my sylveon accidentally got washed and a lot of the glue got undone

so i need to glue her back together :(

her ribbons fell off 😭

[austere jay]

trans femmes and trans mascs

[bronze ocean]

TRUE

i really like leafeon

[austere jay]

my favorites a slyveon, glaceion, espeon and vaporeon

i love vaporeon so much i hate that stupid fucking copy pasta

[bronze ocean]

ugh yeah

its fucking annoying

[zinc oriole]

YEAS TRUE
I was just wondering if it'd be different methods for pre T people vs people who's voices are deeper. I STILL WANNA DO IT I should've rephrased my apologies 😭

That copy pasta is evil

[bronze ocean]

ohh yeah its like different methods i'd reckon

[zinc oriole]

I wanna sound like uh

I get gender envy from the demonic double voice effect thing

I wanna sound like I have voice filters on my voice but always

[bronze ocean]

thats so real

[final heart]

i don’t even want to go all the way just a little bit higher i think

just wanna sound like a skater girl or something

[zenith turtle]

uuuuuuuh leaving to go to SF tomorrow to orchietomy on Wednesday wtffffff

shit is so so soon

[inland schooner]

Sorry for the wait here u go to anyone who wants it!!
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1RVc92H4ZKMe72OInQkhBRmU74A5ZCF66miW6v5Wdxv4/edit?usp=drivesdk

[final heart]

congrats and good luck!

[zinc oriole]

TYYY

ALSO CONGRATS!!

[chrome snow]

I wish u luck!

[stable cradle]

my phone intake w the gender clinic is tn!!!!!!

[vapid dune]

Wooooo time to get my blood drained today to check my levels :3 also me and @balmy pond have both been 10
Months on HRT. Me and Claire started HRT the same exact day last year WOOOOOOO

[stable cradle]

WOOOO TO BOTH OF U!!

[balmy pond]

FUCK YEA WE DID

[vapid dune]

[balmy pond]

Got my first laser appt in months today :D

[vapid dune]

CLAIRE IS MY BELOVED HRT SIS HENCE BEFORE EVEN KNOWING EACH OTHER WE KNEW WE HAD TO START HRT THE SAME DAY

[balmy pond]

YES

WE EMERGED FROM THE LAZARUS PITS UNDER THE SAME UNHOLY STAR

[bronze ocean]

HELL YEAH!!

oh im 3.5 years on hrt this month :) yippie

[vapid dune]

Oh shit ur an estrogen veteran

[bronze ocean]

im one of those legendary elder transes

[vapid dune]

Most of us started post Covid cus Covid made me trans

It was the 5G

[bronze ocean]

fair fair

i started in september so like

..

m

?? uh

i guess 6 months yeah

6 months before everything shut down

lmfao

[vapid dune]

Was getting prescription during the lockdown not a hassle?

[bronze ocean]

i already had the prescription

[vapid dune]

Oh!!! Makes sense

I meant like. Refills

[bronze ocean]

ohh

nah it was fine

i just order online cause they need to take a few days for estrogen anyways usually

they have to order it themselves

[vapid dune]

Ohhh!!! So you get home delivery like me

[bronze ocean]

no i still gotta pick it up but there's this neat little vending machine that i can use

its open 24/7 which is really nice cause i can just go grab it on a night walk

[chrome snow]

I swear, all of you guys are so freaking based!

I luv u all!

[austere jay]

mfw i have to go to doctors for adverse affect of testosterone treatment and i lock my keys in my car cuz i was so nervous about the appointment

god is cruel

[bronze ocean]

noooo

[austere jay]

highly fucked up

[tardy creek]

@austere jay has leveled up! (12 ➜ 13)

[austere jay]

roommate bringing me my spares tho thank god

[stable cradle]

APPT TO SEE SOMEONE IS BOOKED!!!!!!!

[bronze ocean]

LETS GOOOOO

[cold whale]

[austere jay]

who here on testosterone and estradiol

i’m the second evolution of transgender

[bronze ocean]

holy shit

double fisting

[chrome snow]

You have officially became a god.

[misty harness]

gendermaxxing

[unborn atlas]

what does that do?

[balmy pond]

well you need both androgens and estrogens for your body to function, its just a matter of which you have more of. I have a trans masc friend whose had pretty much all his bottom surgery done, so he needs to take a bit of e cuz his body can't produce sex hormones of any kind

I would assume its something like that? @austere jay

[austere jay]

hormone imbalance has negative impacts on certain body functions, especially when it comes to pleasure and my body needs a little help with that

i’ll save you the details but that’s the gist of it

i’m also on the depo shot so that messes things up too

[inland schooner]

My friend is planning on coming out to his mum I'm so excited for him I hope it goes well

[vapid dune]

I’m at the new job and there’s this older lady here who’s the busgirl and she comes talk to me and asks if I’m a boy or a girl. And I’m like “hmmmm. Just think of me as being a bit of both how’s that?” And she’s like ohhhh I get it. And we have a bit of a conversation about what it means to be trans and explain the concept of non-binary and she’s like “it’s a miracle what science can do for you all now because I can see it seems to make you happy to be this way. When I was younger people would always tell me I looked like a boy and it made me feel nice so I understand how it must be for you”

By god this woman sounds like an egg

[unborn atlas]

oh at my visa interview tod-.... yesterday the interviewer said he has a trans son and wondered if I knew him

[vapid dune]

Same shit as when someone asks if I know this random other Mexican from the area

Funny to think we all within a group know each other

[unborn atlas]

I thought it was sweet

just tryna make connections

he was supportive

[vapid dune]

Yea it’s funny and endearing not bad lmao

[unborn atlas]

I can't even get mad he clocked me I mean I sound like Christopher Lee

[vapid dune]

Shoutout to Machaela Cavanaugh, a Democratic senator in Nebraska, for filibustering for over 3 weeks now in the Nebraska senate against a Republican(of course)-backed bill to restrict trans youth access to HRT

Just felt i should point out someone on our side. It is not all doom and gloom. We have allies

[zinc oriole]

So glad I didn't have to say my legal first name checking into this hotel. She seemed confused at first when I just gave my last name but understood

And was around my age I think too

[zenith turtle]

accidentally posted in meme dome cuz I’m still a lil delirious w pain meds but orchietomy is complete!!

[zinc oriole]

WAHOOOOO CONGRATS

[bronze ocean]

WOOO HELL YEA!!!

[zinc oriole]

HIP HIP
HOOOOORAAAY

[stable cradle]

WOOOOOOO

[cold whale]

NICEE

[chrome snow]

BASED

[inland schooner]

FUCK YEAHH

[austere jay]

went to gym to test how well i can lift old prs and they’re so easy now

god i love testosterone

[unborn atlas]

yeah working out is too haaaard for me now

[zinc oriole]

I wanna start going to the gym and test my testosterone power

[inland schooner]

Do it, it's actually so fun and then you get into a good habit if you like it

< goes to gym 5 times a week

[zinc oriole]

I WORK OUT AT HOME UHH

5 or 6 days a week. But my schools gym is apparently free

And I haven't used it yet!

Been there since 2020 and didnt know :[ I'm just apprehensive abt people harassing me

[inland schooner]

Oh that's cool then!!

