#Blåposting

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strange crater
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cause Trump declared that domestic terrorism

restive parcel
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it is a bomb

strange crater
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only for teslas tho

round summit
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suppose I'm lucky to be in the position of having 2 parents that would probably be fine with me coming out. issue is with stepdad who I just don't get along with - he probably wouldn't care either but I just don't want to tell him

strange crater
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we need a blahaj emoji

restive parcel
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we need a blahaj sticker

round summit
round summit
restive parcel
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true

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literally cuddling 1 rn

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anyways theoretically tomorrow night i could actually come out

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i just wish i didnt have to

round summit
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I'm waiting on girl clothes to arrive, hoping it gets here in time so I can come out as a lesbian on 6/9

restive parcel
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lmao

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i have yet to get digitalized money

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so

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yea

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also unfortunately dont look like a girl at all

round summit
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neither, though I also haven't really tried yet

opal scroll
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So thankful im Agender 😂

restive parcel
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i also have a gender but its the wrong fucking one

round summit
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for me not only is it the wrong one, but it feels like my body has tried its hardest to be as far away from my ideal as possible

abstract shell
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I was in the same situation. If it's how you say go for it (Basically if it's just your emotions making you scared but your logical tells you are likely to be competely fine). I remember my whole body shaking but once it was done my god. A whole new world opened.

opal scroll
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-# Agender is basically having no gender...

restive parcel
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stop being so fucking relatable please

round summit
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honestly I'm like a weird middle ground where mentally I feel like I'm like kinda agender sorta but physically I have a clear preference

round summit
restive parcel
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i just wanan be a girl

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strange crater
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still figuring myself out

abstract shell
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fair

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took me a hot minute lol

strange crater
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I originally thought I was more demiboy or neutral

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but

opal scroll
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Its been a ride for me aswell!

strange crater
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using the estrogen mod on the server sparked a long series of events

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so my Mc skin is female

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based on a sprite made by origami

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but

opal scroll
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The thing that made me realise I was Agender... was VRchat...
I only felt even remotely comfortable in Non gendered avatars!
bot Male and female felt wrong!

strange crater
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I may have steered the design to represent an oc of mine

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who was female

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and after looking back at her

opal scroll
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So I settled on a purple fox furry 😂

abstract shell
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I thought I was genderfluid but then I realized I was trans for sure. But it still didn't feel 100% right. Then I realized that my soul was more nonbinary then trans but my body and how I wanted to be seen was as a woman

strange crater
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it was actually me just projecting my actual self onto another character

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strange crater
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so I don't even know anymore

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a lot is happening

abstract shell
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it does happen time will tell you more

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I think the first shot at a what I envisioned myself as was in starfield since I got the game with my GPU. The game is meh but the character maker is peam. Let me see if I can find it

opal scroll
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There are so many LGBTQ+ people on this server! its great!

abstract shell
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this character gave me insane levels of gender envy

abstract shell
toxic pond
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PEAM

abstract shell
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Mox lol

toxic pond
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:3

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strange crater
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looking at tj's pronoun page is actually how I figured out i'm aro ace and nonbinary

opal scroll
strange crater
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-# thanks btw

restive parcel
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are you surprised

opal scroll
abstract shell
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Mox is just called everytime someone says peam on this server lmao

strange crater
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we are the gay autistic train server

restive parcel
toxic pond
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it was the first thing I saw tapping onto snr

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so I must comment

abstract shell
restive parcel
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this was fate

toxic pond
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it just happens all the time

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Mox majik

restive parcel
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i need hair that actually reaches the top of my ears for a start

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and then shoulders

strange crater
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mox when peam

restive parcel
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and then the rest

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ill be like rapunzel but gayer

opal scroll
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My hair is really long! 😂

abstract shell
restive parcel
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I WANT IT

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my mother is just annoying with that

toxic pond
abstract shell
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there is a point in growing it where it looks like shit but I was completely depressed at the time so it didn't matter. But if you just trim it a bit every once in a while you can avoid that. I was also not out to myself when I first started growing my hair out

opal scroll
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Im in uni Now. so... I DO WHAT I WANT WITH MY HAIR!

restive parcel
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i need it

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give it

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i wanna just

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have it

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everywhere

toxic pond
abstract shell
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I'm still living at home here but uni is next year for me. Taking community college rn. I can't wait for the freedom to just exist however I choose like the rest of yah do.

opal scroll
toxic pond
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🔥

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what ya studying?

opal scroll
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Immersive and interactive technology!

