#Idk what's happening to me

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sweet anvil
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Thursday night I was playing with my ex girlfriends exbf, him and I are friends, then she joined we her and I played and she was genuinely happy and had a genuine laugh that I missed so much but then he texted her and she got all sad and depressed then Friday morning she blocked me and that's when I just suddenly started getting physically sick and idk whats going on

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sweet anvil
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It was VDay we had plans and her ex came back that day her and I called for about 1hr and she went to call her ex, she told me she was gonna call him to talk for a bit, but after their call she texted me saying that her asked her out and mind you he doesn't know about me or even know that she's in a relationship, so she said yes, and thats when she left me, it wasn't till Thursday April 30th that her and I were on a call with the other guy who is now her ex again, let's call him G and my ex E, so G and I are playing DBD and I ask E if she wanted to join the call cause if hes in a call with me then she'll join, so she joins the call, G leaves to have dinner, and E and I are talking and we hop on Fort, G comes back soon after she ask him if he wants to join Karioke on Fort with us he politely declined so her and I are playing she's laughing that genuine laugh I miss so much hearing, she was genuinely happy with me again but after G left the call he texted her saying "Go be with Zeus and have fun playing" she instantly got sad and depressed, and I still love her so much she means so much to me E and I do have similarities but I didn't wanna ask her out again cause I wanted to make sure that was her choice to make, I recently started to get sick after that day

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Don’t talk to her bro

sweet anvil
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She has me blocked

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I am worried bout her tho she told me she's gonna see a therapist about some dark thoughts she's been having and she's trying to move on from him, but I really am truly in love with her

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But I gave her something to think about

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sweet anvil
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Also I told her this

What we wondered was this

He gave you chances to prove that you can be diffrent and all

(I probably know the answer)

But why not let me show that I've changed, and im sure he even sees that i had changed

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sweet anvil
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Yeah she even says she doesn't but in reality she does care about me even G told me that last night

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sweet anvil
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Yeah ik what she did to me was wrong but once she found out some other girl her and I know likes me E went to ask A(the other girl) questions cause E said "I had a feeling she was lying and I don't wanna see you get hurt again"

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sweet anvil
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This is not feelings

sweet anvil
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I guess so

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Last night I was playing with G and he tells me that E told him "I dont care about Zeus" but then would say that she does care about me

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Don’t get trapped

sweet anvil
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Yeah I've been trying to learn to live my life without her but sometimes it doesn't feel right

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