Right now, I just think everything is fake. that it is all virtual and I am not real , many people around me say i am crazy but honestly i am crazy, ive started feeling this way ever since a few months ago i think PRIMARILY due to thinking about my loved ones death. My mum, she has not died yet... but just thinking about it made me cry and panic and I assume this is what started my derealisation or it was what made it worser, ive had such thoughts ever since 2 years ago? But the realisation of death occured to me when I was just 5 years old and basically, I feel just so crushed knowing that death will occur to me and everyone I love in the future. I am just so scared, I cant go a day without thinking MULTIPLE times that I am fake and that my loved ones will die one day... I am going insane and i just want to live normally even if this world is fake.
#Hello, I am just 14 and I am having what I think is derealization.
tight flame
ebon creek
ooh my gosh im not sure how to help but i went thru the exact thing, a year ago i couldn't even look at my mom knowing she was going to die before i was, it hurt me so bad i would try every single day.
but trust me everything is real and your mother is still here with you
appreciate how it is with her
high solstice
Ive been going through an experience almost exactly like this recently too
tight flame
appreciate how it is with her
aww okay TYSM
tight flame
Ive been going through an experience almost exactly like this recently too
I KNOWWW
tight flame
but trust me everything is real and your mother is still here with you
❤️ thank u for ur reassurance it really helps
tight flame
appreciate how it is with her
i appreciate my mum so much and honestly even a little bit of reassurance helps me
ebon creek
Right now, I just think everything is fake. that it is all virtual and I am not ...
It seems you're going through some health anxiety and slight existential crisis.
Its K to feel that way. Did you recently watch a movie or something related to death.
Or maybe something triggering that started this anxiety.
It could really be anything.
No pressure to share , if you don't feel comfortable.
Feel free to reach out whenever you feel comfortable. My DMs are also open. You're not alone. We all are here for you.
high solstice
For me personally its been a thing for me mostly my entire life but something triggered it to get really bad recently
ebon creek
Are you comfortable sharing a little bit.
But please be careful.
I dong want to scare you. But I also don't want to hurt you. Or accidentally trigger something.
ebon creek
For me personally its been a thing for me mostly my entire life but something tr...
Its K to not able to express yourself sonetimes