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So, all things VR!

toxic pond
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Oooooooooooh

abstract shell
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oh intresting

toxic pond
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very nice

opal scroll
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And haptic, and shit!

toxic pond
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-# never knew that was a course

opal scroll
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Its awesome!

abstract shell
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opal scroll
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Its the knly University in the country that's doing the course! 😂

deep jackalBOT
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way to dox yourself...

restive parcel
abstract shell
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I'm doing many things 2 AA degrees one in Math other in Science. Then Major in Civil. Then Urban Planning as a masters. But I have a feeling I'll be sucked into the political world for better or worse. As urban planning is very much political.

opal scroll
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SUPPRIZE DOG!

fluid pawn
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toxic pond
opal scroll
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Thank fuck I dont need to do military!

opal scroll
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In the UK!

toxic pond
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politics rn tho 🫠

abstract shell
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restive parcel
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my gender envy is just

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smol girl

toxic pond
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HAJ- in this channel?!?!?!?! /j

abstract shell
restive parcel
toxic pond
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🔥

fluid pawn
toxic pond
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-# Mods, ban this Haj poster /j

opal scroll
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Surprisingly, my ends dont look to bad, considering I haven't cut my hair in like 1.5 years now!

restive parcel
fluid pawn
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i am still kinda built after starting E but like my arms have mostly gone back to pre-body building size

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mostly

restive parcel
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i want the anime girl build

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most likely not achievable but

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still

fluid pawn
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i used too to

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its not healthy

restive parcel
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i dont wanan be big and buff i wanna be tiny and cute

fluid pawn
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gotta find inspo for your body type, make a board on pinterest and such

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again, me too

fluid pawn
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but you gotta find something that is realistic, and healthy

abstract shell
fluid pawn
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most cis women have adams apples

abstract shell
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mine is very out there

fluid pawn
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i will likely not pass in my life time, or atleast not until im old

restive parcel
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ould really sleep school is in 2 days and my sleep schedule is all sorts of messed p

strange crater
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can't wait for collage next near, gonna get slightly longer hair

fluid pawn
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passing is a concept as much as gender anyways

opal scroll
abstract shell
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I don't mind if I get clocked as long as they don't hate me for existing

fluid pawn
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passing is really only a thing for safety

abstract shell
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yah

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I just need to pass enough to not get attacked that go enough for me

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I've done a lot of work on my mental

fluid pawn
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you 🤝 me
working on our metnal

abstract shell
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still got a lot to go

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but much has been acomplished

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such is life

opal scroll
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That reminds me of a thing that happened while I was with my grandma...

Me: "Eh, not much."
me internally: "Like I give a shit! might even prefer it, who knows!"
me: "yeah... Not much" ```
fluid pawn
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growth is a journey best weathered with others

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based tj

opal scroll
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(my grandma isn't exactly supportive of this stuff)

abstract shell
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ah

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but based mindset on your part

opal scroll
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Accepting of Gay, but doesn't like genders changing...

abstract shell
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she's halfway there

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but yah\

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still sucks

opal scroll
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My other grandma, doesnt care ethier way, But atill gets confused with Them/them pronouns!
Wich is fine, I can understand that tbh

round summit
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ideally I would've been close to a foot shorter and smol (I guess you could call it throwable - just not to an unhealthy degree because I've seen that on other people), but unless I find an amazonian warrior I'll be un-throwable

opal scroll
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opal scroll
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And my mum... we'll... She Bi... so that's fine! 😂😂😂

round summit
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based mom

opal scroll
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then theres me, the triple A battery!
Agender, aroace! 😂🔋

abstract shell
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opal scroll
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opal scroll
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I really do over share a lot! 😂

abstract shell
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same

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It's gotten a better for me I used to do it to the point of detriment tbh. When you are more connected and more comfortable with yourself it happens less. It seems to just be a desire for others to see us as we wish people would.

fluid pawn
abstract shell
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i will have to look this up I like the art style

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lmfao " She is the fourth tallest character in the series" is the first thing I see when I searched that

opal scroll
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Im gonna go to sleep now, Good night My LGBroTQs!

abstract shell
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gn

deep jackalBOT
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That was fucking cringe.

abstract shell
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rest well

opal scroll
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Thanks!

round summit
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For clarity, I'm 194cm or just over 6'4

fluid pawn
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im also 194

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🤝

round summit
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Be mine pls

fluid pawn
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my other partner is something like 200cm flat

abstract shell
# round summit okay but what if I'm several inches taller than the average of the country with ...

Ah not much you can really do besides working at your mental. E does have the effect of making some lose a few inches (5cm). But yah it's mostly just mental work. I feel for you but I also promise people don't actually mind that much with height.

If it's any solace, people just know there are girls who are just grow to be very tall and if you get made fun for your height it's extremely likely that those people would have said to any tall cis woman. But height as Bees said can also protect you the shitty people in this world. The same people will also pick on short woman, averaged sized woman. Trans woman, cis woman you can't escape the fact that some are going to judge but that's just a sad part of womanhood.

