transdome

[balmy pond]

https://twitter.com/Esqueer_/status/1590348923411259392

Alejandra Caraballo (@Esqueer_)

This is extraordinary. Nevada is about to add protections for sexual orientation and gender identity into its constitution. I believe this will be the first state to explicitly do so and they did by popular vote.

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Twitter · Nov 9, 2022, 2:21 PM

[zinc oriole]

HOLY SHIT YEAHH GOOD ASS NEWS!!

[balmy pond]

YEAH

I've been so scared out of my wits about this election, its incredible to see

We might actually make it, we might actually be ok!

[haughty pulsar]

i registered for an event at my school but they wouldn't let me in because my school I.D. has my dead name and the account that i registered with has my chosen name

[balmy pond]

What a bunch of crap, that seems like something thatd be real simple to fix

[haughty pulsar]

they were like talking to brick walls "i don't make the rules", "just doing what i was told to do" etc.

[balmy pond]

God I'm so sorry 🫂

[austere vale]

Same some good outcomes :)

[winter fulcrum]

so true

[fallow moon]

i wish i had boobs

[fallow moon]

So true!

[haughty pulsar]

so real 😔

[fallow moon]

i apparently am now vulnerable as a trans women

as in i am more of a target at night than before

[haughty pulsar]

i found a solution that works really good for me

i hate going outside

so I don't

[fallow moon]

i need to

[haughty pulsar]

bring a katana

[fallow moon]

so true

[tardy creek]

@fallow moon has leveled up! (5 ➜ 6)

[fallow moon]

SHUT THE FUCK UP

anyway

i do actually need some sort of self defense

[haughty pulsar]

throwing knifes

[fallow moon]

im actually quite dangerous with half a pair of scissors

i practised for ages learning how to use them as throwing knives

[haughty pulsar]

imagine 2 half pairs of sizors

[fallow moon]

i could probably make a salad with that!

[haughty pulsar]

a guy who is trying to kidnap you and steal your stuff salid

[fallow moon]

real!

does anyone know any good self defense stuff

to buy

i already have my own self defense strategies

[winter fulcrum]

when i turn 21 i am buying a gun for my own safety :3

[austere vale]

Pepper spray

[fallow moon]

:3

[fallow moon]

cant buy it under 18 one hundred emoji

[haughty pulsar]

do you know anyone who's 18?

[fallow moon]

yes but i dont think ur legally allowed to carry it under 18 either

[austere vale]

Amazon and don’t have it visible

[haughty pulsar]

replace label

[fallow moon]

wait nvm

its entirely illegal

[fallow moon]

im allowed to use "reasonable force"

and any object i have on me

i can carry a non-locking pocket knife up to 3 inches long

[winter fulcrum]

the law isjust a suggestion:3

[haughty pulsar]

real!

the england government is dumb and stupid anyway!

[austere vale]

it's not illegal if you dont get caught

[balmy pond]

be gay do crimes

[fallow moon]

i am so scared

will now be carrying pocket knife with me

will not be sleeping for the next month

[fallow moon]

if anyone wants 3-4 chokers i dont want anymore and can pay for postage i will happily mail it to you

[haughty pulsar]

sure!

[fallow moon]

one sec lemme find them all to send a pic of all of them

every photo i take of anything looks like i live in a crack shack

[balmy pond]

Omggggg those are so cute

[fallow moon]

they hurt my adams apple sadly

[balmy pond]

Awe that sucks

I have a tree trunk for a neck apparently so no chokers ever fit me 💀

[fallow moon]

yeah same tbh 😭

[fallow moon]

can someone help me find cheap estrodial pills

aka does anyone know any websites

[misty harness]

I don't think it's appropriate to discuss diy here like that, it is complicated and easy to mess up

[haughty pulsar]

you need to have a license to buy from places like that

a gram of estrodail is a funny thing to visualize

[misty harness]

of course

it just needs to be said, if you fuck up diy it can mess up future results

if you aren't getting blood tests done to check your levels you should not do it

[fallow moon]

a 2mg dose would be safe i think

[misty harness]

it massively varies between people. if you're under or over the dosage you need it can hinder your results and the only way to check is with blood tests

[fallow moon]

i am scared of blood tests

[misty harness]

you have to get them on hrt. I fucking hate needles and nearly pass out every time I get my blood drawn

but it's worth it

[haughty pulsar]

i forgot to eat before getting my blood drawn 😵‍💫

very very bad

not good

[austere vale]

i ate (and drank) before getting my blood drawn and still passed out lol

[fallow moon]

once i get money for hrt im gonna do home blood testing kits

they only need about 2.5 ml of blood apparently

[austere vale]

erm this is very heartwarming (dont know if it is true or not i would hope so)

[astral gull]

That's so cute ugghb

[chrome snow]

This is the best ending.

[jagged blaze]

my mom chose my name because she couldn't handle the raw power of the name George

[fallow moon]

imma start saying bloody mary so i can finally see a girl in the mirror 💯

[cold whale]

😭😭😭

[nocturne hemlock]

im not sure if its the estrogen or the exercise or both (its probably both) but i can no longer fit my hands around my thighs !!!!!!

[austere jay]

W

i forgot to share t updates but my voice is dropping and i’m seeing some fat redistribution

most of the change is mental tho honestly

really hungry all the time

[nocturne hemlock]

yooo

[nocturne hemlock]

,,,,i felt this way on E

maybe its just a puberty thing??

i was so surprised by how substantial the mental changes were

i feel things but like x4 now

its fucking awesome

[fallow moon]

intense jealousy

[nocturne hemlock]

i fr fr recommend doing various leg exercises as well as eating more protein during anyone's transition

ofc u can focus more on points in the body you want to be more toned but generally speaking gaining a healthy amount of muscle looks great on everyone

[fallow moon]

transitioning is so pressuring and scary ☹️

im basically not gonna try any skincare before hrt because its impossible for me to get clear skin

[cold whale]

i’m on accutane and t at the same time and it sucks </3

[nocturne hemlock]

the best skincare is a good diet tbh

if ur gonna do anything until hrt i recommend just eating a lot of healthier things among many reasons to do so

[fallow moon]

does barely any food count as a good diet

and i just have a ton of blackheads i cant get rid of

[nocturne hemlock]

No

[fallow moon]

fuck

[austere vale]

