#lost all hopes about my career

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fiery thorn
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so i live in india, and im currently in grade 12. Im about to enter college and due to unfair evaluation of my papers i wont be able to get into the colleges that i want to since, theyre too expensive to get into without a merit and ive now lost that merit cuz of the score. i almost feel like im going to fail in life and i feel like i wont be able to do much as a good college is a must to build a career first. idk man i feel like its all gone and i have no hopes.

manic pond
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I am going through something similar I expceted above 85% but got 78%
I hope justice is served to us

fiery thorn
manic pond
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I dont understand my parents honestly
They said my marks are fine but they have told all my relatives I scored 85%
Hate how because of me they have to tell people a fake perecentage
I swear to god my papers went fine I dont know why i scored this much only

spare fox
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I understand that you didn't get the score you wanted, whatever subject is it, even if it's from a different college the quality would be same. It's just that you have a so-so big college name in your future resume. But if you got skills in that particular subject, you will still rock on. You are not burdening your parents and I think you should talk to any of your dad or mom about it and express.

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spare fox
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I live in India too, I'm elder to you. I have only done 2 years after 12th, which was a 3 year course and dropped in the last year because I can't continue and I don't know what my future would be. At least you have a college and you would do your degree so it's better you continue and don't worry

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Everything would be alright don't take stress.

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spare fox
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Yes!!!

manic pond
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hoping

fiery thorn
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i took 5 months to cope

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yet i gave my absolute best for boards

manic pond
fiery thorn
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i tried man i did give it my all

manic pond
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more power to you

spare fox
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What happened, like you had a relationship of 3 years?

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spare fox
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And then you had a breakup 5 months ago?

manic pond
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are you not appearing for any other entrances like cuet

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manic pond
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yes

spare fox
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Oh yeah, it takes time to move on, maybe you are still moving on. When you have spent so much time with a person it becomes a ritual that is never ending.

fiery thorn
manic pond
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thank you!

fiery thorn
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you told me you left college midway

spare fox
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Oh, there's a lot of societal stigma

fiery thorn
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haha yeah

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but do you have any other career paths

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like planned out

spare fox
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It's alright, I am happy with what I am

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I don't have to stress myself

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Just to satisfy other people

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I just cannot do it, so I gave up

fiery thorn
fiery thorn
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youll figure it out man

spare fox
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Figure what?

fiery thorn
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idk i mean

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what you wanna do

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with your life

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your interests

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if i make sense

spare fox
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Well for now I watch series

fiery thorn
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haha funn

spare fox
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My favorite series dexter

fiery thorn
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TWIN

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did u finish it

spare fox
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Nah I'm on season 7 ep 8

fiery thorn
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ohh

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is it worth watching past season 4?

spare fox
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Yeah it is

fiery thorn
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im watching 4

spare fox
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It's a nice buildup

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But season 6 was awful

fiery thorn
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bet cuz i saw a lot of people hating on s5 s6

fiery thorn
spare fox
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Nah you have to watch it because the next series have continuation of the previous season

fiery thorn
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okok fair

spare fox
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Season 5 was also okaish

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But season 7 is EPIC!

fiery thorn
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4 goated

fiery thorn
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bet

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ima watch t then

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isnt 8 garbage

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like acc to reddit anol

spare fox
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yeah chill don't worry about your college

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Ooh yeah acc to Reddit, season 6 is good

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Some said garbage to season 6

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But I didn't like season 6

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Idk about season 8 but on IMDb it's really low on stars

fiery thorn
fiery thorn
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sounds mixed

fiery thorn
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i got a lot of leaks ab

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s8

spare fox
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Oh pls don't spoil that for me

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😅

fiery thorn
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🤭 should

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i

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😋

spare fox
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Nahhhhh

fiery thorn
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ok

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ok

spare fox
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💰

fiery thorn
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i wont

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but its

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disgusting

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kinda

spare fox
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Imma watch it soon

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Btw season 2 was epic too

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I like Lila

fiery thorn
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YEAHH

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baddie

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but

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i mean i get that she gets

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hated on

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but dawg like come on

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she supported him

spare fox
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Lol yeah

fiery thorn
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saw him for who he was

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empathised with him

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maybe siding with biney wouldnt have been fair

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but lila

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he couldve

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but she killed doakes

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forgot

spare fox
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Yeah sorry my battery died

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I went to make myself some noodlessss

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Late night craving ig

fiery thorn
fiery thorn
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GNG

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GNG

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i have a question

spare fox
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Yes??

fiery thorn
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i dont wanna sound

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nosy

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and

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i mean

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no fucking

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offense

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im bad at putting things into

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words

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like my actual intentions

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behind it

spare fox
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Yeahh

fiery thorn
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im js curious

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ok so like

spare fox
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Yeah

fiery thorn
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are your parents cool with it

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like the drop

spare fox
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Yeah they have accepted

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They care about my health

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They are very supportive

fiery thorn
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wowww

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thats nice

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so have u like started planning for

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other alternatives

spare fox
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Though I would always have a guilt

fiery thorn
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or do u wanna rest for now

fiery thorn
spare fox
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I would wanna get that convocation hat too

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When I look others

fiery thorn
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do u plan on going back?

spare fox
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But I think I just can't. I have gotten lazy, no energy, nothing

fiery thorn
spare fox
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I want to but I don't like going out

fiery thorn
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dont isolate yourself

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ive learnt it the hard way

spare fox
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My college is like 5-6km away

fiery thorn
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i see

spare fox
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That isn't the problem...I have to like change several mode of transportation for it

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I have to wake up early

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I have given up

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I just can't do it

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I take sleeping pills

fiery thorn
spare fox
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I have been prescribed with 4 different anxiety medications and 1 for my diabetes

fiery thorn
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im sorry i dont know wht to say

spare fox
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Yeah.....That is why my parents are ok

fiery thorn
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i see i see

spare fox
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My mental health

fiery thorn
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thats nice man im happy for you

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that part

spare fox
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I'm just 20

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I mean what can I say

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Life goes on

fiery thorn
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yessirrr

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are u in therapy or anything?

spare fox
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Nah

fiery thorn
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mhmhmh i se i see

spare fox
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It's waste of money

fiery thorn
spare fox
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Tried

fiery thorn
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what makes u say that

spare fox
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4 times

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You know how do you get out of depression

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First get someone to talk to

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Get into a hobby that makes u enjoy

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Then take care of yourself

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You don't need to pay a therapist just so that they can hear you. They really dont care about the patient. In the end it's their family who they have to care about

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I didn't like any of the therapist I spoke toi

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spare fox
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Even the psychologists

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spare fox
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You just need a friend

fiery thorn
spare fox
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You can talk to

fiery thorn
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do you have friends?

spare fox
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Nah

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Just 1 person, my boyfriend

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And I don't want any friends...like I'm all friendly and good with people but I don't talk to anyone....I've had many friends

fiery thorn
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W

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wait you a girl?

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or a dude?

spare fox
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Yep

fiery thorn
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oh okay oaky

fiery thorn
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i mean atleast you got him gng

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glad u do

spare fox
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Yeahhhhh

fiery thorn
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when do u sleep gng

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its late

spare fox
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Imma sleep later on....

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I don't feel sleepy rn

fiery thorn
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ight ight bet

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gng

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do u believe in

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hoping for the best

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more like are u

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optimistic

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they call it manifesting now

spare fox
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I don't know

fiery thorn
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MHMHMHMH

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okok

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was curous

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curious

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aight gng thanks again

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ima sleep

spare fox
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Yeah .. byeeee