flint isle
i just feel like shit and it's never getting any better. therapy doesn't help at all. i feel like absolute shit all the fucking time it's just getting worse and worse. my life is just getting worse and worse...
:(
my life is failing because of my extremely bad mental health, i'm procrasting everything, i'm failing everything, i've essentially become the laziest person on earth, but im not lazy, i never was, i used to be the most hard working person ever,
but my mental health has deteriorated to such an extent where i just dont feel like anything it's like i have chronic fatigue syndrome or something,
i'm always extremely depressed, to the point where i'm not allowed to say that thing. (yk).
i got bullied and harrassed and made fun of all my life and everyone hates me, and i haven't even done anything bad or wrong.
i just
i don't even know anymore i can try explaining everything in full detail in this thread i guess.
i just want things to get atleast to a "okay enough" level. where i can feel atleast "fine" live atleast a "fine" life, that's all i want and always wanted. to just not suffer so much
thin berry