Lol

[austere jay]

fun testosterone development i feel like i don’t get sad anymore i just get mad

and i feel like i can use that anger to be productive

[fallow moon]

enjoy it while its enjoyable

[austere jay]

i am having the time of my life actually

shout out my good cis pal who’s coaching me through this i got good systems in place for dealing with this

[nocturne hemlock]

being able to learn how to properly manage the changes in emotion is rly important its good you have access to that help

[austere jay]

feels fantastic having this group of cis guys helping me along tbh

i have a couple transmasc friends helping too but there’s something about these dudes giving me tips and stuff it’s so validating

[nocturne hemlock]

i bet!! very happy to hear

[austere jay]

t boys stay up

[fallow moon]

im so fucking exhausted

[austere vale]

why

[fallow moon]

all the stuff i have to do to stop tiny bits of dysphoria

its so exhausting

i cant focus on anything else

[zinc oriole]

Ik it's been talked about before but does anybody know of remedies for hair falling out?

Mine is coming out bc of stress I think but idk

It could be testosterone or anything

I don't have thin hair genetically but it's gotten a lot thinner bc of it coming out

Sorry i am really scared abt this lol.

[nocturne hemlock]

maybe consider using less shampoo

and/or getting more forgiving shampoo and conditioner

they can get pretty harsh in what they're made of so taking a break or using only what you need of a more minimal hairgoop would help i think

if thats already what u do i think stress management is probs the next best thing tbh things like meditation etc to ease the impact of whatever's going on

[misty harness]

ya you only need to wash your hair every 3-4 days too if you're doing it more often than that

[nocturne hemlock]

ill be honest i only wash my hair like 2-3 times a week, usually only conditioner or shampoo at a time

but its kinda the healthiest my hair has been

[fallow moon]

i wash mine often as fuck bc otherwise it goes flat and greasy

[nocturne hemlock]

somehow mine gets fluffier the more days i wait to wash my hair??

but jts a horseshoe graph if its more than like 4 days it flattens again

[fallow moon]

interesting

[nocturne hemlock]

very evil

[fallow moon]

mine goes completely flat the moment i put on a hat

[nocturne hemlock]

mine used to do that too lol

whats ur hair pattern

[fallow moon]

u mean like the letter and number thingy??

[nocturne hemlock]

LOL i mean sure but like is it straight or wavy or whad

[fallow moon]

curly

[nocturne hemlock]

ahh

yeah makes sense

[fallow moon]

theres a chart thingy with diff hair types but mines all over it

[misty harness]

Dry shampoo

[nocturne hemlock]

TRUE

[fallow moon]

benzene 😨

the same chemical released when nicotine is burned

[misty harness]

There's plenty of brands that don't have that issue

[fallow moon]

the exact one that gives you cancer and stuff

[misty harness]

It was only a handful that got recalled

[fallow moon]

i dont think my parents would wanna spend the money on me tho

i use cantu shampoo

[misty harness]

A can should only cost a few pounds

and will last you months

[fallow moon]

yeah they wont even shill out that

i need a packa mack coat thingy because i cant drag round a huge coat all the time at college

theyre like £4 but they wont put the money towards it

they always ask me why i cant just leave it somewhere and its because there was a fucking bomb threat at the college semi recently so you cant leave belongings lying around

[zinc oriole]

Thank you both :( I only wash my hair twice a week and have been going VERY easy on the shampoo. It's most likely stress or a lack of protein

My diet hasn't been the best

It's probably worse of both

[zinc oriole]

Mine gets curlier the more I don't wash

[nocturne hemlock]

up top!!

[zinc oriole]

👋

Closest emoji I have

If u meant high five up top

[fallow moon]

why u wiggling that shit around thats not how u high five!!

[zinc oriole]

Shaky hands sory 😓

[fallow moon]

i dont forgive you 🇺🇸🦅😈

[zinc oriole]

😱😱😱

[exotic wagon]

i only really wash it when i have to go out so like once a week lmao

[zinc oriole]

My hair isn't THIN but it used to be very thick and now it's way less

And I usually do that for my hair but acne makes it harder ro not wash it :( if my hair isn't clean my acne gets worse

[austere jay]

anyone else get paranoid that hrt isn’t actually doing anything for you

i might be crazy

[austere vale]

How long have you been on it

[balmy pond]

Got ma'amed @ trader Joe's 2day

[austere jay]

just abt 1 month, so obviously no major changes yet jn just dealing with paranoia

i know it’s not accurate or anything it still sucks tho

[austere vale]

I know I felt the same way at the beginning

[austere jay]

i’m also on only .25 ml rn

which may have something to do with it

gotta keep reminding myself that hrt affects everyone differently

[zinc oriole]

They may increase your dose over time! Also the third month is when changes really started to begin for me

[austere jay]

nah yeah i’m hoping they do at my 3 month consult

[zinc oriole]

It may seem like that in the first month or two but by month 3 your voice generally starts changing etc

They most likely will!

[wintry marten]

i definitely felt like this for the first 4 months on E but now i am consistently surprised with how happy it makes me like it just keeps getting better

except now i am starting to have period symptoms

[austere jay]

NOOO

i’m so sorry

the absolute worst

[wintry marten]

I MEAN ITS WACK BUT AT THE SAME TIME ITS STILL KINDA COOL

my tits feel like they’re gonna fall off but i am reminded that they are here 🥰🥰 #love

[balmy pond]

Omg this lol
I cant wait until the period euphoria wears off and it just becomes the worst, which tbh might be even more euphoric lol

Tbh that's hows it's gone for me. First few months were rouuuuuuuugh and I was really starting to worry that the e wasnt doing anything for me but once like month 5 hit all of a sudden it's just amazing, just constant little tugs of warmth and joy and ahhh I feel like such a dumbass for waiting this long!

Sometimes I'll be laying in bed and it feels like my body is hugging me, I never thought life could like feel this way

[austere jay]

actually very heartwarming to me that i have similar experiences to y’all but in a completely different transition

like that is absolutely bonkers….. trans people rule

[wintry marten]

SAME

i will just look in the mirror and go "what" and be surprised at how much i like my body

and whenever im inconvenienced throughout the day i can just say 'idc coz my tits are fat'

[balmy pond]

Lmaoooooo

[tardy creek]

@balmy pond has leveled up! (9 ➜ 10)

[balmy pond]

Yeah Ikr? It feels vain af but sometimes i find myself kinda getting lost looking at myself in the mirror

[wintry marten]

not vain ur allowed to be happy about ur appearance

as u should

[balmy pond]

I cant get over my eyes, like they seem so big and sparkly all of a sudden

Yeah ur right!

