might be serious, might just be joking. I js wanted to give this a shot instead of spam posting in three diff social medias, didn't feel healthy doing it there so here I am 🥀
#sei's random journal entries
pearl estuary
A lot has been going on with me lately, just all pressure and overstimulation. Even though a lot of people say that nothing is too late to be twenty but why does my own mother think otherwise? I'm fully aware why she'd think that way but, it all feels like a spear to the chest she thinks lowly of me.
I'm overly passionate about art, I'm an artist and even without college, I'm able to live comfortably with my slow process of achieving something I love doing. But everytime I'm close to achieving success all I get for her is another tear down and my heart shatters everytime. Loosing motivation all over again.
Like she doesn't trust me.
She's the same person telling me to achieve my dreams, make it come true, be always happy to do what I do. But she also the same person to tell me I'm worthless with what I do.
How do I make her listen when she doesn't?