#Mel’s journal (replies are fine)
twin monolith
Sunday, March 22, 2026
Writing this at 9:40pm
Today was a pretty stressful day and a not productive one either I pretty much lazed in bed all day instead of doing like the 10 missing assignments that still need to be done 
and I have been telling myself that I’ll get it done and still haven’t due to my mental health and lack of motivation but I will today! And I’ll be sending proof in here when I do to keep myself on track. I’ve been slacking off for too long and that needs to change
Speech:
I also have a speech tomorrow and still haven’t created the outline but I plan on doing it tonight (won’t say what my speech is on just in case one of you goes to my school) hopefully I’ll do well on it I got an A on my last speech
Issues with parents (guests coming over and more):
My mom being very annoying today I honestly forgot what she did but she was pissing me off and when I called her out she started to call me useless and how I couldn’t do anything (like wash the dishes, cook, clean properly) when I literally can and when I told her that she tried to gaslight me which is something she always does and how I actually don’t know how to do anything it’s annoying because she says this shit and not even seconds later she’s asking me to do that thing she said I couldn’t do LOL
My dad was also pissing me off we were having guest today’s and I had just washed my 3 baby siblings and was sitting on the couch waiting to see what my mom wanted me to do next and he was like “you better wear something else when the guests come because you look stupid” and I told him I looked that way because I’ve been washing my baby siblings and he got mad and started to yell at me telling me to stfu because I was stupid and dumb which honestly upset me
Anyways the guests did come and my siblings and I just chilled in my parents' room and had some of the cookies and snacks when the guests left
I also played with my baby brother and hung out with my parents my dad always likes to comment on my eyes and how small they are (they aren’t) and asks me if I’ve been playing games because he thinks that’s the reason that they look like that like no you dumb bitch my eyes just look like that and his are literally smaller than mine so he can stfu my mom also told him that I was playing games (using my phone) like yes I was but why tell him that and get me in trouble (she was still mad about the comment I made earlier LOL)
Crush:
I’m upset that my crush dropped out of my class I looked forward to going to that class because of him and now it will be boring because he won’t be there. I mean there are other cute guys in that class but I actually talked and connected with him; he even complimented me so I’m just really bummed out because I wanted to get to know him more :(
Friends:
I’m really grateful for my online friends John (whom I have recently met) and Patrick who I have known for 1 year they always cheer me up when I’m depressed or upset and I’m grateful for my other friends as well
I’m currently in my room and writing this instead of doing my hw but I’m going to start on it in a bit
Update:
IT’S 11:9PM AND I STILL HAVEN’T STARED
Update 2:
It’s currently 11:57pm my Chromebook died mid-type when I was writing my speech now I’m waiting for it to turn on and I’m talking to my friend Jerry while I wait since my friend John fell asleep
Mel’s journal (replies are fine)