#My story

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Hey you can call me Moniser I'm 19 years old but during this entire story I was 18. I'm the average kid I make anime vsbattle YouTube videos for a living I don't drink I don't smoke l don't do anything bad I've been a good kid my whole life. I come from a Muslim background I'm from Afghanistan but I was born and raised in the west so I'm pretty white washed.
Now to get to the point my cousin dated this one girl about 3 years ago she's a year older then me and she comes from a white/ japanese family. She dated my cousin for about 2 years and during those 2 years he would add her to the call with me and slowly over time he would tell me stories. Obviously he's from a Muslim background so his parents didn't like her and would always kick him out of the house whenever they would see him with her. Ever since he got with her he would be homeless sleeping on the street sleeping at her house he had no self respect dignity nothing gave it all up to her and I used to make fun of him for it. 6 months into their relationship she cheated on him and then begged for him back. She then at one point even called the cops on him. They ended up breaking up and it was really toxic but the way I perceived her was this innocent girl who was being abused by my cousin and was forced to cheat. He would always tell me moniser she's a wh*re but I'd never believe a word he would say. The reason I didn't believe him is because he was a very down bad guy who would show everyone his private videos with her. Anyways I started liking this girl because I've always been into Asians and I always thought I was perfect at everything and everything that he did that he got caught for I could have avoided with her.

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So one day I ask him for her phone number he gives it not thinking much of it and I start talking to her. We talk for 2 weeks and she cuts me off because she isn't ready for a relationship. What's weird is she would flirt with me time to time but then stop cuz she was apparently talking to someone and it wouldn't work out. Fast forward 2 months she messages me again. Calls me adds me starts randomly asking me for pics starts asking me to link her and I'm like dude you were just talking to someone and left me? I thought you couldn't link me because it was too risky?
She's different now. We start dating and as we date my life goes downhill. My parents get mad I have so many family issues, I sold my business to buy her stuff, I got in a car crash at 3am in my dads car with no license got 3000 dollars worth of tickets lost my license because she wanted to see me at 3am during a snow storm. I was even homeless at one point. This girl even to a club when I didn't want her to go and then was in th same house as my cousin (other cousin) somebody who she's kissed in the past and he's hitting on her.
I later find out her body count went from 2-4-5-9-10???? Her number always changed.

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Ofc her past would haunt me because 6/10 of them were my friends and people I knew lol. But I was naive I gave it all up for this girl my cousin my family my friends all of it up for her. I didn’t listen to the warnings didn’t listen to anything. Now we broke up she’s left my life I have court to worry about I lost my business I’m crying every night because I can’t believe I fell for such a trick and even now I feel remorse and I feel bad for her even tho I’m the victim. My parents aren’t the same nobody is in my family anymore. She’s likely with another dude now. Morel of the story don’t date ur cousins ex and once a cheater always a cheater not that I got cheated on but the dude she was talking to during me was cheated on with me. But I struggle to get her off my mind it’s so bad that I had a video scheduled and I can’t even post it in time because whenever I remember her I lose taste in everything. Any advice? DMs are open

queen rivet
slow rapids
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She finds a friend group gets dropped by them gets with a guy breakup goes to another group then another guy

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It’s a cycle

queen rivet