I can't hold my lust,I always think it's ok. But I also know it's not okay. My brother and my mom already knew,soon all my family will knew. I just want to find a new things to do. I like.to read a book. But, it's still hard to forget about stuff, I already skip prayers. I don't want to grow up and do free sex. I want direction.
#Y'know. Lust
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I hear how heavy this feels for you. What you’re experiencing is a normal human struggle, but I get that it feels wrong with your values. It might help to focus on small healthy habits you enjoy, like reading, journaling, or walks, instead of trying to erase urges all at once. You don’t have to punish yourself finding balance takes time, and you can still move in the direction you want, also i used to be religiouse, and even while im not i know alot of people that simmilarly struggle with lust, its hidden but very common and in some cases its not hidden in certant adult areas in church. Perspectives are very diverse and people can greatly shame you for things bound to happen, but just know lust doesnt take a day to pass, keep going!