I go to a public (??) Gym and the people there are always friendly, it's mostly all in your head (source, my anxiety about it)

Everyone is usually in their own head too worrying about themselves I find the people there are usually helpful too :] I've had a few people stare but that's generally because my form is off and they'd like to correct me (has happened a few times)

[zinc oriole]

Ahh that sounds nice :, I may try to be more open to it during the summer

I do need smth to do after all

I'm afraid of my form being off so help would be nice

It usually has been tbh

[inland schooner]

Generally the staff will always help if you ask!! My gym staff are very accommodating . You can ask for help on it just by asking "hey can you check my form on xxxxx"

[zinc oriole]

:DD TY FOR THE ADVICE I really appreciate it. Getting more serious abt working out can be daunting but it is worth it

[inland schooner]

It definitely is!! Been working out for a year and a bit and it's a great habit for anyone and everyone to get into

And yeah of course!!!, I'm happy to help gym is one of my biggest interests so always happy to

[zinc oriole]

TYYY it makes me feel physically better so I enjoy doing it a lot

[wanton dust]

I feel you, i do the same

so not seeing much progress but its ok

[zinc oriole]

It took me a long time to start seeing any progress

I've been doing it since the summer

[bronze ocean]

i need to work out to get more endurance fr

[zinc oriole]

I BELIEVE IN YOU BOTH

Endurance is hard to build up it seems

[bronze ocean]

i just dont wanna run out of breath in a minute every time i go and mosh lol

[unborn atlas]

exercising to get good at moshing is praxis

[zinc oriole]

When it comes to dancing and moshing I have unlimited energy but a brisk run makes me gasp for air

[unborn atlas]

develop a mosh based workout tape

[bronze ocean]

moshing and gay sex

only two reasons to work out

[unborn atlas]

auh hm

yeah that's a from me champ

[bronze ocean]

dies

[austere jay]

i swear that the only reason i survived my first machine girl concert was cuz i was training my legs a lot at the time

i was barrier but there wasn’t ever a barrier it was just the edge of the stage

and yes gym is nice generally people will leave you alone if you go at night

i go with friends around 11pm-2am

[cold whale]

i swear when i went to mg my torso was sore for like a week from being shoved against the edge of the stage 😭

worth it though

[austere jay]

it was like upper thighs for me and boy the bruises were so bad

[misty harness]

Ugh I have never had my blood work be so uncomfortable before as today

Literally had to park my car and lean the seat down for half an hour in a random parking lot cuz I got lightheaded

Arm def more sore than usual ugh

[inland schooner]

Hope so is well!!

Gotta get bloods done today too

[stable cradle]

WISH U LUCK!!!!

[austere vale]

Hey also got blood work done yesterday they failed a few times so I was stabbed a few times my gf and I went for crepes afterwards :p

[vapid dune]

hell yea we all got blood work done on the same week

i did monday

[inland schooner]

Yo no way

[misty harness]

we out here getting our levels checked responsibly

god damn my arm is bruised and it's still a bit sore

[unborn atlas]

flexum

[bronze ocean]

flex your muscles 💪

[unborn atlas]

BEEE HAAAARD

[zinc oriole]

I have bloodwork later this month at a new place

I'm nervous abt them being transphobic or smth

[austere jay]

my blood work for my 6 months on t is right before i go to the machine girl and gecs concert

quite silly

if the concert was on a monday i’d 100% do my shot there

[balmy pond]

If I did shots I'd totally take my hrt in the pit

Actually no that sounds like an easy way to accidentally stab someone

But taking ur hrt at a machine girl concert has to be the most machine girl thing u could do

[bronze ocean]

oh shit i should take my E at the machine girl

oh shit i should take my E for today

[balmy pond]

U should do both

[bronze ocean]

dark souls text estrogen taken

[bronze ocean]

HOLY SHIT

[balmy pond]

here, take this...
an ESTROGEN FLASK, an undead favorite...

[chrome snow]

Just a small pinch of the estrogen flask.

[bronze ocean]

hell no im chugging that shit

[misty harness]

i did this at a show once because i forgot to take my 4pm one lol

[balmy pond]

Lmaooo

That'll be me one of these days

[misty harness]

i had to take it in this store in seattle called hi fi lo fi

anime, retro games, vaporwave, random internet shit store that was staffed by two trans people

it was perfect

[balmy pond]

Cozy~~~

My favorite hrt story is this one time I was driving home from work my water bottle leaked into my pill organizer and melted a bunch of my estradiol pills, so I just drank the estrogen water

[misty harness]

lmaooo oh no

[balmy pond]

I have no idea if my body was able to absorb any of that estrogen but it's better than letting it evaporate lol

[cold whale]

breathe the evaporated estrogen air

[bronze ocean]

@zinc oriole

grr why isnt it transparent

[zinc oriole]

YES.

I LOVE THIS

SWAG :]

HWHHE

[bronze ocean]

:D

transpawrent :)

ach

achk no

i didnt cut it out properly oh no

[balmy pond]

||I wonder if I can take my estrogen with a bong hit||

[bronze ocean]

no sadly 😔

[balmy pond]

Lame

Mark my words I will be the first bitxh to invent dabbable estrogen

[bronze ocean]

FR

the problem is that the estrogen denatures or whatever the chemistry word is when it gets too hot

[balmy pond]

Yea denatured sounds right, like the molecules fall apart

[zinc oriole]

I LOVE IT ECEN STILL

[vapid dune]

This does not leave estrogen edibles out of the question tho

[bronze ocean]

uhh

depends on how you'd make them yeah :3

you could make estrogen jelly!!!

[misty harness]

estrogen jello shots

[vapid dune]

DAMMIT SARAH

I aaaa about to say it

Me and the homies turnt on some estrogen jello shots

[bronze ocean]

THATS RIGHT

[zinc oriole]

I want testosterone sludge

[chrome snow]

Is it possible to make an estrogen margarita?

[bronze ocean]

yea!

[bronze ocean]

possible!!!!

wait no

:(

not edigle

wait

t gel!!!!

[inland schooner]

onion tells us about valid concerns(lie)

[sturdy trail]

the trans bathroom panic is an attempt to remove trans people from public life methinks

they did the same with gay men in the 80s

[bronze ocean]

its like, playing into the stereotypes of lgbt people grooming kids which is like a "reasonable concern" for a lot of people to have, and they know it worked in the 80s

[sturdy trail]

real

[bronze ocean]

theres a reason the slur for gay people is derived from pedophile in a lot of languages 🙃

[bronze ocean]

they should put jesterone and jestradiol for free in grocery stores

[zinc oriole]

Eating my t gel :)

[bronze ocean]

i bet it tastes so good

[zinc oriole]

It tastes like chemically

Chemicaaaaalll!!!

Bad

T from the vial tastes good though

[bronze ocean]

i love chemicals!!

[zinc oriole]

The goo and tar!

[stable cradle]

goo (e) and tar (t)

[zinc oriole]

GOO E AND TAR T SO TRUE

[austere jay]

whenever i take my estradoil i feel so close to my trans sisters i feel like i’m sharing something sacred

that’s maybe a little dramatic but you get what i mean it’s cosmic irony

[bronze ocean]

🤝

i s hould get t gel

[unborn atlas]

banana

[bronze ocean]

WAYNE SWAG

[zinc oriole]

BANANA

Wayne swag banana

Need to put banana on my grocery list ty for remind

[bronze ocean]

wayne food...

[zinc oriole]

Wayne food: Spinach, babnana, protein drink

And bread

[bronze ocean]

o:

the wayne meal at mcdonalds

[chrome snow]

wayne burger

[zinc oriole]

WYANE BUGR

I want the wayne burger

[vapid dune]

It better come with a macdolnds sprite

[chrome snow]

The Mickey D's cranberry sprite.