It's ok to feel pretty for once lmao

[civic ibex]

can’t wait to get hrt’d

rlly working on how i wanna look but still anxious to get hrt

[calm cape]

we had a big long conversation about gender and dysphoria n stuff on the clipping server the other day, and i thought i'd copy what i wrote here in case yall had any sort of insight or similar experience or anything at all tbh (sorry in advance for weird wording. some may be a little out of context since it was part of a larger conversation)

I definitely have thought about what it is that would be motivating these feelings, and how much of it internal (stuff that would change if I decided to transition in some capacity) vs external (stuff like finding a bigger social group that's not guaranteed in any way of course). There's definitely stuff about my body I'm not happy with, but I don't know if it's so much as I want to transition my gender, more than just I'd like to look different```

[zinc oriole]

The only person who can figure that out/tell you is you. But if you find yourself relating to trans people's experiences then it's definitely worth looking into. There's no harm getting closer with the trans community also, and even if it ends up that you aren't trans it's still good to learn more about gender.
One way that helped me in rhe past is thinking about gender experience PAST appearance. Would you feel your life would improve if you were living as another gender, and perceived as such? Explore how that makes you feel

I hope this helps!!

Online spaces are a good place to start also

I used to have a hard time finding trans people irl but you find eventually we all gravitate towards each other

Also you can try experimenting in small ways with your appearance too to try things out. Maybe like makeup or some more feminine clothes, or styling your hair another way

[calm cape]

which part did you interpret as relating to trans experiences?

[zinc oriole]

I think the fact that you're questioning things at all

[calm cape]

ah okay gotcha

[zinc oriole]

It's not exclusively a trans experience to question gender, but you're also describing that you have some dysphoria similar feelings (from what I interpreted by your wording

[calm cape]

no yeah i gotchu i just wanted to clarify

[zinc oriole]

Ofc! Pls let us know if you have any questions we are happy to help :]

I don't have exactly the same perspective since I'm transmasc but I can help w general stuff I think

[calm cape]

sure i understand

[empty goblet]

Watsup *****s

[zinc oriole]

Katchup 🍅

[upper creek]

[fallow moon]

new transgender thing

[zinc oriole]

Yeahhh!!!

[fallow moon]

they need to make it into a huge plushie

wait a minute... I COULD MAKE IT INTO A HUGE PLUSHIE

[zinc oriole]

DO ITT

[chrome snow]

OH DAMN

[fallow moon]

i might

i could sell them

[zinc oriole]

U could also sell the pattern as well

If you use sewing patterns

[fallow moon]

i dont use patterns because im stupid

id probably need one for this though

[zinc oriole]

Maybe you can combine one for a squid plush and a shell plush

Ik it isn't a squid but it may work

[fallow moon]

i could try and make the squid have a zip around the shell

for keeping things in

the new blahaj or something idk

[chrome snow]

Honestly, with the amount of stuff that you're creating, I can see one day having a website and being a fashion designer.

[fallow moon]

im hoping so :)

[chrome snow]

In other words, UR GOIN 2 BE FACKIN RICH

[fallow moon]

i wanna be an engineer maybe though

[austere jay]

it is so great to be involved with someone who sees you as a real man this is insane

euphoria 👍

[nocturne hemlock]

fr

[fallow moon]

i need an epilator

:(

[winter fulcrum]

recently ive been trying out shaving powder

it worked perfectly on my arms and the hair hasn’t grown back as fast as it does when i just shave

[fallow moon]

interesting

what about those pad things that have tiny crystals on them that file the hairs down

[misty harness]

epilators are great for legs but they hurt quite a bit so you can't use them anywhere too sensitive

[fallow moon]

im gonna use one on my eyelashes just to spite you

[misty harness]

go for it! see how that works out for you

[chrome snow]

I'm probably thinking about getting one, I really don't want to deal with my facial hair anymore.

I can already tell it's going to suck so bad.

:((

[misty harness]

you do not want to use an epilator on your face tbh

I can't even use it on my torso

Also it leaves your skin really irritated and red for a full day

[chrome snow]

Oh God.

[zinc oriole]

Hair removal cream works well on the body but I do not reccomend on the face bc it can burn

It can also burn on the body too but you need to test it

[misty harness]

gender euphoria blasting Carly Rae jepsen in the Starbucks drive through

[chrome snow]

That is a straight-up mood.

[nocturne hemlock]

feel especially euphoric today

:]

[fallow moon]

yay

:3

everyday im just hoping someone even just sees me as trans

not even a girl i dont mind if theyre calling me slurs in their little heads

[fallow moon]

need estrogen

[winter fulcrum]

me too girl

[fallow moon]

i have a non binary flag if anyone wants me to post it to them

its like 3x5 ft i think

[chrome snow]

Hey, I'm so sorry to ask.

Is it cool if you could send it to me?

[fallow moon]

i can!! ur gonna have to pay for postage tho if thats okay

[chrome snow]

Heck yeeee

How much do you need me to pay?

[fallow moon]

let me check the postage

[chrome snow]

Ok!

[empty goblet]

same

[fallow moon]

posting this again to say shes just like me fr

[chrome snow]

That picture is so cozy.

[fallow moon]

i agree

i wish i had a room like that

and looked like that

[chrome snow]

It's messy, but in a good way.

[nocturne hemlock]

she needs 2 vacuum but otherwise this looks a lot like my friends room

it is a cozy and genuine atmosphere

[fallow moon]

i love messy rooms

clean rooms just feel wrong

[nocturne hemlock]

me too as long as its not a gross kind of messy

[nocturne hemlock]

fr

[chrome snow]

If somebody's room is completely clean, then nobody lives there.

There has to be something off.

[calm cape]

Hate minimalist design

[nocturne hemlock]

frfrfrfrfrfr

[fallow moon]

my room does need a bit of cleaning tho

the rubbish needs picking up and my clothes need to be put in boxes

oh and i need a new chair

this one has an exposed metal bar on the seat and its painful to sit on

[chrome snow]

I wish that my room was a lot more bigger.

