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so ive liked this girl for around 2 years now,shes a family friend and we have know eachother since we were toddlers.2 years ago ive started catching feelings for her and i think she likes me too,we have fed eachother popcorn multiple times,ive carried her in my arms,held hands with her and shes layed on my chest multiple times with my arm around her and layed her head on my lap.We also play fight everytime she comes over (not aggressively im always really gentle),shes layed her head on my shoulder and alot of other things.She lives in egypt which i always visit during the summer,christmas and easter and we hangout.When i leave we dont text or rlly anything at all when i visit we just kinda start where we left off.During the summer i got her tik tok because i didnt have it before.I started reposting ab yk kinda love rommantic things vids basically describing her and what i feel for her and she would like or repost those and i would do the same. 2 months later this saturday she has unfollowed me on tt and removed me as a follower and i feel rlly hurt and confused.A hour before she unfollowed me she liked my repost ab relationsip stuff but she has started to repost things that now is quite obv she found a man or smth im still not sure,i dont understand as she still has me added on insta and still has me on snap i thought maybe she removed me cuz im a guy but she has only removed me.I wanna move on and its really painful i keep crying

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This is messing me up so much I don’t know what to do with my life anymore man

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I didn’t even make the first move

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She did

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And Ik some ppl might say she’s leading me on but she wasn’t

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We were 13

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When this all started

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i genuinely cant take this anymore

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now i always have this heavy feeling in my chest

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i feel so hurt

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i genuinely thought she was the one

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idk why this had to happen to me

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i hate it too that it had to be her

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if it was any other girl i might have taken this lighter

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i didnt even do anything to be removed

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i feel like my future is crushed

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she was genuinelly everything i wanted in a girl

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idk if ill find love like ts again

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my generation is so fucked theres nobody who is just good or normal anymore

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they either smoke,drink have a bad personality,have a bad past or all of the above

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i didnt love wrong

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i put so much effort in to make myself better

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i never even thought of her lustfully

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i feel so alone i have nobody to talk to ab this

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its killing me

#need help on moving/what to do