Those are the mental arguments I make when I have those thoughts idk if they'll help you but I hope it brings some comfort.

round summit
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It's not really that it'd be worried about being made fun of. I probably live in the country where that's the least relevant, not that I would care. It's just that I would ideally be shorter than my hypothetical gf pika_think

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I'll happily take any height loss that E gives me, along with feet length pls

abstract shell
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That is an understandable feeling. It took me quite a while to make peace with my height after coming out to myself.

fluid pawn
strange crater
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my dad is currently trying to get me to go to west point (military collage)

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lol

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(trans people can't join the military)

round summit
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I know I don't go out much, but I've seen only one comparable in height so far. Will keep my hopes up though pointies

abstract shell
strange crater
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idk

abstract shell
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besides the fact of the trans ban

strange crater
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we got a thing in the mail

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cause I turned 18

abstract shell
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oh the draft card

strange crater
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got something

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maybe that

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idk

abstract shell
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likely that

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all M marked people receive one once they turn 18 in the US

strange crater
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nah, its for west point

abstract shell
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oh the heck huh, did you do like ROTC or something?

strange crater
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don't think so, don't know what that is

fluid pawn
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my colleague where i used to work was a kernal and proffessor at westpoint

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im not spelling kernal the right way

abstract shell
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west point I thought was very excusive but I could be wrong

fluid pawn
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just so we are clear

strange crater
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oh, I had a friend who did rotc

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he made the military his entire personality

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kinda weird kid ngl

sharp jacinth
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the one and unfortunately not only slur?

round summit
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f||riend|| pika_shock

sharp jacinth
sharp jacinth
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fluid pawn
sharp jacinth
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so you're clincally insane

fluid pawn
sharp jacinth
harsh oak
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omg finally i scrolled to the bottom

sharp jacinth
harsh oak
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...

sharp jacinth
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hip hip

harsh oak
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...

sharp jacinth
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hip hip

harsh oak
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...

sharp jacinth
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hooray

fluid pawn
sharp jacinth
# fluid pawn

ah yes, the new worst image ive ever seen with my god given eyes

fluid pawn
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:)

sharp jacinth
round summit
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Anywho after some thought I think I have my girl middle names clear now, taking inspiration from the options my mom gave earlier

fluid pawn
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_>

round summit
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-# Apparently she became sure I'd be AMAB early on and didn't put much thought into picking a girl name

spiral jetty
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Did anyone mention paw bhaji pertrol

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my name is based on paw bhaji petrol

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if that wasn't obvious enough

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every time I see paw bhaji petrol in a conversation I get strong urge to rant about how capitalism ruined funny dog show

primal karma
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wha- wut.

spiral jetty
# primal karma

capitalism ruined cute funny dog show now it's just a cash grab 🥀

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anyways

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Blahaj

restive parcel
deep jackalBOT
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My birthday is in Autism 🧡

restive parcel
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same

spiral jetty
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my birthday gone 🥀

restive parcel
opal scroll
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nice!

deep jackalBOT
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Very nice

sharp jacinth
sharp jacinth
meager jungle
strange crater
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wplace based on the Tumblr meme

sharp jacinth
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the wahat

restive parcel
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lmao

strange crater
sharp jacinth
# strange crater

the lord us not with a single one of us but paul mccartney and the pope ong

strange crater
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what

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how did you get that from the Tumblr posr?

sharp jacinth
sharp jacinth
strange crater
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yea

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its satirical

strange crater
sharp jacinth
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everybody laugh and throw tomatoes at this guy

meager jungle
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already on it

sharp jacinth
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will this help

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yep

sharp jacinth
strange crater
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why give us this much power if we aren't allowed to use it

sharp jacinth
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use your power

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eat thesoup

strange crater
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eefo-ception

sharp jacinth
deep jackalBOT
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AAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAA
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AAA. AAA
AAA. AAA
AAA. AAA
AAA. AAA
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AAA. AAA
AAA. AAA
AAA. AAA
AAA. AAA

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Eefo stack

toxic oyster
strange crater
restive parcel
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"no youre meant to obey me"
the 12 human lgbtqs:

strange crater
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is that a reference?

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oh wait, flowey probably

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also WIP cake

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its going to take me a while

woeful smelt
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Ace cake 🤍

restive parcel
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cacekle

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that was a spectacular failure of a sentence

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word

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fUCK

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i need sleep

restive parcel
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i may have just acciodentally sent my mother a message so

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uh

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yeh

sharp jacinth
restive parcel
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a message

sharp jacinth
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elaborate

restive parcel
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You can probably guess

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I am insanely nervous

harsh oak
sharp jacinth
strange crater
sharp jacinth
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Miss@restive parcel Information, you've got this

round summit
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Ordered girl clothes and a wig that will be used for coming out, hope things arrive in time YepAutism

sharp jacinth
meager jungle
harsh oak
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no, just autism

restive parcel
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I think

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Haj because I think I'm about to have a heart attack

restive parcel
round summit
restive parcel
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talk

strange crater
restive parcel
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no wy

restive parcel
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Well that went fine

strange crater
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🎉

abstract shell
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🎉

sharp jacinth
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hip hip

sharp jacinth
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hooray

strange crater
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so what happened?

restive parcel
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well she made some rather stupid arguments but that was to be expected

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too bad i dont care

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im me

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she said something like wait till im 18 and like im in puberty my hormones confuse me

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and of course the most compelling argument

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"i wont know unless ive had sex as a man"

sharp jacinth
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guess you man /s

opal scroll
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congrats!

restive parcel
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@blissful marsh

sharp jacinth
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cockr

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cockroach

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cockfr

sharp jacinth
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cockfr

blissful marsh
restive parcel
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<3

sharp jacinth
deep jackalBOT
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Oh my fucking god! That's the exact argument mine gave when i outed as Pansexual!

