thorny mulch
well, lemme recap on what’s going on
there’s this teacher, who’s trying to make me feel UNCOMFORTABLE everytime I pass by she does the ick face and runs away like I have the plague, which is starting to bother me a lot ,this morning she said “ i will say hi to everyone expect u” and she knows I’m very insecure about my voice, so she started mocking it and said I sound like a baby seagull, so the whole class started to laugh, and called me a roach
SUBJECT 2
I’m in my depressed era AGAIN, I’m so lonely, and I’m crying and really sensitive.
SUBJECT 3.
my parents.
now this is smth that’s very disturbing towards me, and it’s my parents are emotionally @buse, neglectful etc. which has made me feel unvalued and unworthy in life, at a young age they chose my siblings over me, which really hurt, leaving me with deep scars, and childhood trauma, making me flinch at every sound.
SUBJECT 4.
This is probably my worst mop
I’m scared to vent. Idk why! I’m just scared of venting ESPECIALLY irl, I NEED professional help but I’m scared, and I don’t wanna tell my parents
“Hey ur daughter needs professional help!” or smth like that, I’m dying to vent to my English teacher but I’m just scared and I feel like I can’t, like there’s a wall in front of me, that I keep bumping into and every time it gets stronger, hurting more , it feels like carrying weights on my shoulder that I can’t let go of.
SUBJECT 5
Siblings.
my siblings are very rude, cruel and mean, every time I try to talk with them they make fun of me/ blame me, so do my parents, I hate how this going, and I feel alone and trapped through every challenge in life.
Thanks for reading 😄
any advice about the fear of venting thing would be
VERY APPRECIATED!!!
fresh spindle