[balmy pond]

Hey question for all the trans femmes who've had laser, how many appointments did it take for u to see noticable effect? I just started them back up after a few months away so I know I shouldnt expect much but I feel theres no difference :(

I've had 3 so far

[bronze ocean]

how thick is ur hair how dark is it how light is your skin

[balmy pond]

Pretty thick, kind of a darker brown and not like a vampire but relatively pale

[vapid dune]

By my first sesh it was already really patchy on my neck. By my third I was noticing it my 5 o clock shadow was vanishing a good deal but since I haven’t been economically stable the past few months I haven’t done much laser and have since lost a bit of progress

[balmy pond]

Ok

I feel like it's only rlly noticeable on my chin and upper lip. My neck seems to be thinning out and my cheek/jaw is significantly cleaner

[vapid dune]

What I dislike about it is having to be consistent with it… or else you can end up losing progress

[bronze ocean]

i had pretty similar hair and skin tone and it took me a few session about 3-4 but from that point onwards it started getting more and more noticable

[vapid dune]

By my 4th session I was able to like. Do no concealer cus it was gone enough

Now I have to use it again

[balmy pond]

Ok cool

Tysm

[bronze ocean]

i have had about 10 sessions and now i only have follow up sessions and for me the results have been great

[balmy pond]

that'sfantastic! !

Yea it could just be exaggerated cuz I'm tryna switch over to girlmoding it full time

[vapid dune]

Idk if it depends also on the person and place doing it cus I’ve heard of some spots just sucking ass

And some people not getting very amazing results even by 10 rounds

[bronze ocean]

yeah results may definitely vary which really sucks :( i hope you'll be able to get some good results

[balmy pond]

Thx

Yea that's what I've been worrying abt :(

Mine is cheap as hell, like 100 dollars for a half hour, but shes also trans and specializes in this sort of stuff

Like she works out of a gender clinic

I dunno, my beard used to be super thick so I'm hoping I just need to hold out a bit longer. I can really afford much else and tbh I'd kinda feel bad not giving another trans woman the business

[zenith turtle]

I agree n prefer electrolysis for this n other reasons

[vapid dune]

I had started with electrolysis. My main gripe with it is the fact that you have to go in unshaved

[balmy pond]

My esthetician is starting me w/ laser until its patchy enough to hone in on specific areas

[zenith turtle]

yea that shit is really rough but if u can tolerate the dysphoria/consequences it’s sooooo worth imo

[zinc oriole]

hello transdome I wanna shave my head but also my hair has taken so long to get to this point what do i doooo

i may later this summer but i have the urger

urge

[chrome snow]

If you can wait, shaving during the summer would be the best, due to it getting a little more warmer.

[zinc oriole]

true..

i may keep my hair until i move

new start and new hair is what im thinking

[bronze ocean]

i feel like for hair decisions you really gotta give it like 2 weeks and see if u still feel the same

idealy speaking, of course

[zinc oriole]

this is true! ive been wanting to for a few days lol so no big choices yet

[bronze ocean]

[zinc oriole]

my hair is basically to my shoulders now so itd be a huge decision

[bronze ocean]

are you thinking of just going full buzz cut

[zinc oriole]

yeas

completely buzzed off or just fuzzy

ive buzzed half my head before ut never the whole thing

[bronze ocean]

hmm ye i get u

im really attached to me hair so for it'd be like a huge thing lol

but idk i feel like sleeping on it for a few days is always a good idea

ruminate on your plans like a wizard let it forment and shit

[zinc oriole]

WIZARD TIME

i am attached to mine too but also freedom of no hairrrr ish

also changing my appearance is fun

ty i will make wizard plansin my mind...

[austere jay]

i’m personally growing my hair past my shoulders until mid summer when i shave it

my hair hides a lot of the masculinization that’s happened to my face so it’ll be fun to sort of reveal it all at once one day in like june

[zinc oriole]

OOO GOOD IDEA

Thats why ive been considering shaving it off too

people will misgender me before seeing me face on

or hearing me talk

[austere jay]

i feel like my facial scruff helps me pass like 98% of the time

i haven’t been misgendered in public in months

[inland schooner]

I wanna grow out my hair but it makes me feel dysphoric but I know it looks nicer longer so I have to hold on

[zinc oriole]

I'm only misgendered if I'm seen from behind :[

[vapid dune]

By this point I don’t care what Im called. Except “sir” like god it makes me feel like I’ve made zero progress on feminizing. And I’m only called that during work like once every week or every couple weeks and basically exclusively by children

Remember at a previous job I was giving some food to a kid and he’s like “thank you ma’am” and the kid across from him is like “what do you mean ma’am you’re supposed to say thank you sir” and the other one is like “but she’s a girl!!!!” And then their dad tells them to be respectful

[unborn atlas]

things getting rough at my grandma's

[zinc oriole]

I've never heard a child say sir or maam

That's so weird lol

[vapid dune]

It’s Alabama so it’s compulsive here basically

[unborn atlas]

my Atlanta boyfriend says yes ma'am a lot and it makes me 😊

[zinc oriole]

I thought in Virginia it was bad lol I can't imagine

[vapid dune]

Yea the Bible Belt beats it into you. When I moved here from california as a kid I got scolded a lot for teachers for answering what they ask of me with a simple “yes” they’d be like “yes…?” And I’m like “…yes?” And they’d be like “YOU SAY YES MAAM WHERE ARE YOUR MANNERS”

[misty harness]

Yeah that's real common in texas too

People just say "yes ma'am" and "yes sir" to everything, even to peers a lot of the time

[chrome snow]

It was ingrained into me as a kid.

I still use it rather frequently.

[vapid dune]

I refuse to

Only time I may gender someone is when it’s older dudes because old white dudes love their fragile masculinity eased through being treated like a gentleman

[unborn atlas]

the altercation I had at my grandma's was because I wasn't showing the right "manners"

I was never taught them and their response was "well you should know"

circular fucking logic

[vapid dune]

I’m sorry to hear. But yea that’s often their mentality it is SO STUPID

[unborn atlas]

old people suck sometimes

my aunt screamed in hysterics at me until I broke down crying

[vapid dune]

I’ve had the same with my family or coworkers going “well it’s common sense you should know” if it’s common sense why do I not know???? Or why not have the common courtesy of extending the common knowledge rather than patronizing me?

[unborn atlas]

"common sense" is a nightmare for autists

[vapid dune]

I don’t have autism but I relate in the sense that ASPD makes me a human that passes as a neurotypical in most scenarios while still lacking a lot of social skills

So I get that shit often and it frustrates me to no end

[chrome snow]

People are completely mistakened, manners shouldn't be expected by anybody.

[inland schooner]

I told my mum about the TERF rally with nazis 'protecting' them in Melbourne a few days ago and she laughed "do they even think? Feminists with white supremacists protecting them. They're like the opposite side of the septrum!(since all of the Nazis were men and men protecting women since feminists can do everything men can type thing)" and i said yep, they're all stupid

[sturdy trail]

i feel like people underestimate how much terfs collaborate with the state

and fascists in general

[inland schooner]

Oh yeah for sure, and it's not like the neo Nazi group even like feminists either it's just they hate trans people more

One of the Nazis there were a cops son, so makes me wonder what the parents are like too

My mum says the stupidest shit she's like why are you so far left :/ I actually prefer having rights but I'll think about being right winged with the very people against my existence 😊

[zinc oriole]

Terfs push for eugenics tbh

They're incredibly ableist and racist

Idk why people are surprised abt terfs being awful. They're not true feminists

[chrome snow]

100%.

[inland schooner]

my mum isnt super into politics so she doesnt really know what a terf is so i had to explain it to her

[empty goblet]

gm to angels

to everyone else, gm i guess :P

[unborn atlas]

angels are just demons who don't know it yet

angels and angel imagery seem to be on the rise

lately

Christianity is remarkably alien to me so I struggle to put myself in that position of it being omnipresent but I assume it's like

reclaiming something?

or focusing on a part of the religion that was genuinely comforting at the time

I don't know

https://tenor.com/view/knives-out-compels-compelsme-daniel-gif-20215418

[bronze ocean]

yeah traumaqueer stuff mostly

[unborn atlas]

tr

hm

traumaqueer...........

