he smokes in bed | The Therapy Center | Page 1

wintry pebble Mar 14, 2026, 3:12 AM

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just gonna talk about my life

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i hate how sensitive i can be

wintry pebble Mar 14, 2026, 3:33 AM

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i know its not her fault

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i just want to be loved

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it hurts

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i feel so disposable

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i was having a good day

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i fucking hate myself

prime wasp Mar 16, 2026, 1:10 PM

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wintry pebble i just want to be loved

here... the right person will love you full heartedly okay?, you are not disposable, you are enough and you are loved, we care about you okay?, i understand how you feel and it is completely valid

prime wasp Mar 16, 2026, 1:12 PM

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wintry pebble i hate how sensitive i can be

your emotions are okay to show, and it is okay to be sensitive, i'm sensitive too and it hurts sometimes, ❤️‍🩹 it is going to get better from now on, you're gonna be okay 🥹

wintry pebble Mar 18, 2026, 4:35 AM

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its cool

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i hate how dysfunctional my family is

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i hate how no one is sexually attracted to me

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i cant help but wonder if its my fault

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im trans

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they obviously wont like this

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something to get me out of my head

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i feel so useless

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just a tool

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a tool for my parents

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a tool for my friends

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i cant explore my identity without fearing

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i realize that i rarely want to communicate anymore

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when im asked whats wrong

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i just want to say nothing

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just rub it off

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yea im credited for being smart

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that im gonna exceed in my fields

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they lie to my face

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i wish i had no expectations

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"are you sure?"

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cause even if i did

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it wouldnt matter

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is that all you care about?

wintry pebble Mar 18, 2026, 5:06 AM

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just leave him to deal with it on his own

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shame him when he speaks

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tell him how he burnt the house down

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tell him how he ruined your life

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tell me how my emotions arent worthy

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tell me that my needs arent important

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forget about anything i ask for

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forget about my emotions

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forget about me

wintry pebble Mar 31, 2026, 5:06 AM

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back here i guess

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i feel like an extension of your ego

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a tool for you to look and feel good

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you dont fear what didnt happen

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you fear what already happened

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i fear repetition

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the repetitive cycle of abandonment

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of using me

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the repetitive cycle of hatred

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theres no real way out of it

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i remember why i dislike doing things for others now

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i stopped buying and hand making things

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now ill stop music

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a lesson to be learnt that no matter what i do value wont exist within me

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when i stop being new

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when i stop being what you thought i was

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a tool that provides without requiring maintenance

wintry pebble Mar 31, 2026, 5:30 AM

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forget it

wintry pebble Mar 31, 2026, 6:20 AM

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the thought of death used to be so frightening

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so unbearable that i sob

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you get used to it

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the thought of death is what comforts me at night

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that ill die and i wont wake up to see what happens

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that helps me sleep at night

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sometimes

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other times i lose control of my mind and body

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i beg to find a way to stop the physical pain

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i end up punching my chest until it stops hurting

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or suffocating myself until i pass out

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with one thought

#he smokes in bed