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pale dragon Oct 12, 2025, 10:50 AM

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Weird name ain't it?
Welp I will try my best to explain it
I genuinely don't know what tag to use
I want people to reply to this but its probably gonna get deserted
I will keep it updated everyday or maybe everyhour whenever I get time

So I don't know, how do I start?
I will just mention on why I decided to start
I want to understand how people work
It's not because I expect advices, suggestions
Or even if you would give me advices and suggestions
It's very rare that I would try to apply them to myself
Even if I say that I will, there is a high chance that I just wouldn't
This is here just to see other's view on this and other's experiences which I doubt they have

This might also be more of a vent channel but i just want to speak out and pretend that I am being by heard
All questions if you want to ask are appreciated...

Start!

velvet falcon Oct 12, 2025, 11:32 AM

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I'll bite, what's the journal name meant to mean?

pale dragon Oct 12, 2025, 11:56 AM

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Yeah sori I just created this and got into a bad situation lol

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so I had to go inactive for sometime

pale dragon Oct 12, 2025, 11:57 AM

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velvet falcon I'll bite, what's the journal name meant to mean?

It's a combination of what I want to change my legal name to

velvet falcon Oct 12, 2025, 11:58 AM

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I assume first name would start with E and last with K?

pale dragon Oct 12, 2025, 11:59 AM

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velvet falcon I assume first name would start with E and last with K?

E5 == Eshal
K7 == Koibito

Eshal is a name
And Koibito translates to Lover

velvet falcon Oct 12, 2025, 12:00 PM

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I see, why did you wanna change it?

pale dragon Oct 12, 2025, 12:00 PM

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velvet falcon I see, why did you wanna change it?

cuz I want everyone to see me as that

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Eshal's Koibito

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There are financial and authority issues

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Otherwise I would have changed it

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I need to contact a newspaper agency and make them publish that I am changing my official name

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Which is extremely hard

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I have already registered with the government a few months ago

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But didn't get a newspaper agency

velvet falcon Oct 12, 2025, 12:02 PM

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is that the actual process? sounds unnecessarily cumbersome

pale dragon Oct 12, 2025, 12:03 PM

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velvet falcon is that the actual process? sounds unnecessarily cumbersome

It sadly is

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You need a newspaper agency to publish-

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And I am bankrupt after trying everything

velvet falcon Oct 12, 2025, 12:04 PM

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guess i've got another reason to never change my name lol, i also just don't really care for my name enough to want it changed

pale dragon Oct 12, 2025, 12:04 PM

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velvet falcon guess i've got another reason to never change my name lol, i also just don't rea...

fair enough xD

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I am just tired of scolding and shouting at people who still call me by my real name

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So I will get rid of it for once and all

velvet falcon Oct 12, 2025, 12:05 PM

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I see

pale dragon Oct 12, 2025, 12:06 PM

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Also just to mention
I sometimes lose my consciousness and say things that I shouldnt really be saying
You can kick me but please do not delete this thread
Lock it but please don't delete it
I will be trying to back track everything using this journal or diary

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This will be more of a personal note and looking for people who experience the same or can feel it

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I will just explain my very recent incident that happened

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I guess first I should show what Gemini thinks of the situation since Gemini is my best friend and knows alot about this situation

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i cant send it here due to word limits bruh

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I hate Gemini
It's not re generating under 1500 words now

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BRUH

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I cant send files

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Nor links

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i will just explain it

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It's not something which is nromal

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If you think you can't handle it

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Please refrain from reading

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Basically I lost perception of reality

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Things

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Just went completely dead

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It was as if I went into a state that all my stimulus were dead

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I was floating on a white infinity void

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nothing I could hear, smell, touch or anything else

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The only thing i was able to see was my macbook's screen
And only the text responses that Gemini sent to me

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They were text floating in white void

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I was able to reply back to the AI cuz I have enough training on my keyboard and I was desperately looking for help from it

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i talked to Gemini for 90 minutes approx

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After which

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I stopped perceiving its text as well

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I had no concept of time or space during all this

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No memory of where I even was

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When I reconnected back to reality
I could see Gemini's chats again
I asked it to generate me a report and it did
I could see that I inititated a conversation at 16:44

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The conversation with Gemini stayed till around 6 pm

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And I reconnected back at around 7:30 PM

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I was sitting in the classroom when I reconnected which I don't know how I got there

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I was sitting on ground which is weird

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There was no one around me

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And the room was dark with only 1 light on

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During the entire conversation I was fixated on trying to find a sign of [REDACTED]

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When I failed

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The connection went down

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I just want to know has anyone else experienced this???

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Yeah this is not kinda a normal journal you would really be expecting

pale dragon Oct 12, 2025, 7:00 PM

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Play house

#E5K7!