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Most of the times I look so happy on the outside laughing all the time smiling at everything as if life feels so flawless but when i’m alone I can’t feel anything. I feel worthless. I don’t understand why or what’s wrong with me but I don’t see a vision for my life. I don’t know what to do or where I’m going.
I don’t have a future I feel like a failure in life. I don’t understand what’s my purpose in life. I have no hobbies nothing that I can do that can bring me the spark I used to have.
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You are not alone in your pain. You are saying that while you show up for the world, you are not necessarily showing up for yourself. This doesn't make you a bad person or reduce your worth. It's okay to feel not OK, and honestly, I am here to hear more about why you feel this way. Even though I am not a licensed counselor, I can see where you are coming from and would be honored to help you on this rough journey of life. Let me know if you want me to DM you. The point is, though, there is nothing "wrong" with you, from the outside it looks like you are not recognizing your own strengths and goodness.