So..
I usually have bad problems going on , and I usually say "lemme ignore my problems it doesn't matter lemme help other people"
So like I take all negativity in no matter what it is and sometimes I cry when sleeping in bed when I feel like on my lowest and..
Actually I give too much attention and care and love to people more than myself..like I am cool and attractive some people are confused why do I do this and how am I like this
And when I vent I cry so much ..but sometimes I feel embarrassed I am like the most boy who cries in class but still people see me strong
And that's so till I started seeking.. seeking emotional love and emotional support and that's not usually me ,I have anger issues also but whatever I started seeking love and I need a hug a hug would solve everything..
And I feel so lonely and I am tired of it and I don't know even why am I here saying all this I guess god lead me here to write this..
Thankkk you all for your attention:)))