#Everything hurts sm

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bronze chasm
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I genuinely dont know tf to do... I set my friend up with a guy she liked... The thing is, i like her. Like i genuinely do, but i still set her up so shed be happy, now everything hurts... Like everything, the loneliness l, the pain of all these past years is getting to the deepest parts if my body and i dont have anyone to go to, and then theres the fact that no one is actually ever there for me, no one loves me

limber meadow
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I get it man. But you have a serious heart that not alot of people have. You did what you knew would make her happy, and thats strong love right there. Don't beat yourself up for having a heart. I have the same issue. Sometime I feel as if Im too kind, and most of the time it bites me in the ass. But I still do what I can to help others before myself, because personally me, my happiness comes from helping others, because if I can make someone else's day better, I feel as if I did what I needed to that day. Knowing that I did something to make someone else happy is what keeps me going everyday. Ive always had a hard time making friends in life, and at first I thought I was lonely. I felt that loneliness that your feeling, but I learned that being lonely ain't so bad. Sometimes, it helps you understand who you truly are.