[bronze ocean]

that's right

[unborn atlas]

this is somehow simultaneously new information and completely obvious

HEY HI EXCUSE ME BUT what's up with trans women calling themselves dolls

[bronze ocean]

:)

[spice sphinx]

:3

[proper igloo]

[unborn atlas]

:(

[balmy pond]

c:

[unborn atlas]

I'm in the dark and I'm confused!!!!

[bronze ocean]

NEED

[austere jay]

honestly for me if i’m using christian motifs it’s purely because it looks and sounds cool to me (ex christian)

also playing on the fact that a lot of it used to terrify me as a child so whenever i’m doing something horror related i like to pull from that childhood fear category yknow

[sturdy trail]

i assume it comes from ball culture

[misty harness]

this is so real

im a godless heathen now but certain aspects of christian horror still eat at me no matter what I believe

[austere jay]

just like on a basic level being told you will be tempted by the devil + reading all the crazy fuck shit in the bible as a small child will mess with you

upside of it is it’s the perfect resource for shit that unnerves you

[sturdy trail]

which is what most queer slang comes from usually

[austere jay]

anyways epic update i am 5 months on testosterone as of yesterday and i’m going to get a gym membership today

[austere jay]

truth

[bronze ocean]

there's dolls and dolls

[inland schooner]

no way therse only 6k people in this server

[misty harness]

it's true

[zinc oriole]

Only?!?

[misty harness]

we mostly get members in huge batches when Matt posts the link on insta

and it has been months since the last one

[balmy pond]

Friends, about to head off to my first interview as a woman :D

If yall have energy to spare I'd appreciate u sending some <3

[misty harness]

omg good luck Claire!!!!!!

[balmy pond]

Tyyyyyy

Stupid nervous ahhhhhh

I'm gonna do great tho, I know it :)

[misty harness]

u got this

[wanton dust]

good luck!!

[zinc oriole]

GLLLL!!! YOU GOT THIS

[chrome snow]

I hope that everything goes okay Claire!

[bronze ocean]

good luck claire!!! im sending you my energy!!!

[austere jay]

you got this claire

[balmy pond]

Ahhhhhh ty everyone 😭

I think it went ok! My old professor was acting a lil weird but everyone else was super cool

[unborn atlas]

weird how?

[balmy pond]

I dunno, just acting uncomfortable in general. Had to refer to me as "her" under his breath n stuff

Couldve just been my nerves looking for transphobia of course

[spice sphinx]

I would trust those if I were you

I always trust the trans 6th sense when I get it

[balmy pond]

Yea :/

Well if it costs me the job then I shouldnt be there in the first place. We'll see what happens

Everyone else was super cool tho! Vry friendly, just treating me like some girl yknow?

[inland schooner]

At the bank getting my name changed on my card(finally)

[austere vale]

woohoo

[vapid dune]

Idk how much you people have kept up with Onimai: the “trans anime” that was a part of the current anime season. And I’m here to say I put up with it, so y’all done have to. People said it is fanservice trash, and unfortunately it is so I really don’t recommend it. But INTERESTINGLY ENOUGH it has good enough, wholesome context behind the whole transition and age regression aspect of it. It’s not GOD AWFUL but if it weren’t such blatant sexualization of the trans experience I feel the narrative would have been something really worth connecting to. So don’t watch it, and let’s hope next time Japan gives us better representation in anime :3

[bronze ocean]

whats it about

[balmy pond]

Unfortunately kinda shocks me whenever I seen a trans person in anime that isnt straight H 🙄

[vapid dune]

Basically the protagonist, Mahiro, is a shut in that feels like they were completely outdone by their little sister, Mihari. She’s more accomplished. She is academically way better and more talented. And it just makes Mahiro far more depressed and reclusive. Without knowing Mihari just wanted to be better to impress her sibling. So Mihari does some ANIME MAGIC BS to turn Mahiro into a girl, knowing Mahiro has real bad gender dysphoria and is part of her depression. And thus as a girl begins to help Mahiro rehabilitate her life as the identity she always wanted to be in

So all in all the message of it is good. Like. Cute little egg gets anime magic bs to finally transition and turn her life around from her depression and lead a normal life. But the execution is garbage

If they had JUST AVOIDED sexualizing a young transfem the anime would have been genuinely heartwarming

[bronze ocean]

sounds very contrived for sure

[austere jay]

one day i hope for solid trans centered media but as more and more media with trans people come out i feel less hopeful

[bronze ocean]

i have pretty much given up about caring about trans rep in media tbh

[timid grail]

the only trans media i’ve genuinely enjoyed so far is the manga boys run the riot

but honestly, ive yet to see a trans focused media that isnt about the transition/realizing youre trans and just like

a trans characters life

i mean i think the coming out stories are great and helpful, but it would be nice to just see like. a story of any genre but the main character or one of the main characters is trans and it just has that as kind of a side thing i guess

[stable cradle]

i think umbrella academy has good rep w victor, they do have a whole realization thing since it’s in a later season but after that it’s just kinda him living his life

[timid grail]

ive never seen it but ill take your word for it

i hope there can be more trans representation someday that doesnt suck in media but im not holding my breath

[sturdy trail]

brokeback mountain does a better job of capturing tboy yearning than most films with canonically trans people

[stable cradle]

it was cool bc he’s played by elliot page and they wanted him to be comfortable yknow acting and so they talked with him so it’s like they were getting help from an actual trans person

[sturdy trail]

we urgently need transmascs with better haircuts

[stable cradle]

real !!!!!!

[bronze ocean]

i feel more of a transgender connection to my lesbian experience with loneliness than most other stuff with trans people

i should read to strip the flesh i heard its really fucking good

[sturdy trail]

so true

[zinc oriole]

i wanna see rep that isnt severely sanitized or unrealistic for once

i wanna see trans guys just go insane (positive

[bronze ocean]

boy island perhaps

so far it's been making me yearn and also want to get a jounce tattoo

[zinc oriole]

IVE BEEN KEEPING UP W THAT COMIC

ITS SO GOOD!

I love jounce my bestfriend jounce

[austere jay]

trans joy moment, going to see my older brother who lives farther away in the same state as me, got me a ferry so the ride is shorter by a few hours and he did the reservation under vinny :, ) i remember the first time he called me brother it was the best day of my life

i’m a uncle to his wonderful child and im a brother in law to his amazing wife it’s truly the best thing i could ever ask for

i’m getting my first professional tattoo with him saturday i’m so excited

[inland schooner]

dont be silly being trans should be sexualised and romanticised ignore that political party actively against us btw

[inland schooner]

so fucking happy for u man

[unborn atlas]

anime isn't exactly the best place to look for queer rep tbh

[inland schooner]

anime is never the best place to look for queer rep

there will always be one fan telling you that its not real and stop forcing ur views on the character

[bronze ocean]

yeah!! its so fucking good!!!¡

[unborn atlas]

I just can't stand how weirdly essentialist it is

like even in media about gay couples it's like

it's weirdly dichotomous

I wanna watch Shinjuku Triad Society

apparently it's like

gay members in the Yakuza and the Triads realize they have more in common with each other than their own groups and make a gay mafia

it's directed by Takashi Miike

[bronze ocean]

tokyo godfathers is also a really good movie i think imo

[unborn atlas]

oh yes yes

I've heard it's good

[bronze ocean]

yea!! just be mindful that there are some transphobic things said in it

[unborn atlas]

transphobia is just background radiation

I'm sort of used to it

[spice sphinx]

Unbelievably based https://twitter.com/redemptionarcs/status/1639377020978069506

We need to protect Kendall Roy (@redemptionarcs)

I don’t think I’ve seen anything quite as vicious as the Nebraska lawmaker currently filibustering against anti trans bills. Holy fuck.

