#I want to hurt people

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terse goblet
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The urge is getting harder and harder to overcome I want to hurt someone so bad the thought of it is driving me insane I feel extremely guilty from this I feel like a horrible person but the hurting someone emotionally or physically or worse eases my mind I feel so weird since I was never like this I always took the liking of gore at a young age (I was exposed to it as a young age too) but it never had any affect on me up untill now where I wanna commit those actions that I've seen from those videos will I probably ever hurt someone? No but for the sake of my mentality and morality I need to fix this if anyone has advice or a way to cope with it feel free to tell me

cursive dagger
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Ive been there before.
Have you tried playing a violent video game? It could maybe help get those violent thoughts out, or maybe watch something funny and/or calming to get your mind of it

grim island
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@terse goblet Gore exposure at young age can have very drastic affects on you. I experienced that myself. I'm 24 and it made me do alot of things I wish I hadn't and got me in serious trouble.

It's really important you talk to a professional as soon as possible. Perhaps there is some guidance in your school you can talk to.

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These thoughts are harming you. It's not your fault and you don't need to feel ashamed at all. Just get help as soon as you can.

terse goblet
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I've tried playing violent video games they help pretty significantly it just requires me to play them for a long amount of time for the urge to wear off, I would reach out to a counselor in my school but I know for sure they'll snitch to my parents I'm gonna try to find more ways to help maybe I'll tell my significant other I dunno thanks for the help

grim island
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30 minutes of awkward explanation to your parents could save you from a future stained life. Think about what's worth more in the end.

mighty anvil
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I would recommend talking to a professional about this.

Sometimes these thoughts are impulsive but the more you worry about it, the more paranoid you will become. I would say to have a good ground on your moral compass but the best and reasonable solution would to talk to a professional.

terse goblet
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you are apart what you're brain consumes I guess

bronze void
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its fine that u r feelin this as you say you were exposed to gore but its really a good thing to seek help from any adult near you who you can trust and wont snitch and violent games can be of a problem too so limit those

foggy magnet