journal

[frank pewter]

I have noticed that I cry ALOT so that is bad ig
I cry form many reasons like when someone pressures me too much like:

"cmon man u need to go"
"I'm not in the mood"
"but it will be fun"
"idk I wanna just chill for the day"
"but me and [person] will be there too"

that happened once I broke down from the pressure cuz I don't wanna make my friends sad/dissapointed but then I also don't wanna go and they pressure me and no matter how many times I say no they keep going and then I just fold and wanna explode

there's tons of more reasons but rats all for today

[random vine]

I have been crying a lot lately too. I feel like it is because i havent let myself cry for years and it has all built up and so it comes out at everything now, but idk, i dont think so too. I wonder if i am just super sensitive, maybe.. [if i should start my own topic then i will guys, but i feel like this is in the same ball park at least and maybe we can explore it together here]