6th t#y to get some serious help with my l#fe
#I am lost
frigid barn
DID IT GET POSTED?!
it wasn't banned, so, ig it did
So, I'm 19 y.o. Student, 3rd year of uni. Successful student, former worker. Usually - someone who carried on and always got the stuff done. My only value was achieving, my only emotion was sadness from not achieving. Guess what? It all started backfiring. I can't even do anything, I barely get out of the bed or attend lectures that I just don't listen to. I am falling very deeply. I think of ways of fi##shing. I don't want to do it yet, but I think it's going to be a serious option in... around 3 months... I already can't stop thinking about it. I don't want to do it. Yet, it seems as better option every day. Every day I find myself considering it more and more...
TLDR: I am just a lazy and sad jerk and don't know what I want in l#fe, so, I'm thinking about ###ing it