Miss Information ↩️

[Reply to:](#1316655475907104788 message) she said something like wait till im 18 and like im in puberty my hormones confuse me

restive parcel
strange crater
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i'm not out yet, but my dad complains nonstop about my sister's "bi phase"

opal scroll
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Oh dang

round summit
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I also have evidence of a preference for being female going back to 2019 if not earlier through player character choices so I can counter the phase argument too

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Glad things went well enough for you though girlie love_ampharos

restive parcel
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Idc what she says lol

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I know exactly who and what I am

meager jungle
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no way

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its autism now

smoky rain
restive parcel
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Indeed

round summit
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There are different interpretations I suppose, I'm thinking of astronomical while start of the month is meteorological

meager jungle
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mayhaps?

restive parcel
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start of month

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because then my birthday is in autism

round summit
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the wig I ordered arrived, and it's not even the right colour :<

round summit
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Oh and I was just sent an email saying the skirt I got ran out of stock.
So either I delay coming out or I'm just not gonna bother with the girl outfit for it :\

restive parcel
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Do what you feel is best <3

strange crater
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almost got caught wearing a nonbinary bracelet at work when my mom showed up

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she probably wouldn't recognize the colors anyways tho

restive parcel
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Tell her they're your favorite ice cream flavors or smth

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Lemon grape vanilla and uh

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Void

opal scroll
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Void ice Cream... Yumm XD

restive parcel
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Or say the nonbinary flag is for people who don't do coding since they don't have to use the binary system

spiral jetty
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public static void

smoky rain
primal karma
mellow jackal
restive parcel
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you know your meme is good when maddy steals it and posts it in here

restive parcel
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Uhh

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Then say it's

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A metaphor for

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Something

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You're smart you do coding

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Figure it out

round summit
restive parcel
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Btw big things are coming on next weekend

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:3

primal karma
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turns out they have a new number

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here

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sorry for misinformation

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thats from their official website

opal heart
round summit
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She'll tell us next weekend I imagine pika_think

opal heart
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True

restive parcel
harsh oak
harsh oak
round summit
# restive parcel

for legal reasons I will resist the urge to make a joke about this

restive parcel
opal scroll
smoky rain
restive parcel
smoky rain
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You read it didn't you

restive parcel
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Noooo

round summit
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Women's leggings might be the most comfortable piece of clothing on the planet

mellow jackal
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what i want you to do next is purchase a sports bra

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those are the second most comfortable piece of clothing on the planet

round summit
deep jackalBOT
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Trust us

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Theyre great

meager jungle
deep jackalBOT
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Why only that one lol

abstract shell
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if you have chest dysphoria

round summit
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eh not really, just the body hair and reproductive organ for the most part

sharp jacinth
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hair is fun

deep jackalBOT
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Same, Same

Emmy ↩️

[Reply to:](#1316655475907104788 message) eh not really, just the body hair and reproductive organ for the most part

strange crater
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just hair (and a little voice)

restive parcel
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Body hair gotta go

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And head hair gotta grow

hallow fossil
round summit
# deep jackal Same, Same

How do you deal with dysphoria when you're plural? Must be complicated if you've got alters of different genders pika_think

mellow jackal
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WE CAN ANDWER THIS

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for us at least, each headmate (including myself) has an “ideal” body in our headspace. when in front, we experience much more body dysphoria than gender dysphoria

deep jackalBOT
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THAT!

mellow jackal
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for example Paris, a man, does not like our body shape for the most part

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bc i am SNATCHED i fear

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the best way weve found to mitigate that is to have a haircut that os bery versatile and appeals to all

meager jungle
deep jackalBOT
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We need to find one, but not a too different one cuz our barber knows us very good as we were his client before he even opened up his own shop

Maddy ↩️

[Reply to:](#1316655475907104788 message) the best way weve found to mitigate that is to have a haircut that os bery versatile and appeals to …

mellow jackal
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our current haircut is FIRE

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everybody likes it lol

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well most

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for eve and maelle its not the right color which poses a pretty big issue

deep jackalBOT
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Ours is a shorter version of Alex's pfp's hair

Maddy ↩️

[Reply to:](#1316655475907104788 message) our current haircut is FIRE

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Hehe

mellow jackal
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SHORTER

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crazy

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couldnt be us

deep jackalBOT
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But the hair colour just doesnt fit for me and others here 😭

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Yeah we have like midnight-black hair

mellow jackal
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its not platinum blonde or regular blonde

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for us

deep jackalBOT
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We have loads of blondes in the system

mellow jackal
deep jackalBOT
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Nice!!