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[chrome snow]

HELLA

[vapid dune]

Yea I mentioned her here a week and a half ago

She’s fucking rad

If the filibuster is still going she is beyond badass

[spice sphinx]

Oops my bad

[vapid dune]

No I’m just saying! She’s wonderful I’m glad she’s getting the recognition she is for being on our side

[zinc oriole]

Some kids in my neighborhood shouted transphobic stuff at me and it didn't make me mad it just made me upset

Like where are they getting this shit from

They sounded so young like middle schoolers tbh

Kids have to deal with so many shitty influences rn it sucks

Upset I mean bc who is teaching them that

[stable cradle]

parents, older siblings, probably family

[tardy creek]

@stable cradle has leveled up! (3 ➜ 4)

[vapid dune]

I’m sorry to hear Wayne. Kids are just so damn rude I completely feel you. Specially here in the south. Don’t give them too much thought kids will always just spew the hatred their parents taught them it’s so awful

[bronze ocean]

kids have always been really fucking mean especially in middle school and society at large is very transphobic

[stable cradle]

hopefully those kids grow up and get smarter but it’s still so fucking gross that they’re already spewing shit like that at a young age

[zinc oriole]

Oh I'm not upset at them I'm upset at their parents and most likely the bigots they listen to online

That's what got to me

Because they were shouting shit that sounded like sexual harassment women hear too and I was just ???

Where did you all hear this

I'm hopefully moving to a less conservative area this summer so it'll be slightly better. Then getting the hell out of this state

Thank you all

I hope they all grow to learn this shit isn't ok

[chrome snow]

I'm sorry that this shit happened to you.

🫂

[zinc oriole]

🫂 i appreciate you thank you... I will be ok I just gotta leave this town

[dim sleet]

im so sorry man sadly i find its usually middle school kids that got the most to say 🙄 hope your move goes smoothly !

[zinc oriole]

i know from experience lol

[chrome snow]

New Zealand popped off like crazy.

[cold whale]

goddamn

[clever badge]

i love the people of NZ

[zinc oriole]

THE SKULL

[inland schooner]

THERES SANS NEXT TO IT!!!

And the kity:3

[valid cloud]

Evil shadow skull

[zinc oriole]

The sign next to sans goes so hard

(So does sans)

I want that quote tattooed tbh it's on a shirt too

[vapid dune]

I’m fuckin dead

[inland schooner]

I can't read

Does it say cissin pussy I can't tell

[zinc oriole]

"you like kissing BOYS dont you" i think

bc its based on graffiti somebody did

[jagged blaze]

the skeleton meme😭😭

[stable cradle]

this cluster is amazing

[zinc oriole]

being sir'd on the phone despite having to give my deadname for something feels like such a win

[bronze ocean]

can't spell Wayne without W!!!

[chrome snow]

Wanye W

[hybrid lotus]

seeing queer solidarity around the world makes me cry

i love seeing nazis get outnumbered and bullied

[zenith turtle]

there are multiple ppl filibustering in Nebraska I think

[stable cradle]

staff member wouldn’t let me explain why I was using the staff bathroom (trans n use it to change from gym) and that I have permission to use it, and he just kept talking over me and saying that it was staff only and asking if i had permission (WHICH I TOLD HIM LIKE 5 TIMES I DO) but the person who gave me permission backed me up🫡 very stressful moment bc it was the first time i’ve been stopped the whole year but i’m glad it ended up ok

[vapid dune]

Sorry to hear my friend. That’s just a dumb situation to be in

I wish more places had gender neutral bathrooms/changing rooms

[stable cradle]

same!!! it’s literally only this staff one and the nurse’s

[timid grail]

i seriously hate getting mail w my deadname on it period but when ive already changed it legally with the corporation sending me the mail its just…

fuck my energy company !!!

[balmy pond]

real as fuck, the first time i got ma'amed by the student loan lady despite having my deadname was one of the best feelings ever

[zinc oriole]

WAHOO :]

So many wins

I'm glad my voice is passable despite my hair length lol

[balmy pond]

rlly need to start voice training in earnest

i think i can get it femme and pretty af but it takes soooooooo much effort

[bronze ocean]

its so much effort and its so fucking boring

[balmy pond]

i just want a cute voice on the main

yeah it seems like it

[bronze ocean]

i need to sound androgynous as fuck

rattling my cage bars

[balmy pond]

i wonder how difficult training ur singing voice is?

[zinc oriole]

I wanna voice train more to make my voice deeper and scarier
I've been told I have gay dude voice from friends which isn't all bad either though lol

[bronze ocean]

lmfao yeah that can happen

[zinc oriole]

Singing for me is easier w making my voice deeper idk abt higher

[balmy pond]

i just need to sound like liz frazer frfr

[bronze ocean]

whos that

[balmy pond]

cocteau twins

[bronze ocean]

ohh

hrt that makes you understand what the cocteau twins are saying

[balmy pond]

singing deeper being easier makes a lot of sense tbh. i think a bit part of what makes your voice deeper is how the vocal canal relaxes and gets wider

[balmy pond]

transition goals

on the real tho my goal voice has to be frances quinlan

their voice is so unbelievably expressive and beautiful like jc

[vapid dune]

THIS IS TRUE even for me. My regular voice is like. Idk. Normal? Andro? But holy SHIT I can go super deep when singing it’s unreal (and I like it)

Wish I knew how that works cus I can’t regularly do that

[balmy pond]

i feel like ill like it a lot better as im further into my transition. it just drives me insane when i cant match my fav singers ;-;

[bronze ocean]

my voice is so low 😔

[balmy pond]

on the real i dunno if this is unsolicited advice but I've peeped a few of this lady's videos and its helped a lot

https://www.youtube.com/@TransVoiceLessons

like i said i haven't started training it in earnest but even having ideas like resonance and attack/gain in the back of my head when speaking has helped immensely

[bronze ocean]

oh i have been doing voice training its just so fucking boring and i hate doing it

[balmy pond]

same lmao

i wanna "practice" my voice like how i "practice" guitar

[bronze ocean]

its just like guhh

i dont even really care that much because i can barely hear my voice i just want to be gendered as a woman more often than not

[vapid dune]

I won’t voice train :3 I am perfectly fine the way I am now.

I used to want to and pushed my voice as fem as I could

Now I am perfectly comfy with my voice

[bronze ocean]

im gonna get my voice so ultrafeminine then smoke a pack a day for like a month to get the perfect timbre

[vapid dune]

God you’re so fucking relatable

[bronze ocean]

🤝

[vapid dune]

If you want that fucking shoegaze voice a pack a day is the key

[bronze ocean]

im smoking on that pack

that pack pack

[desperately trying to fit in with my cool weed smoking american friends] y-yeah im smoking on that.. cigarette pack

[vapid dune]

Omg yea I’m so high rn!!!! I am so out of my mind on that… gas station gummy

[bronze ocean]

aboslutely fucked up on the 7/11 hotdog

( it has food poisoning)

[hybrid lotus]

i too yearn for the rasp

i want to sound sultry as hell

[balmy pond]

yessss

i think i want something rlly sweet with just the slightest hint of rasp

like cute but frayed at the edges

[vapid dune]

I want that too but without having to return to my old vice of smoking

[tardy creek]

@vapid dune has leveled up! (11 ➜ 12)

[vapid dune]

Stfu

[wintry marten]

I LOVE GIRLS WHO DONT VOICE TRAIN!!!!!!!!!! THEY ARE SO HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have had zero motivation for the longest time and i like being clocky too much to start :3

but maybe one day ill change my mind

voice training is cool but only if u wanna

[bronze ocean]

ur so real for this one!!!!

