I’m not only scared to tell my friends the whole thing because of them possibly using it against me (I know they wouldn’t, they are good people) but I’m worried about weighing them down with my problems
#I’m so exhausted
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I never have wanted to be a failure with this, I don’t like having thoughts that go against my own life or just completely giving up on everything
It terrifies me how bad they get sometimes and I don’t want my friends to be pressured with that even though I know they are here to support me
I feel like a failure with how my mind works, I’ve been diagnosed with OCD and Anxiety already but this constant heaviness feels like depression
I wish I could have a better brain and body that didn’t hurt constantly, I wish I could live a day without thinking about doing anything that could end me
One of my friends has been really worried because of this and I feel so bad
Because I’ve told them I haven’t been feeling well and they’ve seen the way I act but I am scared to tell them the complete thing
Not that they’ll hurt me or anything, I just am scared to weigh them down