Maddy ↩️

[Reply to:](#1316655475907104788 message) heres hair currently ignore how dirty the mirror it 📎

mellow jackal
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tomorrow

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it will be curly again

deep jackalBOT
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Damn, the skinny wrists are SO relatable /pos

mellow jackal
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wdym

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no i just have really big hands

deep jackalBOT
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from the background
-# oh fuf!

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Hehe I got to do it this time

Pika (PWR pres) | Pika.zip ↩️

[Reply to:](#1316655475907104788 message) from the background
-# oh fuf!

mellow jackal
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huh

deep jackalBOT
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We sometimes put it in for others when some1 is not directly fronting but said something in reaction to smth in irl

Maddy ↩️

[Reply to:](#1316655475907104788 message) huh

mellow jackal
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ohh

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so co conscious

deep jackalBOT
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Yeah,

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I hate our wrists,
cw: ew stuff
|| I can feel the bone when touching it, it's so skinny ||

Pika (PWR pres) | Pika.zip ↩️

[Reply to:](#1316655475907104788 message) Damn, the skinny wrists are SO relatable /pos

smoky rain
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Isn't that normal

deep jackalBOT
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|| I dont have to put pressure ||

ChandraNalaar ↩️

[Reply to:](#1316655475907104788 message) Isn't that normal

meager jungle
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i dont have to on the top but on the other side i do

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idk if top is the right word

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it probably isnt

restive parcel
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Cooking. With haj

deep jackalBOT
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Jealous, I would love cooking with a blahaj (or Keith for that matter)

Miss Information ↩️

[Reply to:](#1316655475907104788 message) Cooking. With haj 📎

restive parcel
deep jackalBOT
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I mean, I am gay, but Keith is not in a relationship with me

Miss Information ↩️

[Reply to:](#1316655475907104788 message) That sounds kinda gay

restive parcel
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Sounds like you want that to be the case tho

deep jackalBOT
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Ah shit, my straight voice slipped out in headspace, why are you typing it in this style Pika!

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Hehe

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No, Keith is a Shark therian

Miss Information ↩️

[Reply to:](#1316655475907104788 message) Sounds like you want that to be the case tho

restive parcel
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Oh

deep jackalBOT
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Yeah.. I uhh have a straight voice and a gay voice in headspace

Maddy ↩️

[Reply to:](#1316655475907104788 message) "straight voice" 😭

opal scroll
harsh oak
restive parcel
harsh oak
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Like very straight

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It's unbearable that most of my friends are queer in some way

restive parcel
harsh oak
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CRAP THAT'S WHAT MY FRIENDS SAY DAMMIT

restive parcel
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Wdym oops

mellow jackal
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i’m not sure

sharp jacinth
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hes quite good looking

strange crater
restive parcel
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Nuh uh

meager jungle
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so idk

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have that

restive parcel
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Rigged

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First the Yuri role then this

meager jungle
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you're quite lucky ig

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also

meager jungle
mellow jackal
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carb

strange crater
round summit
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Last time going to bed before coming out, hope my nerves don't keep me up tn YepAutism

restive parcel
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It'll be fine <3

abstract shell
restive parcel
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So poetic...

abstract shell
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that tends to happen at 4:30 am

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and other times I'm just like that

restive parcel
mellow jackal
sharp jacinth
idle belfry
restive parcel
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That you told me about

mellow jackal
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i NEED to kiss him

restive parcel
mellow jackal
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guys i’m not pan

deep jackalBOT
#

U sure?

restive parcel
mellow jackal
restive parcel
restive parcel
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(transboykisser)

mellow jackal
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i need the t4t tag

opal heart
mellow jackal
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no 😭

opal heart
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sory

restive parcel
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Just saying

dim dagger
restive parcel
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You got a teflon kink or smth?

full orchid
dim dagger
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its like cbt without the c and b

restive parcel
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PFFFT

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Fair enough lmfao

dim dagger
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it may be carcinogenic but atleast i can make a steak without it sticking to the pan

opal heart
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Stole it from the internet

full orchid
# opal heart Pan /j

"free of PTFE, PFOA and PFAS" Teflon is a PFAS so it does not have teflon. But "ceramic non-stick coating"

opal heart
#

K

full orchid
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So no C8 or C6

opal heart
primal karma
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wtf is that thing?

deep jackalBOT
primal karma
#

wuh.

