Kav day

[polar moth]

21/February

I did feel pain in the chest last night and back pain because of my mental health problem and Psychology i did sleep and i did dream about bad stuff like a nightmare
I did wake up 10am
I didn't do anything just did open discord and I'm fasting so I'm not doing anything else than passing time until iftar so i can eat
Also i did talk in 4 servers
And i did learn German from Duolingo and i did hit the level 14
I'm getting close to 32 it's gonna take a month maybe so i can know that i have a good background
It's 3:18 pm now I'm writing my first ever journal msg
Idk if it's the good time to post it but it's a good thing ig

[polar moth]

It's 11:34pm
I did eat like a couple of hours ago because the sun did get down so yeah
I'm trying to figure a way to change my life
I did talk with a couple of ppl about my story and how they can help me it end up with nothing that could benefit me so god bless them for just talk with me
Idk but i feel like outside my country there's life I'm trying to reach that goal one day

[polar moth]

12:06 am
I did wake up i was hungry ofc because I'm fasting today i did talk with my a bit about different stuff also i did upgrade my rank on Duolingo I'm pink now
I did eat a lot in iftar and there's nothing else i did do and i did study a bit
Yeah that's it

[polar moth]

3:51 am
I did study like for an hour but like how ever I'm repeating the same questions it's not getting in my head so i did tell Gemini why is that happening he told me because my brain is overwhelmed so i have to chill or sleep for a bit
I'm sooo sleepy rn but i want to stay awake for sohor so yeah that's it
And also studying made me get a bit of time like away from phone so yeah i was thinking like why I'm feeling I'm not a mc or like why I'm feeling like I'm a second rank human or etc... this shit idk why i feel that but i hope it's all from my head and it's not reality
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