I’m not sure exactly when this occurred, but at some point my loadouts seemed like they didn't function properly. I didn’t pay much attention to it at the time. However, I’ve now realized that my main shield is missing, and one of my early +4 shields was equipped instead of my late-game Excellent shield with options, which is why I didn't notice it earlier.
I am absolutely certain that I did not scrap it.
If this had involved anything other than equipment, I wouldn’t care. Acquiring gear with the right options and type is just one of the most time-consuming aspects of the game.
Account of over 1800 days.