ever since 2nd (im in 5th rn) my mom has been
1 (Dont unspoiler if u get triggered easily) Traumatizing me ||because i can hear her and her bf having sex|| and giving me ptsd due to it
2 I cant express myself at all and if i cry bc she screams at me plus i have ligyrophobia (the fear of loud noises or shouting) and she knows i have ligyrophobia and still yells at me and she says “i dont like yelling at you” when she obviouslly dosent care of she yells at me
3 she will assume that i did something/ am going to ask her something and yell at me for it
4 when i have a breakdown bc i have to go to her bf’s apt she deprives me of my items and things like, last time (last week) she said “if you keep acting like this when we go other there im going to take away your allowence”
5 she never lets me do anything like I have to go to her bf’s house when i technically dont have to because if a kid is being activly traumatized somewhere they do not have to go but whenever i want to do smth (play/hangout with friends go outside ect) she says “no” like, why do i have to do everything you want to do but everytime i want to do something she says “no” and if i ask why she screams/yells at me
6 i hate her because of all of this plus i dont trust her dont feel safe in my own apt and i dont even like being near her neitether feel safe.
7 she calls me a brat for asking if i can stay up till midnight when we go somewhere on the weekends (she always lest me stay up till midnight on usual weekends)
8 when i have a breakdown bc i have to go to her bf’s house bc i get traumatized over and over and over and over and over and over again she tells me im just overreacting
(Btw sorry for any typos)
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#I need help
willow osprey
willow osprey
ever since 2nd (im in 5th rn) my mom has been
1 (Dont unspoiler if u get trigge...
plus due to this it makes me want to ||kill myself||
placid shadow
ever since 2nd (im in 5th rn) my mom has been
1 (Dont unspoiler if u get trigge...
i feel the same bu tmy mom loves i understand 1. 2. 3. 5. this is all i hate
ive been trying to understand but like
i hate everything about it
willow osprey
i hate everything about it
same here
willow osprey
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE. ALL I HESR RN IS MY MOM AND HER STUPID ASS BF HAVING ||SEX||. I HATE IT I HQTE IT I HATE IT MY MOM NEVER EVEN LISTENS TO ME
fleet helm
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE. ALL I HESR RN IS MY MOM AND HER STUPID ASS BF HAVING ||S...
Do the same but really obnoxious
lapis matrix