I essentially live in a really small box.

[nocturne hemlock]

yooo me too

[chrome snow]

I can't wait to move out and hang up so much gay stuff on my walls.

[fallow moon]

my room is 6x10 foot apparently but i dont believe that

its probably something like 5x8

[winter fulcrum]

t4t relationships go hard

its just so much easier than dating a cis person

[fallow moon]

i want a trans bf so bad

cis women scary but im also attracted to them

[winter fulcrum]

i am coping so hard

i miss my gf

[chrome snow]

:((

[winter fulcrum]

no clue when ill see her again

[inland schooner]

anyone else here stealth irl :,)

[exotic wagon]

hi hope yr all doing well thats all

[nocturne hemlock]

this asf

[winter fulcrum]

i miss the caress of my gf… having someone hold you close while calling you your proper name, reminding you that they love you, really helps take away the pain from being dysphoric half of the time

i wish i could tell every trans person just starting to find themselves that it gets better

[misty harness]

Today is a big day for me

[chrome snow]

I'm so proud of you!

[winter fulcrum]

congratulations!

1 year!!! woo!!

[clear anvil]

Oh my god congratulations!! Yeah 1 year is a really big occasion! So proud :D

[exotic wagon]

omfg congrats!!!!

[fallow moon]

meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow:3

[chrome snow]

:3

[wintry marten]

clothes shopping used to make me super dysphoric but now i love doing it

whee haha shopping :+) i cant afford anhy of these things but its fun to look

[zinc oriole]

would any ppl here be willing to do a tiny interview/survey? I'm writing about slur reclamation in the LGBT community as my final paper and I need participants! All 18 + though for legality reasons

[civic ibex]

I am! :D

[zinc oriole]

OOO YAY TY! I will add u and send the questions once they're all ready! I may tomorrow or Wednesday :]

[misty harness]

im down if u need more!

[calm cape]

I'll do it too

[fallow moon]

estrogen is actually optimal for gaming because the increased chance to cry when emotional can clean your eyes meaning you dont need to blink as much

[zinc oriole]

TYSM AND TY @calm cape !!

I will message u both once I do the survey!

[austere vale]

I can do it

[zinc oriole]

Tysm omg!

Ty all so much for your help I really appreciate it ♡

[chrome snow]

I can help!

[zinc oriole]

:DD TYSM

I will contact everyone most likely tomorrow

[astral gull]

So scared to come out bc my parents suck I gotta wait till I don't live w them anymore

My dad's still conservative and my mom will out me

Idc if you support, you're not an ally if you out people

[past saffron]

helo transdome :)

[chrome snow]

It's not that difficult for people to understand, if a person doesn't want to get outed, they don't want to get outed.

[astral gull]

Agreed I've had it happen several times

Mostly from my mom of all peoplw

This is why I'm waiting till I know it's safe to come out

[zinc oriole]

You're also not obligated to come out if you feel like they'll hurt you in some way

As much as I used to want to, I've been transitioning socially for over 5 years and haven't told most of them

[astral gull]

I don't blame you and thanks for saying that

[fallow moon]

im transember

[zinc oriole]

Of course. There's an expectation that people NEED to come out but tbh it isn't necessary esp if it's for your safety and wellbeing. Just do what's the best for you and what you're comfortable with

[astral gull]

That's something I really needed to hear thanks so much

[zinc oriole]

ofc!! we have your back

[zinc oriole]

@civic ibex @calm cape @misty harness @austere vale @chrome snow I have the questions ready, I made a google forms. I wont be collecting anybodys names or emails for confidentiality reasons! ill put the link below this. If anybody else would like to take the survey please let me know, and only take it if youre 18 and up please it was my professors guidelines for the research!
https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSeRFVjdYuVeK9td5cres5pu3Srw3QgOwmcXP3zb5ynYD38d1w/viewform?usp=sf_link

also you dont need to take it if the mention of reclaimed slurs make you uncomfortable!

or if you want to provide that within the survey please do, all answers are welcome

[chrome snow]

@zinc oriole I finished it.

[zinc oriole]

Ty! I hope it was a good experience I tried being specific

[fallow moon]

@zinc oriole i didnt do it im just pinging you

[zinc oriole]

Hello tea!

[fallow moon]

hello wnayne!!!!

[chrome snow]

@fallow moon

Sorry, I pinged you on accident.

🤪

[fallow moon]

blehhh !! 😛

[chrome snow]

AAAAAAAAUUUUUUGGGGGGGGG

[calm cape]

When do you need responses by

[zinc oriole]

By the end of tomorrow!

BLEHH

[true tusk]

can i take it too?

[zinc oriole]

Yes by all means!

[austere jay]

forgot to tell y’all but i’m officially 1 month on t

yahoooo

here’s to 2 more months

[austere vale]

Congratulations

[chrome snow]

Vinny W

[zinc oriole]

CONGRATS!!

I also want to thank everyone who's participated in my survey so far, I've gotten great responses!

[misty harness]

to the starbucks lady who said "you don't sound like a sarah", fuck you

[fallow moon]

thats gotta be motivated by something bad i swear

[astral gull]

She doesn't sound like she needs kneecaps

[fallow moon]

:3

[zinc oriole]

She doesn't sound like she has much time left 💀

I hate transphobes so much

[civic ibex]

u can report her for this :3 starbucks is super strict abt workers being respectful to customers

[fallow moon]

i dont particularly agree with this theyre judgy as fuck lmao

[civic ibex]

i agree and they’re cliquey asf but its company policy. i used to work there and trust me if higher ups see it they rain hellfire down upon the offenders.

[fallow moon]

ngl i wanna work ata starbucks they pay a ton

[civic ibex]

i got paid $9 an hour

the pay was not worth the customers tbh. me n my cowrkers got misgendered and harassed and threatened so many times. though i miss my regulars and the job of making drinks mself it soured the fast food experience as a whole for me

plus union bustink is disgustink

[chrome snow]

The working conditions that Starbucks employees are put under is downright fucked up.

[civic ibex]

cosigned!!!!

[chrome snow]

But, I have only one thing to say.

Whoever that person is, the person that misgendered you on purpose just to hurt you.

I hope they have a fucking miserable life.

