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wild wadi
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ok lowkey i just opened this journal but i will be touching up on it i swear i will

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but uh my goal for this journal is to improve my writing speed (i take so darn long to type a paragraph on most topics) and just something to look back on digitally

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🙂

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uh a brief overview of me:
-im 13
-he/him
-inf(p/j?)-t (i lowkey dont even know if my mbti is accurate)
-asian
-i like basketball, all sorts of music (kpop, rock, hiphop, EDM, rnb, etc.), arts & crafts, roblox, and so much more
thats it
-im lowkey a boring person ngl
-i can speak english fluently
-i can speak chinese and hokchia (dialect) to some extent

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gn and ill think of a journal name as i head to bed

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bye

wild wadi
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hmm ive been thinking and i think to match the upcoming season, ill spring-ify this journal for now

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until i have other ideas

wild wadi
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2nd day of spring and it is boiling hot

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😵

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im not very sure what to put in my journal rn

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not a lots going on since im still technically on spring break

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schools starting up again monday tho 😓

wild wadi
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March 23, 2026 4:40 PM
hello hello helloo

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school today was ok

wild wadi
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the whole day i was so tired, as well with everyone else since we just got back from spring break

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i did get harassed by some ppl but im pretty much used to it

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but i have a lot of stuff to do today like slam poetry and working on a science project with a friend

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however slam poetry is something im extremely nervous about

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since u have to talk clearly and with passion

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and i dont think i could really do that

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ill try to be optimistic tho and look at this as a challenge to grow

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im lowkey stressed out a little

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since state testing is in 2 weeks

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and i dont feel prepared at all, esp for the essay portion

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honestly this year has knocked all my confidence for english and math

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so here i am back at square A trying to build a stronger foundation and base

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although im considered very smart

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i dont feel like that at all

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i really wanna get into studying more but i procrastinate and dont have the energy for it

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ive been tryign since basically the start of the school year augh

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however the #1 thing i need to work on are essays

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because my sentence structures seem to be very little

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and i really overall just hate my essay writing style

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its very clunky and muddy to read

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and the standards for middle school state testing has increased a lot compared to elementary so im very worried

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ill try to push thru and i srsly want to do well

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now ill attempt to lock in on my hw and other stuff

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actually adding to that

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i have my p.e. fitness gram or state test

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idk what its called

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and i cant do pushups at all i realized

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all ive been doing is humping the ground 🙂

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so i definitely need to work on my pushups today as well

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i was supposed to work on it during spring break

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but uh

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wonder what happened to that

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now that ive let some of my worries out

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im gonna work on hw no

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w

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cya

wild wadi
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March 24, 2026 10:48 PM
hhh im srsly dying

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i need to study for a science test tmr and finish me and my partner's science fair project

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we had all month but only worked on it for 3 days...

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and most of our meetups were not very productive so im here stuck trying to finish 85% of the poster

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and then i need to somehow study, shower, and try to write an outline to my english essay

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i wonder if ill be able to do it all

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we'll see tmr

wild wadi
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March 27, 2026 9:32 PM
I was able to finish our science project around 2 am whew we got tier 1 (first place) with a gazillion other ppl lol
still happy tho

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since the school years coming to an end soon

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i really hope that ill be able to go to this really good school with all my friends from 6th

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although im not sure how that would happen

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since like transportation and stuff

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their parents offered to pick me up and drop me off each day

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but my parents feel like that theyll feel debted and idk

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they make me feel like idk

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kinda belittled ig

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they assume i only want to go only for my freinds and like

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after school we could figure it out by ourselves and try to go to the same college

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but u know damn well that its very rare for those typa situations to actually happen

wild wadi
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but basically all the students around there are more academically successful

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compared to ur normal public school

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and i really wanna surround with ppl like that

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since in my school rn no one seems to care about academics

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which is totally fine but i srsly want someone to perhaps study with

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it feels like im always helping/tutoring others

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but when i dont get a topic

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basically no one around me knows so

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im really hoping i can go

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although the school im in rn has so much good things

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that the other school my friends are in doesnt have

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(spelling bee, science fairs, fun activities, etc.)

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i feel like i could sacrifice those fun things to be with my friends

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but i srsly feel isolated from them

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all year long ive been clinging onto this hope

wild wadi
wild wadi
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so wishing the best

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goodbye

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also i still dont really ahve any ideas for this journal

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so far now itll be this generic mess

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im fine w that tho all i need to do is jot down my thoughts

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👍

wild wadi
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BRUHHH

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today in my 5th period

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me and my friend were joking around

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UNTIL (tw: su1cide) idk if i need this warning but ill put it js in case

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she typed in "||i want to kms"|| into my chromebook

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and five minutes later

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...our sub answers the phone

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and tells me to go to the counselors office

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but luckily we both didnt get into trouble

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for now

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idk whats gonna happen tmr

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but basically in the counselors office i kinda explained what happened

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and then my friend went in as well

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and she had to take a wellbeing assessment 😵

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and uh

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im pretty miuch a goody-two-shoes

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cz getting into trouble is scary asf

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and i am pretty shocked at what had happened

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so hopefully this doesnt end up on my record

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and yea

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thats it

wild wadi
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hey

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im going to start excercising consistently

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and today is day twoo

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i feel super good rn even tho i might be sore tmr

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and after reading thru my old msgs from other places

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i realized i talked really like

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kinda immature in a way?

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so i want to work on that since i do get ignored sometimes

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and im assuming thats the reasn

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this is the end of my may 3rd log

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see u soon

wild wadi
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doing pretty well

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completed day 6 excercise

wild wadi
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day 11 im so happy

wild wadi
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?

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closing this journal

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a whole big mess