Dreams to Life Event Journal 🥸

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I need to find a format for my dreams since they often get lost in personal notes and dreams are forgotten more often that not.

Some studies say that dreams are the mirror reflection of what's happening outside, I want to check if this is congruent. Some dreams are not that deep, some dreams feel like their own world and I want to share to best of my abilities. And take notes of the things that might have influenced me before the dream.

Will only share the ones that are permited by rules and guidelines. Censor stuff that might be odd like decribing figures with weird shape like for example ||seaweed with tentacle arms waving hello while scuba diving||. Will refrain from posting disturbing content but will use the format for personal use. Since the purpose of the Journal is to create a structured timeline of my life journey. Hopefully will find an app that make this journaling less complicated and easy to use. But for now this will do.

Format:

[Date]
Dream:
Footnotes:
Influence Analysis:

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9/27/2025
Status: ||Haven't drinked alcoholic drink in the last 24 hours||. Drank a total of 2 water bottles, made chores and napped the rest of the day. There was a loud discussion about health between my mother and sister in another room. Felt groggy through the whole day. Now Im going to head to sleep. Stat. Also ate something light before bed.

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9/28/2025 6:03 am
Dream: Bubble tea with boyfriend drove around, found a lost credit card that had my name but someone elses name on it of the same bank. Stepmom was with her family at a picnic table. Went to drive out made a wrong turn ended up at a stakehouse, small space to drive, there was a hill down on the right section. Cows, all packed together trying to climb out, cow got uphill to see me as I drove away. [Woke up]

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9/28/2025 8:36pm
Status: Day felt unproductive, not sure if I still got the after symptoms of Covid, my boyfriend called to check on me. I felt sad, like, I really don't know what to talk about. He asked me if I started with the CPA license, I answered honestly. I really don't feel I have that extra fuel to focus and be receptive on studies, I wasn't receptive on chores. I dont remember what I ate, I think it was a Taco. Yeah, it was 2 pieces of Taco. Chatted, but after that's done I felt very tired, walked the dog. Took a cold shower and watched videos in my brothers room... that being speedruns and homestuck pilot episode. using the bit of commitment left to myself to write this out.

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9/29/2025 8:23am
Dream: [Frequently disturbed sleep due to not taking antacid medication able to get some rest after taking medication. No dreams.]

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9/29/2025 8:38pm
Status: Bf wrote to me in the morning but felt a bit disconnected, I really slowly coming to terms that I really have to get my own things done. Ate a Snicker bar then Made tea for mother since she arrived very late from taking care of an elderly priest. Drank a bit of it, Spearmint with Anise and Cloves. It was easy on the taste. Watched a bit of Tv, showing home design as stuff. Preping to sleep.

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9/30/2025
Dream: Just interactions of a different version of me in a white room with manequins... its a dream base I conciously built. Its part of being able to take partially control of your imagination and only allowing a sector of the unconscious to do its work. What she practically say is to go back to my basic duties. Check in with people and bring lunch... its lunch time so. That's that.

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10/1/2025
Dream: From taking call and interrupted communication, to a plaza festivity, crowded with people, dancing and me walking back to my work station which made my neck position uncomfortable. Was working on throwing away the old stuff at home and having a fighting with my sister, because of chores and being treated as am outsider by my own family. Woke up to dogs barking at 4am.

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10/2/2025
Dream: Forgot most of it but I do remember seeing a group of people singing and Cyndi Lauper was there.

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10/3/2025
Dream: Forgot about it

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-Exeption- 10/6/2025
Having physical illness has been hard on me the past few days. Being away from my bf, the 3 hour difference, the amount of mysoginy one already deals with. The loneliness of having to be with your own thoughts and the psychological jargon been thrown to you just to avoid facing the real damages they've done to you. Making it as if you are the originator of your problens when Im here ill striken by some cold, its still a foreign entity attacking my body. Imagine having an autoimmune disorder on top of that. Like if one held all the power and control in one's own being. Like really, I would be Jesus if that was the case and still it proved that he had to go through all that torture and turmoils by himself. Still receiving the cruelty of people despite wanting to make people get along or getting along with people.

Making it all about gender, race, class, age. Things that go up and down.

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Lost track, most I remember is talking to my sister's gay friend that abandoned her. He called me over to see how I was doing. I was moving money from a bank to somewhere else... been worrying about my finances