[civic ibex]

yes agreed. nothing but malice there

[fallow moon]

oh true

but that happens to me anyway

[fallow moon]

popbob is transgender

kinda awesome.......

[zinc oriole]

when i briefly worked at starbucks a man started actually screaming at me because I, didnt yet, but ALMOST charged him for cream. which was 70 cents.

screaming full volume at me because of 70 cent fucking cream

and then i was the one who got treated like an idiot there and like i made a mistake

[civic ibex]

someone called my shift lead a fucking bitch and the r slur because we don’t sell lemons

[zinc oriole]

WHO GOES TO STARBUCKS LOOKING FORA FUCKING LEMON

[civic ibex]

that lady, apparently

[zinc oriole]

People make me so violent. why do they treat others like automated service

[civic ibex]

she was like “the target starbucks in abilene sells lemons so you should too!” girl thats not an actual starbucks store and we are 500 miles away

[calm cape]

one time someone sent an angry email to my theater because we had a black-only screening of Black Panther (we never had anything like this), and my manager wrote back that we never did that, "but if we ever have an assholes-only screening we'll let you know"

[civic ibex]

baste

[chrome snow]

Literally the best response.

[fallow moon]

someone beat me up for 20p once

[chrome snow]

WHAT

When did this happen?

[fallow moon]

a few years ago

[tardy creek]

@fallow moon has leveled up! (7 ➜ 8)

[fallow moon]

i forgor

[fallow moon]

shut up!!!!

[zinc oriole]

GIR. OH NO

gor

they gave you money or someone got money for doing it

either way scary...

[chrome snow]

Are you able to carry pepper spray wherever you live?

[fallow moon]

nope!

we are allowed to use "reasonable force" though!

😁

[zinc oriole]

If you have a small blunt object, hitting somebody in the temple really helps

[fallow moon]

you can only use objects that happen to be around you if you're attacked

[zinc oriole]

keys arent the safest but they also can work

[chrome snow]

Carry a key sword with you.

[fallow moon]

i can carry a 3 inch, non-locking pocket knife for non self defense reasons

[austere jay]

ME WHEN MY AWESOME BOYFRIEND CALLS ME HIS BOYFRIEND

[austere vale]

Today marks two months on estrogen✌️

[misty harness]

my name is in the patreon credits for health's disco 4 and disco 4 part 2

but the first part has my deadname

my transness is codified in those two albums liner notes

[civic ibex]

SO BASED OMG

[austere jay]

LETS GOOOOOOO!!!!!!! HAPOY FOR YOU!!!!!!

[austere vale]

Thx

[fallow moon]

transgender people

[timid rose]

...........what.

[fallow moon]

not real :(

[timid rose]

NOOOO

[fallow moon]

just kidding, look at my homescreen :3

theres no way i couldn't be

[timid rose]

same!

[fallow moon]

so real

[misty harness]

is this tragener enough

[fallow moon]

yes

[chrome snow]

I haven't changed my wallpaper since my 22nd birthday.

I really love this doodle

[zinc oriole]

CUTE OMG

Trans shark lovers make some noise

[fallow moon]

NOISE!!

[chrome snow]

LOUD NOISES

[timid grail]

my transgender background

[zinc oriole]

I had to shave ny entire face bc my family is over visiting I love dysphoria !!!!

[fallow moon]

are they making u detransify for it

[zinc oriole]

I mean lol yeah

My mom doesn't name or gender me right despite me coming out to her in 2017

2018

And the fact I'm clearly on testosterone

[fallow moon]

can i kill her

[zinc oriole]

Yes !

[fallow moon]

:2

:3

boutta get evil

[zinc oriole]

:2

[chrome snow]

:3

:2

:1

https://tenor.com/view/house-explosion-explode-boom-kaboom-gif-19506150

[fallow moon]

BOOM SHAKALAKA

[zinc oriole]

HAHAUAAAAV!!! EXPLOSION 💥 💥 💥 💥 💥 💥 💥 💥 💥 💥 💥 💥 💥 💥 💥

[fallow moon]

trangher people

[austere jay]

trans people

[zinc oriole]

Gener

[balmy pond]

this is probably someone's gender

[cold whale]

do NOT bind in the mg pit i learned that the hard way last night

[chrome snow]

Jesus christ, that dude.

https://tenor.com/view/ltg-low-tier-god-yskysn-ltg-thunder-thunder-gif-23523876

Literally one of the most toxic individuals walking the earth today.

[fallow moon]

i have no clue who he is 🙏

[chrome snow]

Good.

[fallow moon]

😛‼️

[zinc oriole]

thank you i was going to commit an act of hubris and try anyways next sunday

i will try to wear baggy clothes

[cold whale]

yeah that was the worst mistake of my life

take care of urself

[fallow moon]

transgender people arent real

[lunar sand]

truw

true

[zinc oriole]

Ermmm what the trans !

[fallow moon]

liberals.s..

well see who cancels who

[timid rose]

https://tenor.com/view/kitty-cat-cute-kitten-jump-to-camera-gif-6047237

this persobn is trans

[chrome snow]

THIS IS WHAT MAINSTREAM MEDIA WANTS YOU TO BELIEVE

WAKE UP SHEEPEOPLE

[fallow moon]

REWAL!!!

[zinc oriole]

Hello trans people sorry to break up the Jerma

New lockscreen :]

[balmy pond]

Rad, reminds me of egon schiele

[zinc oriole]

I can see the resemblance! Should look back at the artist of it

[fallow moon]

posting this here too because im evil

[balmy pond]

It's like so uncanny, like all the limbs look almost sharp/bony enough to be him but not quite? I dunno regardless it looks sick, pls share if find out who drew it!!

[vapid dune]

I GOT CALLED SIR BY A FUCKING TRANSFEM AT WORK. A TRANSFEM. FUCKING CALLED ME SIR. IM ABOUT TO COMMIT HOMICIDE I DONT CARE IF ITS A HATE CRIME

This is fuckin wild lmao it has never in my life happened to me omfg

I think it was a small autism mistake tho cus we both stood there like 😐 for a good few seconds

[final heart]

proof that gender is a nightmare

[chrome snow]

You already have pipebombs.

[fallow moon]

:3

yea

[chrome snow]

Literally me every single day that I hop on Discord.

[final heart]

what does this mean help

[candid ore]

blahaj

[fallow moon]

me if i had money

[spice sphinx]

Trans chat !!!

