dense hatch
for me. I'm not even recovered from years of bullying, from betrayals of friends who I was close with. And today one of my closest friend dealt a big blow on my broken self. He unfriended me after weeks of ghosting me. That same friend I helped for hours each day, asking NOTHING and wanting NOTHING. IM DAMN DEPRESSED ALREADY AND THATS WHAT HE DO?! IM DAMN FEELING LIKE MY ENTIRE SELF IS HANGING WITH ONE THREAD. AND THATS NOT EVEN IT SINCE WHEN I SPOKE ABOUT MY MENTAL HEALTH TO FRIENDS. THEY ORDERED ME LIKE A DAMN DOG IN VOCAL TO SHUT MY ASS UP BECAUSE THE MOOD IS BEING DARKENED BY IT. THEY DON'T CARE. THEY THINK IM A FUCKING EMO WHO'S PRETENDING WHEN I LITERALLY AM FUCKING UNSTABLE! I'm so tired... I'm damn shaking because of that bullshit