midnight veldt
i just don't know what to do anymore, my dog has cancer and pancreatitis so is considered on end of life care so when it gets to the point my family cant remove his pain through medication he will be put down, im failing 2 classes and the semester end at the end of the month, i don't know how to help my friends, and there is nothing i can think of to deal with these emotions that won't cause more problems for the future. I'm a people pleaser i will always prioritize helping my friend over myself but that might just be because of my own mental problems and i haven't had any therapy in years because the therapist moved. i don't want to be here but leaving would just hurt others.
white ingot