blazing ledge
Idk where to start but ill try to tell yall everything, We went to the same boys' school, and honestly, I caught feelings for him the moment I met him. He was funny, kind, and easy to talk to. I slowly approached him, and before I knew it, we became best friends. I did everything for him even studied super hard just so I could get into the same program as him in senior high school. Luckily, we got in together.
As time went by, we started to fall for each other. Or maybe it was just me falling deeper and deeper. We kissed, we had sleepovers almost every weekend, and we spent so much time together. But we kept it all secret at school to avoid being made fun of.
Then during one semester break, I saw something on his social media bio that broke me he wrote something that made it sound like he fell for someone he met online. I was shocked, angry, and confused. I confronted him in person, and somehow, we talked it out and went back to normal or at least I pretended everything was normal.
Later, we both applied for an exchange program to Italy. We both passed the entrance exam, but my dad didn’t allow me to go. That meant we were going to separate. During our last month together, we made the most of it, he cooked for me, we went to the mall, sleeping tgt, tried new things, even went to a festival together. I thought those memories meant something.
But after he left for Italy, he just disappeared. He stopped replying to my DMs, left me on seen, never answered my calls. I finally checked his social media, and that’s when I saw it. he’s already with someone. And that someone is the same person he liked back during that semester break.
Now I don’t even know what to feel. Angry? Heartbroken? Betrayed? I just keep wondering if any of what we had ever meant anything to him. Hes like my everything, and hes my first love. What do I do next?
crimson jolt