Sick

[zinc oriole]

trans chat :]

[fallow moon]

grrrrggg evilee...

[cold whale]

[zinc oriole]

idk what channel to ask this in lol but does anybody have corpse paint pointers

im definitely doing my makeup for tomorrow and want to get it the best i can

[fallow moon]

dip your head in paint

(i am clueless)

[zinc oriole]

i will........

[jagged blaze]

me except i'm GRATEFUL 4 BLAHAJ

[bronze ocean]

transgenre

[vapid dune]

Tramsgemder

[fallow moon]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/emojis/651307647051497484.png?v=1&size=128&quality=lossless

mines bigger

[fallow moon]

crush him

[bronze ocean]

no :(

[austere jay]

saw off brand blahaj stuffed animal at zoo

should’ve got a picture for you guys sorry

[chrome snow]

:((

I love that plushie so much.

[fallow moon]

umm trans

transgender

[bronze ocean]

transfenkgender

[zinc oriole]

on the chargor

gargoyles of modern day...

[bronze ocean]

he's stealing the energy :(

[zinc oriole]

needs it bc he is small!

[vapid dune]

Even a cat that smol requires the energy of NYC’s entire power grid

[bronze ocean]

its very calorie-dense. so to say

[vapid dune]

Perfect for eating

[bronze ocean]

noo

[austere vale]

Two transfems at Waffle House at 2 in the morning (I’m the one on the left)

[chrome snow]

BASED

[austere vale]

lol

[fallow moon]

why not me

[timid rose]

current phone bg just cycles through jerma pics ever hour

[fallow moon]

LMAO

i love it

[timid rose]

one it's at rn

[fallow moon]

hes so cute

[fallow moon]

😢

[vapid dune]

Smol, I wonder if ur finally the transfem in the machinecord that’s shorter than me lmao

[fallow moon]

i want to see other transfems

[misty harness]

this is gay as hell

(compliment)

[fallow moon]

INSULT!!!!

[timid rose]

INSULT!!!!

[misty harness]

aggy giving all the transfems gender envy by being short

[fallow moon]

yeah :(

[zinc oriole]

Give me ur height I'll trade

I'm around 5'2 to 5'4

[fallow moon]

im 5'11

🙏

[zinc oriole]

OMG

[winter fulcrum]

im 6’0

wish i was like

5’4-7

[zinc oriole]

My ideal height is 6'7 srs

[inland schooner]

Holy smokes. My dad said he'd support in helping me get top surgery. I'm so happy

[inland schooner]

Mine is 6'0 and I'm 5"1

[zinc oriole]

CONGRATULATIONS !!!! that's great :D

I FEEL U @&^@

[inland schooner]

Thank you!! Still got to get a psychiatrist referral and all that but that's ok!!

[cold whale]

YOO CONGRATS

[zinc oriole]

It is very easy to! Most will do it free of charge

[timid grail]

im 6’0 and im very happy w my height

[tardy creek]

@timid grail has leveled up! (5 ➜ 6)

[timid grail]

ok

[inland schooner]

Unfortunately for me, I'm under 18 so I have alot less options, especially in australia

[zinc oriole]

Oh true :( I hope it'll go well!

[inland schooner]

I'm sure it will! Thank you

[zinc oriole]

:] ofc gl!

[small sand]

Tranener

[spice sphinx]

[timid rose]

idek what my height is

my ideal height is shorter than what i am now

hold on i'm gonna do this the american way

like more than 5 forearms

[cold whale]

11 months of man juice

[final heart]

put them on jewelry

[cold whale]

i might but i don’t think that is something i’ll ever be able to confidently wear tbh

[austere vale]

5’ 3

[candid ore]

i'm transmasc and 4'10 help 💪

[timid rose]

oh hai jerma :3

[fallow moon]

:3

[fallow moon]

such a silly goose

[timid rose]

luv this man

[chrome snow]

I seriously need a sticker of this.

[fallow moon]

so real

i need to go commit graffiti

[zinc oriole]

Trans people when jerma!

[fallow moon]

jerma miku

[timid rose]

jerma twitter media tab is so fucking funny

[chrome snow]

What.

[vapid dune]

Omg u barely win in shortness by an inch, based :3

Id give anything to be a few inches shorter. Like 4’10 to 5’0

[final heart]

wanna swap lol

[austere vale]

Lmao

[bronze ocean]

its a ham and cheese sandwich and 8 radishes type of night

[timid rose]

let's fuckin go!!!

[candid ore]

i'm 4'10 wanna switch

[vapid dune]

YES

[valid cloud]

i'm 4'11 and i hate it

late contribution but shhh

[fallow moon]

i want shorter

[final heart]

wanna swap

I'm like 5'2

[fallow moon]

yes

[valid cloud]

i'd be happy being even a couple inches taller

[final heart]

fr

id be happy being like 5'5 to 5'7

[valid cloud]

same

platform shoes can only do so much 💀

[bronze ocean]

i should either be taller or shorter. tbh

[fallow moon]

i can completely remove your head

[bronze ocean]

please don't do that! :)

i need that to kiss my wife

[fallow moon]

ummm you dont have one....

bitchless ..

[bronze ocean]

i literally do

its very pretty and nice and lovely

[fallow moon]

not anymore

[bronze ocean]

tea! no!!

[chrome snow]

Smoke weed please.

[fallow moon]

i wish

[vapid dune]

I already can barely see over the crowd at any show I go to but I don’t mind, I want to be Joey-sized

[candid ore]

one thing i think is funny is that me (transmasc) is 4'10 and my gf (transfem) is ~5'6 and we're both constantly complaining about our heights to each other

i hate being short just because im short and she hates bejng tall bc she gets height dysphoria

[fallow moon]

mfw i look at trans passing guides and they arent a lainpilled schizo trans girl and just

normal

i need physco passing tips

[small sand]

yar

[vapid dune]

What’s the point of passing if u don’t look exactly like that boymoding gray hoodie anime girl or lain. You’re telling me people want to look like a normal, mentally stable girl???

[chrome snow]

STOP IT PLEASE

https://tenor.com/view/sad-angry-cry-upset-anime-gif-24905129

I PROMISE YOU I'M SIX FOOT

[austere jay]

i’m 5’8 i’m pissed off im not 6 ft+

but we ball

only way to compensate is to get super built

[fallow moon]

real!