[wintry marten]

i am both of the peopel represented in this post

[bronze ocean]

the sh0dan pfp really adds to this

[balmy pond]

same tho!!?

LMAO

real

[bronze ocean]

this fucking post is just

lodged into my head

also its guitar hero and muse dash atm

[wintry marten]

it changed me when i first saw it

Thumper and sdvx :3

[vapid dune]

None but I fuck with osu here and there

If I was asked what JRPG I’m autistically obsessed with tho

That’s when shit gets more interesting

[stable cradle]

me but slenderverse series or band

[bronze ocean]

what jrpg are you autistically obsessed with

my current autistic obsession is cities skylines which is a high level autism game i think

[balmy pond]

when she pulls out the immersive sim tierlist

[bronze ocean]

is it possible for a vtmb girl and a stalker girl to fall in love

[balmy pond]

fucking love that game omg

[stable cradle]

if someone came up to me irl and asked me about everymanhybrid id explode with joy

does my favorite game being wobbledogs say anything about me

[bronze ocean]

whats wobbledogs

[stable cradle]

best game ever where u breed and care for these real fucked up dogs

[bronze ocean]

ohh

[stable cradle]

https://tenor.com/view/wobbledogs-wobble-dogs-wobblah-gif-25365248

[bronze ocean]

i remember now

i watched jermy play it

[stable cradle]

yes!!!! I got that stream notif and was like !!!!!!!ahhhh

[bronze ocean]

is it like... you know?

ive never played a single SMT game which one would you recommend

i have a lot of experience with rpgs in general

[stable cradle]

2 of my doggies subway meatball and mr nightvale

[vapid dune]

SMT5 on the switch is a good entry point. Not as difficult, but it’s still a lot of fun

[bronze ocean]

i do not have a switch

[vapid dune]

(Ok and here I stop talking about games in the transdome sry)

[vapid dune]

Yar har har arrrrrgh matey emulation is rad

[bronze ocean]

oh yeah true

my pc's pretty shit tho but i can give it a try

[unborn atlas]

wobbodogz....

[stable cradle]

wobbodoggies!!

[inland schooner]

i hear theres something called a 'tboy voice' i dont know what it is but it scares me

[bronze ocean]

afaik its basically when ur voice starts dropping from t but it doesnt get low enough so you just kind of sound like a teenage boy, it usually goes away after a while though, your voice can keep dropping for a good time

[inland schooner]

ohh neat

yeah i know it does i mean adult guys dont sound the same as when they were teens and elderly men dont sound the same as an adult

[bronze ocean]

yea its a bit overblown i think. but i do understand it can be a bit upsetting for some guys

[zinc oriole]

What cool rat said! It's kind of transphobic ngl. Like some people have used it in transphobic ways I mean

To be fearmongering abt T

I used to have it but it's just a stage of voice development and is very normal and not a negative. Also sorry for late reply lol

[bronze ocean]

in my experience (obv not exhaustive) its been a lot of like those really mean kalvin garrah type guys who say shit like that

[zinc oriole]

Yeah :[ I've noticed too

[bronze ocean]

hate those kinda guys!!

[zinc oriole]

They suck!

[bronze ocean]

biting them

gnashing

[hybrid lotus]

does anyone else voice train when they talk to their pets

[bronze ocean]

yeah a little bit actually

[dim sleet]

also about this, its simply just cause you havent had testosterone in your body as long as cis dudes + alot of cis dudes have higher voices than you think they just get bullied into speaking lower for patriarchy reasons

also also voices naturally change as you age and life is long so

[bronze ocean]

yeah puberty takes years

mimicking those effects with hrt goes way faster ofc, but you still need to let it take its time sometime

[zinc oriole]

when i talk to baby (my cat) my voice goes very silly

sometimes higher but mostly just goofy
If i talked deeper to him hed be confused i have seen him go O .O ?

[inland schooner]

No worries@! Thank u for the info:D

[zinc oriole]

:] ofc

[inland schooner]

I know I'm in that 'phase' because I cannot speak in a high voice or really raise my voice so I speak pretty quietly

[zinc oriole]

Idk what it was for me but even in that stage t made my voice louder seeming?

Or it just made me project my voice more

[inland schooner]

i project my voice when im around my friends who r louder than me but when im at home im pretty quiet and it pisses off my mum since she cant hear me half the time X_X

[zinc oriole]

Ahh I understand that

Same here when I'm with family tbh

[inland schooner]

i got this big pdf of a bunch of trans studies on mtf, ftm nb, etc etc all sorts of stuff if anyone wants to look at it, 300 pages+ and ongoing studies

forgot where i got it from but its pretty interesting if u want to have a look!

[zinc oriole]

:DD will check it out! Ty

[unborn atlas]

my boyfriend complimented my deep voice 😊

[wintry marten]

1 year on hormones tdy!!

feels so strange.... i spent eyars and years wondering how my life would look at this point

[misty harness]

that's awesome!!!!!! congrats

[wintry marten]

i am feeling way better now!!

[spice sphinx]

Oh yeah I also hit 1 year on hormones this shit’s crazy

High five :3

Happy that we all made it through the year

[bronze ocean]

hell yea!!

[balmy pond]

Such an honor to be in the presence of such tough ladies

I'll be hitting mine in may

[vapid dune]

WE’LL be hitting ours on May

In the same day

❤️

[bronze ocean]

mine is in september :)

[wintry marten]

SO AWESOME

[bronze ocean]

4 years babyyy

[zinc oriole]

MY 3 YEAR WAS IN JANUARY

[bronze ocean]

WAHOOO

[misty harness]

my 1 year was november, starting to approach 1.5 years now

[bronze ocean]

damn im such an oldhead

[wintry marten]

SO COOL THOUGH

[bronze ocean]

👵

[zinc oriole]

OLD

👴 🧓

[bronze ocean]

🤝

i remember back when hrt used to be good it used to be about the scene man now it's all sold out

everyone at hrt shows is just crowd killing and they don't even know the lyrics

[misty harness]

i mean im old too i just started late

[balmy pond]

Hell yea we are!!!
U best be getting crunk w/ me sibling 💖💖💖

[hybrid lotus]

1 year in august for me 😸

[vapid dune]

We getting white girl fucked up to celebrate together

[spice sphinx]

White girl fucked up (four loko and some everclear with some taco bell baja blast to wash it all down)

[austere jay]

i was 5 months on t as of last week :3 i need to do my monthly voice check in

[final heart]

i had my 1st anniversary about a month ago !

[chrome snow]

Sounds like a good time.

^
Has not gotten drunk before

[zinc oriole]

do not do it!!!!!!!!!!!

ok its fun but hruts

[dim sleet]

my best friend is getting top surgery tomorrow and im gonna help him out while hes healing i feel like a little battlefield nurse wearing my little candy stripes

healing a wounded soldier (transmasc bestfriend) who got hit by musket fire (got his bitties chopped off) and is now in a coma (asleep from pain meds)

[bronze ocean]

praying to the lord above (gandalf big naturals) that he recovers from his injuries (afformentioned top surgery) in good health

[dim sleet]

LMAOOO thank you he JUST went in

[balmy pond]

does anyone here mind sharing words of wisdom/encouragement?

[spice sphinx]

I try :3

What’s up?

