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Did I π» waste my ππ― time π in college? π Feel π disappointed π£π’ with ππ new grad results I am π¦π¨ a π ±π© senior at MIT and signed ππ a π new π grad offer at Google. However, π€ lately π€π€ I've ππ been feeling jealous π‘π‘ of my friends, π¬β who β are π all πΌ either going to π¦ grad school ππ or ππ making π§ more ππ money at more ππ selective firms like Jane Street/Five π£ Rings/etc. π I feel π«β« like I didn't ππ live up to my potential and ππΈ wasted my time π in college. π₯π I have the π perception that ππ Google is π€ not ππ« that π special β anymore π·π ± in π«π 2021/2022. The truth is π³π ° I π grew up π³ in β a πΏπΎ small town π β£ and was π¨π treated like π a genius π―π for being βπ admitted to ππ° MIT and whenever I π go π back β¬ πΌ home, π π people π΄π« still π€π treat me βπ like I'm π π the π¨ next πβ Einstein π¦π¦ even though π I π«π¦ know I'm ππ certainly ππ not. π« However, π€π° I ππ still ππ» feel like π» I ππ¨ let π everyone ππ€ down for π© going π to π¦π£ a normal π company like β‘ Google and πβ not π pursuing a π PhD or π©π getting π‘ an ππ offer somewhere ππ more π¦β prestigious. During Thanksgiving, π» my ππ¨ extended family π§π was π so impressed ππ² when ππ I told π them I ππ am π³ going πβ to Google but π©π they π₯π§ just ππ don't know any better, βπ€‘ since I π can π¦π¦ see ππ from π£π€€ LinkedIn that π people π¨ from all kinds π¨ of ordinary backgrounds are at π Google and π¦π that makes π’π me feel bad π‘ about π¦ myself. πΏπ I know this πβ sounds arrogant and ππ I'm π°π° sorry π₯π© but πΉπ I πΌ can't help π¨ but π think π€π this π― way. β‘ Google TC: 220k