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Did I 🏻 waste my πŸ’πŸ˜― time πŸ‘‹ in college? πŸŽ“ Feel πŸ‘ disappointed 😣😒 with πŸ‘πŸ‘ new grad results I am πŸ’¦πŸ‘¨ a πŸ…±πŸ’© senior at MIT and signed πŸ“πŸ“ a πŸ‘ new πŸ‘€ grad offer at Google. However, πŸ€” lately πŸ˜€πŸ€” I've πŸ‘πŸ‘ been feeling jealous 😑😑 of my friends, πŸ‘¬β™‚ who ⁉ are 🚟 all 🏼 either going to πŸ’¦ grad school πŸŽ“πŸ“š or πŸ’πŸ’ making πŸ‘§ more πŸ™‰πŸ™… money at more πŸ—πŸ— selective firms like Jane Street/Five πŸ›£ Rings/etc. πŸ’ I feel 😫⏫ like I didn't 😘😊 live up to my potential and πŸ‘πŸ“Έ wasted my time πŸ‘ in college. πŸ‘₯πŸŽ“ I have the 🌍 perception that πŸ‘ŽπŸ˜ Google is πŸ€” not πŸ†πŸš« that 🚟 special ✌ anymore πŸ˜·πŸ…± in πŸ˜«πŸ’— 2021/2022. The truth is πŸ˜³πŸ…° I πŸ™‹ grew up 😳 in ✝ a 🏿🚾 small town 🏠❣ and was πŸ˜¨πŸ˜’ treated like πŸ‘ a genius πŸ’―πŸ˜ for being β™‚πŸ admitted to πŸš“πŸ˜° MIT and whenever I πŸ‘€ go πŸ‘‰ back β¬…πŸΌ home, 🏠🏠 people πŸ‘΄πŸ‘« still πŸ€žπŸ˜‹ treat me β™‚πŸ™ˆ like I'm πŸŽ…πŸ’ the πŸ‘¨ next πŸ‰β˜ƒ Einstein πŸ‘¦πŸ‘¦ even though πŸ‘‰ I πŸš«πŸ‘¦ know I'm πŸ˜ƒπŸ‘ certainly πŸ”—πŸ”— not. 🚫 However, πŸ€”πŸ’° I πŸ‘ˆπŸ‘ still πŸ•žπŸ˜» feel like 😻 I πŸ’•πŸ‘¨ let πŸ’‚ everyone πŸ’‚πŸ€œ down for 😩 going πŸƒ to πŸ’¦πŸ—£ a normal πŸ–– company like ➑ Google and πŸ‘βž• not πŸ™… pursuing a πŸ† PhD or πŸ˜©πŸ‘‰ getting 😑 an 😚😚 offer somewhere πŸ˜πŸ’‹ more πŸ’¦βš  prestigious. During Thanksgiving, 🏻 my πŸ‘ˆπŸ‘¨ extended family πŸ‘§πŸ˜ was πŸ‘ so impressed 😍😲 when πŸ†πŸ‘ I told 😭 them I πŸ‘ˆπŸ‘ am 🏳 going πŸš•β™‚ to Google but πŸ‘©πŸ‘ they πŸ‘₯πŸ‘§ just πŸŒπŸ‘ don't know any better, ⭐🀑 since I πŸ‘ can πŸ’¦πŸ’¦ see πŸ‘€πŸ‘€ from 🐣🀀 LinkedIn that πŸ‘‰ people πŸ‘¨ from all kinds πŸ‘¨ of ordinary backgrounds are at πŸ† Google and πŸ’¦πŸ‘ that makes πŸ’’πŸ’˜ me feel bad 😑 about πŸ’¦ myself. 🏿😐 I know this πŸšŸβ™‚ sounds arrogant and πŸ‘πŸ‘‰ I'm πŸ’°πŸ’° sorry πŸ˜₯😩 but πŸ‘ΉπŸ‘ I 🏼 can't help 🚨 but πŸ‘‹ think πŸ€”πŸ˜  this πŸ’― way. ➑ Google TC: 220k