[balmy pond]

ty :3

nothing much im just lowkey annoyed with myself abt how much i care abt passing in public

i think its like a work in progress thing, its been getting better the more and more i go out femme but like

im always super paranoid that my coverup isn't good enough and u can still see stubble or that my voice isn't on point

it shouldn't be my job to make these randos comfortable, its my job to just live my life

but i dunno, im just struggling to live the sentiment

maybe if things in the outside world weren't so dire it'd be different i dunno

[misty harness]

🫂

[austere jay]

any other trans men looking for shorts for summer rn and struggling with it

none of them ever fit me right this is a nightmare

even with t fat redistribution this is insane

[inland schooner]

I go op shopping there's usually a large variety even if they don't fit you correctly

[austere jay]

that’s what i’ve been doing for like years now but no luck

[balmy pond]

u know, i dont know if this is the sort of thing ur looking for but b4 i came out basketball shorts were always my go to super casual comfy summer thingy

as long as they're big enough they'll fit anything

[austere jay]

i like basketball shorts for around the house but generally not what i’m looking for in terms of wardrobe

at this point i’m just looking at pants from the thrift to crop into shorts

[balmy pond]

yea i kinda figured :/

[austere jay]

i just decided to start looking for summer stuff relatively early so idk have more time to accumulate shorts for summer instead of having like only two pairs

[zinc oriole]

Cargo shorts!! cargo shorts have saved my life

theyre very baggy and not too hot feeling

[balmy pond]

ooh ooh actually this!! cargo shorts r super comfy!!

[zinc oriole]

they are also awesome shaped

[balmy pond]

yeah, usually w/ plenty of breathing room

plus u get mad pockets which is like useful

[misty harness]

i wore nothing but cargo shorts throughout high school lol they are quite comfy and utilitarian

[austere jay]

my like go to right now is cut off jeans

something about them just works for me idk

the challenge is finding jeans that will fit right enough to cut them into shorts

[chrome snow]

I'm going to go thrifting tomorrow and I think I might keep my eye out for a nice pair of cargo shorts.

They are pretty baggy and nice.

[balmy pond]

They r

[tardy creek]

@balmy pond has leveled up! (12 ➜ 13)

[balmy pond]

EAT SHIT

[misty harness]

holy shit congratulations claire!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you levelled up

[balmy pond]

NOOOOOOOOOO

I'm not ready ;-;

On the real I need to bulk up on cute shorts I think

I have enough to get by but I want a wardrobe lol

Now that I can get away with wearing cute clothes

[misty harness]

yesss do it

i need to get some more

i have a few pairs of denim shorts that i really like but i need more

[balmy pond]

Fuq yea

My partner just cut my dying pants into shorts, they're so fucking cute oml

[inland schooner]

Apparently one of my friends from primary school who I kinda kept in contact with (was friends w them on disc last yr n they got hscked) came out as transfem

So happy for her but no-one likes her cuz they're a furry 😞😞

Highschoolers suck. Take it from me, a highschooler

[clever badge]

Should i spoiler this pic cause of the money store cover..

Anyway i miss my tgirl swag but it’s been too cold to wear skirts for months

[spice sphinx]

So much swag :3

[clever badge]

!!

Been attempting to get my parents to help me get E and i think theyre trying but theyre so bad at communicating when it comes to the gender topic lol

Fingers crossed i guess

[spice sphinx]

Prayin for you sister hope you get it

[vapid dune]

Artistic nudity can be okay to post :3 and good luck sis! Hope you can get the care you deserve soon

[austere jay]

shorts update found one (1) good pair yesterday

and i gave myself another fuck ass shitty mullet for summer i’m feeling great

[austere jay]

trust me you’ll grow up and people will calm way down

there’s a few stragglers who won’t but generally in my experience everyone kind of mellows out post grad

[chrome snow]

^^^^

This 1 million percent.

[spice sphinx]

Oops sorry Claire I was busy yesterday it took me till now to remember to scroll back up. Hope you’re feeling better about this today, but I just wanted to say: you’re a woman on your own terms, girly. The people who matter and are real will see you for who you are. The ones that don’t can eat shit!! You’re way cooler than the shitheads who would wanna give you shit for “not passing” that’s for sure. Hope at least a little bit of this helps :3

And yknow what people like us will at least be able to stick together and make things feel a little safer 👍

[balmy pond]

tysm, it does 🫂

i know, and i also know its just a matter of time b4 im there. everyday im trying something new or pushing myself through the anxiety, so i know ill get there

i think its like learning how to just accept that rejection is a part of life which is a realllly hard thing for me

i fawn a lot

and the idea of asserting myself to anyone, even complete rando strangers who'll probably forget i exist the moment i leave their peripheral vision, is super scary

but not a lost cause, ill get there :3

[spice sphinx]

For sure! It’s always a hill to climb but it gets a little bit easier as time passes and you do it more.

But it’s definitely scary too, living in the south has petrified me and made it so much harder to be out to more people

But hopefully you are/will get to an environment that’s better

[balmy pond]

God I cant even imagine. I live in the northeast and I'm terrified going out, I cant imagine what it's like for yall 🫂

[digital geyser]

[misty harness]

[stable cradle]

HAPPY TRANS DAY!!!

[hybrid lotus]

HAPPY TRANS DAY !!!! !

[misty harness]

so trans

[timid grail]

[chrome snow]

[cold whale]

happy birthday trans people

[vapid dune]

BEING TRANS IS FUCKING BADASS DONT LET ANY MOTHERFUCKER TELL YOU OTHERWISE!!!!

[inland schooner]

No way I didn't know all trans people wer created on April 1 🤯🤯🤯

Joke, happy transday all ❤❤

[zinc oriole]

Today is the 31st!

[sturdy trail]

trans day of vengeance trans day of revenge

[bronze ocean]

REAL TRUE

[sturdy trail]

to add another one trans day of invisibility for a change

[inland schooner]

April 1st for me D:

[zinc oriole]

OH NOOO

[zinc oriole]

Starting diy t soon wish me luck friends

[bronze ocean]

hell ya

im sending u mega luck

[chrome snow]

Wishing u good luck!

[balmy pond]

holy shit good luck dude!

[clever badge]

i will not wish you luck! i in fact wish you only success, because luck always means that there is the possibility of bad luck

[zinc oriole]

Thank youuuu all auughgh

It's scary but I must

[zinc oriole]

THEEE

ONG

Diy.... looks like it tastes like blue raspberry

[balmy pond]

Real talk is that like soap? Cuz I'd buy so many bars of estradiol soap u have no fucking clue

[spice sphinx]

It’s the big dose :3

You take ONE and you’re set for the whole year

[balmy pond]

Give

[clever badge]

they seem 3d printed

[chrome snow]

Just a smidgen, a small pinch.

[zinc oriole]

https://tenor.com/view/caption-spongebob-spunchbop-based-basedpill-gif-20023883

[inland schooner]

I do DIY too, wish you luck dude!!

[zinc oriole]

Ty <:, I may have messed up payment on the site lol I hope they're willing to work with me

[inland schooner]

payment is always so stressful but i find that since usually its crypto a bit of difference is expected n most suppliers dont mind

[clever badge]

massive ukraine flag pill

[zinc oriole]

I was gonna use crypto but ended up not bc I didn't feel like going through the process :[ so I hope it processes right or else I lost like 100 bucks lol

[inland schooner]

i find it was more stressful then it really is but thats porbz cuz of the app. i hope it goes alright man!!

[zinc oriole]

Ty :,

[bronze ocean]

doing any kind of crypto transaction is always a headache ;_;

[inland schooner]

it really is

made me so anxious then i did it and immediately was fine

[bronze ocean]

hope u can get that boyjuice/slime whichever ur getting

[zinc oriole]

TYYY it's the juice bc slime is harder to find in large quantities for diy

I hope they work with me

[spice sphinx]

We must own the means of boyslime production

[bronze ocean]

fr!!

altho ye juice is more storage efficient so it'd make sense to sell thar

[zinc oriole]

Plus for some reason my t levels are way lower than they were on injections

I'm on 4 pumps of gel which is a lot yet my t levels are at 450 I think (it's between 200 - 1100 for ref)

[zinc oriole]

If my gel is even close to something warm or very cold it gets extremely watery it's not fun to have to move it so much

[bronze ocean]

yeah transdermal doesnt work for everyone which is a shame

for me it works good but i do wanna get some vials of juice as a stockpile ngl

[balmy pond]

Damn I need me a stache of girljuice

I'm super happy with transition so far but a part of me wants to ask my doc to put me on the juice cuz it looks cooler

[bronze ocean]

thats so real

im getting gr8 levels and results for me but like

needles?

thats cool as shit

[balmy pond]

Right?

