I need some friends and help with being loneliness whom I can be close to

[analog pasture]

I literally have nobody to talk to..i'm not an interesting person since can I talk properly with people in real life.
its been almost 10 years since i had a conversation with someone, I've changed schools multiple times but I always got bullied and harrassed every single time, getting || death threats and physically violently hurting me multiple times..||when i went to school since 1st grade till highschool, the bullying aside I just had to stay quiet for 10 hours of school every single day whole year. And at home my parents are just the same, the entire day I mostly interact with them for a maximum of 10 minutes..and the rest of the time I ALWAYS get said extremely hurtful things..
I can't count..i'm feeling extremely lonely as I hadn't had a single friendship since childhood. I can't stand the hurtful words from my mom and dad.

I just need someone who won't judge me and will accept me for who I am. I'm extremely scared of someone who will abandon me. I just need some close friends.

[signal monolith]

Hello

Sad to hear that...dont worry tho...

It will be alright...

Do you have any hobbies or any interest you would like to talk about ?

[analog pasture]

I do have many hobbies and interests i'm gonna try to become an artist someday (i lovee doing digital art) and also I love gaming too (its always a good stress relief method)

[analog pasture]

ahh thank you so much 😭 ❤️

[unique tiger]

Do you want to be friends?

[analog pasture]

sure :)

[normal dust]

I wont judge u

[analog pasture]

Awhh all of you guys are so nice 😭 thank you for being there

[normal dust]

no problem