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uuh

opal heart
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Youve Said that earlier to @primal karma

primal karma
#

what?

opal heart
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Wtf is that thing

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Its a Swedish Ice cream truck plushie i got

primal karma
#

ah

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makes sense

harsh oak
# restive parcel

Real

(There's a lot of stuff in my room lol, but we all know that's never happening as well 🥲)

smoky rain
toxic oyster
#

cast iron 👌

round summit
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:>
if my phone's camera wasn't awful you'd be able to see these colours better

smoky rain
#

Awesome!

round summit
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anywho time to come out to my mom, wish me luck sweat

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it's been done

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it went well

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she did bring up the unbiblical aspect of it but she accepts it

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I don't think I've ever spoken that quietly as well, that's how nervous I was

round summit
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my body was not made for IRL interactions

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I'm still panicky about how this is gonna affect everything, even if I'm basically safe now

mellow jackal
#

start transitioning

round summit
#

well yes that was the plan, just more unnecessarily stressing about how other people are gonna react to it

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also my mom came back and said that she thought I was a little girly pretty much my entire life but didn't tell me about it, so this wasn't a huge surprise to her

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suppose that explains why she asked if I was gay on a few occasions derp

mellow jackal
#

LOLL

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yeah my mom said it wasnt much of a suprise

abstract shell
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That is so real hehe. My gay (and now trans) friend and a few other people clocked me way before I was out. My parents were as clueless as I was lol.

round summit
#

my best friend in primary school came out as really gay after I moved away for high school, I had no clue KEKW

abstract shell
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I keep running into people from my highschool (3 years into college for context) and they are like ah kinda saw that coming and I'm like ... you have got to be kidding me

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it's pretty funny

mellow jackal
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it more surprised me when i told ppl im plural and they werent dhocked

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mostly other systems

woeful smelt
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#centralia-inquire message Pk didn't have access to the channel yet lol

abstract shell
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mine sucks too tbh

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I swap words so often or just leave them out without noticing

woeful smelt
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honeslty I might give up trying to spell check, and uncapitalize stuff bcs depending on what I'm typing i'll do weird camelcase things and capitalize almost every word

abstract shell
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spell check honestly makes it harder sometimes

woeful smelt
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nah this is me on pc spell checking myself, phone is alright 90% of hte time

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the*

abstract shell
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usually my phone is the bad one

woeful smelt
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Phones better for me because it actually has a spell check

round summit
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phone sucks for me because it's just

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tge

abstract shell
#

my phones spell check is way too agressive

round summit
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I'm so bad at spelling "the" on my phone that it put "tge" into the autocomplete suggestions

toxic oyster
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my ios updated and now i actively have to fight it to make my sentence actually make sense….

mellow jackal
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LOL

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yeah i have autocorrect off

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evidently

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and suggestioks off

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WHAT

#

whatd i do

harsh oak
#

I am so very good at englingfulls as wells (:

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Words am are fun

sharp jacinth
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my brother just sent me a video titled

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and i quote

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"very evil and homophobic riff"

strange crater
sharp jacinth
strange crater
#

the masculine urge to sound like a girl

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in a "completely cis way"

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my friends just thought I was gay

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-# my parents still keep testing me to see if I am

restive parcel
harsh oak
smoky rain
round summit
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she just admitted to lying.

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she doesn't and probably never will accept it, she just can't stop me because I'm an adult.

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the one slip in my insistence on keeping my IRL and online lives as separate as possible has immediately bit me in the ass

restive parcel
#

I'm sorry for you

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If you ever need someone to talk to we will be here

restive parcel
#

Blåhaj for you

#

Emotional support

deep jackalBOT
#

🫂

Emmy ↩️

[Reply to:](#1316655475907104788 message) nevermind.

#

🫂

#

🫂

restive parcel
#

Im here for you if u need me

deep jackalBOT
#

Im so sorry for you 🫂

Emmy ↩️

[Reply to:](#1316655475907104788 message) nevermind.

round summit
#

eh I'll live, my aversion to confrontation is stronger than any emotion I might feel so I might just get back in the closet

#

it's not like I can escape anyway in this economy

deep jackalBOT
#

At least grab like 30 blahaj before getting back in /lh

Emmy ↩️

[Reply to:](#1316655475907104788 message) eh I'll live, my aversion to confrontation is stronger than any emotion I might feel so I might just…

opal scroll
#

XD

round summit
#

might get a small one, but will have to drift through another depressive episode first

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hope they don't become a common occurrence, I'm tired enough of existing as is

restive parcel
#

I wish I could help you

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If u ever need emotional support

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This thread is here for you

#

Blåhaj and LGBTQ+ hangout

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I think this is fitting

round summit
#

If I don't care hard enough I'll be fine, but this will objectively make me even more of a hermit than I already was

restive parcel
#

I'm sorry for you

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I wish your parents were as stupid yet supportive as my mom

round summit
#

Mine did massively underestimate my intelligence, for some reason thinking that I hid it for 3 years (which is just when I first started thinking I'd prefer to be female but no more) but then be completely uninformed about potential downsides

restive parcel
#

And I think if I make it clear to her that I am sure of my gender and I know who I am and what I want she'd be nicer

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But I couldn't care less

round summit
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I care too much unfortunately

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or rather I don't care in the slightest, but can't be fucked with confrontation

restive parcel
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That's

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Fair

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I'm sorry you have to go through this

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As much as I wish I had to courage to actually talk to my mother about this more

round summit
#

I was so close to not going through with coming out as well

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I stood in the hallway behind the door for what felt like minutes

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just debating whether I should do it

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and then the one time I build up the courage to do something

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this happens

young latch
#

what happened to wokeposting 3:

meager jungle
#

the woke left 😔

restive parcel
#

Guys

#

:3

deep jackalBOT
#

is that... ESTROGEN!?