[bronze ocean]

i wanna do an E shot in the machine girl pit

[balmy pond]

I wanna be like a big sister from bioshock

Inject myself with girl plasmids

[balmy pond]

SAME

That seems super fucking dangerous tho

[bronze ocean]

i'll be fine dont worry

[balmy pond]

I'll def round a bunch of girls to take e w/ the the your face on dogs pit opens

[balmy pond]

Seems like a real easy way to accidentally stab someone but I'll take ur word for it

[proper igloo]

i want to be welded into the diving suit and be constantly pumped full of e

[balmy pond]

Dont we all 🤙😔🤟

[proper igloo]

2k went insane with the design tbh

[balmy pond]

They really did, the big daddy/sister design goes so hard

I know it's been said a million times over but the whole vibe of those games is immaculate

[proper igloo]

the true difference between tboys and tgirls

[balmy pond]

I wish infinite was an actual immersive sim so I could explore Columbia at my leisure

[proper igloo]

nbs:

[balmy pond]

this tbh

[zinc oriole]

Holy shit main chat lol

[bronze ocean]

its great

[stable cradle]

scary

[hybrid lotus]

i like doing my injection every week cause i feel like a videogame character reaching a checkpoint

[zinc oriole]

HELL YEAH

im kind of excited to be doing injections again for that reason theyre so cool imo

[bronze ocean]

injections users post the bandaids u use

i got some hello kitty bandaids to put on for my tri-monthly blocker injection >:)

[zinc oriole]

when i did injections i used normal ones or the crayola crayon bandaids

[bronze ocean]

o: crayon bandaids?

[zinc oriole]

yes! ill send a pic

they are crayon shaped along with the color names its cute

[bronze ocean]

oh my god thats so cute

[zinc oriole]

THEYRE REALLY GREAT

[unborn atlas]

my implant is very cyberpunk

[inland schooner]

I don't even use bandaids should I be?

[unborn atlas]

probably

[chrome snow]

Shots are ouchie, bandaids help.

[valid cloud]

My bandaids r neon green with blue planets and stars on them

Or just regular

OR DINOSAURS I FUCKING LOVE DINOSAURS

[austere jay]

mine ate pokémon

[balmy pond]

Promised myself I'd use the sanrio ones if even switch to shots

[inland schooner]

My shots don't really hurt for much longer than the actual injection unless I do it wrong, which only happened the first time I did it

[balmy pond]

It's probably more to prevent infections

[bronze ocean]

ye

[inland schooner]

i am very unintelligent

[chrome snow]

Me too

:((

[bronze ocean]

me too :D

[cold whale]

i checked this channel and then this image broke my discord and i couldn’t get it off my screen for a solid minute

[bronze ocean]

get big estrogened

[zinc oriole]

The power... 🔋

[clever badge]

i may be very dysphoric now... but that just means more euphoria for me to claim when i start transitioning

[inland schooner]

Anyone else extensively research future surgeries (for me it's SRS) even though you know you won't be able to get it for a awhile 😔

My silly ass looks at future surgeons despite the fact some of them might not even be performing when I get it

[digital geyser]

my brain is just kinda like "oh yk ill get top surgery when i get it" and i dont rlly think about any logistics jkfjsl

i barely have even thought about the logistics of how im gonna get on T if i dont just put myself on the nhs waiting list

i researched genderGP for about 5 minutes and was like that's enough, medical transition just feels too far off yk

[balmy pond]

Cant say I've done much research, just asked my gp abt it a bit. That'll be so far down the road for me theres not much point

I think abt it constantly tho, so maybe I should

[digital geyser]

yeah i think about it all i just dont do anything to actually further my progress towards it rn because there's no point, ican't do anything for now anyway

[balmy pond]

I feel that

[digital geyser]

alpl i know is if i go the nhs route i'll be on a waiting list for 5 years, and if not there's still a waiting list and so i've just gotta wait and i havent even put myself on any waiting lists yet too many waiting lists to consider what im actually gonna do

[bronze ocean]

you can just put yourself on the waiting list its free

you can just do it

[digital geyser]

i cant rn i dont feel safe contacting my gp to do it

im gonna do it once im registered on a new gp n stuff in uni

[bronze ocean]

good idea

[digital geyser]

im defo looking into binder companies for then though, cant wait to finally get one

[austere jay]

actually i’m going to ask about applying for top surgery at my 6 month t check up

by then i’ll hit the criteria for it and im thinking of actually going through with it

[zinc oriole]

BEST OF LUCK VINNY ‼️‼️‼️

I hope you can

[digital geyser]

omg good luck!!

[chrome snow]

I hope everything goes well Vinny!

[balmy pond]

GOOD LUCK VINNY

[stable cradle]

GOOD LUCK!!!!! WISHING THE BEST FOR U

[austere jay]

hopefully i find a good surgeon and have enough in savings for it cuz man it would be convenient to get it out of the way at 19

[zinc oriole]

YOU GOT THIS! it'd be great if you could get it

I know keyhole is sometimes less expensive if you qualify for it

[austere jay]

i might qualify for keyhole but i honestly don’t want it, i want visible scars and im not sure they can achieve the shape i want with keyhole

[inland schooner]

thats awesome sauce

you can always get double incision no matter what size ur chest is iirc unles you literally have like nothing and r just getting nips moved or something

[unborn atlas]

my ex got his nipples removed in his top surgery

pretty cool

[digital geyser]

i love how some trans mascs put tattoos over the scars

i cant find it but im obsessed with one where they put the hands from the god reading out to adam painting

if you got the nipples removed you could do like a moth with the eye wing pattern thing over the nipples

idk if i’d cover them because i do want visible scars but its such a cool option

[unborn atlas]

I got a friend who draws his fursona with laurel tattoos over his scars

very powerful

[digital geyser]

omg

[vapid dune]

Reminder that if your state is infringing on your trans rights, Minnesota is working on legislature to serve as a sanctuary state for all trans folk disenfranchised in other states, and it is a state committed to protecting our rights :3 keep that state in mind if you ever consider moving states due to trans legislation, it could be your saving grace from detransitioning

[chrome snow]

https://www.mprnews.org/story/2023/03/24/you-belong-here-minnesota-house-passes-trans-health-refuge-bill

It's honestly really amazing.

[balmy pond]

NJ just passed a similar executive order

[clever badge]

Shoutout to jersey fr

[balmy pond]

Shout tf to Jersey god damn 🙌

[chrome snow]

New Jersey W as fuck.

[zinc oriole]

I LOVE U JERSEY my neighbor

[bronze ocean]

shoutouts to jersey

(new)

[zinc oriole]

(new)

[bronze ocean]

theres also jersey (old)

in england

it sucks there

[zinc oriole]

OLD JERSEY...

The evil jersey

[bronze ocean]

kevin smith isnt even from there

clerks wasnt even filmed there

literally whats the point

[sturdy trail]

https://twitter.com/veggieburger300/status/1641866524129390592?s=61&t=urA1w5izfOXtIze-JHwujA

Murphy | Gil ➩ (@veggieburger300)

Remembered they exist

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[bronze ocean]

oh fuck yes

the Them

[austere jay]

i’m actually planning on getting tattoos to accentuate them