sadness

[heady edge]

https://youtu.be/XPgQaKOvvN8?si=0TrwFoXAMxgT4KS-

[formal yoke]

https://tenor.com/view/antman-what-the-hell-happened-here-avengers-gif-18240147

[torpid granite]

im sad rn

[uncut hamlet]

I put my older brother on Simplify, due to his struggle snagging/applying for medical roles. Genuinely crestfallen over this, everyone in my immediate family thought he'd be the first to succeed

[cinder veldt]

laidoff despite being the best performer

[torpid granite]

😭

[formal yoke]

bruh what has this server even become 😭

i remember posting here back when I was an unemployed new grad in 2023

[thin gate]

16k messages wtf

[formal yoke]

?

[thin gate]

Ur total messages on cscd

[formal yoke]

yes i've been here for years 😂

[formal yoke]

bruh you show up like a few times a month and 💀-react my messages 😭

[plain maple]

The game is mid

[amber kayak]

Whats this

[somber skiff]

✅

[clear temple]

sad

[tall sparrow]

Came here and thought this was a channel to vent to

[naive crane]

Wow it's been 6 months since that message. I was down horrendous. I've had ups and downs but I am doing a little bit better now. Will hit 5 months at my new job in a bit. Pay is good, don't need to try and sublease half of my apt anymore. Still haven't made any friends outside of work since I don't put myself out there, so it does get lonely at times and I remember why I moved here in the first place, and then it becomes a sad day. But things generally have gotten better, even if just a little bit, over time.

[calm marsh]

you got this stranger, now friend. Sf can be very lonely, people don't like having friends but there are some very very nice people! im glad you're thriving, or at least a little better than surviving. you're doing great! Sf is hard to live in!

[tall sparrow]

67 😞

[eternal sequoia]

i still see stripe in my room

cant take back the leetcode that i gave u

its to the point where i love and i hate u

[formal yoke]

https://tenor.com/view/not-gonna-make-it-end-of-day-bunny-rabbit-gif-13939091

[sharp kite]

im tired, boss

[dim mulch]

Laid off from big company in July constant applications still no job anyone have similar experiences ?

Then I had a verbal offer at space x then got ghosted

[ripe zealot]

need to sadpost rn

it actually might be over in all areas of life

[lime sorrel]

I tried to hang myself a few weeks ago. I pushed myself so hard that my back gave out. I worked myself very hard for no return. I’d do anything to get away from my abusive family. At the end of the day I ask if it’s worth to stay alive and take the abuse or just end it.

[marble bramble]

Soft laid off (no renewal for my contract which ends next month). Living in a foreign country in gcc because my country sucks, as a non-citizen, it's costful to hire me

Even those "equal opportunity employers" and international companies are legally forced to hire citizens, do you need a visa sponsorship? You get an automatic rejection if you answered yes on the portal

It's unfair, I hate my passport

[sharp kite]

don't quit, keep going!

[tropic stream]

I tried to hang myself a few weeks ago.

[south isle]

is this the doomer channel igot some doom

[uncut hamlet]

Yes

[bronze river]

ngll so tired of the doom man

[clever shell]

the game is good wdym

[uncut hamlet]

Angy

[steady turret]

Yo im sad

[pallid knoll]

same bruh

[viral ember]

Ngmi

[limber ravine]

real

[uncut hamlet]

https://giphy.com/gifs/beer-technology-shower-K67vy3iTdPp16

[coarse dragon]

https://tenor.com/view/frieren-anime-sapporo-beer-have-a-drink-gif-18072188854657346074

[uncut hamlet]

love me some sapporo

[latent hamlet]

I'm tired of everything. hate the inaction. Hate myself for being the cause of inaction.

[austere vault]

hi guys