#I wanna die...

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warm kindle
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@sage gale I saw that

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wanna talk?

sage gale
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Kinda

warm kindle
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or whatever you're comfortable with

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we can talk here too

sage gale
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Sure...here then

warm kindle
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alright

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I couldn't read the entire text

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so I don't know a lot of the things you wrote

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so sorry about that

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however, you came here writing today because you still have hope

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right?

sage gale
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I mean...I wrote it on a whim actually so I'm not even sure I wanted to vent out...

But yeah..a lot of it was about how much enduring seems more and more pathetic everyday

warm kindle
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who made you think that?

sage gale
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Well...it's a lot of things..a culmination of a lot of things

Mostly it's..neglect I guess.. That makes me feel a little more worthless than i probably should

Loneliness...a lot of it.. even from friends who probably do care enough on their own side...

Expectations...toxic ones that I have from myself
Academically
Socially
Personally that I just haven't measured upto lately

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I'm a med student so.. dealing with anxiety and stress and getting too comfortable with a self depreciating lifestyle everyday probably has something to do with it

warm kindle
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okay

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to me it seems you were able to identify a lot of the problems you're facing

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what have you tried to do to solve them

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and how did those things not work

sage gale
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I don't know if I have necessarily done something to solve my problems...

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I don't know if I liked confronting them in the first place

I just felt overwhelmed and sad and

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Exhausted