Miss Information ↩️

[(click to see attachment)](#1316655475907104788 message)

restive parcel
#

:3

deep jackalBOT
#

GIRL! CONGRATS!!

strange crater
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nice

restive parcel
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starting on my birthday

deep jackalBOT
#

i wish we could transition, but most of us are male/non-binary and majority wins 😭

restive parcel
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not officially prescribed so ofc gotta be careful but the person i got it from has been on E since she was 16

restive parcel
deep jackalBOT
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we're not openly plural, nor am i transgender so.. that would be hard to explain to both our parents and friends kekw

Miss Information ↩️

[Reply to:](#1316655475907104788 message) mix estrogen and testosterone together frfr

restive parcel
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injects several different types of hormones
refuses to elaborate further
leaves

meager jungle
#

woahmen

deep jackalBOT
#

words for the things women have on their chest are (for some reason) blocked by the server WHY

Miss Information ↩️

[Reply to:](#1316655475907104788 message) injects several different types of hormones
refuses to elaborate further
leaves

meager jungle
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lmao

meager jungle
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now i wanna know what your message was gonna be

restive parcel
#

honkers

meager jungle
#

melons

restive parcel
#

boob

deep jackalBOT
#

we've heard of people who's honkers came in after only 15 days of estrogen 🎉

𝑨𝒍𝒃𝒆𝒓𝒕 𝑻𝒊𝒏𝒌𝒍𝒆 ↩️

[Reply to:](#1316655475907104788 message) now i wanna know what your message was gonna be

restive parcel
#

i hope that doesent happen to me

deep jackalBOT
#

well, depends how big of a dosis you take

restive parcel
#

i need a little more time to figure out how to convey it to my mom

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its like

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idk how much weekly but not a lot

deep jackalBOT
#

DISCLAIMER: we are not medical professionals

meager jungle
restive parcel
#

HEY MOM I GOT BOOBAS NOW

deep jackalBOT
#

LMFAO

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grr i dont want a low voice

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a bad thing about being transfem in a male's body

restive parcel
meager jungle
#

good lord im a freak

restive parcel
#

i could do that too lmfao

deep jackalBOT
#

oh god-

Miss Information ↩️

[Reply to:](#1316655475907104788 message) i could do that too lmfao

round summit
#

think I backpedalled hard enough to be in the clear with mom

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guess I'm kinda in a "I cannot be fucked to deal with this" mood so it's any/all for now

#

I feel like I show some plural traits but it is just me up here

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damn this brain of mine

restive parcel
#

So like

young latch
#

growth might start at 15 days but it ususally takes at least a few months for anything to be noticeable

deep jackalBOT
#

Censored stuff for privacy reasons :3

Ivory ↩️

[Reply to:](#1316655475907104788 message) that really doesnt happen

strange crater
#

but

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I don't know how well that would work for a system

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cause either you would affect everyone else

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or

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be switching voices alot

young latch
strange crater
#

out loud

deep jackalBOT
#

Yeah at least I think so

Ivory ↩️

[Reply to:](#1316655475907104788 message) i mean good for them if thats the case but are you sure they arent talking about noticing the growth…

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Well, we all have different voices but are affected by how the body's voice changes (if it deepens, we all deepens the same amount, but different voices

Chanied ↩️

[Reply to:](#1316655475907104788 message) I don't know how well that would work for a system

strange crater
deep jackalBOT
#

💯

Chanied ↩️

[(click to see attachment)](#1316655475907104788 message)

strange crater
#

i'm considering automating thigh highs now

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i don't need anymore than one

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but

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it would be funny

deep jackalBOT
#

I have almost every type cuz of Shoe

round summit
restive parcel
#

I hope you can get out someday

round summit
#

if I felt more confident about anything I could power through the bs

#

but confident is not in my emotional dictionary

harsh oak
round summit
#

you just have to like blahaj

restive parcel
#

Are you an ally

harsh oak
#

Yes (:

harsh oak
harsh oak
restive parcel
round summit
#

tbh as long as you're not an ass you're safe

restive parcel
harsh oak
round summit
#

anywho mom came back to basically go like "most men would love to have a body like yours" amongst other projecting and bs. they can have it, let me reroll my character cryign

harsh oak
#

You shouldn't listen to your mother

round summit
#

I won't, but I also can't be arsed to fight such an uphill battle

round summit
#

she was also really hung up on me choosing to wear a skirt for coming out for some reason, bringing up some nonsense about traditional women being looked down upon for wearing skirts while trans girls are celebrated for it like 5 times.

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she also just completely misunderstood what -phobic means in the lgbt context

#

so yeah as you can imagine I'm just gonna pretend to go back to what I was before just so I don't have to hear about her very flawed views on a daily basis

unique nexus
#

Yah there the best!

harsh oak
#

Anyway imma learn to drive now

#

Wish me luck (:

unique nexus
#

Good luck!

