The Penguin and the Mountain

[copper valve]

Hey, i’ve never really wrote my thoughts down and the TW tag is just there incase it comes up later bc i have a past experience with SH.

2/19/26 Anywho I joined this community after a bad breakup costing me my friendship of 7 years and my GF who was I friends to with since June of 2020. I originally was looking for people to vent to and have found i can better push my past experience to help some people here and have enjoyed that more so then actually getting over the loss to which i’m still crying myself to sleep with I mean it’s not everyday a person says they’ve liked you for 5 years and then blocks you bc her brother says so you know. I’ve more so pushed the idea back and wont bother her for a while due to personal beliefs I’m hoping to get this all cleaned up but I’ve genuinely struggled with addiction from 2020 to 2023 and since the lose of the people that helped me i’ve been struggling with wanting it a lot.

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[copper valve]

2/20/26. Her best friend messaged me and accused me of ||stalking|| my ex so that was a fun chat that ended in me finally getting closure that she’s never coming back