[vapid dune]

Joey what’s wrong? You literally have such enviable height!!! Id do anything to swap height with u

[timid grail]

i feel very lucky to be transmasc and 6ft

im taller than like all of my friends tho i have zero friends taller than me including my cis male friends

i wear boots to be even taller but my only issue is tall person and dysphoria slouch bc if i have good posture my chest is more visible and i can get away with not binding if i dont have good posture lmao

[chrome snow]

:((

[vapid dune]

My experience with a couple of coworkers a few minutes ago

:33

I work with the loveliest people ever

[misty harness]

🫂🫂

[vapid dune]

and no I can’t get them fired, I live in Alabama. The terfs always win here

[chrome snow]

It's absolutely disgusting that somebody would say that vial shit.

I'm sorry that you had to go through that, Aggy.

[vapid dune]

Oh those 2 are like the biggest terfs I’ve ever known, which is appalling because I usually trust fellow LGBT people to be allies

And I’m not upset I just had to share dw. Pathetic people like that don’t deserve being upset over :3

Imagine thinking they know what the trans experience is like better than a trans person. It’s just funny

[valid cloud]

being trans in the deep south SUCKS. i'm in mississippi and i get shit too.

[vapid dune]

Im sorry you live in the only state worse than my shithole of Alabama

[valid cloud]

LMFAOOO it's alright, i'm managing, plus i'm leaving 4 art school in 2023 so i'll be somewhere more accepting

[vapid dune]

Oooooo! Based

Im hoping to move out of this place next year too

[valid cloud]

yoooo that's good, i wish u luck

[austere vale]

My friend and I went to waffle house again (very gay) it was pretty cool this is like the 3rd time in the last week (I’m on the left)

[vapid dune]

Everyone knows Waffle House is the perfect place to eat at :3 very tolerant of the gay and trans

[fallow moon]

chernobyl transfem meetup when

[civic ibex]

trans people were created in chernobyl

all of us

[fallow moon]

yes

[vapid dune]

We must return to our point of origin then

[fallow moon]

yes

[vapid dune]

It feels weird seeing u using a profile pic othe than ur usual

[fallow moon]

:3

chernobyl

[vapid dune]

Imagine going on a date with ur transfem gf to kiss in front of the elephant’s foot

Best date ever

[fallow moon]

SO TRUE!

the radiation is fatal after 300 seconds :3

[chrome snow]

Did you know that radiation can kill you?

:333

[zinc oriole]

Ermmm no I eat it

[vapid dune]

Radiation is based

Radiation broke my egg and made me trans

[candid ore]

me n my transfem gf ate the elephant's foot :3

[small sand]

yar

tranener

[misty harness]

https://tenor.com/view/stalker-gif-18174868

me and the girls

[small sand]

women! 1! 1! !

[zinc oriole]

Save some for the rest of us >:(

[zinc oriole]

http://eyedolgames.com/Gender/

this is so fun

[fallow moon]

this hurts my head

[zinc oriole]

its painful im over 200 questions in

[fallow moon]

do you get to submit them

yes you do apparently

[final heart]

it autogenerates

it keeps making more

[final heart]

just submit it

it's endless

thanks

it's perfect

[fallow moon]

cheesed

[zinc oriole]

i like seeing how far it goes

[final heart]

LMAO

i figured it out after scrolling to like 1000

[fallow moon]

💀

[zinc oriole]

this is true lol

[final heart]

yeah

[zinc oriole]

i am not even aware of this information

[cold whale]

my gender is business i guess

[snow loom]

was worried out of my mind my estrogen patch was gonna fall out in the mg show pit

or someone accidentally sticking to it

anyway hi im happy this exists

[fallow moon]

estrogens.....

[snow loom]

spreading estrogen in the pit

[balmy pond]

the real gay agenda

[fallow moon]

i want estrogen

can someone send me 1 estoegne

[snow loom]

take my patch

apply directly on butt

im not kidding that's a spot you can put it

it sounds like a joke

the hip is where i do it because it's the best

[fallow moon]

that is awesoem

[inland schooner]

I got top surgery consultation on the 10th (jan) :33c

[small sand]

why have a consultation when you can do it yourself at home

[inland schooner]

Top surgery or the consultation

[small sand]

top surgery

[candid ore]

so real

[hybrid lotus]

did anyone else want to be her so so so bad

[timid rose]

nah more of like anime characters (i know) and miss pauling

[balmy pond]

Yes

Her n marceline

[zinc oriole]

I did but Im transmasc

[civic ibex]

same same

[zinc oriole]

I liked the fashion episode where she wore the platforms w the fish

[candid ore]

my trans awakening was mcr

thems transed my gender

[bronze ocean]

honorary transmasc gerard way

[candid ore]

for real

[tardy creek]

@candid ore has leveled up! (5 ➜ 6)

[vapid dune]

As a kid I did love her a lot as a character so maybe in part. And a bunch of other cartoon and anime characters helped here and there to define my femininity

[timid rose]

oh and starfire from teen titans

[fallow moon]

bitches wanna be me!

i am the embodiment of transgender

[timid rose]

https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/911358847132770315/1053393708881555607/spam.gif

[timid rose]

I HATE THAT FUCKING IMAGE SO MUCH

[fallow moon]

sorry!

[timid rose]

i genuinely cant tell if its satire

[fallow moon]

its not

[timid rose]

dw i hate it in a silly way

[fallow moon]

☹️

[timid rose]

[fallow moon]

[timid rose]

[fallow moon]

scooby doo saying trans gender people

rans render reople

[timid rose]

what

oh

yea

https://tenor.com/view/jerma-louis-bag-milk-bag-milk-in-bag-gif-19600202

[fallow moon]

https://amzn.eu/d/0dLscWl

id reccomend this to any transfems

[timid rose]

what it do

[fallow moon]

it removes hair completely

basically painless

and doesnt require shaving foam or anything

[timid rose]

gah damn

[fallow moon]

id recommend using it in the bath though

[timid rose]

i was so confused on why its called basket and not cart then realized its .co.uk

[fallow moon]

real as balls

[fallow moon]

im trying it rn

its kinda slow but thats because i havent shaved my legs in a year or so

but it definitely works well

[timid rose]

do it really not hurt

[fallow moon]

doesn't hurt at all

itches a bit

its a bit rough though

[fallow moon]

yeah i only managed to get a part of my leg done

its definitely good for touching up but not for getting big amounts of hair

[vapid dune]

I’ve seen those and I was always skeptical if they work or not

[fallow moon]

theyre more for touch ups i guess

[timid rose]

i was planning on getting like

hair remover lotion or whatever its called

[inland schooner]

Nair

I think it's called

[chrome snow]

Based as fuck!