#

I'ma go eep since it's 2 am for me :)

opal scroll
strange crater
#

mine won't render

#

🙁

#

i also have a polysexual and demisexual if anyone wants to trade for nonbinary, aromantic, or asexual (not that it matters if they don't even render tho)

amber mauve
#

how have i not seen this post yet

restive parcel
#

Want some?

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Oh wait ur in America

#

Can't really give u any

#

Sowwy

woeful smelt
restive parcel
#

oH rright

#

my brain

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Ifs. 4 am

#

I need slep

restive parcel
#

I am

amber mauve
opal scroll
opal scroll
#

I will, Im just getting my Minecraft skin working

amber mauve
#

until i emailed a bunch and none of them are willing to take on new patients so bweh

sharp jacinth
sharp jacinth
sharp jacinth
#

or in your case

#

womandatory

opal heart
opal heart
opal heart
opal heart
opal heart
sharp jacinth
#

funfact

#

the seed transtranstrans is actually pretty nice

opal heart
#

What?

#

Is that a Minecraft seed?

restive parcel
#

Probably

#

Everything can be a minrcraft seed

restive parcel
opal heart
#

Im sorry

opal heart
restive parcel
#

Just kidding lol

opal heart
#

K

restive parcel
opal heart
#

Blåpats

meager jungle
#

am i?

restive parcel
#

Never play on the Albert tinkle Minecraft seed at 3 am! Gone wrong! Cops called!!!

spiral jetty
#

ts is so peam

restive parcel
#

Mox is broken

#

They didmt spawn when we said peam

mellow jackal
toxic pond
meager jungle
#

its all peam

strange crater
meager jungle
#

oops all peam

idle belfry
#

Me looking at everyone here:

opal heart
#

Wuh…

deep jackalBOT
#

Wuh...

deep jackalBOT
#

Wuh...

restive parcel
#

Wuh...

stuck trellis
#

Wuh…

harsh oak
round summit
#

shaving my arms 2 days ago has given me the perfect opportunity to feel dysphoric about my skin condition

sharp jacinth
strange crater
#

funny clock colors

restive parcel
#

I'm so excited for my birthday

#

:3

restive parcel
# strange crater

Same vibes as the 2 scissors used to represent lesbians with subtlety lol

toxic oyster
#

the way, on the low chance of IRL people clocking the colours, that one can brush it off and say ‘i just like the colour combo’

#

*with 90% of things btw

restive parcel
toxic oyster
#

they’re the same

#

genuinely

restive parcel
#

The bacon

#

Mayb

toxic oyster
#

no they are.. the only demographic with a higher than 2% chance of recognising the colours would be allies/fellow LGBTQs

restive parcel
#

Takes one to know one or smth

toxic oyster
#

exactly

toxic oyster
#

what is it

#

oh it’s the xbox one

#

minecraft creepers are literally the aro flag like….

idle belfry
opal heart
unique nexus
toxic pond
restive parcel
toxic pond
harsh oak
#

Metal deer rising

#

Heheheh

harsh oak
toxic pond
#

wah

toxic oyster
#

ping WHY

idle belfry
#

lol

toxic oyster
#

I SORRY

#

PLS

#

MERCY

restive parcel
unique nexus
#

Blahajs is the best :3

restive parcel
toxic pond
unique nexus
#

u can become one now on the server :D

harsh oak
#

Become what!?!?

unique nexus
#

blahaj :D

harsh oak
#

Oh nooo- poof

#

Huh

sharp jacinth
#

ehem

#

bkfgjerd]

#

absolutely abysmal spelling of bala=hag

#

b,ad

#

blahaj

meager jungle
#

-# weh

harsh oak
#

-# wah

restive parcel
#

-# wuh

spiral jetty
#

-# balls

harsh oak
#

I fucking hate how true this is. I experienced this problem on r/originalcharacter... 😓

meager jungle
#

-# woh

sharp jacinth
opal scroll
#

" lack of both" is basically me in a 3 word sentence...

restive parcel
#

We don't care who you are as long as you like blåhaj

idle belfry
#

And I’m not even queer

restive parcel
opal scroll
#

I just miswread this channel name as "Blahaj and BBQ handout"...
🤣🤣🤣

restive parcel
restive parcel
#

Before people start talking about politics in here regarding what happend, let's not

meager jungle
#

probably not a good idea to ask what happened then

harsh oak
strange crater
#

what

restive parcel
#

(Charlie Kirk)

strange crater
#

oh

#

yea I heard

restive parcel
#

And is now dead

#

Let's not talk about this further

meager jungle
restive parcel
#

Haj talk haj talk

#

Talk about haj

harsh oak
#

Anyway, yes

#

Hail to the haj

smoky rain
#

Not blåhaj but still cute imo

strange crater
#

wizard, why did you threaten to dess the cat