I'm a very bored and depressed guy. I act like I'm not feeling bad but.. it's an act like the personality everyone knows me for. I'm tired of being that thing. That inhuman spectator... It's giving me the envy to vomit to event see my face, or hear my voice. But i still chat in vocals. I gotta keep the act... Im so damn disgusted. I kinda feel left out everyday... Like I'm just a spectator. A watcher. Nothing else. Like I don't belong... Which is why I have frequent anxiety attacks even though I feel cold most of the time. I am lost. Anything to share..?
#My emptiness
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