[zinc oriole]

FUCK YES

[snow loom]

we do some hard shit

[austere vale]

Awesome lmao

[spice sphinx]

Thread bump

:3

Hope everyone is having a great day today <3

[fallow moon]

me fr!

im on the right

[snow loom]

thinking about how when my gf was driving me to get my orchiectomy in october she managed to tolerate my shit music taste <3

[misty harness]

Posted this in vc earlier but this is five days without shaving, only four laser sessions so far and I have one more to go. I'm incredibly happy with how it's turned out and next year I'll def be starting on other parts of my body.

[chrome snow]

I honestly need to look into that!

[snow loom]

i should get back on laser

[austere vale]

Yayyyy

[cold whale]

hell fuckin yeah !!!

[austere jay]

good morning trans dome how is everyone feeling today

today is my 7 weeks on t

[bronze ocean]

im feeling so t4t today :)

[zinc oriole]

Congrats! I am noticing more changes from upping my dose and am happy

Though the acne is annoying lol

[austere jay]

backne is hell

this shit sucks

[misty harness]

thats a mood hehehee

[cold whale]

FOR REAL

so uncomfortable 👎👎

[bronze ocean]

sending my eternal support for everyone on t suffering from backne ✊😔

[fallow moon]

fartne

[zenith turtle]

transdome

i have arrived

[spice sphinx]

fartne

[calm cape]

The party don't start till Roslyn walks in

[zenith turtle]

so true

[timid rose]

didn't even need to buy it i just have it lol

[timid rose]

my legs are so smooth god damn

my bathroom kinda smelly tho

prob shoulda left it on for like 7 or 8 minutes

i did 5 mins 30 sec

[timid rose]

gonna kitty post in here and no one can stop me

that is all

[misty harness]

I could stop you if I wanted to

[zenith turtle]

I’ve heard very good things about hair removing shave powder

basically just as good as nair but not nearly as chemically irritating

[austere jay]

anyone else on t feel like their mental process has changed

i went through jumping through a lot of mental hoops in day to day life to just feeling pretty simple

hard to explain i hope someone here gets it

[fallow moon]

blahaj

[spice sphinx]

Real

[chrome snow]

they r n jailllll

:OOOOO

[fallow moon]

BLAHAJ

[fallow moon]

the coolest tgirls eat VARIOUS PLASTICS

[candid ore]

im a tboy can i eat them too

[bronze ocean]

yes

hands u some plastic chips

[chrome snow]

Delicious microplastics

[bronze ocean]

macroplastics 😋

[fallow moon]

they eat wood chips

[zinc oriole]

what if i eaaaat batteries

[bronze ocean]

cronch 😋

[zinc oriole]

😄

[timid rose]

i feel like my legs are colder now

like damn i didn't have that much hair

[vapid dune]

This happens to both transmascs and transfems :3 when you’re finally on HRT this is one of the first noticeable effects. Your mind feels a lot clearer. Because you’re finally working towards your main goal and so it does really help

[calm cape]

@chrome snowwhy r they tiny

[chrome snow]

They have a smol version of blahaj.

[calm cape]

thats a bootleg

[bronze ocean]

isnt that just the small blahaj

[calm cape]

oh wtf this didnt com eup last time i checked

[chrome snow]

Yeeeee

They have a big one and a small one that's cheaper.

[fallow moon]

YEAHHH!!!

the blahaj

:3

[zinc oriole]

i saw somebody walking down a long road i have to take to school w a blahaj strapped to their belt

it was comforting

they complimented my hair too it was nice

[snow loom]

yeah hrt and anything else has helped clear my mind

when i had my orchiectomy and recovered my brain actually has mental clarity instead of constant noise and worried

[unborn atlas]

hi am back still trans weehaa

[civic ibex]

yaaaaaaaaayaaaaayayaay

i wanna blahaj so bad. im a tboy i deserve one

[final heart]

i never knew blahaj was a trans thing

[tardy creek]

@final heart has leveled up! (49 ➜ 50)

[unborn atlas]

I been thingken bout it

[unborn atlas]

YA DO NOW

[final heart]

yeah I've learned that since being here LMAO

[candid ore]

i want the bear

i dont remember how to spell it

[final heart]

oh yeah it's a majority transfem comfort item isn't it

no wonder ok

[fallow moon]

blahaj has become a general lgbt thing and im slightly upset by it tbh

its a transfem thing 😢

[bronze ocean]

its just a plushie from a massive coorporatiin

[candid ore]

what about the bear

[fallow moon]

i dont think ive seen the bear hold on

[unborn atlas]

I feel like

[bronze ocean]

djungelskog is very cute

[final heart]

djungelskog

[unborn atlas]

Blahaj is popular with everybody

[candid ore]

fhank u i couldnt remember how to spell it

[bronze ocean]

ikea just designs nice plushies

[fallow moon]

yeah bear is transmasc forreal

[final heart]

blahaj honestly just replaced djungelskog

[bronze ocean]

yea fr

[unborn atlas]

nobody's gonna be like NO YOU CAN'T HAVE A BLAHAJ IF YOU'RE TRANSMASC

[fallow moon]

because we're EVIL!

[bronze ocean]

djungelskog was up and coming

[final heart]

shout out to the original

[unborn atlas]

listen

[bronze ocean]

but fr ikea has really nice plushie design. their rats, their bats, their dogs

[unborn atlas]

anything can be a trans thing if you enjoy it

[final heart]

i have an ikea lion

[unborn atlas]

watch this

[bronze ocean]

blahaj is just very holdable :)

[candid ore]

i just want djungelskog

[fallow moon]

that's not what i meant by it i just mean people now just associate it with general lgbt stuff

[unborn atlas]

"90's avant garde thrash supegroup Fantômas is trans culture"

[bronze ocean]

TRUE

[unborn atlas]

🤷