I can’t deal my with parenst anymore. They yell at me and scold me for the smallest mistakes. And my dad doesn’t believe in mistakes for some reason, he just thinks I only care abt myself. And he’s lowkey a shitty person as well. He says very prejduced things all the time, has a short temper, and acts like he’s a saint meanwhile he’s nowhere near one. I also just can’t handle how they yell at me over the smallest things. It’s made my anxiety and depression so much worse over the years which it seems like they don’t care about. I’ve literally opened up a little abt my anxiety and my dad thinks it’s cause of normal teenage anxiety and my phone and essentially just said to get over it. Even though I’ve said how i genuinely cannot be calm for a minute 💔. Like dude I just don’t know what to do anymore. My best friend is slowly leaving me and our other friend cause he’s become popular and hanging out with terrible ppl who just hook up with girls and get drunk and bully others and I’m scared for him. And he ditches us all the time and I can’t handle it. And my parents discipline is messing me up sm too. They made me cancel plans w my friend today bc I forgot to charge my phone downstairs last night. In fact he just told me when he made me cancel that bc I need to learn through pain. Like HOLY SHIT that’s not gonna make me learn it just makes me resent you over time. Mistakes happen and he doesn’t get it. And it has made me resent him, if im being honest, I hate to admit it but i genuinely don’t feel like he loves me. I feel as though he sees me as a chore. And im a good kid too, I get good grades and I never act out or are rude to others. He just doesn’t care. I rlly can’t handle this anymore though. All I do is worry and I’m depressed and I feel like nobody cares and I’ve lost motivation and genuinely hate myself. I wish I could redo all my life choices. Idk what to do anymore and my parents just make it worse. If anyone has advice pls help.