There's nothing I can do | The Therapy Center | Page 1

I've tried I really have but no matter what I do Im stuck in the same place and I just dont know what to do anymore. I have no friends neither irl or online nor do I have anyone I can talk to about anything, I have no gf, my family enjoy making fun out of me and thats it we rarely ever have a normal conversation, I am constantly negative no matter how hard I try to get rid of these negative thoughts, I am genetically ugly and before you ask yes I do take care of myself and I am not overweight I am just simply ugly, I constantly live in regret and wish I just had lived a different life than the one I am living now, I am unable to talk to people in my country due to the language barrier so Ive just given up in learning the language and just waiting until I move out the country for college if I even can go, I have no dreams all of them have been taken away and theres nothing I really want to do anymore, I have no motivation to do anything anymore because of how heavily depressed I am no matter how hard I try, I hate going outside as well because of all the gypsys out there that annoy me everytime i go out and also because seeing people with their friends or partner just makes me extremely depressed, all I do is just game and workout thats all I dont even bother studying anymore im surprised ive made it this far with what i remember from lessons but its slowly not working anymore. I dont want to live like this anymore but what can I do, I have no one to talk to about this nor anyone I can ask for advice and sure I have this server but do people genuinely care about a random stranger? I really doubt that, everytime I go here i just recieve the same old basic advice like that will change my life around, what is even the point in asking help anymore, is there any actual advice that may help me?

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